The next morning I wake up. Joshua is not next to me. Did I dream of all of it? Fuck at least I did not confess my love to him. I know I said all of that, "I only want to be with him" shit. I don't think I am ready for it anymore.
Then he walks in. Fuck. I'm screwed.
“Morning Veronica.”
“Morning Joshua.”
“I arranged for breakfast.”
“I'm not big on breakfast. I have to pack, I am flying back this afternoon.”
“I'm sure we flying at the same time, there is only one plane out here a day.”
“I remember now, I have an appointment at the spa.”
“Are you avoiding me?”
“No. Whatever gives you tha
I can’t believe a week ago I pledged my undying love to Joshua Hamilton. This week I am back to being Veronica James. Should I feel bad? I don’t know. Should I feel sad? I also don’t know. I have enough wine to take both away.Veronica ~”Morning Brenda.”Brenda ~”
I am sitting in my office with my stilettos on my desk stewing in my own shit. I have come to the conclusion if I want to fuck, I fuck perfectly. But I am also able to perfectly fuck things up as well.One of those perfect things is Joshua Hamilton. The only reason this is bugging me is because he is mine and mine alone not some bimbo models. He is mine even though I don’t want him or so I say to myself.
I am in Joshua's office. I just kissed him. I have been wanting to do it the whole night. I am weak. Joshua makes me weak. I need to go. I need to get away from him.Veronica ~”I must go.”Joshua ~”No please stay.”
I am nervous, I don't do nervous, but I am doing it now. This is a big deal, this is a big client, we have to sign him. No matter the risks.Tom ~”Veronica are you seriously going to wear that?”Veronica ~”What is wrong with this?”
I have a problem. A big problem. In fact I have three.Problem number one has to be Dylan. The guy is hot but hell he is creepy. I dread the day he finally decides what he wants and comes knocking on my door. I am curious about him but not that curious.Problem number two is Tom. I wish I knew what was going through my thick skull when I decided to kiss him. I broke both our rules. He is hot and he definitely knows what he is doing. He is also very talented, I am scared of how talented he can be.Problem number three is a problem in itself. Joshua. He is patiently waiting for me and will continue to do so no matter what I do. I want to be with him but I also don’t. This is a confusing one, I don’t know what it is I really feel for him.Tom ~”Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.
I am playing with fire and I am going to get burned. I am breaking my own rules over and over again. I am breaking Tom's rules too. But I am enjoying it. I am enjoying being with Tom.I was fresh out college, fresh in the industry when I met him, Sam. We were inseparable, he was my world. I did not think I could love anyone more than I did him. I thought that we would get married. But one day I caught him kissing her, my boss. My heart was devastated, I thought we had something special. I thought he was mine and I was his. I vowed that I would never love again after that, that I would kiss no man ever again.
I am nervous. I have never been nervous when it comes to sex. Am I nervous for me or am I nervous for Tom. This was a stupid idea. There is no turning back now.Tom ~”Morning Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.”Tom ~”Do we need to talk about this?”Veronica ~”Just be yourself. Be prepared for anything.”Tom ~”Just so you know I am recording this.”Veronica ~”Why?”Tom ~”To have something I can use against this asshole.”Brenda ~”Miss James Dylan is here.”Dylan ~”Morning Veronica, Tom.”Veronica ~”Dylan.”&nb
I am sitting at my desk staring out the window. If you put the circumstances behind, yesterday was the best sex I have ever had in my life.I know it is not fair to Joshua. But Joshua is the one I love, sex means nothing when you are in love. Or so I think.Tom has gone missing. I have not heard from him or seen him since yesterday. I don’t know if I should be looking for him. I don’t even know where to begin.But I have another problem to deal with now. I have the copies of Flare and You in front of me. Someone is going to pay for this.The covers read."Veronica ~ James : Kiss & Tell""Veronica ~ James : Heartthrob stealing a kiss"********************Tom and I are plastered all over the f
Brenda had just dropped a bomb on me. Tom has been hiding who he is. I am not pissed off, not yet.Brenda ~”He is Thomas Hedford.”Brenda ~”Did you think they will snap a photo of you and one of your employees?”
I am sitting at my desk staring out the window. If you put the circumstances behind, yesterday was the best sex I have ever had in my life.I know it is not fair to Joshua. But Joshua is the one I love, sex means nothing when you are in love. Or so I think.Tom has gone missing. I have not heard from him or seen him since yesterday. I don’t know if I should be looking for him. I don’t even know where to begin.But I have another problem to deal with now. I have the copies of Flare and You in front of me. Someone is going to pay for this.The covers read."Veronica ~ James : Kiss & Tell""Veronica ~ James : Heartthrob stealing a kiss"********************Tom and I are plastered all over the f
I am nervous. I have never been nervous when it comes to sex. Am I nervous for me or am I nervous for Tom. This was a stupid idea. There is no turning back now.Tom ~”Morning Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.”Tom ~”Do we need to talk about this?”Veronica ~”Just be yourself. Be prepared for anything.”Tom ~”Just so you know I am recording this.”Veronica ~”Why?”Tom ~”To have something I can use against this asshole.”Brenda ~”Miss James Dylan is here.”Dylan ~”Morning Veronica, Tom.”Veronica ~”Dylan.”&nb
I am playing with fire and I am going to get burned. I am breaking my own rules over and over again. I am breaking Tom's rules too. But I am enjoying it. I am enjoying being with Tom.I was fresh out college, fresh in the industry when I met him, Sam. We were inseparable, he was my world. I did not think I could love anyone more than I did him. I thought that we would get married. But one day I caught him kissing her, my boss. My heart was devastated, I thought we had something special. I thought he was mine and I was his. I vowed that I would never love again after that, that I would kiss no man ever again.
I have a problem. A big problem. In fact I have three.Problem number one has to be Dylan. The guy is hot but hell he is creepy. I dread the day he finally decides what he wants and comes knocking on my door. I am curious about him but not that curious.Problem number two is Tom. I wish I knew what was going through my thick skull when I decided to kiss him. I broke both our rules. He is hot and he definitely knows what he is doing. He is also very talented, I am scared of how talented he can be.Problem number three is a problem in itself. Joshua. He is patiently waiting for me and will continue to do so no matter what I do. I want to be with him but I also don’t. This is a confusing one, I don’t know what it is I really feel for him.Tom ~”Veronica.”Veronica ~”Tom.
I am nervous, I don't do nervous, but I am doing it now. This is a big deal, this is a big client, we have to sign him. No matter the risks.Tom ~”Veronica are you seriously going to wear that?”Veronica ~”What is wrong with this?”
I am in Joshua's office. I just kissed him. I have been wanting to do it the whole night. I am weak. Joshua makes me weak. I need to go. I need to get away from him.Veronica ~”I must go.”Joshua ~”No please stay.”
I am sitting in my office with my stilettos on my desk stewing in my own shit. I have come to the conclusion if I want to fuck, I fuck perfectly. But I am also able to perfectly fuck things up as well.One of those perfect things is Joshua Hamilton. The only reason this is bugging me is because he is mine and mine alone not some bimbo models. He is mine even though I don’t want him or so I say to myself.
I can’t believe a week ago I pledged my undying love to Joshua Hamilton. This week I am back to being Veronica James. Should I feel bad? I don’t know. Should I feel sad? I also don’t know. I have enough wine to take both away.Veronica ~”Morning Brenda.”Brenda ~”