Ella's POVAfter my bodyguard insisted to go inside the room with me, my therapist told her to wait outside for me. She insisted that this needs to be a closed session. I was not complaining since I wanted this to be a private and closed session. I will admit that it was not easy and first. I was beginning to think that my husband might have gotten to her because she was still trying to convince me that I had a concussion. As a safety measures she agreed for the bodyguard to search the place before I went in." Doctor S... I am sure you understand why I want to do this. " I said to her. " Yes I understand and I will tell you that you are not wrong... about your husband. " She said and my heart sank. In that moment I knew that Alexander tried to meddle in my business. " What do you mean? What did he say to you?" I asked her. " Mrs Black you need to understand that your husband might not be the man that you think he is. " She said to me. " What do you mean by that ? Look I know that
Alexander's POV" How is she doctor?" I asked the doctor who was taking care of my wife. I never thought that things could ever go so bad. I knew that the drugs were dangerous, I know that but I thought that it would be okay, that it would be like it was when I drugged her the first time, also I didn't want to give her a dosage. I suppose I should have just stoped when I realised that it was not working and not give her an even stronger dosage. Jack and I drugged her after she fainted but when she woke up, she was hysterical and she couldn't be controlled, I sedated her but she woke up before time and got away, it was when the school called me that I realised that she was gone and that my gun was missing. I don't even know how she managed to drive herself there in that condition. I went to the school only to find my wife with a gun in her hand demanding answers about our son. She had a psychotic episode and it was not good. I hated myself for seeing here the way she was. I went to t
Tatiana's POVI have always known that if I wanted to get the things I need then I would have to find someone who would help me. I will admit that I didn't think it would ever be possible but I might just be getting everything that I need. I suppose that is why it is good to have a few friends in high places because they know how to get things done. I will admit that I was disappointed in Alexandra's parenting skills by not warning his son that talking to strangers is bad. I suppose it wouldn't have done any much difference since I told the boy that I was his teacher. I managed to give him the drink that was spiked, after he passed out I put him in a bag and I just walked out of a school it's like I was going to throw away trash. I am glad that even one of the security guys offered to help me with a heavy load. I suppose my good looks also came in handy, they had their eyes on my chest as my cleavage was to die for. I walked out and no one suspected anything. All that I knew was tha
Ella's POVI have never in my life thought that I would find myself in a position like this. I have already been through a lot and I honestly don't know if I can take anymore. It was true that my husband drugged me with hopes of trying to protect me from myself but that has only but made things worse. My mind is fragile and I know that I can't get my son back if I lose it now. I don't need a doctor to tell me that I was having a psychotic break. The fact that I went to my son's school with a gun is more than enough proof.I know that there is no world where I would have done that if I was in my right mind. I mean I took my son's disappearance very hard, I feel so helpless and I blame myself for not being able to protect him. The lies and the deception brought us to where we are today. He has kept so many things from me. He has kept me in the dark and I suppose I can't be able to deal with everything but if there is one that is clear, it is that I need my son back home. Tatiana was he
Alexander's POVI am a man caught up between a rock and a hard place, left to make the most difficult decision any husband or father would have to make. I remember what it felt like when I was back at the hospital when I had to choose between my wife and daughter. I was looking forward to having a new baby in the house with me, to spend the rest of our lives happy together with my family but I was not about to lose my wife, even if it meant that I had to lose my daughter. I was I'm not happy that I was about to lose my child but I knew that it was for the best. I now find myself in a similar position and unlike the last time, this decision is ten times harder to make. I know that I did not do Tatiana right but she has taken this too far. I always knew that she was crazy but this is too much, even for her. I will be honest and say that killing myself would be much easier than having to marry her. She is not the kind of woman I would take as a wife. I suppose I can say that part of th
Alexander's POVI never thought that day would come when I would actually have to accept the fact that Alexandra and I would never be together like I had always thought. I know that he did not send Tatiana to come and kidnap our son but I actually do feel like she wouldn't have done that if it was not for him. I can't help myself but to blame him for the way that things are going in our lives right now. I just want my son back home and I am willing to do anything to get him back. I do not know much about Tatiana but what I do know is that she is one crazy woman. I don't know what went down between the two of them but what I do know is that she is obsessed with Alexandra and I think that it is actually turn a gave her what she wanted so that she can do what she wants. I had hoped that it won't come to this that Alexandra would find the way to bring back our son home safely from wherever he is being held but I don't think that it is going to happen anymore.I was on the verge of losing
Alexander's POVI don't know what pisses me off the most between the fact that my wife is doubting that I can bring back our son safely or the fact that she is actually okay with me marrying another woman. I also know that I am not happy about the fact that someone like Tatiana would actually cause me so much stress. I have heard on much more powerful man take me on and I have busted them all. I am at a point in my life where I feel like I am completely useless because I seem to have failed to protect my family. I believe that this is really my fault, it is just like Ella said to to me that this would not be happening if she was not married to me. It is a hard pill to swallow but I have unintentionally put her in danger in more times than one and I am afraid that this won't be the last time I do that. Being with me is dangerous to her and I guess that a better man would walk away from all of that but I can't, I am probably not even the man she deserves but what can I say? I am a man
Ella's POVI thought that I could it, that I could stand by and watch while the love of my life goes off to marry another woman, to be fair this is what I told him to do, I said that it is what I want. I signed the divorce papers, I told him to marry her but I had no choice, I had to do what I had to do to get my son back. The PI has told me that she can't find anything on Tatiana, especially her real name which is what we needed the most. I know it for a fact that she is hiding something and that whatever it is big, I have to find out what her secrets are. This is a dirty game and I am willing to swim in the mud with the pigs. I have been sitting here thinking that I was cursed and that my love with Alexander was cursed and then I realised that Tatiana is doing this because she doesn't think that I am a threat to her. She thinks that I am weak and that is why she is doing this. I haven't been able to find a lot about Tatiana, especially things about her past. I don't even know wher
Alexander's POV **** Fifteen Years Later**** " I am sorry Mr Black but we can't allow him to come back to this institute, your son is brilliant, he has a brilliant mind but he is the worst student this institution has had. " The Dean of students said to me. This is the fourth call she has made to me in the last two months about my son, he has been involved in fights and brawls ever since he went to university. I have three other children that I need to worry about and the person I should be least worried about is giving me stress. " I am sorry Dean, I will talk to him. " I said to the Dean. " Mr Black I don't think you hear me, we are beyond talking at this point, your son has proven time and again that he doesn't want to be here. " She said to me. " Dean I heard through the grapevine that you are about to host a gala dinner, something about raising funds for a new division at the university. " I said to her. " We haven't made a notice, how do you know about this?" She asked me.
Alexander's POVI knew something was up with Jack when he kept on dissappearing without any explanations. Not only that but he kept on asking me to give Michelle a job so that she would miss the wedding. I know that we have a lot of history together, that we are basically brothers but I don't know if I can let my wife down like that. Ella doesn't have that many friends, she only has two that she holds close to her heart, that would be Isabella and Michelle, both of which are part of the wedding celebration. The same wedding celebration I flew everyone here for, I booked out an entire resort for everyone. I didn't even understand why he would ask me that so I told him that I wanted a reason why he would even ask me to do something like that, especially after I told him that I want this wedding be perfect, I told him that Ella has to have the wedding of her dreams, if she had told me that she wanted to have dolphins at our wedding, believe me when I tell you that I would have made it h
Ella's POVThe last couple of days have been stressful, having a destination wedding is never easy. I wanted a beach wedding out of the country. I know that Tatiana is behind bars but after all that she has done to me, I can't let my guard down. I didn't tell Alexander but I have been having nightmares about the day of the shooting, I keep on releaving that moment in my mind, I wish I can say that being shot at was the worst part of it but it was not, it was the way Alexander looked at her that scares me to death. I can't help feeling like she will always find a way to ruin my marriage, to ruin the good thing I have going with my husband and family. I know that as long as she is truly out there, I will never be truly happy. She might be in jail but she won't be there forever. I have a fear that one day when I am truly happy, when my children and husband are happy, she will come and turn our lives upside down. She will snatch everything away from me. I have had to put Brad through ca
Alexander's POVI don't usually follow people's advice, especially when it comes to my personal life, I thought that I had all the answers, that I could really be a different man but I soon realised that I was wrong. I suppose talking to Minty helped me to make a few things clear for me, it made me realise what I wanted and why I wanted it. At first I was doing BDSM to deal with issues I couldn't control, I never thought that there was another reason for doing it but after I talked to Minty, I realised that I was using my troubles as an excuse. The truth is that I have always been that kind of a man. I have always had a taste for the extreme, from jumping out of the plane to diving with the Sharks, I have always been the one to live on the edge so my sexual tastes was also extreme. Even before I knew about the BDSM works I always had a thing for bondage and spanking but even then, not even when I was drunk out of my mind, I never did it to Ella, I didn't even think I could. I am abo
Ella's POVIt has been days since the Gala dinner and I honestly don't know what happened but I have been seeing a lot of changes in my husband and as much as I told him to stop buying me expensive gifts, it is like he is purposely trying to ignore me. On top of a very expensive necklace that he got me, he decided to get me an art piece, a very expensive art piece. Last night we went to an art gallery, one of his friends was having his work shown there and so he invited Alexander. It was the first time I set foot in a place like that, up until last night I didn't really think much about art. To me a painting was just a painting and a statue was just a statue but that changed last night. His friend had one of his destopian art pieces and I fell in love with it instantly. The statue was just full of life, the raw materials used were just out of this world and I could somehow imagine that in our home. I didn't tell Alexander that I wanted it, but I told him that I liked it and this morn
Alexander's POVI don't know how she managed to pull this off but I am happy with the work that she has put in to make this night a success. I will also say that I didn't think that I would see some of the faces I saw here tonight, especially faces that had no business being here. I am talking about the women in my past, the women I have had to let go and all for various reasons. I also realised that my parents were happy about the work my wife has put in to make this night a success. I still can't believe that this is where we are, that we are finally going to get everything we have always wanted. In a week I will see my wife walking down the isle once again and this time, I can't even wait for the day to come. I am at a place in my life where I feel like everything has finally fallen into place. I am about to become a father again and I will tell you now that there is no title in my life that I hold in high regard than the title of father. Two years ago I was not even thinking abo
Ella's POVIt has been three weeks since I got shot, three weeks since I have been back home with my family and I am only a week away from my wedding day, not only have I been planning my wedding, I have been planning the restaurant's official opening and also tonight's Gala dinner. It is the first time I have had to throw a party so big but with the help of my friends I was able to pull it off. It is an annual event that was had been organised by his mother since it was founded a decade ago. I will admit that I never thought that my life would turn out like this. That I would be a wife to a man like Alexander or even the fact that I would be responsible for events like the one I organised tonight. Alexander's mother said that she was tired of running the organisation and that it needed some fresh blood, I was not too keen on the idea of taking on something as big as this and in such a limited space of time. The gunshot wound was healing and now I felt like I was ready to take on the
Alexander's POV I did not want my wife to find out about my previous lifestyle and what used to happen between me and my ex's. I know that if it was up to me she wouldn't have found out at all but she wanted to know and I told her. I told her what was happening and I thought that she would ask me for details which would have been the worst because I don't think I could have been able to utter the words to her. The more I thought of it, the more I hated myself for it. All this time I thought that I was using Lacey as a coping mechanism but that is not true. The truth I that I was taking it all out on her because I was not dealing with things. I also realise that my wife was right when she said that I could not cut off that part of me like it didn't exist. I didn't want to hear that especially coming from her but that still doesn't change the fact that she was right but I also know that I can never do to her what I did to all those other women. I told her and left because I didn't wa
Ella's POVI will be the first to admit that Alexander caught me completely by surprise. I know that the insurance said that they would take some time to pay out and I was wondering if I was even able to start all over from the start again. I had put in a lot of work into making that restaurant what it was before that crazy woman burnt it all down. I kept on asking myself what I had done to have so much bad luck and now I know that it had nothing to do with bad luck at all. It had to do with the fact that another woman wanted my husband so bad that she was willing to ruin everything I had in order to get what she wanted and for a moment it seemed like she was going to do it, that she was going to get everything I had. My husband, my daughter and even my marriage. After weeks of worrying about my son, I couldn't just sit and do nothing. I don't know what I would have done if it was not for Michelle, she really came through for me and I don't even know how to thank her. I don't know w