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Ben

Author: SarwahCreed
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

I watched Ginger walk away from me, my hand rising automatically to hold her back. But I stopped before I could touch her.

She was doing her best to act strong, to act like she wasn’t bothered. But it was hard to miss how tense her shoulders were, and it was enough to let me know she was putting up a brave act, not feeling brave. My heart ached that this was what our relationship had come to, but I had no one to blame but myself.

So I just watched her walk away until she disappeared into the back of the salon, and I turned around to leave without a word to anyone else.

Shit.

I walked slowly back to my car, opened the door and got inside. Then I just sat there for a few minutes, fighting the urge to cry.

“That could have gone better,” I muttered to myself, rubbing my eyes.

I drove back to the hotel, back to hiding away. On the drive, I debated about whether I should bother going back. Ginger was mad at me, obviously, and she had every right to be. The only question was whether I had th
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