I try my best to sleep but I can not maybe because I am so happy. I can feel that he is still sitting beside me. I want to open my eyes and talk with him or stare at him to make sure whether he is real, but I can not. He has just ordered me to sleep although he was in a gentle manner.
I control my breath to pretend that I am sleeping. Not long later, I hear he stand up. “ Is he going to leave?” I can not tell whether I am happy or not when I make the guess, but he does not move actually. I hold my breath and dare not to move, especially my eyes. It feels that he is looking at me. “Why is he looking at me? Has he found that I am acting sleeping?” My heart drops more quickly and I they are not open my eyes to face his possible anger. Suddenly, I hear him sigh and say, “ Emelia...” I almost respond subconsciously, but luckily I hold myself back. He seems to not have found that I am pretending to be asleep. He s“ I am a little tired, Betty. My body hurts and I need to have a rest.” Betty is stunned. “ Are you asking me to leave? We are friends. I am here to visit you and care about you.” “ I know you care about me. I thank you so much.” Seeing her disappointed eyes, I do not want to say anything hurtful. I change my words. “ I mean I am tired and hungry now. Can you get me something to eat? I need your help.”Betty is face looks happier. She smiles and says, “ Fine. Wait for me.” Seeing her running away to fetch me food, I forgive her for envying me and Cody. Maybe she is not that bad and she is still my friend. She hurts me sometimes only because she desires for Cody is love. It is not her fault. Every woman may make this mistake.I sigh and lie on the bed. It seems that something has stuck in my throat and chest, so I can not hardly breathe. I do not know what my feeling is now. I know that I am unhappy, but why am I unhappy? What should I do now? I think I need
“ So, she is useless to you. Then, why are you sad for losing a useless thing?” Alger concludes coldly. I retort without hesitation. “I need to have friends here and... She is my first friend here... She treated me pretty well before ... She even cursed Cody for me...” When I finish speaking, I feel depressed for spilling it out. I lower my head and peep at Alger to see if he is angry because of me lying. But he seems not to care about it. He continues, “ You have already said that it was before. Moreover, she cursed Cody maybe just because she hates Cody herself. It does not mean she is good to you.”I pout and half close my eyes. “ What do you mean by saying that? Do you mean that she had never been my friend?” Alger says, “ It depends how you see friend. If you think that friend is someone you can talk with when you are lonely and gossip about others when you have meals together, she was your friend, is your friend and will be your friend. But if you consider a frien
“ Of course I know. You are a whore. You call other man to come to my room and meet you secretly. You have not been fucked enough, right? You are a eager to be fucked again, right?” Cody is not frightened by my fierce facial expression. He becomes angrier and hurts me more with his thoughtless words. I look at him disappointedly.“ Cody, are you even listening to yourself? How can you say such hurtful words? You are the only one in this world who have fucked me. No, you raped me. I did not ask you to, but you forced me. You are the one who hurts me the most. How dare you say these words to a victim you have hurt? Do you even have a heart?” I think I should be crying now, but I am not. I am not timid this time either. I let out my frustration out loud. I feel my blood burning when I scold him with all my strength. Quarreling is indeed exciting as it is said in the novels.My words seem to have hurt Cody in someway as well. He looks at me and Cold
After a few minutes, Cody comes back from the bathroom. There are still anger and hardness in his eyes. He walks to me and slips one arm underneath my neck and The other under my legs, lifting me up effortlessly. I let out a small gasp in pain as Cody carries me to the bathroom. He walks with me to the tub filled with dark brown water. It smells not so good and I think there is poison in the water.“ Cody, what are you going to do? Are you going to torture me again? No! I can apologize! I am sorry, Cody. Do not be angry. Please calm down. You know there are wounds over me, right? I do not think I can take a bath now. It is not the right thing to do.” I scream and begin to sob, but Cody does not stop.Once he gets to the tub, he gently lowers me into it. As I expected, it hurts a lot. I immediately start kissing and moaning in pain. The dark colored water is stinging me so badly. Tears fall down my face because of the pain. “ Cody, please get me out of here.
I am now in sweat. Although the pain is bearable now, it is still painful. I do not think I look good now but Cody stares at me all the time as if I am his precious. I look up at Cody and find that his eyes shine beautiful azure blue light. He is so handsome! Although before I met him, I have known that he is handsome. But every time I look at him quietly and peacefully, I am still impressed by his beauty. My cheeks heat up as I remember there are many romantic stories happening in bathrooms in novels.Will we have some romantic stories in the bathroom? Before I start to daydream, I noticed that my body is completely messed up while he is still perfect. He said that he had only fucked me and had no other women in his life, but I was almost raped by many other werewolves. There are walls all over me and there will be scars that not formed by him. I can not even imagine how he will think when he looks at me or I get near to me later. I am so ugly.Aft
“ Since you have apologized and had bath with her, why are you still angry? How did you apologize?” Lily notices that my fists are bloody and dirty. “ I just said that I should not have called her whore.” Lily shakes her head with resignation. “ That is not a good one. That does not show your sincerity. Did she forgive you?” I roar immediately, “ I am her master. Why should I let her forgive me?” Lily pats me on the shoulder and says, “ When we do things wrong, we always want others to forgive me, no matter we are masters or slaves. Asking for Forgiveness is not for the victims but for ourselves, for our inner peace.”“ Then, what should I say?” Lily can always persuade me. “ Apologize to her sincerely and tell her what you thought and how you felt at the time. Be sincere and the world will treat you sincerely. OK, now tell your dear sister what really happened and why you are still
I am shocked. My mouth is wide open and I can not say a word for a very long time. “ Are you kidding?” Finally I ask. I try to make the atmosphere less weird, but Betty does not let me go that easily. “ No. Emelia, do not act fool. We are good friends. You should help me, right? I know that Cody treat you well now. For you, helping me is easy.” I shake my head. “ I am only a pathetic human slave. Why do you think I can help you?” Betty looks at me angrily. She yells, “ Do not try to hide it from me. I know he has promised to treat you equally and gently.”“ So what?” I frown. “ He promised to treat me equally, then you think that he should satisfy all my needs. Are you training? I am only a slave. I have not forgotten my identity, but you dream about impossible things instead of me.” Betty is struck dumb for a minute, but soon she comes to her senses and yells at me again, “ Emelia, we are
After saying that, Cody stares at me in silence. I wonder if he wants to listen to my response. I hesitate and say, “ I forgive you, Cody. I was wrong too. You treat me well now and you have changed a lot. I should not talk about what you have done before very often.” Cody purses his lips and does not say a word as if he is waiting for me to say something more. “ What?” I raise my eyebrows. I do not understand what he wants. “Am I still disgusting in your eye?” “What?” I am surprised by Cody is question. Why does he ask? “ Why should you be disgusting in my eye?” I am confused. Cody tires his eyes away I am naturally and says, “ You said I am disgusting.” “ When?” I said I remember that it was when we quarreled and when he said that I was disgusting. “ That is just an angry rush. That is not true. Do not take it seriously!” “ Really? So you do not think I am disgusting at all!” His eyes light up like a shiny diamond. “ Of course. You are an apple in my eye.” I do not know why I say s
Before I say anything, he slaps hard across my face. “Here is a little punishment for you.” He snarls at me as he begins ripping my clothes. “ No. No...” I know what he is going to do. Although I have been abandoned by Cody for no reason, I do not want to have sex with this kind of person. “ Do you know what I like best? I like humans’ screams, humans’ begging, humans’ tears. They make me excited! Do you know what I will do? I will destroy you and let Cody see what a werewolf should do.”At this moment, I feel desperate. Dillon is different from other werewolves who have bullied me. He has clear logic and he is determined. He knows what he wants and everything he does is for this final aim. For this kind of person, it is pretty difficult to persuade him into anything different from his logic.Dillon smirks at me as he pulls my clothes off of me, leaving me in only my bra and panties. "Pleas
“ From now on, you will not be my slave anymore. ” “ What?” When I first hear his words, I think I am daydreaming. When I finally notice how serious he looks, I know he is not kidding. “ What the hell are you talking about? Are you even awake? What happened? Why?” Cody stares at me calmly as if he wants me to know that he is not angry and these words are for real rather than meaningless cross words let out because of anger.“ Cody, what do you mean by ‘ I will not be your slave anymore’? Do you even know what you are talking about? Do you want me to go home?” Cody shakes his head. “ You cannot go home now. You may stay in his palace for sometime and then when it is safe, I will let you go.” I lower my head and think for a while. “ Is this because of Alger?” Cody shakes his head. “ I am not angry.” I gasp and say, “ So you just abandon me for no reason?”
I overestimate my ability to stand the pain. I rush to the bathroom with the new dress in my hands. I change into it quickly so that I can stop the scream in my mouth. Then I clean my face and my hands and walk back to Cody’s room. To be honest, I do not want to stay here, but I bet Cody will not let me go back to my room since I am injured.“Ah...” Suddenly, I let out a cry in pain. I was absent minded thinking about Cody’s reaction when I would say I wanted to go back to my room, so I did not notice that there was a little stair by the door to the bedroom. I tripped on the end of my dress, tumbling to the ground. The pain from the knees stimulates the pain in the back. It is so painful. Cody rushes towards me when he hears my scream. "Emelia! Are you OK?" Cody yells sounding concerned when he hears my cry. I raised my hand to look at him. It is too awkward to tell him the truth."I am fine," I reply back in a strained
I close my eyes in pain when Cody flips me over and picks me up off of our dryer. My cheeks are wet because of my tears of pain. I close my eyes to avoid looking at Cody’s face. “ Emelia... Why did you do that? Why did you come to him? Emelia!” Cody growls loudly as he hugs me to him. I open my eyes and see the look of horror in his eyes. He is worried about me. I close my eyes in tiredness and I hear Alger stand up to approach me. He seems to be worried about me too, but Cody orders him to leave. I open my eyes and see Alger’s back. There are only Cody and me now. I turn back to Cody and see the look of pain, regret, and guilt in his eyes.I frown. It is too painful. It has not been so painful for such a long time. He puts his hands under my legs and holds me up in a bridal style. I put all my weight on his arms in relief. At this moment, I rely on him. He holds me to his bed and sits beside me. “ Emelia, I...” I open my eyes wea
“ What are you doing?” I turn around and see Cody’s angry face. I quickly pull myself away from Alger and tremble subconsciously. Maybe because he tortured me, I still just tremble subconsciously every time he gets angry. “ I am asking you what the hell were you doing?” Cody growls at us angrily while rushing towards us. I raise my eyelids to glance at Cody secretly and keep silent. Alger answers instead of me, “ She hugged me.”“ She hugged you?” Although I am keeping my head low so I have not seen Cody’s face, I can expect how terrible his face looks. “ You are not allowed to hug him!” I can sense that Cody is shouting at me. I mustered up my courage and raised my head to look at him in the eye. “Why?” Cody yells at me hilariously, “ No why! It is against the rules!” I frown. “What rules? It is only a friendly hug. In what rules am I forbidden to hug a friend? Was
When we finally get to Cody’s room, I can not wait to ask Cody about Dillon. “ Cody, who is that man?” It seems that Cody has not heard me. He looks absent minded. “ Cody?” I call Cody again. He comes back to his senses and turns to me. “ He is my uncle.” I drag Cody to the sofa. “ I know he is your uncle. I heard you call him. I mean... He looks a little scary... I, I want to know more about him to protect myself.” I try to make myself sound reasonable.Cody sits down on the sofa and drinks the black tea after I hand it to him. “ He is my father’s cousin. His father is my dead grandfather’s nephew.” I nod. “ So you are not very close. That’s why I have not heard you talk about him or seen him in the palace very often.” Cody shakes his head. “ Although we are not very close in relation, he lives very near to the palace.” I purse my lips and listen carefu
“ You are so cute.” Before I even notice it, I have already said it out. When I notice that Cody glances at me awkwardly and then gets back to his senses in a minute, I know something will happen. Cody puts on an evil look now which is kind of making me feel nervous. He pins both my arms down with his right hand while he brings his left hand up to my chest. He is grinning mischieviously as he lowers his mouth and bites my neck gently causing me to gasp. Then he slides his hand into my shirt from the front and into my bra. He gives my boob a squeeze making me gasp loudly before pulling his hand out as if nothing has happened.He is chuckling in amusement as he pulls me into his side. He grins proudly as if he has accomplished some special achievements. On the way he drives me back to the palace, there is a small smirk on his face the whole time. Looking at the way beneath us getting father and father away from my home, I feel maybe it is good to be with C
I don’t know what to say now. I really feel hurt when Cody curses me like this. Although I know he did it because he has mistaken me, I still feel hurt. But this is not the right time for me to pretend to be a vulnerable little girl who cannot be illly cheated. I must find a way out and solve this. "Cody listen to me." I say grabbing his hand into mine. "I was not escaping. It wasn't my intention at all. And you really should not have killed that guy or curse me like this..." "Do not fucking tell me that I should not have killed him." Cody growls out and interrupts me."Fine, Cody. But do you want to listen to my explanation for getting out of the car?” Cody nods hesitantly. “The reason I got out of your car was because there was a little girl who was crying. She was all alone and I got out of the car to see if she was ok.” “ A little girl?” Cody frowns. “ Yes. She told me her mom died and she said she couldn't stand to see
Suddenly I hear someone sigh. Before I wonder if I made it wrong, to my surprise, Cody lies down on the ground, nuzzling my legs as if to say he is not going to hurt me and asks me to relax. I hesitate and finally squat beside him. I run my fingers through his soft fur and he let s out a small growl in approval. I remember him doing the same thing when I run my fingers through his hair so I guess he really enjoys that.All of a sudden, maybe he is enough with the massaging, he backs away from me and shifts back into his human form. I thought I would be scared but instead, I feel shy. I quickly look away because he is completely naked. Although I have seen him naked for several times, but this time, he is naked under the sun. He looks absolutely irresistible with the light sheen of sweat on his tan skin glistening in the sunlight. He looks like an angle. His clothes has been ripped because he did not bother taking it off when he shifted. I hesitate and take off my co