Cindy...I woke up early to see the doctor and ask him for some things about my sister but I saw Cindy, looking at me. I turned to look at my back to check if it was really me whom he is looking at.I saw no one on my back except for the nurse that surveys the wards. I ordered a pancake for my sister if ever she doesn't want to eat hospital food. I know how she is so picky when it comes to food that's why I am doing this to her.I can tell sometimes that she doesn't want to eat the food but she doesn't have a choice since she won't talk to any one of us and she's shy to refuse what is given to her."Me?" I asked her, pointing at myself.She raised her brows at me and nodded. She shrugged both of her shoulders, telling me who else when she is clearly looking at me.With hands on my back, I walked toward her. She smiles at me when I am getting nearer to her. I wish I could give back the smile she has but I can't give her that smile. "Follow me," she said.I can feel the authority in he
"Why were you always glancing at the time? You have a plan for today?" Peter asked me when he noticed my constant glancing at the time. It is almost lunchtime and I know Cindy might be waiting for me. She has already sent me the location. I know Cindy since then and I know how she always wants to be the boss and the ruler of the house."Sorry, Peter. I shall meet an old friend later.""An old friend? Is that old friend of yours is a she or a he?" he asked. He put down his phone to look at me.His bandmates left already. Peter left but he came back. I wasn't surprised at all when he returns because I know he will. He already said to me that we will have lunch together and that's why I am so conscious right now.He doesn't have a say in my life but I am afraid that he will be mad at me if he found out that I am meeting with one of his flings before to ought an act of revenge on him. I can't tell him that."A she, Peter," I replied.He nodded and looked at my sister. Jane is looking at P
"I w-will, Matt," I answered him. Peter looked my way when he heard what I have just said but I turned my back from him so I won't have to meet his cold stares at me. I faced the bathroom door and was about to enter when I realized that I don't need to do that. Why would I hide anyway? Peter already knows who called me and I can't stop him from thinking anymore. I can't make him think of something else as well. It will just cause misunderstanding.But... Why do I care about his feelings now? I shouldn't be thinking of his feelings right now. "With who?" he questioned. He doesn't sound so interested or uninterested, he is in between."A friend of mine. Cindy..."The silence is deafening us. He doesn't know about Cindy though but he mentioned to me before that there was once a girl who confessed to him and the name of the girl is Cindy.I know it is purely coincidental but I can't deny that there is an impact on the way he will hear her name. "Uhm... Okay. Is it okay to leave your s
"Why are you so thrilled? Relax, Tara. I just want someone to talk to. Lately, I have been alone and you know I always wondered why you are moving so weak. Though I already know the answer, I just can't stop myself from thinking," she started.Sipping a cup of coffee while looking at me. She is smiling but you know you can't trust that smile of her."I ordered you a latte already. I am sure you wouldn't mind at all, right?"I nodded at her and relaxed when she called the waiter for my latte. I am not nervous or anything but I am not comfortable sitting here with her as well. Something is making me feel uncomfortable.Maybe it is because I know that I have to do something that would satisfy her, not me but I don't have any other choice but to do it."But anyway, let's not talk about it. I just want some company right now. Moving from place to place almost made me lose my mind. I got no one to talk to except for the bodyguards. Oh, how I love my life but hate it at the same time, get me
With my knees shaking, I quickly run towards the hospital. She is talking now! My sister is now fine!I didn't mind the people looking at me with a curious faces, I just head straight to the entrance of the hospital while trying to relax, slowly catching my breath. My mind is not functioning well at all. The chaotic mind I have becomes even more chaotic right now. I don't know what to do, I am just so happy that my sister is better now. Does she want to eat? Does she want something? Maybe I could but her something before I go up first, right? "Tara..."I looked at my phone and realized that I am still in line with them. "Peter, d-did she really calls my n-name?" My voice becomes shaky now as I wait for the door of the elevator to open.The lady next to me looked at me from head to toe, judging me by my current situation. I probably look so fucked up right now. I look shit, maybe but I don't care, I just want to see my sister right now.I shifted my eyes and look in my front instead
It's been a couple of days passed by but here I am staring at my sister as she is eating the fruits I gave her. Her innocent look made me realize one thing, I will hurt her once she will know what happened. She only asked once about the whereabouts of our mother, and why she didn't visit her. I just told her that my mother went to my brother for a vacation. She didn't ask after that anymore."Why are you staring at me? Are you sure that you are fine, Tara? Because you don't look fine for me.""How do I look then?" I asked her. "That... You don't ask how you look when I give negative comments about you. You will instantly kill me with those burning stares. Is this for a change? Wow! I just slept for days and... I can't believe I got to see this side of you."I just shook my head at her. "Just continue eating, Jane. Tomorrow you will be discharged. So, you should start living a healthy life.""Who says I am not living a healthy life though? By the way, start putting some make-up on. Y
“Matt?!” I exclaimed when I saw him inside my sister’s room.I couldn’t say a word and stood frozen in my spot, almost dropping the food that the lady gave me. He smiles at me, slowly standing up while I couldn’t even be processed what is happening right now. He is here and he is smiling at me, trying to reach my hands as he stood in front of me.“I missed you,” he softly said.I can see the happiness in his eyes when he stares at me for a moment before giving me a tight hug. “I missed you, babe,” he whispered near my ear, sniffing my scent. He loved my smell and that didn’t change. He put his chin on my shoulder while I couldn’t hug him with the way he is hugging me.“How are you here?” I asked. I couldn’t hear my voice properly because of the loud thug of my heart. It doesn’t beat on him but it beats for some reason. Some reason that I know will hurt Matt.I patted his back before he slowly loosens his tight hug. “You looked beautiful as always,” he says when he got the chance to st
"Aren't we going back to our house?" Jane asked when she realizes that the road we are taking is not the way to our home. Jane just got discharged. Matt and I already talked about this. At first, I don't want to stay at his place because I don't want to bother him but my place has a lot of memories that I know will make my heart ache.Matt wants us to stay at his place. He is alone and wants some company as well. I just answered him "yes" after convincing me the whole night. "We are going to Matt's place, Jane. We will surely come to our house once it is fixed," I said. I planned that while staying at Matt's place. I will get our house renovated. I just don't have the money right now to do it because of the things that are happening right now."Who paid her hospital bill?" Matt asked when Jane slept. We are almost at his place. Jane got bored watching the scenery. That's why Matt asked me what has been bothering him all throughout the ride.He was shocked when the nurse said it is