119: Costly Mistake

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I stood outside Lydia and Anya's house as I waited for Lydia to talk Anya into seeing me and talking to me.

I really didn't mean what I said to her, and I regretted it immediately after I said it. I just hated that there seemed to be a lot of men around her wherever she went.

It didn't matter if she was in the pack or the human world, she was surrounded by people who liked her and it made me feel like I didn't even matter.

My feelings for her felt like child's play when I thought about all the people who were interested in her.

I was still waiting for her to come out when I heard voices inside the room.

"Well, you need to make up your mind fast because he's here to see you. Just talk with him and get this out of your mind. If you think about this too much, you will overthink some more. Just let it go and talk to him!" This was Lydia's voice.

"I really can't believe that you'd do this to me and that you'd even think about using such a method to get him to speak to me. When I