To the girls who found passion in darkness

Episode 4

Ryan

“Fine, but one thing you need to know is, I don’t do soft, and once I start, I won’t stop till I’m done.” he searched my face for an answer, any sign at all that meant for him to go ahead.

I gulped before I gave the scariest answer of my life. “I am ready.”

In seconds, I found myself trying to hold myself together as his lips crashed into mine with force.

He ravaged my lips in a hot, thirsty kiss, like someone who has been starved for months.

I returned it but couldn’t match his pace, his hands slowly went down to my nightwear button

He unbuttoned slowly, his lips never leaving mine, his hands grouped my breasts tightly after he removed the nightwear and swinged it over the room.

                               ***

I creeped into the room slowly, I knew Aneesa was going to ask questions and I felt too shy to tell her anything.

‘He is like a beast, I like him.’ my wolf whispered into my head.

“No, you don’t, you just love the sex.” I laughed .

I gave my virginity to him, no idea if it meant anything to him but it did to me, it meant a lot to me.

I sat on my bed and took in a deep breath, I remembered the flower, I had forgotten to thank him for it.

Will he think I’m ungrateful?

Taking the flower and chocolate, I smiled happily and shuffled through the petals to extract the written note inside.

My excitement dropped when I saw the contents of the letter.

Dear Beautiful Ryan 

I want to apologize for what happened at the woods today, I didn’t mean to spy on you when you were naked, I was just mesmerized by your beauty that I couldn’t take my eyes off you, I…

Yours sincerely, Damien Blackwood

I closed the paper as anger filled my bones, maybe because I was expecting it to be someone else.

Maybe because I thought Aiden could change and become someone better, maybe because I thought he regretted what he did.

But I was wrong, now I have no other option but to wait for my mate..

                     ***

It’s been 4 months since everything happened with Aiden, I was now carrying his child in my belly, just like I was brought here to do.

I stared out from the balcony to the empty woods and trees that surrounded the mansion.

I haven’t seen Aiden since that night, Anessa said he traveled and didn’t say when he would be back, all he said was it was urgent.

Does he know I’m carrying his child? did anyone tell him?, I really didn’t care anymore, my only hope for escape in this hell hole was my mate.

I prayed to the moon goddess day and night to grant me just one request and I had no idea why, but I felt like today was a good day.

“How is the baby? is he kicking?” Anessa asked smiling as she stood next to me.

“We aren’t even sure it’s a boy and it’s just 4 months, Aneesa” I laughed and she giggled.

“I heard Master Aiden will be back tomorrow.” 

“Good for him.” I rolled my eyes and stretched before going back to my room.

I closed my eyes and let the sleep take over.

                ***

‘Mate.’ sky growled. ‘He is my mate!’ 

I jerked up from the bed panting, I saw him, I saw Aiden.

“It can’t be, Sky, please tell me it’s a lie.” the tears gathered in my eyes, they were threatening to fall.

‘Mate!’ She growled stronger this time as if forcing me to find her mate, I had to hold myself together to stop my wolf from transforming.

‘I want Aiden, Aiden is my mate!’ It was a scream and I held my hand to my chest as I tried the meditation technique Aneesa taught me to help calm my nerves and wolf down.

I’m sorry Sky, but I can’t have Aiden as my mate, I’ve waited for my mate to save me from him, how he save me from himself?

Aiden is a monster, always has been, always will be.

“I’d run far away and train this baby myself, I’ll love him and care for him, I will make sure no one will ever hurt him.”

I took in a deep breath.

I had to disappear and i knew who exactly to ask for help.

      Aiden

“Welcome back, Aiden.” Karl bowed as he entered my office, he had gotten taller in the space of four months. “ how was the trip?”

“Tiring.” I held my forehead and sighed. “How is the baby?” 

“Aneesa said he was fine.”

I nodded and relaxed on my seat. “I need you to do something for me, Kyle.”

Kyle stood upright immediately, he knew what followed whenever I used that tone on him. “What do you need me to do?”

“It’s about Ryan’a step father, I want him dead but in the most brutal way that a rapist can die.” 

Kyle gulped “What would you suggest?”

“Kidnap him, strip him and tie him to the ground, get peanut butter or whatever the fuck rats, snakes and other insects enjoy.” I folded my arms as Kyle’s eyes widened already getting a picture of what I meant. “Rub it all on his dick and release the animals, leave him there for 3 days and release new insects everyday.”

“Oh my God” Kyle blurted. “If he is still alive after, do we kill him?” 

“Shoot him in the head but give him a message for me, Tell him that when he gets to hell, he should try not to sexually assault 12 years old helpless girls.” I concluded and immediately a knock came on the door.

“Come in.” I responded and nodded for Kyle to leave.

A maid came into the room in a rush. “Miss Ryan has gone.”

“What do you mean gone?” I stood up immediately in shock

“She escaped the mansion and left me a letter saying she found out you were her mate and she couldn’t stay any more.”

“What!” I growled. “Find her, now!” I took up my jacket and tried to leave the room but she stopped me

“I think it’s too late, she dropped the letter this morning and I saw it at night.”

I felt something drop in me, not sure what exactly but I know it did.

‘My Mate’ my wolf, Xavier growled. ‘Mine!’