As I’d listened to the King’s pompous tirade, it had become clearer and clearer to me that it was not just bad luck that I was here.
The question was, would I step out of the flames of one man’s making, and straight into another? Or was this truly an opportunity for escape?
“I will be your mate… if you’ll have me.”
The King’s eyes narrowed.
His servant’s brows rose and he raised his hands. “Oh, I don’t think you understood—”
“Why?” the King asked, his voice deep and skeptical. But I didn’t miss the glimmer in his eyes. I’d surprised him.
I swallowed hard and prayed I’d understood all of this correctly. “I think… I know, I can give you what you want. And in exchange, you can give me what I need.”
The King’s brows rose then. “How very presumptuous of you. But I will take the bait: What is it that you want?”
“I propose… an exchange.”
“Of what?”
“You take me as your mate and you keep me safe like you promised. Away from my world and… and anyone I knew. When I bear you an heir, you give me a house somewhere remote. Somewhere no one can find me. A couple of servants to run it and enough money to live modestly. You can have your family, and I can have solitude. And… and safety.”
His eyes narrowed again. “Why would you offer yourself to this? To me, when I have not compelled you to do so?”
I hesitated, but couldn’t find any reason to hide the truth. “Because you’re the first man I’ve met with the power to free me from all the others.”
The King stared at me as if I’d confused him. He tilted his head, his eyes pinning me to the floor. I was terrified he was about to unleash that power on me and steal me from myself.
I couldn’t let it happen.
“I have terms, though,” I blurted.
The King looked indignant—also a little amused. “You think you’re in a position to set terms?”
I hurried on, praying he’d listen. “No violence. At all,” I said, swallowing the pinch that was rising in my throat. “If I’m going to get pregnant, I can’t be hurt. And… until I’m pregnant, you only have sex with me. No one else. You give me every chance to… to bear you the heir.” The King snorted and fear jittered through me. “If you do, I’ll submit. Truly. You won’t have to use that… that power. I will do anything you say. I’ll give myself to you. Willingly. Like… like a slave.”
The room was silent except for our voices so at that word I could hear him suck in a breath. Flames flickered in his eyes—fire beneath the ice.
“Slave?” he rumbled.
I nodded, hands clenched at my sides, praying. Because it was better to humble myself than to be forced to it. I couldn’t let him steal my mind. I had to keep myself. I knew if he used that awful power on me, I would lose myself completely with time.
“You said… you said your power was about dominance?”
“Yes.”
“Well, surely, if someone gives themselves willingly… That must offer you more power? More than if you have to… make them?”
His face went open with shock, his brows rising as if they’d climb into his hair.
“You promise me a home after you have your heir, and that you’ll never hurt me, or use that… that power on me. And I will give you everything you’ve asked. If I don’t, well… it sounds like I’d be dead anyway.”
He was still gaping, but as if he’d caught himself doing it, his eyes suddenly hooded and his mouth snapped shut. “That you would,” he muttered.
I nodded. “So… what do you have to lose?”
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~ CASIMIR ~
It was a fascinating proposal.
The moment she’d said she’d give herself to me willingly, my cock had twitched. Then, when she named herself a slave… my power surged. Even now, it raged in my veins as if it could reach through my skin to take her.
It was impossible, and yet, it couldn’t be denied. Her choice to submit sent power coursing through me.
What would it do when she actually gave over?
Without compulsion?
I’d never thought… never even considered…
Fascinating.
I had to work not to swallow like a boy at his first mating. “And if you defy me?” I asked, indulging myself, because all I wanted was to know what she’d say—and see how it affected my power.
She raised her chin. Her expression was sad. “I won’t defy you. I’m sacrificing myself to you. But in the end… in the end it’s your choice. If I ever say no… well, it’s not like I could fight you. Or your power. I’d be trusting you to… to keep your word.”
“You can’t actually be considering this?” Ghere hissed at me below the humans hearing, through unmoving lips. “What about the rite?”
“The rite hasn’t worked for us so far,” I snarled back.
Her eyes hadn’t left me.
She was too small, too thin, too wiry—though I suspected all of that would change if she was properly fed. And yet…
When our eyes locked, a jolt of desire and a correlating wave of power washed through me.
A slave. She would make herself my slave? Willingly?
“Do we have an agreement?” she asked, her voice shaking as if she were losing her courage.
“We certainly do.”
Every wolf in the room gasped, but I couldn’t have cared less what they thought.
I didn’t take my eyes from hers—hazel eyes, I realized. Brown at the center, bleeding to a soft, gray-green at the outside of the iris. I inhaled, picking out her scent from the crowd, drinking it down.
She would be my mate.
She would be my Queen.
She would choose to be my slave.
I physically shuddered. God, I was going to come.
Without breaking eye contact with her, I snapped my fingers. “Take the others away and bring the Cleric,” I muttered.
Ghere bowed stiffly, then gestured to the guards, who immediately gathered up the other women—shrieking, crying, some pleading for me.
But I barely heard them.
As the room filled with the noise of moving bodies, of guards muttered orders, and women’s cries, my new mate’s eyes widened.
“Cleric?” she asked hesitantly. As if she were afraid of the answer.
I frowned. “Did you think we would conceive the royal heir out of wedlock?”
“Therefore what God has joined together, let no man separate.” (Mark 10:9) ***** ~ JESSE ~ I stood there, stunned, while the guards cleared the room. The King spoke briefly with the man who’d been at his side this entire time, then he gestured to me. “We have a short time before the Cleric arrives. You should bathe.” The words seemed so alien in the middle of this surreal and terrifying day, for a moment I just stared at him. But he either didn’t notice my stunned silence, or didn’t care. Because he and the man turned and started toward the end of the room from which he’d first arrived. A moment later, realizing I had no choice, I stumbled after them. The two men never spoke to me, though the King looked over his shoulder a few times to make sure I was following, and his servant tried to give me an encouraging smile that was just more terrifying than when they weren’t looking at me. At the end of the room we’d been in there was a door that led into a wide corridor—much more obv
Behold, I was brought forth in iniquity, and in sin did my mother conceive me. - Psalms 51:5 ***** ~ CASIMIR (Pronounced “CAZZ-uh-MEER”) ~ I desperately needed to piss. As I stalked into my room, Ghere scuttling in my wake, I took a few seconds to pry my boots off, then made straight for the adjoining bathing room, undressing as I walked because when I returned to the festivities it would be in wedding garb. Fuck. I sighed as I passed my huge bed, a stone platform long and wide enough that even the tallest wolf would have plenty of room to sprawl…with friends. The thick mattress was covered in furs and plush pillows. And my toys. My stomach began to thrum and I smiled, diverting my path to trail a finger along the lush body of the first—the brunette who was still fast asleep. She lay on her back, bare to the waist, her full breasts rising and falling slowly with her breath. A few strands of her dark hair lay over her face and fluttered as she snored quietly. I let my finger
~ JESSE ~When Casimir had used the word “Cleric” I’d imagined some stuffy old man in a suit with a black collar—like a priest.Instead, the man—wolf—who showed up was young, handsome, and vital. I couldn’t have picked him out of the guards if they’d lined up.Maybe all the wolves were like that? Big, strong, hot?I’d heard the legends about women having wolf-lovers before, but again, it was always a whispered story at a sleepover, or someone’s fantasy fiction. A naughty, forbidden kind of story. Never something I’d taken seriously.But after I’d hurriedly bathed, surprised by the pleasant smell of the soap that felt different in my hands to what I was used to, and twisted up my hair as best I could with only a small mirror and dim light, and put on the strange-but-beautiful dress that Ghere handed me through the door. When Ghere led me back to the first chamber where Casimir had appeared, it occurred to me that, perhaps, all these stories I’d heard weren’t fiction at all.I couldn’t
~ JESSE ~Behind Casimir, Ghere relaxed, like he’d been holding his breath.The Cleric’s jaw flexed.Several wolves who’d been watching, chuckled or grunted.But then it hit me: It was done. I’d done it. I’d vowed myself to him until the day of my death.Nerves trilled in my chest. Should I be glad, or would I soon want to hurry eternity along?Only time would tell.I was in a fog, barely hearing as the Cleric led Casimir in a vow of protection of my person and my throne, promising to use his power to uphold me as Alpha Female, and to give me the heir.And then…“…And will you give yourself to her as a vessel, your body for hers, serving her pleasure?”Casimir’s eyes narrowed and blazed. “I will.”The Cleric raised his voice slightly. “And do the Witnesses agree and let the vows bind? Do you accept her as his mate? Do you bow to her as your Queen?”“We do,” they growled in unison.And something in my chest flared.I sucked in a breath, swaying forward as something came alive inside me
SOUNDTRACK: Eternal Flame by Atom Music Audio, with Randall Jermaine and Alexa Ray.*****~ CASIMIR ~This was my third vow-forged bond, and it never got easier, feeling my soul entwined with another like that. Each one had made my skin feel too tight, as if I wanted to claw out of it.But this one… Jesse… dear god.The moment the pack leaders acknowledged her as my mate and the bond was forged, I was ripped out of myself. Left flailing.I fought as I’d fight a hurricane, leaning in and forcing my body to weather the pummeling blows that seemed to come from every direction at once.Mate.Wife.Mother.Soul.Twisting, turning me, flipping my heart on its head like a babe in the ocean tide as I fought, wrestling for control of my own fate.Because that was the source of my power—dominance always won. The more I owned, the more strength I gained.That must be the difference this time—she’d come to the vow willingly, choosing it without compulsion from me. And so it struck as true and dee
~ JESSE ~I’d flinched when that wave of power left him, felt the impact in my bones like a sonic boom. And yet, when I took a breath and blinked, I was still myself, while every man around me cowered or knelt, all their eyes on the floor, every head bowed. Except Rake.As if the wolf had seen it coming, he’d stepped back and away, and was obviously untouched. Stunningly, so was I.Cazz hadn’t touched me with it.I looked up at him, trembling. What was he doing?He didn’t even look at me, just swept me up like I weighed nothing and carried me from the room without a backward glance.His breath was harsh in my ear as he stormed through the maze of tunnels and hallways outside. Voices raised in protest behind us. But he ignored them completely, one hand under my knees, the other curled at my ribs, his chin low and brows pinched, eyes glaring—and glowing again.I would have felt afraid because he looked enraged. But from the moment he’d let go of that power, I could feel him again. Could
~ JESSE ~Cazz stood in front of the door for a half a second, hands still on the beam, head cocked as if he was listening to something. There was a strange tension in him that made the hair on the back of my neck stand up. But then he turned and found me with his eyes.In that space in my chest where I'd been connected to him, I felt the spear of desire that rocked through his body. It made my breath catch.When he began to walk towards me, it was with the slow grace of a predator, the fire in his eyes burning inside me as he locked on, only the rapid rise and fall of his chest outwardly giving away the tension in him that I could feel. A few strands of his hair fell over his eyes, but he peered out at me through them, like a wolf in the grass and when he spoke, his voice was guttural, so deep it seemed to come up from the stone beneath my feet, and barely loud enough for me to catch the words.“You’re stronger than I gave you credit for,” he murmured, prowling towards me.I swallowe
~ CASIMIR ~Standing behind her as I was, I had a perfect view down her cleavage as her chest rose and fell very quickly. I looked forward to plunging my length down that dark valley.I’d been furling up the skirt of that spider web of a dress and now I set to my task with focus. As the hem drew up to her thighs, I let my fingertips brush her skin as I continued to raise it slowly, slowly, smiling when her skin pebbled under my touch.She shivered when the cool air of the room met her hot skin, then shuddered when I grasped the skirt in one fist and reached for her with the other, urging her to spread her stance a little wider.“Tell me everything,” I whispered in her ear. “What you like, what you don’t. What makes you tremble. Tell me if it hurts or when you want it to hurt more. Tell me when you’re going to come.”She gave a short little huff, but then I slid two fingers into her folds and she tensed.“Relax,” I growled, and had to remind myself not to give her a taste of the compul