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Thoughts I

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last update Last Updated: 2025-02-28 17:34:59

Three hours earlier

Victor's motorcycle roared through the empty streets as he sped away from the club. His hands gripped the handles so tight they hurt, but the pain felt good. It kept him focused, kept him from thinking too much about what he'd just done to Joshua.

"Bastard deserved worse," he muttered into his helmet, the wind whipping his words away.

The streets blurred past him, but his mind wasn't on the road. It kept drifting back to the club, to Selena's face when she'd seen him. The shock in her eyes. The fear. But there was something else there too, something that nagged at him.

"Stop it," he growled to himself. "She betrayed you. She watched them shoot you. She doesn't deserve your thoughts."

But his mind had a will of its own tonight. A memory surfaced, unwanted and sharp. Selena, five years ago, telling him she needed to go away for a while.

"Just a year," she'd said, her eyes not quite meeting his. "I need to handle some family business."

"A whole year?" he
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