Chapter 42

Castro POV:

My Queen took away from me again. I am beyond piss; it's been months. There are no leads on Winter. I’m venting out to where people are fearing me again. I don’t want to lose control again. I’m between a rock and a hard place. I was trying to hold on to my sanity with each day that Winter is away from me. I feel myself slipping deeper into the darkness. The worst part is that Goliath wants to come to the surface and take over.

I try so hard to hold him back that most days I’m feeling myself being drained that I have to stay in bed. Other days, I feel my anger taking over. I want to just kill someone. Since the day Winter disappears, I was sending warriors out each day to go search for her. They always come back with no leads. I feel the pain in my heart; I need my mate here with me. I need to feel her close to me.

Emmily needs her here too, since now she has given birth to a baby girl name Nyra. This should have been a celebration for the whole kingdom, but we are feeling