“...No, no. Don’t push or pull until you’re prepared to actually do something with it. Until you’ve formed the flows, just let it pool in your grip. Like letting a water faucet pour into your hands.”
We were out in the forest, working the power, helping her find more control, as well as exploring what she could do. Jesse stood right in front of me, between my feet, connected so I could watch how she worked, and jump in to help her if needed.
At my words, she bit her lip in concentration, and relaxed back against me which made my body tighten—my appetite for her was insatiable. Between our separation and her pregnancy, her scent was an aphrodisiac in my nostrils. And it made it very diffic
~ CASIMIR ~For a moment she went liquid in my hands, her body loose and heavy, as if she’d rested all her weight against me.But just when I growled in approval and brought my other hand around to reach for her other breast, she shook her head and straightened.“No, Cazz. We have to practice this! I’m going to have to fight—and I need to be able to keep you safe while you hurt people.”I groaned, but knew she was right. Giving her one last nip on her shoulder, I sighed and straightened.“Fine,” I muttered as if I was annoyed about it. “But now you have to make the wall again. See if you can make it uniformly opaque this time—give no visibility to your enemies.”
~ CASIMIR ~“Oh, Cazz…” Jesse breathed, letting her head sink back, which arched her back and pressed her full, thicker breasts and stomach up towards my very eager mouth.I grasped her hips and pulled her forward gently, shifting my weight in the wide chair so I was more upright as she began to lean back.Her skin glowed in the soft, dim light of the sconces on the wall behind me. Watching her breasts bounce made me salivate and I leaned forward to take one of those peaked nubs in my mouth, humming my pleasure when she gasped and clawed her hands into my hair.I had to make myself loosen my grip as I slid my hands up her thickened waist to splay my hands at her back and give her leverage.
~ CASIMIR ~I almost came right there at the sight of her eyes going wide and her breasts swinging at the force of my thrust.“Oh god… oh Cazz—”“You’ve made that comparison before,” I hissed through gritted teeth as I gripped her shoulder and held her, slamming into her with such force I lifted her to her toes.“Oh… ohgodohgodohgodohgod—”I only grunted, but the bond hummed, vibrating and my entire body shuddered as her eyes rolled back and her hair began to flick back and forth in time with my thrusts.It was only seconds until I was restraining myself again—not in how I took her, but to stop myself coming already
~ CASIMIR ~Jesse sat at the table with the rest of the council, but I paced the room just behind her chair, eyeing the guards who stood beside and behind her brother at the other end of the table.“…the Chief is in on it and he thinks Dad’s double-crossing him. I’ve told him three times that’s not what’s going on, that Dad got scared and he’s hiding, but Chief doesn’t believe me anymore because Dad’s not answering his phone. So he’s said if I’m in charge, then I have to show up with the girls for this election fundraiser he’s doing. He says if I don’t, then he knows Dad’s out there trying to take it all for himself. I can’t dodge this one. I can get the drugs elsewhere, but I need more women.”Jesse’s jaw was tight and
~ JESSE ~It was naughty, and a little bit risky, but I was so sick of talking in circles, and I knew the males weren’t going to listen to me when it came to war strategy. So I told Cazz I needed a break. He just assumed I was going back to my room. He never asked, so I didn’t lie.I grimaced as I marched through the tunnel with Sven. Who was almost as protective as Cazz and immediately frowned.“Are you okay? I could bring Maya to you—”“No, Sven. It’s good for me to move. It hurts Maya.”“And you as well.”“In a different way. Anyway, this is going to be quick
~ JESSE ~I frowned. “Are you sure?”“Absolutely. Even your combined power takes from you. Even if you both held the power in reservoir for days ahead… no. There’s no question. It’s just too big, and too many people. And his comment that he wouldn’t know where to start is also valid—plus his skull would crack if he tried to absorb that much information in such a short period of time. No, no, you can’t do that. It will fail on several levels.”“Is there any other way? Another type of delving or power use that doesn’t take as much that we could—”“Jesse, as much as I hate to admit it, Cazz is utterly correct about everything you’ve
~ JESSE ~But then Cazz turned his glare on me and clawed both hands through his hair. “Please give me your word that you’ll never do this again. I know this was… well intended. But… next time let me send guards with you, and keep linked up. If nothing else, then for my own sanity.”I sighed and put a hand on his arm. “I really didn’t want to distract you from the Council. I knew you’d have to be there for another couple hours at least. I thought we could kill two birds with one stone.”“And did you?” He asked dryly, one brow arched. “Did this accomplish… whatever it was you were trying to accomplish?”“She was checking to make certain you weren’t being overprotective&hellip
~ CASIMIR ~I ground my teeth, but said nothing as Maya’s gaze grew more knowing—and more smug.“I’ve asked for your advice many times,” I said through gritted teeth.“No, Cazz, you’ve instructed me to care for your mate and son, and you’ve demanded answers about her pregnancy, even deigned to question my certainty in my advice. But about this issue there has not been so much as a yip.”Gripping my hands to fists I reminded myself that Maya hadn’t been hers
~ CASIMIR ~I was pretty sure if I didn’t get inside her, I was going to eat her alive.Scooting with her in my lap, still straddling me, I got her so both my knees and her back were flat against the wall. Then I flipped open the wide, leather cuffs that had been secured directly to the wall and first lifted one of her hands, to strap it in so her hand was levered above her shoulder, but with her arm comfortably bent so she could relax. Then I did the same with her other hand on the other side.So I straddled the banana-seat, while she straddled me and her hands were secured to the wall behind her.Her breasts rose and fell with her heavy breathing, and her eyes were bright with desire.Overwhelmed again with how much thought she’d put into this, for a moment I just took her face in my hands and kissed her. But that drew us together—my cock pressing against her, and I couldn’t resist rolling my hips, teasing
~ CASIMIR ~“I made a new Den,” Jesse whispered, her hands over her mouth, staring up at me—those beautiful eyes wide, but also a little fearful. “I know it’s not the same, but I got Ghere to help me because he remembered what things you’d had before and… I hope you like it.”Like it? Was she serious?My heart was slamming against my ribs, and I was having trouble breathing.The room seemed smaller than I remembered because the walls were painted a dull black. But the tighter space than what I’d had down next to the Den just made it feel more intimate.There were two lamps, one on each end, and a chandelier high above. Candles everywhere, though she hadn’t lit mo
~ JESSE ~It was Cazz’s turn to plan the monthly date. But I was humming about this one. Things were finally ready, and impossibly, Ghere had helped me successfully pull off the surprise. But I still had to figure out how to get Cazz there without ruining it.He’d taken me out to the meadow again—my favorite date. Though we’d enjoyed several others now too—and we’d just finished eating. He was leaning back against the cab of the truck, looking out at the city lights, his brows a little heavy.“What are you thinking about?” I asked him, though I had a hunch.He had his arm around me and I was leaning on his shoulder. His hand trailed up and
~ CASIMIR ~I came out of the bathing room after a long bath rubbing my hair with a towel, to find my mate standing in the middle of the chamber with her arms folded and looking sternly at my daughter, who sat on the floor in nothing but a diaper, with her chubby legs straight out. She, too, had her arms folded and her lips pursed in the perfect reflection of her mother.The two glared at each other and half my heart went cold, while the other half wanted to splutter with laughter.“Abigail, I have told you—”“No!”Our daughter could only get her tongue around a few words so far, but
~ JESSE (a few weeks later) ~I had just finished nursing Abigail and was holding her on my lap while Reeca sat with me on the couch.Her eyes were bright and she was beginning to smile, so I was tickling her cheeks to see if I could get her to do it. But she was sleepy because she’d just eaten and only yawned and cooed.“She’s a very calm baby,” Reeca commented from the other end of the couch, smiling. She loved babies, and had been so helpful when I was tired—and just for reassurance for me.She was a calm presence in any room, and with Abigail, she showed a lot of delight and joy that she seemed to stifle in other areas of her life.“Reeca,” I said carefully, because I’d b
~ JESSE ~I was too tired to do more than lift my hands to his neck, so I just curled my face into his chest and let him settle us into the chair, cradled in his arms with my ass in his lap.When he’d sat, I had my head resting on his shoulder and my body curled in his arms.“Do you hurt?” he asked quickly.“No, just tired, like I said.”I felt him relax a little then and another chill started in my blood.“Cazz… what’s happened?” I asked quietly.He turned his head to meet my eyes and lifted his hand to comb hair back from my face. His throat bobbed, but his touch was g
~ JESSE (Hours later) ~My dreams were disturbing—my body in pain, screams of terror, darkness, the floor shaking, the mountain falling, humans fleeing and wolves…I tried to break free, tried desperately to open my eyes and to speak, because I knew I was asleep. But all I did was fade… in and out. The nightmares, or nothing.And through it all, his voice.“Heal… live.”My heart ached. My body hurt. My chest didn’t want to expand. It was as if my flesh fought his words, and I didn’t understand.But finally, the dreams faded and I could hear a heartbeat. Little, and quick. And feel warm flesh. And the breath of my m
~ CASIMIR ~I felt the moment the power went out of Jesse. The entire mountain felt it.I howled with triumph and shifted, sprinting towards the room, ecstatic when there was no sense of Maya gripping my mind or stealing anything from me. But of course, there was no power left for her to steal.I prayed and pleaded and ran, Rory and the others coming in my wake. And the moment I broke through that door in my wolf—the only power left to me anymore—everything slowed. Though my body whipped and my mind was singularly focused, it was as if everything happened in slow motion.I caught a bare glimpse of Jesse on the bed, and at first my heart leaped. She was moving, awake, aware,
~ JESSE ~Maya had me sitting up in the bed, curled forward, gripping my knees. Reeca on one side, helping prop me up, a guard on the other.My body was nothing but a conduit for pain. Wave after wave, my entire lower body condensing, contracting, pushing to get this baby out. I could barely think.Cazz was there, so quiet, so distant, but there, calling his encouragement and pushing love at me through the bond.There was a moment when I thought I wouldn’t make it, when I thought my body would give and I would just drift away.But then I caught Maya smiling. Leaning forward between my legs, reaching, grasping, for