Clarissa's POV
Holy fucking bloody hell.My boss was the same man I fucked last night, my boss is Tristan Walker, The Tristan Walker of Walker Tower, I'm dead, I'm so very dead.Oh God this is messed up, I don't think he remembers me tho but I pray he doesn't because how the fuck will I explain what happened last night.I fucked my potential boss and now I'm stuck with him for the next six months, I was thinking he'd talk about it after I went back in to give him his coffee but he didn't say anything.I got to know about him a bit from Talia, including his name, who would have thought that I had sex with Tristan Walker.I googled about him during my free time at work and damn he was way older than me and yes he's the typical playboy CEO.He's ten years older than I am, I know he had probably seen my file and thinks I'm just a teenager, making me wonder if he saw my file before last night or after.He didn't look shocked upon seeing me, and I bet it's not because he's the boss, at first I thought the club thing was part of my interview and I failed because I fucked him but then when he offered me the post of his PA, I was beyond shocked.Two things, either he followed me through the file at the club and decided to let me intern for him, or it was all just a coincidence and I'm over thinking the whole thingEither way, I wouldn't let whatever happened to mess with my work and internship, I know how much I put into school and getting to this point, I wouldn't let a fling with my boss to ruin it.I had just entered the house after my first day successfully done and dusted, thank God Tristan doesn't remember me.I've survived the first day, I entered the house and I didnt see a sign of Maya."Maya"? I called out and I heard her answer from her room, I followed to find her there ransacking her clothes, I raised my brows in confusion."What are you doing"? I asked her and she got up out of the heap of clothes panting"Oh you're back, welcome, how was your first day"? She asked me and I just sighed out and plopped on the bedI took off my shoes"You don't look excited, what happened? They didn't pick you"? She asked standing up right"No they picked me" I breath out and she smiled"Okay, that's good news, so what happened? Why your face like that"? She asked"I met my boss today, The Tristan Walker, you've been singing about all week to me" her face lit up with excitement"Really? How was he? Is he hot? Was he rude to you"? She rushed out and I just breath"No" I shook my head with a sigh "turns out my boss was the handsome stranger I fucked last night" I told her and I could see the confusion on her face before the realization and her eyes widened."No way"! She almost yelled and I just nodded"You're telling me you fucked Tristan Walker, the most eligible bachelor in New York aka New York's playboy and you didn't know"?I just shrugged"Damn girl, does he know it's you"? She asked and I just shook my head"I don't think so, he hasn't said anything about what happened, he just asked to be his temporary PA, until my internship is over" I explained and she gasped out"Oh my God , Rissa you're working with every New York woman's dreams and you're just so normal about it""Look it's not like he even remembers me or what happened and I don't even want him to, it was just a fling and I hope to keep it that way" I tell her before getting up "besides I'm exhausted, I need to sleep, I still have work tomorrow morning and I need to find a way to quit sex and dungeons before tomorrow" I tell her before walking outShe knows how I feel about getting attached to guys, especially the ones I've had sex with, it's not something I like doing and I know she's gonna want to talk about it.Right now, I wasn't hell bent on spending time thinking or talking about my very hot and sexy boss, instead I need to think of how to quit my former job and still keep the position open for when I finish my internship.That's how I was able to pay my college fees and other bills, I can't just throw it away.I walk into my room and plop down on my bed and images of my boss quickly covers my thinking, the pictures of him I saw on the internet, a lot of then were with a particular young woman, she looked really beautiful, they were always seen together at every event.I wonder who she is to him_____________________________________________Tristan's POVIt has been five fucking days that Clarissa has been my PA, five days of constantly seeing her and having her consume my thoughts.How is she able to pretend she doesn't know me asides work, as if that night never happened.I was hoping after the first day, she'd hint on the fact that she remembers me or about that night but nothing, two days later still nothing and now it's been five days and still nothingShe goes about her work like it's normal, I know she knows and remembers that it was me with her a few nights ago but the fact that she hasn't made a move on it is killing me.No woman and I mean, no woman has ever done this before, most ladies are always after me after we've had sex, I've never had to worry about them coming back because they always doBut with Clarissa it's different, it's like she doesn't even care, like I'm just a one night stand to her, and trust me I've never been a one night stand to anyone, they always come back.I'm not gonna lie, it's been biting me in the ass since then, I don't know why I'm this bothered but I can't stop thinking about the fact that a woman is ignoring me, not just any woman, my PA who's 19.I can't stop thinking about it, especially the fact that I see her everyday.My door suddenly opens and she walks in, she's putting on a white palazo pant and a black top.Her face looks flawless and beautiful and her hips are swaying so sensually, I can feel my dick harden at the sight of it.I haven't stopped thinking about the sex we had, it's not the best I've had but it's just extraordinary."Sir you called for me"? She asked with a straight face, standing right in front of meI nod my head "yes, I'd be attending an event later this week and I'll need you to pick up my suit from this address" I say passing her a card, she takes it but our fingers brush against each other lightly, I feel her shudder but she's quick to compose herself"Will that be all sir"? She asks and I don't answer, I'm just staring at her, just like the way I stared at her back at the club, I can see her squirm a bit which means my stare was affecting her in a way, I like that."Sir" she whispers out but I don't look away, I'm staring right into her eyes and she's looking elsewhere which only confirms one thing, she recognises me and she remembers what happened that night, she's just pretending and that why she is is what I wanna know."Are you gonna keep pretending you don't remember me"? I blurt out and I see her freeze for a second before she composes herself"I don't understand what you mean sir" she says and I just smirk before standing up and walking towards her."I'm sure you do, admitting it is a problem for you" I tell her as I walk and stand right behind her, I don't know why I'm suddenly interested in why she's been acting so cold and ignoring what happened."I'm sorry Mr Walker, but I really do not know what you're talking" she says in a whisperI smirk at her feeble attempt to avoiding it, she's smart and sly, I give her that but then she can't beat me at my own game"You're good at this game" I say bending down low so my mouth is close to her ear but not touching it "but I can bet my life you know what I'm talking about... Red" I mutter lowly calling her the nickname I called her in the club.I see her gulp visibly making me smirk, I have her exactly where I want her to beOoohSorry for the late update guys đ©đ©Please vote and commentPlease pleaseTristan's POVDisappointed, angry and pissed is what I feel right now, Clarissa just rushed out of my office after blatantly denying ever meeting me let alone having anything with me.I mean who does that, girls would throw themselves at an opportunity like this but this one is rejecting it, she told me point blank that I'm mistaken about knowing her.But I sure as hell know I'm not mistaken, I remember her and I know she was the one I fucked.I'm still pacing my office when Ava walks in"Tris" she calls me before sitting on the couch, I just nod at her and I see her scrunch her brows in confusion"What's wrong with you"? She asks and I just breathe out"Nothing, I'm just..... Nothing" I sigh before sitting down on my chair"That doesn't look like a nothing face, what's wrong with you"? She asks and I just run my hands through my face"Is this about your new PA"? She asks with a mischievous look and I just almost roll my eyes at herFucking Ethan with a loud mouth, he can't keep it sh
Clarissa's POV"You smell so good Red" he muttered sniffing my hair and resting his face on my neck, I gasped out when he licked my neck and nibbed on it"Mmmm" i moaned out as his hands found my butt and he squeezed hard, he started kissing my neck area.He gently laid us both down on the bed as he was hovering over me, his eyes looked dark and his blonde hair was messy but he still looked hot.He suddenly ripped off my dress and my bra, leaving my breast open for him, I gasped at the sudden intrusion but I was liking it."So perfect" he muttered before attacking my nipple in his mouth, I arched my back as he started sucking and playing with my nipple.His other hand slowly went for my panty covered pussy, he rubbed me from the fabric of my panties and soon enough he ripped it off in one go before cupping my sex with his hand."You're so wet for me Red" he muttered against my breast, he started flicking my clit with his finger, his thumb was circling it while his other fingers teased
Tristan's POVI felt her tense in front of me the moment I stood behind her, her ass was right in front of my crotch and I was trying so hard not to get a hard on.Fuck she looked so fuckable and things I had planned to do to her, especially on my desk were unimaginable, I could tell my presence was affecting her and it only made me want to mess with herFrom where I stood, I could see her cleavage, the first two buttons of her top was undone, she was putting on a white buttoned up shirt, tucked into her light blue skirt which showed her round ass perfectly well.I put both my hands on the desk, trapping her between me and the desk, I had bent my head low to her ear lobesIf I listened hard, I would actually be able to hear her heart beat from here."I thought you said you don't remember me or what happened that night"? I asked inhaling her scent, she smelled like lavender and it was messing with my head"Hmm" I hummed "how come I called you Red and you answered"? I asked with a smirk
Clarissa's POVI fucked up, I fucked up big time when I responded to the nickname he called me that night, now I don't know if I can keep up this lie about not remembering him or that night.God I can't believe Ethan saw us in that compromising position, I wonder what he's gonna think, the last thing I want is to have him think I'm trying to seduce his cousin.His closeness affected me more than I'd like admit, I was actually getting wet by how close he was, one wrong move and I'll definitely have had my ass rubbing against his crotch.But why the hell does he want to know if I remember that night, it's not like it means anything to him, it's just sex.Now not only do I have to deal with the dreams I have about him, I also have to endure his extremely interrogative selfI groan out before placing my head on my table, there's a reason why I don't want to get too close to any guy I have sex with.I don't want to get attached to anyone and I don't want anyone to get attached to me, but I
Tristan's POVI didn't intend to touch her, but then I got so close to her and the urge to just overtook me.I'd never been so sexually attracted to any lady before, trust me this was a first for me.She was messing with my head and in turn that was messing with my work and productivity, I had to stop when I did, else I'd have fucked her against the conference room doors if I didn't.Her small moan was still playing over and over in my head, I liked how my mark looked on her neck, I tried not to let it show but I just couldn't help it.I had gone straight home from the conference room, I don't think I'd be able to get any work done with these thoughts in my head and the fact that I was fucking hard wasn't helping.My plan initially was to ask her why she's pretending not to know me, and maybe threaten her into telling me but I lost all control when my eyes landed on her cleavage.I kept looking at her from across the room all through the meeting, my mind was clouded, I didn't hear a t
Clarissa's POVWhat the hell was he thinking asking me to sit there with him? Is he crazy?God, I told Maya yesterday I was gonna quit but she didn't let me*Previous day*"You look like shit" she tells me entering inside my room"And I feel like it too" I breath out "Oh my God" she squealed out making me cover my ears "Don't tell me you fucked your boss already"? She asked making me look at her in confusion."You good Maya"? I ask and she just rolled her eyes at me"Bitch please, I'm not blind, I can see the hickey on your neck" she says matter of fact and I quickly slap my hands on it.I groan out before laying back down"It's not what it looks like okay" I explain and she just snorts."I'm pretty sure it looks like a hickey and you only get one of those when you fuck" she says "We didn't fuck okay, he was just being a dick to me at work, this" I say pointing to my neck "Was all him, I didn't even want him to touch me but he was hell bent on making me cave in and admit to us fucki
Tristan's POVI almost almost fucked Rissa in my office, what was I thinking? no scratch that I don't regret it because I liked how she moaned with my fingers buried deep inside of her.It took a whole lot for me not to take off her dress completely and fuck her senseless on my desk, I didn't expect her to burst into my office like that angry.Seeing her angry only fueled the burning desire I already had for her, and when I kissed her I couldn't stop myself.If I hadn't stopped when I did, I'd have taken her then and there on my desk, she was fucking adorable while I made her cum and she tasted divine.But I was now faced with another problem, asides the fact that I can't help but drift my mind to her, she's been avoiding me again.Just like the first time we fucked, she's not acting as if it happened, she's been giving me cold shoulders.She's hardly ever in the same room with me alone, it's either Ethan or Ava is there or it's in her office, and as much as that is okay I hate the fa
Tristan's POVDad just finished his speech and everyone was cheering, my eyes involuntarily found Rissa and her smile was contagious making me smile too.She was quite comfortable with Mom and Aunt Sage, she'd met Dad and uncle Alex before.Tilda walked up to her and tapped her arm, she looked down at her and picked her up to sit on her laps.They both started talking and whispering and she kept tickling Tilda making her laugh and giggle, she was good around people.I kept looking around the hall and I felt every fucker's eyes on her and it made an unsettling feeling in the pit of my stomach.I just wanted to cover her up and take her out of their eyes sight, but I had no right to, she was just my PA.It was time to dance and I got up and walked towards her seat"May I have this dance" I whispered into her ears bending down, she looked at me then looked around the table before looking at Tilda."I can't put her down now" she said pointing to Tilda and I almost rolled my eyes, she's st
Clarissa's POV"Alex, come out of there right now, don't make me come get you" I yelled out to my 3 year old daughter"No mommy, I want Daddy" she whined out from inside the little tentI grumbled out, why is she so stubborn, I don't remember being this stubborn"Baby, daddy's busy and can't come get you" I tried to reason but she didn't even budgeOn cue, the back door opened and Tristan walked out, even after 3 years together, he still manages to steal the air from meI breathe out "oh thank God, can you please get your daughter to leave this stupid tent, her food is getting cold" I mutter out and he just laughed"Angel, come out, mommy needs you to come eat" he voiced out and I heard her squeal before she ran outside, I rolled my eyes at her as she jumped on her father."Daddy" she squealed out"Angel, your mommy tells me you don't want to eat" he says looking at her and she just pouted"I want you to eat with me daddy" she whined"But you know daddy's busy" he said pushing her hai
Tristan's POV"Baby, she'll come around, she's just hurt, pregnancy can be scary you know" mom said calmlyI just told her about Rissa, at first she was happy and excited until I told her about what I said, she almost smacked my head."Mom she doesn't want to see me, what am I going to do"? I asked sadly "she thinks I don't love her, but I do, with all my heart" I tell her"Honey keep trying and she'll see that you do love her, be like your father, relentless" she says with a smile "if there's one thing your father is good at is being relentless and I see you have that trait, you got her to be yours before, you can do it again Tristan" she tells me putting her hand on mine"But I'm scared mom" I tell her softly"I know baby, you'll be fine, get your woman and your child back" she says with a smile before pecking my cheek "I gotta rest honey, I'm tired" she says getting up and going upstairs.I relax back on the couch with a sigh, she's right, I really should get my woman back I miss
Tristan's POV"Why do you look like that man"? Ethan asked the moment I walked into their home, I just breathe out before sitting downI had just left Rissa's place after waiting for over an hour hoping she'd come outside so I can talk to her but no luck."Where's Ava"? I asked and Ethan just raised his brows and I looked away uninterested, I'm not really in the mood for any funny games"Baby, Tristan is here to see you" he yelled to her in the kitchen and she muttered something"No asking about Tilda huh"? He asked teasingly and I just breathe out.Ava walked out of the kitchen with a towel in her hands "Hey Tris, what's up"? She asked sitting beside her husband, I looked at them and wondered, why can't my own life be as simple and easy as theirs.From the onset it has always been complicated for me"I messed up, I messed it up big time" I whispered out and I see them both look at me with confusion"What do you mean Tris, don't tell me you cheated on her again"? Ethan asked and I jus
Clarissa's POVWith just that one word, he retracted his hands from my face like it was on fire."What"? He asked looking at me "Tell me you're joking Red" he said still looking at me as if to actually confirm if I'm joking."I am pregnant Tristan" I repeated looking back at him"What do you mean you're pregnant, how? When"? He rushed out "What do you mean how, I am telling you what the doctors told me and you're asking how"? I whispered out"I thought you were on pill, so how the fuck are you pregnant"? He asked getting up"Well apparently, the pill isn't 100% efficient and I may have missed my dosage one time" I said matching his tone.This isn't how I imagined this to go but the sooner the better"You can't be pregnant now Rissa, at least not now" he voiced out and I scoffed"You think I don't know that"? I almost yelled"Well apparently you didn't know it enough to be careful, you should have been more careful" he gritted out making me look at him wide eyes"I should have been mo
Tristan's POVI didn't know she was going to kiss me like that, one minute we were talking and the next, her lips were on mine.I literally felt my skin crawl with disgust, making me wonder how on Earth I ever had anything to do with her She looked so fake and I felt bile rise up my throat, Shantel.That was her nameShe's nothing like my Red, she was one of my many one night stands that never got the memo that I'm not interested in them in any way.I only looked up after I saw the sinister smile on her face, I knew she had played me right into her game, Rissa had seen it and from where she saw it, it didn't seem like she forced me.I breathe out and run my hands through my face, my mind was all over the place with so many thoughts.I had only seen her like twice today, at home when I took my bath in the bathroom and when she came to drop the schedule on my table and both times she wasn't smiling at all.My office door opened and Ethan walked in, he scrunched his face upon seeing min
Clarissa's POV"Are you sure you're okay baby"? He asked for the millionth time tonight and I just nodded"I'm fine Tris, I was just a little bit dizzy okay" I assured him putting my hand on his arm, he still looked worried."I guess it's the stress from the work I'd been doing all week"I said referring to the whole event we had to plan, well mostly myself and Ava because the boys were too busy to help out.I had been feeling weak and dizzy all week, I just haven't really had enough rest, and Maya has been complaining that I take some time off work, it's almost time for my internship to end so the workload has become much.Also I asked Tristan not to give me any sort of special treatment because we were dating now."Can I borrow your date for a few minutes"? I heard a rather gruff voice say beside me and I almost jumped before looking back and seeing an older guy, not too old but older than Tristan.I gave him a weak smile before looking over to Tristan "I just need to discuss some bu
Tristan's POV"So you're saying you worked on this all morning, with Jay"? She asked me looking at me with a small smile and I just noddedShe walked towards me close to bed and put her hands around my neck, making me put my arms on her waist"You know, you didn't have to go through all that trouble, besides we had already gone on a date before this" she whispered and I pecked her lips"That doesn't count Red, this is our official first date, I wanted to do something special for you, because you're special to me" I tell her and I see the blush creeping onto her face"Do you know you're so cheesy, I mean I didn't expect an old man like you to be so romantic and cheesy" she said giving me a lopsided grin and I cocked my brows at her"Oh yeah? Old man huh"? I ask and she just chuckles"But I like it, infact I love it Tris, thank you" she whispered out"Anything for you Red" I mutter out before dipping and taking her lips in mine, I pull her closer to me so I can feel her body.Her nipple
Clarissa's POVThe moment I saw him I stopped in my tracks, what is he doing here?Is Tristan okay?The others seem to stop too and all our chattering died down as he looked up and his eyes found mine, he breathe out a sigh of relief before walking towards me.I was already fucking nervous and worried, and his expression wasn't even helping me at all."Rissa" he breath out as he walked towards me "ladies" he greeted the others with a nod before gesturing for me to follow him.I was skeptical, I looked at Elaine, Ava and Maya and they all shrugged for me to go with him with the same confused look on their faces."Hi" I said meekly as soon as we were out of reach for the others."Hey, I came to see you" he said sounding nervous and I was becoming nervous myself "Tristan.... He" he paused and I just lost it, I was already in full panic mode."Is he okay? Did something happen to him"? I threw questions at him and he just breathe out and scratched the back of his head "Talk to me Jay, did
Tristan's POV"It needs to be perfect Jay" I tell him going back to arrange the chairs, I was fucking nervous as it is"Relax Tris, I'm pretty sure this looks perfect" he says with a sigh before plopping down on the chair "besides we've been working on this all morning" he adds.I look at the clock and see that Maya is running late, I was about to point that fact out before the doorbell interrupted meI sigh out before going to open the door and there she stood, before rushing in"I'm sorry I'm late, I had to look for a way to get out of there without her seeing me" she breathe out walking inside, she stopped after seeing Justin."Hi" she whispered and he just smirked at me before giving her a smile, very flirty bastard"Hey there Maya, Right"? He asks and she nods with a blush on her cheek.I groan out "this isn't the time to flirt ladies, we've got work to do" I voice out interrupting their little bubble of flirting, I see Justin glare at me and I just roll my eyes at him."Okay hav