Author’s POV:
“ Honey?... “ Demonise snapped out back to reality when she heard Fergus' sleepy voice. He quickly lifted Black in his arms and walked towards her then put his son gently on the bed. He then moved his attention to her and unexpectedly, he hugged her tightly as if she was his lost treasure.
Dem felt her body stiffened as she sensed the longings from his warmth. She was puzzled about what really happened but she choosed to stay silent and will ask him about her dream later.
“ Are you ok now? Does your body hurt? Do you want to be cured abroad? Tell me! “ He asked nonstop with his worried eyes. Even though Fluffy told him about her possible pregnancy, he still can’t help but to be panicked, thinking that his wife may have an illness because she collapsed earlier.
“ What do you mean? I’m fine… “ She mumbled with her eyes slightly confused. Why did Fergus asked those kind of things? Why was he acting so weird when she knew that he doesn’t
Demonise POV:“ How come you’re here Tim? “ I asked happily as he walk near my direction. His eyes were worried and he's only wearing a simple black pants paired with his long white sleeves. His looks seems so frustrated but on the other hand, Fergus eyes are likely want to burn him dead.My friends are just watching what will happen next. As Timothy stepped his foot on the floor, the atmosphere changes into an intense one that made my body shiver. The presence of these two intimidating men can surely make a person tremble.“ Merry told me that you collapsed, so I quickly came here to check. “ He said and was about to approach me when I heard someone groaned. I looked at Fergus' dimmed eyes but he refused to answer my confused gaze.“ Dem,------ “ Tim murmured that made me moved my sight back to him. His eyes tells something that I can’t name but his actions are obviously doubting to do something.“ Hmm? “ I hummed as a sign for him to conti
Demonise POV:“ How did you know about my sister? “ I asked while looking at his deep shallow eyes. I can’t avoid to tremble because of the fear that suddenly occupied my heart. Like there’s a coldness that’s currently traveling inside my system.“ Will you hate me if I tell you that,--------- “ He said but intentionally cut his words. The eagerness inside of me keeps on growing. I’m curious about everything from the past and I need some answers. “ I was there when the three of you was kidnapped… “ He added that made me shock.I moved my sight to him but his face was all serious. He can’t be lying right? When the three of us were kidnapped, Fergus told me that we are about to go to church when a van stopped at our backs. But how? How can he see us struggling without asking for others help?!“ I know everything from the past… “ He whispered that gives me goosebumps. He knew? He knew all along but he didn’t even confront me about it? Did all of them made me a f
Demonise POV:“ I’m not so sure but from what I remember, Fergus was the one who handed you the glass of alcohol. “ Timothy said while looking at me straightly into my eyes. It’s also obvious that he was doubting his own words.I intertwined my fingers together and let my heart feel the twisting pain inside my chest. Tim is not sure but if it's the truth, how will I react? What will I do? Will I hate him and shut him down? But how about Black? Even if he’s always teasing his dad, I know that he still wants to have him as his father.“ How about the other one? “ I asked and tilted my head to see him clearly. “ You told me that you witnessed the kidnapping twelve years ago? If you did, then who are you in the past? “ I asked because of curiosity. I bit my lip to avoid trembling if ever my body will react instead of my mind first.His brown eyes flickered with a sudden emotion and I heard him took a deep sighed. He lifted his head once again and focused
Demonise POV:“ Are you------ “ I lifted my head and focus my sight to him. “ The one who let Fergus took care of my child before? “ I asked nervously, trying to hide the pain from my past experiences.I saw how his eyes closed gently and opened after a second, like he was thinking something. He stand up but didn’t dare to look at me. “ I’m sorry… “ He murmured with a low voice that made my tears fall down. “ If I was just strong enough to endure the smoke, that wouldn't happen. “ He added and touched his face.I don’t know why but his voice was so sincere and pitiful. “ My brother hate me because of that… “ He said that made me look at him. I know that they are not in a good relationship but now I understand why.“ We used to be the best brothers in the world. He treats me well and I do the same, even if my father hate him, he would just smile and tell me that he’s fine. “ He stated that broke my heart. I never thought that Fergus experienced those things. But,
Demonise POV:“ What do you mean? “ I asked with a confuse eyes. I wanted to know everything right now but there’s something telling me to wait and let the flow takes place. Instead of answering me, I watched how he kissed Black's forehead and look at me with a smile.“ I think I don’t have the right to tell you that Dem. “ He said and walked towards the door then added. “ My brother have the final say of everything. I hope I answered some of your questions. “ With this, he left without answering my other messy thoughts.I didn’t plead him or shout his name, all I did was to approached my son and hugged him tightly while crying. There’s no such thing as guns of roses, but there are tons of knives stabbing me from behind. Making my heart bleed and my flesh torn into something disgusting.Then I asked mysef, was it unlucky for me to forget my past? Or it’s God’s plan to avoid pain? Are my memories worth it to be remembered? Or was it a burden to my heart tha
Demonise POV:“ Congrats daddy! I’m pregnant… “ I whispered slowly and felt that his body frozed in an instance. I lifted my head to witnessed how his eyes flickered with a sudden surprise then turned to being calm again. It’s already midnight but we’re still awake and our heart were full of surprises.His eyebrows remained the same while his hair was a little bit messy from the side. I can feel his grip getting tighter and tighter as his breath becomes heavy near my face. He let one of his arm slipped under my head and his other free hand held my waist.“ So, it’s official… “ He murmured gently near my ears and bit it. The tingling feeling was mixed up with the nervousness that’s keep hiding from my shadows. Though his eyes was fixed on me, thus I can clearly observed that his eyes were slightly unknown.“ Hmm… “ I hummed trying to answer him. The cold breeze of the wind blows my hair away from my face even if the windows are already locked. This man! This man
Demonise POV:“ Do you think my sibling can breath inside mom's tummy? “ I gained my consciousness when I heard Black's curious voice. I can feel the presence of two important person in my life but I chooses to pretend that I'm still sleeping in order to hear their father and son's conversation.“ Of course it’s still growing inside and it needs a long process to become one of us. Mommy and I only created his or her head. We need to add the eyes, nose, lips, and everything. “ He stated calmly. Tsk! As if. I know he’s simply adding up things to reach his main purpose. Though we’re slightly in a good terms now, I still can’t read what his up to sometimes.“ Is it? So you need to sleep in top of mommy again? “ Black asked again without even a single hint of what he's talking. Good thing that I’m a good actress on sleeping. Even though I can’t see their faces at the moment, I can clearly define Black's furrowed head while staring at his silly dad.After what he said
Demonise POV:“ Why can’t mommy scream my name during midnight? It’s unfair! “ Black exclaimed with his angry voice. Fergus on the other hand glance at me then focus his worried eyes to our son who’s currently fixing his gaze to his father.The scenery is great and funny. Back then, I always thought that having Fergus as my husband wouldn’t last forever. I’m not sure yet but there’s something in his eyes that keeps on telling me to trust him and his feelings. I might still be doubting at the moment, but I know that time will heal the wound and scars in my heart.“ Let’s just eat ok? “ I asked gently and look at them with pure fondness in my eyes. Their expressions turned to something exciting as they both nodded without a single word. I don’t know what time is it now, I slept late last night and it’s because of what he said to me.“ I’ll go ahead… “ I said then get out of the bed and walk near the bathroom to freshen up myself. I tied my hair up and brush my