As I walked into the school, I could feel the excitement bubbling inside me. I greeted my friends with a high-five. We all sat down together in the school courtyard, enjoying the warm sun and the cool breeze of an early Wednesday morning. We talked about our plans for the weekend, agreed to hang out on our bikes, and laughed at silly jokes. It was moments like these that made me realise how lucky I was to have such amazing friends, no matter how many mean words Maisie would probably say to me. Who insults someone by telling them to stub their toe? That's so powerful, I even had to curl my toes just to feel better.
As we were walking to our classroom, I noticed a new girl sitting alone on a bench. She looked sad and out of place. Without thinking, I excused myself from my friends and went to sit next to her. I introduced myself, and she told me her name was Margot. We talked for a while, and I could tell that she was feeling better. I invited her to join my friends and me, and she happily accepted, which was a good idea because Caden had taken a liking to the poor soul.
During the day, the bell rang for the first time, and we all rushed outside and played games. I couldn't help but notice how Caden was trying his hardest to get Margot to join in, which made me laugh because he had never shown any interest in any girl before.'
I wrote my last letter to Maisy which was over 2 weeks ago I couldn't understand what our problems were, we never got along from the moment I insulted her and she threw what she could back but after that they became fierce. She became fierce over paper and It always made me laugh. I never really showed anyone any of the letters, there were quite a fair few of them, I always wonder if she keeps mine with her or if she burns them like I thought she would have done. I have always kept hers in a small box that doesn't look too suspicious but far away from anyone in my family who could tease me about them and then probably send my mom into a frenzy. fifth grade was almost over and my friends and I were heading into summer with each other with plans to spend it outside all the time. I wonder if Maisie likes spending time outside.
Again months have passed, and mine and Maisie's letters have not been as frequent. She sent me one with a note telling me to break my ankles, and she hoped that the next item of food I had was the worst that I'd ever had. That was it. I kept it along with the other ones she sent, though, because it amused me. Before I knew it, it was a tradition we had where we would write to each other with insults. Nothing new. A year had been and gone since this all started and sixth grade was going well. Margot had become a good friend to everyone and she had a big crush on Caden. He liked her too but he didn't want to admit it to her...or me. I always checked my mailbox when I got home from school but after a while, it wasn't as full, or if it was, the letters inside it were usually for my mom and dad. I had been hoping to get something from her but I didn't. She never said that she had anything to do. I mean, we never really spoke about those types of things. I knew she had a sister, and I knew she was alright in school, and the only thing we did was write to each other to get on each other's nerves, and we were very successful at doing that as well.
I'm 11 years old-nearly 12 now-and I'm getting ready to go into Seventh grade, Time has gone by so fast I can't even remember how fast it has gone, well obviously I can because I'm talking about it now, I'm really excited as it is our graduation day tomorrow, and I couldn't wait to leave this place and start at high school with Caden, Margot, Marco and all of our friends. I am excited for our future at high school, and I know that no matter what, I will always have my friends by my side.
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Today is the day I've been waiting for all year-my school graduation. I can hardly believe that I have completed seven proper years of education and am now ready to move on to the next chapter of my life. As I stand in front of the mirror, getting ready for the ceremony, I can't help but feel a mix of emotions: excitement, nervousness, and a tinge of sadness at leaving behind the familiar walls of my school. The only school I have ever known. Will it be scary to move up?
I quickly put on my graduation gown and cap, making sure everything was perfect. My parents and younger brothers Nick and Carlos are already waiting for me downstairs or outside. My parents were beaming with pride this morning, and I can't help but feel grateful for their constant support and encouragement throughout my primary academic journey. Yes, I'm going all soppy and emotional but No one will know, right?
As we make our way to the school field, I can't help but feel a sense of nostalgia as I pass by the familiar families and people I call friends, and even though we are all going to the same high school, I think I probably won't have any classes with them or if I do I probably won't speak to them as much. This school has been my prison since I started properly which would have been for the past 7 years if I'm not mistaken, and I have made countless memories here. I am going to miss it, I guess, but that's a secret you can't tell anyone.
The ceremony begins, and we all march into the field with our heads held high and big smiles on our faces. The principal gives an inspiring speech that is usually boring but today it's not, a speech reminding us of our achievements and encouraging us to chase our dreams. As my name is called and I walk on stage to receive my graduation certificate, I feel a sense of pride and accomplishment wash over me. I can't believe that this day has finally arrived. 11, nearly 12 years old, and leaving primary school is a big achievement. I must be repeating myself because even I am getting bored now.
After the ceremony, we all gather outside the school for a small celebration. I look up and find my brother Carlos standing there with a smile on his face. There are only 13 months between me and Carlos and another 2 years between me and Connor, but we are close enough. Nick doesn't understand much, but when Connor is about, he follows him like a puppy.
'Hey, congratulations on your graduation,' he says with a charming smile.
'Thanks, Carlos,' I reply, trying to sound casual
It was a typical day at school, and I was sitting in the courtyard with my friends, Taylor and Lily. We were all ten years old almost 11 and excited to be going into the summer holidays together before we started sixth-Grade. As we chatted and laughed, I couldn't help but feel a flutter of excitement in my stomach. You see, I was waiting for a letter from Max, and I hoped that he was playing a little nicer now that I gave him a taste of how mean he was to me.Maybe now he will understand that some people just don't like being rude too. Everything works out in the end my mum use to say. I don't think I can get use to the past tense thing of 'Used to' and if I do...when will it be? Next week? Month? Year?I try to focus on the things that are happening at the here and now like my friends for example.Taylor and I had been friends since kindergarten, but this year, I started to see her in a different light. She was no longer just my goofy, fun-loving friend. She had become a loving perso
After receiving Maisie's letter yesterday, I finally opened it today, and I could see that she had been crying. God, even I felt like a total idiot for not asking her about her life. That second letter she wrote back was basically when she was placed in the care system; she calls it being dropped off at a local foster home, but she was basically in care with her sister.I wrote my letter out, probably knowing that I wouldn't hear from her again, but I had to apologise for my lack of knowledge. Even if it meant nothing or did nothing, I had to try. So I did. I wrote a nice letter and even offered her to be a writing friend. That was it though I didn't want her thinking she was apart of my circle...Yet.Dear Maisie,I didn't mean what I said to you, and I didn't mean to make you cry. I saw the tears on your paper, and I felt bad. I guess I'm just trying to apologise. I have a way with words. You have been my pen pal for a long time now, and I am glad I have you as a friend too, hopefull
Women... or girls as my mom calls them, why are they so bloody hard to understand?Dear Maisie,It's my birthday next month, so please try to be nice to me. I guess I need to ask you if you are doing OK today. You must look like the guy in the zombie movie who's been bitten but is trying to keep it quiet but failing terribly.And it's good that your teacher lied to you; you might want to report it and see if anyone notices your complaint because that's not on.I guess I should tell you now that it's okay to have the charisma of a wet sock; it suits you perfectly.Max - I am not even doing a PS today because you insulted my last one, which was pathetic.I have always been a bit of a troublemaker, but I never thought I would end up in a love-hate friendship with a girl named Maisie. I mean, what kind of name is that anyway? The love-hate friendship is my way of saying that I love to hate her, and I love to read her insults more.If I'm going to be going down memory lane, it all started
Present day: meaning the 21st century for a change and not in the Angies home, who we also called the 'old ladies home' because even though she was a career for children all of her friends would come over every couple of nights and never bloody leave... that is where I spent 6 months alone...without my sister. She was ancient, I swear.So when someone asks, "Are you married?" I naturally say no and brush off any striking conversation to do with marriage or potential boyfriends. Definitely failing to now imply that I'm lonely because my ex-Boyfriend traded me in for a better life with a blonde that lives in the city centre of where I also live. I have lived here all of my life because I couldn't afford to move out of this town.Houston, Texas.That's my life. I'm a short, brown-haired, brown-eyed woman in her late twenties with no relationship and no kids, and the only thing to my name is my photography gear that I basically hold in my car whenever I go out because, yes, I'm a photogra
Saturday morning, I've been woken up to the piercing shriek of my alarm clock; its mocking red numbers taunting me from the nightstand flashing the 6:30 usual time I wake up. I groaned, burrowing deeper into my cosy sheets, wishing that I could just stay in bed all day. But knowing I had to get up, that I had things to do and people to see, With a sigh, I reluctantly climbed out of bed, throwing on my favourite purple fluffy robe and padding across the cold hardwood floor to the kitchen for a cup of coffee.As I stepped into the office this morning, the air seemed to hum with a newfound energy that is never there. It's usually the boss shouting at his assistant about something that's gone wrong the day before, and he just needs to be a dick about it to scare the poor lad. Even the fluorescent lights flickered, like they were trying to keep up with his good mood. It was then that I noticed Gary, my usually grumpy and dishevelled-looking boss, was... smiling. Not a half-hearted, forced
Standing on the side walk of the street with my mouth slightly agape and a fresh coffee in my hand, I watched her walk away with not even an ounce of care in the world impressed me more than anything.She was unlike any woman I had ever met before. Her beauty was mesmerising, like a painting that you could stare at for hours, never tiring of its perfection. Her eyes held a depth that seemed to pierce straight through me, as if she were seeing into my very soul. not creepy at all. And the way she moved was dignified and natural. I knew the moment she turned her back to me after leaving the shop that she would be on my mind all day. The woman didn't know who I was, and that's what made it better because every other woman I have come across is wearing a sultry voice or tight clothing and wafts herself all over me, hoping to get my attention, but this woman...she didn't care, and she didn't want to jump me for the benefits it could probably give her. Though she looked very familiar, I jus
Out of all the people I could see at the wedding, anyone across Houston, it could have been the pope or maybe the god; it could have been the guy who bullied her at school for being small or nerdy or for not having friends, but no, it had to be the guy from the coffee shop. Not that she was complaining; it seems like I couldn't stop thinking about him or even remember his name. It wasn't that he was particularly striking or interesting-looking, either. Okay, so that was a total lie, and if anyone could hear my thoughts, they would probably say the same thing if they knew who I was gaping at. But there he was, standing at the front of the church, his head slightly cocked to the side, as if he were listening to a secret being whispered just for him. The way the sunlight streamed through the windows behind him, casting a warm glow over his face and shoulders, made him seem almost sinful. And for some reason, even though I have a job to do and I was doing it, I couldn't help but not take
"Thank you," her soft voice echoed along the empty-ish car park. Hearing her conversation about me giving her my number and then needing cake, I assumed a peace offering for the last 72 hours would be a good start, assuming it would solve it, but then when I heard her groan, goddamn it, I couldn't even step outside without getting hard for the woman. She's a good photographer; I managed to snag a look at some of the photos she's taken since being here at the barn, and she's got a great eye for capturing everyone either smiling or full-on belly laughing, and they are amazing, if I do say so myself.I couldn't help but feel a slight tingle in my stomach, a mixture of nerves and excitement that only seemed to intensify when she looked my way. Even when she took some photos of me with the others, and I believe she even got one where I was looking directly at her, I'll have to have a look later. Her long, raven hair flowed over her shoulders in the hair tie she was using to hold it all up.
5 months Later. Okay so over the last 5 months since I've moved to Spain I have found my footing with my work, I have been open and happy about what I want to do and the photos I love to take. I have my own new website that I post on and it's thriving but somewhere along the lines of what I wanted to do because a project for further down the line. I made a few friends, Kai who is happily gay and enjoys move time with the girls at work than the guys and Ruby who loves to go shopping on the days off. The biggest surprise of everything since starting my fellow ship would have to be the little girl growing in my belly. Yes that's correct, I am over 5 months pregnant with Max's baby and I have no idea how or when to tell him. Everything I have done since moving here has been for me and the work is amazing. I have my own apartment after Ruby moved in with Lucas, her boyfriend but Jillian kept my rent the same as I have been paying even though I have savings now. Granted I'm thankful th
I read the letter that was posted this morning. I read it over and over again wondering what it all meant.I wanted to believe that I was doing the right thing and that everything I had ever worked for wouldn't be left to rot. My mom was always badgering us boys to be gentlemen and to treat women right and I must have spent a long while on the phone to my mom who cursed at me so much that I thought for a moment my dad might come down and beat some sense into me.What I did was wrong and what I want to do is fix everything that I have done wrong starting with Maisie.I try her Cell but it doesn't go through so I try her sisters phone."Mr Kenner" Emily says into the phone. It's 4 pm and she should be at her office space but right now I don't even care."Emily. Please tell me you know where Maisie is?""I'm sorry, I don't. I did get a letter from her though but I haven't opened it" she says into the phone. After everything me and Maisie have been through, all the good and bad and everyt
Dear Maisie,My name is Jillian Sanchez and I am the lead co-ordinator at Flashes and smiles fellow ship in Barcelona,We have read and re read your application, we have continuously checked out your portfolio gathered in Huston Texas and we are extremely delighted to offer you this fellow shit which will become of your beginnings and your future.Flashes and Smiles have the ability to start you out in the world with only a simple answer to our question. Will you accept this fellow ship immediately?If yes please give me a ring on the number provided and we will get you set up with our team and when you shall be moving. All living arrangements included in the contract which is your own apartment facing Barcelonas beach.Kind regardsJillian Sanchez.I read the email and I re read that email because I feel as though my eyes are deceiving me but I know they actually aren't. When I read the email I'm not thinking about what could have happened between me and Max. I'm not thinking about t
My whole body hurt so much, I didn't even know it was possible for my body to hurt this much. I want to say that I will get rescued but each time I reject Professor Shane he gets nasty. I first felt his teeth marks on me not long after we got into his place but the. Again when I refused to take my shirt off so he tore it and tie wrapped my hands together behind my back. I've been punched and slapped in the face, a gash across my lip and what feels like my eyebrow that's been slashed too. I really need to get out of Texas. I've got enough money saved up to move away even if I don't get this job in Spain it would be worth just getting the hell away from everyone here. I hear the door open and I can feel my entire body shake with dread. What will he do next. I can't see anything because of how dark it is but I can hear shoes passing by quickly. "Maisie baby" "Max? Get me out of here. Max get me out" "I am baby, stay still I don't want to catch you with the knife" He clips the t
I read her text message...over and over again. I leave the gala in a hurry to go and make this all better with Maisie, her phone kept ringing when I looked at her message. I felt like the biggest fool going. Why couldn't I have just told her the truth about why I had to take Sarah. Now she's found out and I deserve the cold shoulder but it doesn't mean I'm going to give her the opportunity to avoid me when all I want to do is get on my knees and beg for her to understand and to forgive me. I ring her phone again and it answers after the second ring. "Maisie! Thank god, baby listen-" "It's Ivy." "What are you doing with Maisie's phone?" I ask a little worried that she now doesn't want to see me and I'm going to have to knock all of her walls down again. "I...I just got home and her phone was on the floor. The door wide open and her bedrooms light is on as well" The tension in my chest tightens so hard I fear the absolute worst already! "Where would she have gone? She's
Since me and Max slept together the other day he's barely texted back or spoke.Saturday evening rolled round a lot quicker than I would have liked and I don't usually mind weekends because then I can get out and do my thing. Get photos of nature and the surrounding areas which I could use as a side effect for my portfolio.I have been spending a lot of time In the office these days and if I do go out then I go with someone who I trust most to be with alone.I decide to text Max and make sure he's all sorted for this Gala.Maisie: Hey! Not spoke for a bit, you ready for tonight?I sit by the phone and wait. Waiting for him to reply but I know that he's probably busy.I finish writing up some of the reports I was writing for some of my work that I want to do over seas when there's a ding from my phone signalling a text and a motivation from a tabloid.Max: Hey princess, all good here. Very bored on my own. Wish I could be with you though. How's your evening going?I go to reply when th
It's been 3 weeks since me and Maisie had slept together, yes we have done it a few times before but she has either been working early or finishing late and has been doing a lot of her photography indoors or with someone, which helps me, because if she is working with someone then I know she's safe and granted It isn't exactly something I enjoy either...another male spending time with her but beggars can't be chooses, if I got that correct. She changed her number that day she left my office and has said that she hasn't received anything else but I don't know...she just doesn't seem like her usual self at the moment.'Dumbass...would you if someone was trying to torment you?'Don't you just love that inner voice that always corrects your bullshit and makes you look stupid? No...me either. Work has been flowing nicely this last week, busy but not too busy and sales have been getting better as well."Sir we have a problem" Sasha's voice comes through to my speaker in my office, I hate it
I really am good...The tension is disipating from my body and alls I can feel is him, he watches me carefully, examines my facial feautures, runs his fingers over my skin and it doesn't make my skin crawl the way I expected it to do, I have never felt so alive and so safe at the same time. "Yes. I'm good" - Inch by inch I can feel the him push inside me, I can't help or stop clenching myself from the mild pain. "Just relax baby. I'll go as slow as I can I promise but it will hurt for a little moment and then It will be good okay"After 10 minutes of going slow, we pick up a good rhythm and before I know what's happening my voice is croaked from all the moaning I'm doing, his name falling from my lips a fair amount of times but the rhythm we have is amazing!"Oh shit...Max...shit""That's it sweetheart. Let it all go"I can feel it, I feel the difference in my body, the shuddering feeling that my hips are doing and the motion of him slamming into me with good force, the way his finger
I stepped out of the shower, feeling refreshed, even though it has been relatively warm through-out the day, the night breeze was something else as my nipples stiffened with the chill that was winter coming our way and me being a dumbass and leaving the window open to let the steam out. The warm water had washed away all my worries and stress from today and even though it has being lingering in the back of my mind, nibbling at my conscious state to figure out who it could be, I couldn't do anything until I have had some sleep hopefully. Knowing I was going to be with Max tonight had me feeling calm and content. I wrapped a fluffy towel around my body and walked into the bedroom, my hair still damp and clinging to my skin.I rummaged through my suitcase, looking for something comfortable to wear, something that will hie this bloody nip on that I have mainly. I finally settled on a pair of sweatpants and an oversized t-shirt, no bra but a hoodie over the top and black lace panties becau