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2021-03-03 12:07:05I sighed, this was my own doing and I had to fix it immediately. I couldn't have both my brother and best friend mad at me simply because I made my choice about my life-which I knew they just wouldn't understand why I did it in the first place.
"Honey you need to come out of your room and eat something," dad's voice sounded outside my door.
I groaned and pulled the duvet further up my head. "I'm not hungry," I shouted.
I heard dad sigh before there was a soft click and then a creek as the door opened. I still didn't pull the duvet off even when I felt the bed dip as dad sat down.
"I know you don't wan
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