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CHAPTER TWENTY-TWO
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Nezha Marleigh Sanchez
I keep fidgeting as we remained silent during the ride. Hindi ko alam ngunit may kakaibang kaba sa dibdib ko. I don't even know how to describe how I'm feeling. It was something I've never felt before. After two years, I'm finally seeing him again. There's a lot of feelings stirring inside me.
I have a lot of questions to him. I want to ask him things like how he was after I left? Did he love Quintessa? Did he look for me? I don't know where to start and I don't even know if I could ask these questions when I face him. Hinawakan ko ang sarili kong kamay at pinindot-pindot ang palad ko gamit ang hinlalaki ko sa pagbabaka-sakali na mapakalma nito ang pakiramdam ko.
I am ecstatic and at the same time, scared of facing him again. Hindi ko alam kung paano ako tatayo sa harapan niya at mas lalong hindi ko alam kung paano ako magsasalita lalo at kasama ko si Kalisto.
"Ma
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