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Without You

Author: Harmeen
last update Last Updated: 2023-06-14 22:07:30

CORA

The water pelted down on my body, running along my skin. Running along the marks left by the frequent beatings in the pack house, and those two times Alpha Blake had needed to tame me. It didn't happen much, but sometimes, he said I grew too wild for him. It did tame me, and I admittedly have been a good girl ever since.

I am just not sure how much longer I can be a good girl for. I was born wild. The sort of wild that would marry him. The sort of wild that never face into convention.

I swallowed hard, my hands smoothening my hair down my back, a breath escaping me. I turned the shower off, then walked out, tying a robe around me.

A servant was standing by the door when I came out, and I looked up to her a little questioningly.

"Mr. Blake has asked you to come down in ten minutes."

I nodded, and she walked away, leaving me alone again. I dried my hair off, then started to get ready, using only light make up.

I wore the dress, then examined myself in the mirror.

'I would kill for
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