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Chapter 38.1
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2022-04-26 08:37:19I texted him when I got home last night and I didn't receive a reply from him.
I don't want to call him just to ask why he didn't reply. I am now staring at the picture of Matt and me, in this room. We looked so happy in that picture.
We don't have an idea what life challenges will take us into. I don't even realize that I will be the one who will mistake in this relationship. I didn't see this coming.
Still, he hasn’t called me yet. I waited for his call last night while I was crying myself to sleep. He didn't call me.
I don't want to call him because I am so embarrassed about myself. I can't pretend any more but I don't want to let him go now. Thinking of all the years we have been through.
I don't want to lose him. I don't want to let go of someone who was there when I think I don’t have anyone by my side. When my father left us forever and when my brother chose to
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Matt ordered for us. He didn’t ask what I want because he already knows it. I just look at the ambiance of the place. Appreciating the surroundings in every corner of it.“Thank you,” Matt says after the waiter repeats our order.Our eyes met when I look at him. “You are so beautiful, my lady.”My breath hitched when I heard what he calls me. I only know one particular person who used to call me that. Fuck! I closed my eyes and try to calm myself down. When I open it, I saw how worried he is. “Are you sure you are fine? We can go home if you want. I am fine spending the day in your house, babe.”“I am fine, Matt,” I even give him a smile just to let him know that I am fine.“I am sorry for asking you out on a date after you, having some trouble with your work.”I tried to look lively, “Ar
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Matt left after our date in the restaurant. Something came up and he needs to be there. The movie date didn't happen and I chose to go home because I am not in the mood for anything. He was sorry about it but I do understand his work and it is more important than me. No hard feelings but he should be focusing on his work. I didn't know what happen to Peter and her date after. After eating desserts, we left and I walked straight, don’t want to land my eyes on something unpleasant. I am just glad that we didn't end up getting caught there. Matt didn't open the door as he respects whoever is inside the powder room. He just called my name for some confirmation that I am inside the powder to tell me that he is in a hurry. Peter was smiling from ear to ear that time when he heard it but I quickly left him to face Matt. Peter somehow annoys me. I know I shouldn’t be feeling what I am feeling but I can’t help it when it was me who he was with the other nights and right now,
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Peter didn’t leave me after my response. He would follow me wherever I go. If I will go to the bathroom, he will also come with me. He will always tail me but he won’t say anything. “I have got your request. They are coming here, later,” I heard Johnny say. I just came back from their kitchen because I want to eat something and Johnny told me that I can tell the chef to do it for me. I don’t feel embarrassed walking around, doing anything I want here because we are alone in their big house. Johnny’s parents left to travel overseas. I can only see the maids doing their job, cleaning every corner even if it is already cleaned. Peter glances at me but I didn’t bother to give him sight. “How about you, Tara? You don’t have to go to the bar though. I can give you drinks whatever you like. I am sure you won’t go there to have fun with guys.” It is my time to look at Johnny who is looking at me. He’s been convincing me to stay with them. I am not going to that
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It didn’t take a while to give the housemaid what she bought for me. It does fit me but I am uncomfortable wearing it. I don’t have the courage to flaunt my body because I am skinny and not that curvy like the others. “What took you so long there?” Johnny asked. My eyes quickly searched for Peter and I found him in the pool with the girl whom I said stands out clinging to his arm. I looked back at Johnny when Peter was about to turn his gaze at me. “I was just doing some things. Why? You should entertain your guests, Johnny. Don’t worry about me. I can manage myself.” “Someone already entertains them, Tara. You looked so fucking hot in that bikini. Damn.” I know because Peter is already entertaining one of them. “Thank you, John but I am not confident wearing this kind of clothing. Look at your guests, they looked so fine wearing swimsuits.” I was just saying the truth but the jealousy in my voice is consuming me. “You looked so fine, Tara. Do
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They left.“Tara! Don’t you want to swim?” Johnny asked me, making the others search for me.I was about to leave the place but now that Johnny shouts my name, I think I can’t escape easily. I saw the look on Lester’s face, it is like he is telling me ‘Told you so’. I looked at Johnny again, he is looking at me, waiting for my answer.“I will, John, later.”He shook his head. He got up from the pool. The water is dripping down from his body to the floor. He smiles at me, a genuine smile like what he always gave me. “Come here, let’s get that robe off of your body,” he said.Extending his hand to me but I didn’t accept it. I don’t like the attention that I am gaining in this scene. I can feel the stares of his guests and I am not wrong when I met their gaze. “Come on. What’s the use of
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"Tara! Can you please lower your music? I am studying here. Just so you know."I walked out of that scene and I went all by myself. They tried to stop me but thankfully, there was a cab on the outside that didn't take me long enough to get out of that place. I already told them that I am okay, and I lied that my head hurts and I need to rest for a while. My clothes are wet because I quickly put my clothes on before I walked out."You can study in your room if you want, Jane. Let me have this moment please."She rolled her eyes at me. "Whatever."She picked up all her workbooks and left me. My mom slept already. She sleeps early than usual right now but I just let her because she needs it as well. Right now, I was the one who take her spot along with her music box. My heart is aching but I forced myself to not cry. I chose this and I deserve this pain.
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"Peter!" I hissed when he gave me a quick kiss but acted as if nothing happened. He pretended to be asleep and walked back into the couch where he will be sleeping tonight.I can't react to it anymore because I don't want my mother and my sister to know that someone is here with us, and worse is, he is going to sleep here.One looked for him, I went inside my room and locked the door for safety that he will be going to come here and do something not nice to me.After that encounter with Peter, I feel like I had a good sleep. My mind was just worried about him being alone outside, freezing in this cold winter season. I don’t want to cause any trouble for him because I will be the one who will be at fault if ever something will happen to him and I am glad that he was fine. My mind puts at peace after that. What makes me want to throw him again was that quick kiss. I want to kill him but I can't because I know my body likes his kiss as well.This morning, I woke up pretty early than usua
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“Can I have this when you two are done listening to this one?” I asked Lena. We are watching the boys while they are discussing the event that they are going to attend. They will perform there and I don't know if they are going to attend to it because their faces don't seem to look pleasant while listening.Lena handed me the album she and her husband listens to every night. It is a podcast about life and I happened to love the title of it. The title attracts me so I want to have it. I know my mom will like this one because these days, she always listens to something like this. This perfectly fits her and I know she will love this piece. She needs to hear this. “We just finished listening to the last episode last night. Do you really want to have it? Are you a fan of listening to the podcast as well?” I shook my head and looked at the cover of the album. The artist knows how to paint something that is not sorrowful to the eyes and heart but inspiring to look at. I like the aesthetic
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Peter Point of View"How is she? How is my lovely daughter?" A man in suit rushed in. He hurriedly pushed the door and searched for her daughter. His eyes just passed by me. He didn't even ask if who I was. His eyes quickly searched inside the room to look for her daughter.Cindy is sleeping right now. She couldn't sleep without me that's why I need to keep her company while she is here. The doctor said she is fine. I should be glad that I quickly ran her here. The doctor said the cut was too deep and tells me to be careful with her.That's the second reason why I stayed here as well and couldn't leave her. Cindy needs me now. She may be pregnant or not but I need to keep her in my sight. I was the reason who caused her to almost end her life. It is my responsibility to be here.I left my phone in my car. I couldn't go there because Cindy don't want me to leave even a second while she is sleeping. She sleeps so lightly that even my lightest actions could wake her up but this time she
