Ethan’s POV
Breakfast was normally a time of the day I enjoyed but today for some reason, I just wasn’t feeling it, perhaps it was because my annoying brother was seated beside me looking very languid as though he had not a single care in the world.
“Do you always scowl this much during breakfast baby brother?” he said all of a sudden and I snapped.
“Can you just shut up and eat your food Alexander?” I said angrily.
A smirk spread across his face and he popped a piece of toast into his mouth “You are even grouchier than I remember but that is understandable, I am sure it could not have been easy living with just dad, it tends to put a strain on the mind” he said.
“What right do you have to call him dad? You tried to kill him after all” I said, it was annoying how calm and relaxed he looked in this house after all we had been through because of him.
“I have every right to call him what I want because as much as you all try to deny or hate it, the fact remains that I am a fucking Dupree and that lowlife was my father” he said, the smirk had vanished from his face and he was looking at me with a hard look in his eyes.
A scoff passed my lips “You and I both know who the lowlife is, you are just an ungrateful son of a whore and my father was a good man and an even better leader” I said.
This time, it was his turn to scoff “It must be nice to remember him like that, I wonder why I remember him differently”
“You have always been quite the trouble maker, you have caused nothing but trouble for this family, you have no right to complain” I said.
“Keep believing the fantasy you believe, keep believing the lies you were told, after all, you were always the perfect son and I was always the bad son” he said with a smirk on his face that made me so mad.
I was going to say something when Maria walked in, she had her usual cheerful smile on her face as she took her seat beside me.
“Sorry I am late, what did I miss?” she said with a smile on her pretty face.
“Absolutely nothing your highness” Alexander replied and stood up from the table and walked away.
I muttered a curse underneath my breath.
“Did you two fight?” Maria asked.
“He just drives me so mad, how on earth can he be so calm and nonchalant about the whole thing, he tried to kill my father on the day he ran away from home, he had always been the troublemaker in the family and he sits there acting like he was wronged, like I owe him some sort of apology” I said angrily.
I felt Maria’s warm hands on mine, I turned to look at her and she had a smile on her face “He is your brother, you should not be so angry at him” she said.
“But you do not understand, you do not know him, he is ungrateful and vain, he cares about no one but himself” I said.
She was quiet for a while before she said “Just give him a chance, everyone deserves a chance to be better and I am sure Alexander can be better as well”
I was going to protest and tell her that there was no way Alexander could change but she said “Let me try talking to him, everyone knows I have great convincing skills” a smile on her face.
I could have argued with her but it was hard to when she was looking at me with those eyes of hers, it was really hard to refuse her when she was looking at me like that.
So I nodded and said “I do not think you can find any good in Alexander but if you manage to convince him to apologize and get his life on track then I am willing to listen to him, he is family after all”
She gave me another smile and said “Thank you, I am sure I can do it”
I said nothing, it was Alexander we were talking about so I was not going to get my hopes up for any reason.
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Maria’s POV
I found Alexander in the garden, exactly where we had stood last night, he was staring into the water and his jaw was set firmly and his eyes looked like they were staring at some unseen thing far away from here.
I took a few minutes to really look at him, his black hair that framed his face neatly, his strong features, his sharp jawline and long powerful nose, he was a tall man, with lean muscles all over his body, when I had stood before last night, I realized that I had not come up to his shoulders. He was a very pleasing man to look at.
“Is there a particular reason you are ogling me from a distance sister in law?” he said all a sudden and I was startled.
He turned his body so that we were facing each other, his beautiful eyes fixed on mine, he made me nervous and I had no idea why, I had never felt this intimidated by anyone in my life before.
When he folded his arms across his chest, I realized that I had been standing here staring at him like some tongue tied fool.
I cleared my throat and said “Actually, I wanted to speak to you about something”
He said nothing and just simply raised an eyebrow indicating that I should continue.
“I wanted to speak to you about you and Ethan” I said as I took a step toward him.
“And what about Ethan and I?” he asked, his tone sounded annoyed as though the entire discussion bored the hell out of him.
“I was wondering if perhaps you two could try to get along, you are brothers after all” I said as I sat on a stone bench not far from where he stood.
A small laugh escaped his lips and then he said “It seems like you are not aware of our family history, I don’t remember a time when we got along at all and I don’t think now will be a good time for that either”
“But you could at least try” I said.
“Look princess, I am sure you have a supposed kingdom to ruin, leave me alone to deal with my family problems and I am sure my baby brother is not big on reconciliation as well, so if you will excuse me, I have things to do” he said and made to walk away.
Anger sparked to life deep inside me “Can you not be a dick for one single second of your life?” I said angrily and stood up to look him directly in the eye.
He looked surprised for a while then a smile curved his lips “So there really is a wolf lurking inside you, I thought it was all princess and fluffy pink bunnies”
“You will do well to remember that I am your Luna before I am your sister in law, so you will do well to remember that I am not as frail as I look” I said and made to walk away from him.
I was a few steps away from him when I heard him say from behind him “Why do you keep appearing in my dreams?”
I froze, I had not gotten over the shock of those words when he came over and stood before me, his eyes hooked on mine and then I felt it again, the crackling tension and longing I felt when ever he was close by.
“I see you in my dreams, you call my name with a smile on your face, you speak to me as though you love and care for me and I see myself going mad with a single touch from you, why do I keep seeing you” he said, his voice was deep and sensual and it making my body react in the most treacherous of ways.
I wanted to fall into his scent and let it envelope me completely, he had no idea how much his nearness was intoxicating to me, I had never felt this way, not even when I was with Ethan.
Then reality came rushing back, Ethan, I stepped back quickly, my heart racing in my chest, what was I doing here with my husband’s brother?
“I have no idea about whatever your dreams are, and that is all they are, dreams and nothing more” I said and quickly walked past him.
It did bother me that I felt something for Alexander but what bothered me the most was that, I knew the moment the words left about his dreams just being dreams, I had known it was a lie and nothing more.
Alexander’s POVI could not understand the anger I felt at everyone so soon, I could not stand to spend another second in this house, the memories were doing their best to suffocate me and the current situation of the house was not helping either, so I grabbed my jacket and got the hell out of the house before I murdered someone in cold blood, preferably Ethan or perhaps his mouthy wife, I was not sure yet.I was not exactly sure in which direction I was going but I simply kept walking, enjoying a stroll and taking in the things around me, I had been born here, I grew up here and despite what many people would say, I had loved it here.My mother had been a lower ranked wolf in the pack, she was of no importance and barely ever noticed, she did her best in silence hoping her efforts might be rewarded some day.So of course when the great Alpha of the even greater crescent pack turned his attentions to her, the young woman was more than thrilled, she had never felt so alive in her entir
Chapter 7Zara’s POVI had not seen Xander since he left the way he did last night and I had not managed to get the feeling of his body against mine, it was everything I had dreamt of and more but that was not my biggest problem right now, it was the fact that Xander was my mate and I had no idea how to handle this new information I had found out.My thoughts were disturbed when someone sat on the chair next to me, turning my head, I realized it was Xavier.“I will have whatever she is having” he said to the bartender who gave him a nod and went to carry out his order.“Is there any reason why you are seated here just drinking alone like some sad sap??” he asked me.“I am not in the mood to listen to you Xavier, just leave me the hell alone” I said and took a sip from my whisky glass, the liquid burned my throat and settled in my belly, I liked the feeling.“Whenever you are like this, I am sure it has to do with Mr. Perfection, am I right or am I right?” he said and thanked the barte
Ethan’s POVI listened to the council as they informed me of their lack of success in finding the people responsible for the killings that had were becoming increasingly rampant in the community, it had been two weeks now and I had gone personally on the last five hunts but we were not able to find any clue that could lead us to the culprits responsible for the killings.“We have to come up with a way to find them as soon as possible, the public unrest is getting alarming and the people feel their lives are in danger” Jack said. I remained quiet because I did not need a council report to inform me that the public unrest had become a serious issue but none the less, I listened.“We have asked the neighboring packs and they have claimed not to know anything about the killings which leads us to believe that this may be the handiwork of a rogue pack” Marcus said.The thought had crossed my mind many times since the arrival of Alexander, I did not trust his sudden appearance which was pro
Alexander’s POVStaying in this mansion was proving to be more suffocating that I had expected, I had to deal with Ethan and his lackeys following me around but honestly, they were the least of my problems, my biggest problem right now was being under the same roof with Maria, I wanted nothing more than to grab her in my arms and do all the pleasurable things to her while she writhed beneath me.I was not expecting this array of feelings on meeting her, she had appeared in my dreams many times before coming here and when I had seen her, I had thought it might be coincidence but now, I was not stupid enough to believe that I felt nothing for her.And then there was the issue of Zara, she had been avoiding me since our last argument, I tried reaching out to her but she wanted nothing to do with me and I could not blame her, I had said something that was bound to hurt her.I let out a sigh and took a long swing from the third beer bottle the bartender had placed before me, the bar was no
Ethan’s POVI was having a drink out on the patio with the Maria when the peace of the night was disturbed by raised voices.I recognized one of the voices immediately as Alexander’s, I turned to look at Maria at once and she was looking at me with a look of alarm in her eyes.Without wasting time, I bolted out of my chair and rushed toward the direction of the noise, it was coming from the direction of the main entrance of the mansion, I felt Maria following behind me.On reaching the gate, I was greeted by a rather unexpected scene, my brother stood over a man who looked like he had been thrown around a bit and Alexander was staring at me with malice and contempt in his eyes.He tried stepping forward but my guards snarled at him and he stopped, a sadistic smile on his face.“We can do this my way, which is calmly letting me pass or we do this the wrong way and I rip out the throats of these simpletons here” he said and shoved the man who had been kneeling before him to the floor w
Chapter 11Alexander’s POVThe drive to the house where Jeff and the others were waiting for me passed by in a blur, I had stopped a taxi immediately after I left the mansion and babbled out the right address, I had no idea what I might have done if I stayed in the house, I might have ripped Ethan apart right there and then.I had everything under control until the moment when he hurt Maria, my mind had gone blank and I wanted nothing more than to tear apart his limbs for hurting her, I had never felt so much anger and fear in my entire life.Whatever bonds it was that connected me to Maria, they were definitely strong and they were definitely going to be a problem and I understood this with each day that passed. Ethan was no fool, later when he was much calmer he will remember my reaction and he will definitely begin to think something was going on between Maria and I.“We have arrived at your destination” the taxi driver said to me.I quickly paid the bill and got out of the taxi, I
Chapter 12Maria’s POVI still not bring myself to believe that Ethan had hurt me, he was like a different person, I had never seen him that way before, he always listened to me but tonight, it was like a beast had overtaken him completely.I sat in my room not really knowing what to do, the tension between the two brothers was getting even worse and I was somehow caught in the middle of it.When Ethan had struck me and Alexander had caught me in his arms, I had never felt so safe, I had immediately felt ashamed of those feelings the moment they had come, I had no reason feeling what I felt.A sigh escaped my lips as my head fell into my hands and my hair fell over and covered my face, how on earth did my life become so completed all of a sudden.A knock on the door had me raising my head and breaking my disturbed thoughts.“Who is it?” I called out.“It’s me, can I come in please?” Ethan’s voice drifted across the door.Even from where I sat, I could hear the sadness in his voice, my
Chapter 13Alexander’s POVI walked into the mansion at about 10 in the morning, I had gone for a run to clear my mind after the episode with Zara but somehow, I could not find the best solution for it, after running all through the night and well into the morning, I decided I was simply wasting my time and returned home but the last thing I expected to see was Maria walking around the house in tiny nightdress that barely reached her thighs.A groan escaped my lips as I took in her creamy legs and well rounded body, her hair was a mess and judging by from the look in her eyes she had just woken up.She had not noticed me yet as she drank from a mug in her hand, coffee no doubt, I had noticed that she was a coffee person during the time I had spent here.Just standing here and staring at her creamy porcelain skin that my fingers were already aching to touch, I could feel the reaction of my body, this tiny woman was dangerous to me, she made me lose control so fast that sometimes it sca
Chapter 83Ethan’s POVI woke to find Maria in front of her dressing mirror, she had just come out of the shower, her was still wet and she was running a brush through it, her blue see through robe clung to her wet skin and I felt my body immediately reacting to hers.I got up from the bed and pulled on my pants before walking over to her “Let me” I said as I took the brush from her and began running it through her thick long locks.She smiled at me through the mirror and I returned the smile, I noticed that the smile did not reach her eyes, I had noticed she had something on her mind even earlier but I had let it go.Once I was done with her hair, she smiled up at me and said “Thanks love” I returned the brush to her and then turned her chair to look at me, I knelt before her “What’s the matter? And don’t tell me nothing because I am sure you know I can tell when you have something on your mind” I said to her.“There is nothing wrong with me” she said as she avoided my eyes.“You ar
Chapter 83Ethan’s POVI woke to find Maria in front of her dressing mirror, she had just come out of the shower, her was still wet and she was running a brush through it, her blue see through robe clung to her wet skin and I felt my body immediately reacting to hers.I got up from the bed and pulled on my pants before walking over to her “Let me” I said as I took the brush from her and began running it through her thick long locks.She smiled at me through the mirror and I returned the smile, I noticed that the smile did not reach her eyes, I had noticed she had something on her mind even earlier but I had let it go.Once I was done with her hair, she smiled up at me and said “Thanks love” I returned the brush to her and then turned her chair to look at me, I knelt before her “What’s the matter? And don’t tell me nothing because I am sure you know I can tell when you have something on your mind” I said to her.“There is nothing wrong with me” she said as she avoided my eyes.“You ar
Chapter 85Alexander’s POVI had tried my hardest to stay away from Maria last night but it was impossible not when I felt her pain like it was my own, I had felt heart breaking with each breath I took and I had been left with no choice but to seek her out and I was glad I had gone to her, she had been in a terrible shape when I found her in her room, the maids had been more than willing to show me to her when I had asked where she was.Even now, as I sat here having breakfast with Ethan, I could feel the heaviness of her heart weighing heavily on mine.“You look like you have a lot on your mind” he said to me as he drank his coffee.“I do” was all I said to him.He nodded his head and said “Want to talk about it?”I turned to look at him and said “We are not there yet” He shrugged his shoulders and said “I know but it is creepy to have you staring into nothing with that expression on your face, it takes the fun out of breakfast”“Leave me alone Ethan, I am really not in the mood to
Chapter 84Maria’s POVI had been in my room on the floor on the same spot I had been when Ethan left earlier, I could not bring myself to move, I had like the worst sort of person as I had pleaded with him to spare my spare my murderous mother, I could see the pain in his eyes and still I had gone ahead to do it.There was no way I could ever face him again, not after I had broken his heart the way I did, why was it that I managed to ruin the lives of both he and his brother? I wondered if perhaps I was a curse or something like that.I had no right to care for both of them as I did now, I just brought pain and darkness into their lives.I heard footsteps approaching my room and I recognized them as that of my mother.She walked in and gave me a look that told me she was not pleased with my current state.“Why on earth are you sitting on the floor like that? Get up right now and put on some clothes for heaven’s sake” she snapped at me.“Leave me alone mother” I said weakly.“Stop bei
Chapter 83Ethan’s POVI woke to find Maria in front of her dressing mirror, she had just come out of the shower, her was still wet and she was running a brush through it, her blue see through robe clung to her wet skin and I felt my body immediately reacting to hers.I got up from the bed and pulled on my pants before walking over to her “Let me” I said as I took the brush from her and began running it through her thick long locks.She smiled at me through the mirror and I returned the smile, I noticed that the smile did not reach her eyes, I had noticed she had something on her mind even earlier but I had let it go.Once I was done with her hair, she smiled up at me and said “Thanks love” I returned the brush to her and then turned her chair to look at me, I knelt before her “What’s the matter? And don’t tell me nothing because I am sure you know I can tell when you have something on your mind” I said to her.“There is nothing wrong with me” she said as she avoided my eyes.“You ar
Chapter 82Alexander’s POVYesterday’s conversation with Dr. Carter had been weird and it took a while before I finally managed to force it out of my mind, it was weird, I could not remember an adult ever speaking to me in that manner before, I found myself pondering on what she had said, perhaps I would have turned out to be the merciful Xander, I might have been a very different man if my life had turned out a bit different.I was not a man that pondered on what could have been but yesterday, I thought not only about myself but Ethan and Maria as well, we had somehow gotten twisted in the games played by the ones older than we were, I wonder if maybe if we had all been left alone and our lives allowed to play out as it was supposed to, we definitely would not have been the fucked up individuals we all were today.We had all been affected one way or another by decisions that had been made for us.I raised the bottle of beer to my lips and took a long drag, I heard footsteps behind m
Chapter 81Maria’s POVI woke up to find Ethan sleeping on the bed beside me, his face looked calm and relaxed in his sleep, his golden hair had fallen over his face, shielding a bit of his face from my view, I reached out and brushed the hair away, my heart skipped a bit when my eyes rested on his face, he was beautiful, he looked like an angel, everything about him was always so calm and serene, I wondered how perfect he would have been if my mother had not ruined his life.I traced my fingertips over his jaw line, he was indeed very beautiful, his long lashes lined his eyes, his perfect nose and lips that sent butterflies floating into my stomach, I felt tears well up in my eyes, how was I ever going to face him, how was I going to tell him that my mother was responsible for his mother’s death and it was possible that she was responsible for the madness that was currently plaguing him.His eyelids suddenly fluttered open and I was met with those perfect blue eyes of his, his face i
Chapter 80Alexander’s POVIt was interesting to see how pale Sharon Sandoval had gotten all of a sudden, she looked like she did not want to be here at all, she reached for her purse and stood up.“I should be on my way now, I will be in touch” she said.“What is the hurry Sharon? Stick around for a bit, I will like to hear Dr. Carter’s opinion on your proposal” I said with a smirk on my face.She shot me a look that told me she wanted to bash my face in with her heels.“What are you trying to cook up again this time Sharon?” Dr. Carter asked.“What I do is no business of yours Emily, so mind your damn business” she snapped.“Don’t worry Dr. I will tell you all about it, have a seat” I said as I turned to Dr. Carter with a smile on my face.She took a seat, her glare pinned on Sharon Sandoval.“You must feel like you are in control of everything and that no one can do anything to you” She said to me as she took her seat again, she had a smile on her face but the smile was anything but
Chapter 79Alex’s POVI heard a knock on the door and did not even bother moving to answer it, my head was spinning on my shoulders, this was the last time I was listening to Sam, I should have known better than to go drinking with him last night, the jerk drank like a fish, I was pretty sure I would kill him the next time I saw him.I heard footsteps approaching my room and I was sure it was Agatha, I groaned and said “I am not receiving any visitors today Agatha, ask whoever it is to leave” “But Sir, the lady says she has something important to discuss with you” Agatha said.“I am sure she does, tell her whoever it is that I am sleeping and will be up till tomorrow” I said.“Don’t be such a lazy ass Alexander, you should get up already, it’s past noon” A very familiar voice.I rolled my eyes and said “And why are in my house Sharon?” I heard the click of her heeled shoes on the tiled floor as she walked into the room.“Madam you can’t come in here” Agatha was saying.“It’s okay Ag