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35-Hurt

Author: Cat Reed
last update Last Updated: 2024-10-29 19:42:56

Sam and I didn’t say much as we got home. I was not quite sure if she saw what happened between Ryker and I. I kept processing what just happened. Kissing Ryker was definitely not on my to do list for tonight. All the things that happened this night felt so unreal. First Ethan, and then Ryker. I couldn’t believe Ryker and I kissed, I kept touching my lips throughout the ride home.

Ryker, the infamous player and heart breaker, what was I thinking? But I knew I wasn’t really thinking when he kissed me, everything happened so fast that I couldn’t control myself. All thoughts of staying away from him flew out of my mind the moment his soft lips touched mine.

Everything kept getting complicated, he was so complicated and just making me more confused. What did he mean by I made him realize the truth? Maybe I shouldn’t have run away, now I was so curious to know what he wanted to say.

“Are you going to brush your teeth or are you just going to stare at the mirror?” Sam asked, she was leaning
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