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MIREYA'S POV: I woke up with a pounding headache. I don't even remember anything that happened last night. I drank a shot of Vodka and everything seemed to be blurred after that. I turned to find there was a note along with pills and water. I know that Alex kept those pills since I might need them. I know he still cares for me, but I can't endure the same heartbreak again. It feels like it was better when I'm admiring and loving him afar, but at the same time when I remember our time together, I want to be like that again. I'm not going to lie, I still love Alex, In the process of hating him, I started missing him and loving him more than I did before. I need time. I need time to accept him into my life again even though I still love him. "Good morning!" Grayson entered the room after knocking as I groaned lying on my bed. "Well, bad morning, I think!" He chuckled as I smiled at him. "Breakfast is ready, girl. Come on get up!" He grabbed my hand and tried to pull me up as I wh
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ALEX'S POV: I listened to her talking about everything she did today on her first day of college. My mind urged me to hold her hand while driving like we used to. She still has feelings for me and I know it. I can sense it from her eyes and the nervousness she has and the same damn tempting cheeks which is always red whenever she is near me. She is the best thing that ever happened to me in my life. I love her, but I messed up everything we had. I still have to rectify it and I will rectify it. After reaching home, she went to her room to freshen up and I went to mine. I lay on my bed, staring at the ceiling, lost in thought. My mind wandered to Mireya. As if she found out I was thinking about her, a message popped up in my notification to see, if it was her. I smiled and took out my phone to see her message. "Can you come to the balcony?" I smiled and went to see her gazing at the stars. The night was calm, and the air was filled with the distant sound of crickets. "Isn't it b
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 45
MIREYA'S POV:"Are you okay, baby?" Alex's caring voice reached me. I wanted to shout loud until my throat and energy gave up. How am I going to say this to him? How will he take this? How will he react? What about him and I? What about us? What about Mom and Adrian? What about the kids? What about my friends? What about my career? What about my dreams? What about? The list of questions goes on. I can't think of anything because I have gone numb. The only words that are echoing in my mind are,"You have stage 4 endometrial cancer. It is in the final stage, so we can't cure it, since you have the worst case of Uterine Sarcoma. I'm sorry, Mireya." I wanted to cry. I really want to. But it was as if my tears were dried up. There was nothing left. I would have cried so much in the past that it was as if my body was incapable of producing tears. I was broken and this was the proof that I was never going to be fixed. I reminded myself that I had already gone through so much and wanted to
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 46
ALEXANDER'S POV: "I love you, Kuschelbär. From the moment you shared all your pain and happiness with me, I love you more than I love myself." I whispered. If not today, then not any day. I confessed to her. I know it is not the right time or moment, since I have prepared myself for the best proposal for her, but everything went in vain. But that doesn't mean, my love for her is less. I waited for her rejection, and even though it would hurt, I would never give up on her. I made that mistake once, but I won't do that again by letting her go. Whatever it is, I'm going to face along with her. With her, by her side. Mireya leaned forward gently pressing her lips against mine. The softness of her touch conveyed a sense of familiarity as if every nerve in my body recognized her presence. My lips were relieved at the same moment when I kissed years ago. Fuck, I felt tingles in my body the moment she pressed her lips against mine. She doesn't need to say those fucking words, this answer i
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 47
MIREYA'S POV:I sat on the edge of the bed, running my hand over my bald head. I had lost all my hair during the radiotherapy, and the sight of it still stabbed at my heart. Alex entered the room, his hair now shaved off, a tender smile on his face."What the hell have you done, Alex?" I shook my head in denial but couldn't change what happened. He freaking shaved his head because I lost my hair during my radiotherapy treatment. "I wanted a change to my boring hairstyle!" He whined and shrugged sitting beside me in the hospital bed. "Are you serious?" I wanted to laugh and cry at the same time. This man does things that no one would do for me. I know Alex and I love his hair, but he shaved his head for me. Me!. "I know losing your hair has been tough for you, but I want you to know that you're beautiful no matter what." Alex's eyes and voice filled with warmth that calmed my soul and racing mind. I threw my arms around him, and he held me close. "I love you, Mireya. Your strength
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 48
ALEXANDER'S POV: For the past week, it has been a hell of a ride for Mireya and all of us. She is going through so much. Seeing Mireya go through her chemotherapy treatment has been incredibly tough. She's one of the strongest people I know, but even she can't escape the toll it's taking on her body and spirit. Every session seems to drain a bit more of her energy, leaving her exhausted and nauseous. And then there's the hair loss. It's such a visible reminder of what she's battling. I remember the first time she looked in the mirror after it started falling out... The tears in her eyes said more than words ever could. It's like losing a part of yourself, something that's always been there. At that moment, I knew I had to do something, anything, to show her that she wasn't alone—that we were in this together, no matter what. So I made the decision to shave my head, a small gesture of solidarity, of love, of sacrifice. As the razor glided over my scalp, removing the last traces of ha
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MIREYA'S POV: "May I ask what's your first wish on the list, M'lady?" Alex bowed his head wiggling his eyebrows. I rolled my eyes as usual at his teasing behavior. Alex wore his usual casual jeans and T-shirt, but that made him more handsome and hot. That bald head didn't even bother him a bit, I was a bit hesitant to go out with my head, but he encouraged me to go out. I want to be bold like him. "I'm not saying it to you!" I stuck my tongue out at him making him laugh. Alex was extra chirpy today. I don't know, but he seemed happier than usual. I eyed him suspiciously as he averted his eyes. But I shrugged off everything and absorbed his happiness into my heart. "Come on, please..." Alex pouted grabbing my hands in his while swaying my hands to right and left. I looked at him stunned and awe in at his new child-like behavior. "I'm not saying it to you!" I chuckled as he closed the distance between us and it made my breath hitched at his sudden closeness. His eyes held warmth an
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ALEXANDER'S POV:She is there playing with the ocean waves so peaceful and calming and the sound of her giggling with the kids hit me with a ton of butterflies in my stomach. Fuck, she is so beautiful, so fucking beautiful that makes me think that the ocean looks beautiful because of her. I silently took out my phone as I clicked out random pictures of her and smiled at them. She is a breathtaking view to my eyes. Mireya splashed water on Adam who took revenge on her by splashing water continuously on her. Our mom and our dad are in their own land of romance as well as our aunts and uncles. "Stop sending heart eyes to her!" I was startled by the sudden voice as saw Grayson and Blake sitting down beside me on either side and no one noticed as they all busy playing. "Why would I?""She is already yours, isn't she?" Blake winked at me making me chuckle."Yes, but that doesn't mean I won't stop giving her heart eyes." I wiggled my eyebrows as they groaned in annoyance."I hate when you
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ALEX'S POV:After five years,Verse 1 (Alex): I see your face in every dream, A love so pure, it makes me scream, The echoes of your laughter fade, In memories, your light will never shade.Pre-Chorus (Adam): You were my hope, my guiding star, Now I'm left with these scars, In every shadow, I see your grace, But I can't hold you, can't erase.Chorus (Both): Forever in our hearts, you stay, A love that time can't take away, You're the song we sing, In every tear, in everything.Verse 2 (Alex): Your touch, your smile, your gentle ways, They haunt my nights, they fill my days, In every breath, I feel your loss, A life without you is such a heavy cost.Pre-Chorus (Adam): You gave us strength, you gave us love, An angel sent from up above, Now the skies have called you home, But in our hearts, you're not alone.Chorus (Both): Forever in our hearts, you stay, A love that time can't take away, You're the song we sing, In every tear, in everything.Bridge (Alex): I clos
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ALEX'S POV:"Alex," Adrian's voice cut through the fog of my grief, gentle but insistent. "You need to eat something. You need to take care of yourself."I shook my head, not looking up. "I can't," I whispered. "I can't do anything without her."He sat beside me, his hand on my shoulder, his own grief evident in his eyes. "I know," he said softly. "But Mireya wouldn't want you to waste away. She would want you to live, to find a way to go on."I knew he was right, but the thought of living without her was unbearable. How could I go on when the love of my life was gone? How could I face each day knowing she wouldn't be there to share it with me? It's been a week, but I can't still move on or do anything without her beside me. "Just try," Adrian urged, his voice breaking. "For her. For all the love you shared."I nodded, though I didn't know if I could. But I owed it to Mireya to try, to find a way to honor her memory, even if it felt impossible."You know, the human brain relives for s
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ALEXANDER'S POV:I wiped the blackish blood from my hands as I stared at the emergency room in the hospital. She has been in there for almost three hours and I refuse to do anything. My mind was in a whirlwind, filled with images of her in pain, her beautiful white wedding gown stained with black colored blood. I refused to leave, refused to do anything but wait for some news, any news. The thought of losing her was unbearable. Every minute stretched into an eternity, and I could feel my heart breaking with each passing second.I had never felt so helpless in my life. The pain in her eyes, her anguished screams—those images haunted me as I waited for any news from the doctors.Family and friends were gathered around, their faces etched with worry and sorrow. My parents were trying to console Mireya's mother, who looked like she had aged a decade in just a few hours. Adrian was sitting with his head in his hands, tears streaming down his face. Finally, after what felt like an eternity,
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MIREYA'S POV:Finally, it's my wedding day...I stood in front of the mirror, hardly believing that the reflection staring back at me was really me. My wedding gown was everything I had ever dreamed of – a delicate blend of elegance and simplicity, with intricate lace details that cascaded down to the floor. The dress hugged my figure perfectly, accentuating my curves... well, not curves, just bones, and still, it made me feel like a princess. The dress was everything I had ever dreamed of and more.Everything was ready and prepared because of all of them. They have been surprisingly planning a Wedding for Alex and me. They hid the fact that they had been preparing for this a couple of months ago. I was so dumb to realize it. I was so immersed in taking videos for each family member. I want to leave them only the happiest memories even if I'm gone someday. I want them to remember me only in their best and happiest memories. I don't want them to remember the sadness or the moment they
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 55
ALEXANDER'S POV:"I wouldn't mind, you know... Should we make that a reality?" I kissed the corner of her mouth as she snuck in a sharp breath. When it comes to Mireya, I mean every word I say. She's the only girl for me, the one I truly need in my life, every word I speak about her comes from the heart. Mireya is the one who completes me, and I can't imagine my life without her. She's my everything. In a world full of choices, Mireya is the one I choose, today and always."Alex," she whispered, her voice trembling. She opened her mouth to say something, but I could tell she couldn't bring herself to speak. I had to tell her how I felt, and there was no better time or place than right here, surrounded by the children whose lives she was about to change."Because I mean it, when it comes to you, I say and mean only the truth because Mireya, you are the only girl for me, the only one I need in my life."The children, sensing something special was happening, gathered around us, their eyes
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 54
MIREYA'S POV:I woke up with Alex's arm around me and yesterday was incredible with him always. We danced, we sang, and we had sex, it may sound cringe, but we made love. Fuck, Alex is my man. I can't believe we became a single soul again. I turned slightly to look at him, his peaceful face relaxed in sleep. His dark hair fell over his forehead, and his lips were slightly parted. Even in sleep, he was the most handsome man I had ever seen. My heart swelled with love for him. I gently brushed a strand of hair from his face, trying not to wake him.But Alex, ever the light sleeper, stirred and opened his eyes. He smiled that lazy, sexy smile that never failed to make my heart skip a beat. "Morning, Kuschelbar," he murmured, his voice deep and husky from sleep."Good morning," I replied softly, leaning in to kiss him. His lips were warm and familiar, and I felt a shiver of happiness run through me. "Sleep well?""Always do when you're next to me," he said, pulling me closer. His hand t
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 53
ALEXANDER'S POV:I wanted some alone with her. It was so difficult to remain untouchable in the home with her by my side; there were kids everywhere. I didn't even get a full kiss because the kids always surrounded her. I know they love them, but I want some attention too. They always steal her away from me. So, I took Mireya out today to our private beach where my dad and mum would spend time together. She looked so beautiful in her summer floral dress. Her amethyst eyes looked bright and beautiful just like her skin. The horizon was tinged with the soft hues of twilight, where the sun's last rays kissed the water with a gentle caress. Our private beach stretched out before us, a sanctuary of sand and sea that Mireya adored. I watched her from a distance as she stood at the water’s edge, the breeze playing with her hair, her silhouette framed by the golden glow of the setting sun.I walked up behind her, slipping my arms around her waist. She leaned back against me, sighing contente
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 52
ALEXANDER'S POV: When she first met her idols for the first time, the look on her face will always live rent-free in my mind. I know how she loved them and how their songs healed a part of her hurt heart. She was awestruck and I'm happy that I'm the one making her wishes come true. She adores them, but I'm not too fond of the fact that they act close to her. I know I'm being stupid and paranoid here, but she is my woman, no one else is allowed to touch her, especially strangers. But she is happy that's all that matters to me at the end of the day. She ate all the food she had been craving to eat. But she was sad when she said she couldn't able to feel the taste of the food. Because of her cancer treatment, she wasn't able to taste it because the food tasted tasteless or like mud. I hate seeing her like this, but she pushed those thoughts away and started eating normally. She doesn't show her feelings in front of me, that is fine. But I can sense her even from a mile just by the look
Silently Falling for Her Chapter 51
MIREYA'S POV: Alex - my savior. He is the perfect example of a man. A man who does anything for his woman. His love for me exceeded my love for him. If he asked me 'The love I have for you, the love you have for me, whose love is more?', I would say that instant is 'His Love'. But he would have answered that perfectly, 'Will you see the love we share as two?'. There were so many moments when I wanted to ask him to marry me. He took more effort to rectify his mistake in the past and I forgave him long ago. I can't stay away from him; he is the one I have loved since childhood. He knew, he definitely knew that I would want to meet the famous K-pop band 'BTS'. He surprised me by booking all the tickets and arranged a meeting to meet them. I'm beyond happy because of the unknown stranger people who tried to heal me with their music. I don't know how he did it, or what he did to agree to make them meet me. It's so generous of them to agree to meet me despite their busy time. I packed
