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MIREYA'S P.O.V: I froze. My parents the day when they left me alone in this world to suffer for myself. I still remember the day when everything went wrong. It is all my fault. I was a little kid but the memory was still vivid in my eyes. The moments of my mom and dad flashed in my eyes. I killed them, it was my fault that they died. "Mommy, Why your stomach is big? Dad said you have a baby inside you. Is that true?" I asked her my eyes widening thinking of getting a little brother or sister. Her pale blue eyes chuckled and gleamed in happiness as she patted my hair and kissed my forehead. "You are going to have a little brother!" I squealed and jumped up and down at the excitement of having a little brother. "Can I touch him?" I asked pointing at her swelled stomach. She nodded taking my hands in hers and placing them on her stomach holding them as I giggled at the sensation. "When will he come to us?" I pouted at the eagerness to see him. "You have to wait for about five mor
MIREYA'S P.O.V: Alex stood there looking at me with so much intensity in his eyes as I stared back without uttering a word. He opened his arms smiling lightly as I jumped onto him hugging him like a Koala bear. "Thank you, thank you so much! I don't know what to say... it's just overwhelming." I hugged him tightly not letting him go as he chuckled wrapping his arms securely over me. "It was Adrian's idea, Adam and I just helped him. That's all." "Do you know the meaning of the song you sang just now?" I asked him smiling fully. "I know and also I know it is your favorite one too. We were thinking about what to sing and Adrian suggested this song." "How did you manage to get the accent? I have been watching and hearing BTS songs for five years and I still struggle to get to talk Korean." I chuckled not being able to believe that he sang those Korean lines. "It's not that difficult though and I like that language." He smirked proudly that I was awed by the accent and his lang
MIREYA'S P.O.V: I'm on cloud nine right now and I couldn't describe how much I'm happy right now. All the laughing and smiling throughout the day made me energetic to go around and round around the amusement park. I saw a cotton candy store in the amusement park and I had the urge to eat that instantly. My mouth watered at the sight of colorful cotton candies. "I'm going to buy cotton candies for me. Do you guys want it?" Kayden and Ethan asked for one for themselves but others said they don't want it. I bought them and went to buy them for myself. When I turned after buying the cotton candy, I bumped into a tall guy. "I'm really sorry!" I apologized to him for stomping his foot. He chuckled looking at me. "That's okay. You won't get punished for stomping my foot, but with this much beauty, I must be the one who is punished." He flirted straight away, but in a sort of a thing, it made me laugh. "You are funny. Isn't it wrong for an old guy to flirt with a young girl?" I giggled as
ALEX'S P.O.V: I woke up in the morning as my phone blasted in my ears ringing loudly. I closed my eyes shut tightly as the annoying sound continued to blast in my ears. "Alex, you need to bring Mireya right now to the hospital." Adrian's panicked voice reached my ears as I sat up alarmingly and waited for him to continue. "Mom got into an accident and she is unconscious. The doctors are treating her. Bring her as soon as possible." "I will be there soon." I cut the call and entered the room where she is staying currently. Mireya was standing there all ready to go out. "We need to hurry. The guys will pick you up, Isabella. I'm taking Mireya right now." I rushed and I didn't want Mireya to panic at the situation. "What happened?" She asked alarmingly as I averted my eyes anywhere but at her. I grabbed her hands and instructed Isabella to bring her package home afterward. I have already said to the guys that I need to bring Mireya to the hospital as they all were worried about
MIREYA'S P.O.V: One moment, I was happy and the other moment I was sad. Alex rushed me to the hospital when we heard that my mom had an accident. Alex tried to calm me, but everything ended in vain because I can't get his comforting words through my mind. I'm grateful he is there with me. My mind wandered about my mom only, she is the sole reason that I'm here now. She is one of the reasons why I'm still alive here. She is my sole reason for surviving at the hardest times. She afforded me a life when everyone abandoned me. When the doctor said that she need to wake up within twenty-four hours and she is not waking, I panicked. I can't even think straight. Adrian looked broken and his eyes felt hopeless. I need to stay strong for both of them. He didn't come into the room to see mom, because I know if he sees her pale unconscious body, he would cry and he hates crying. It's not like I'm brave or something, I just had a ray of hope that she would wake up. When I asked Alex what the ti
ALEXANDER POV: I finally realized that I like Mireya. I realized it when she is in danger or pain or something bad happens. It felt like her pain is my pain. I tried to convince myself that I don't like her, but everything changed when she is with me every moment. When she is with me, it's like I did not have to change myself like the guy society wants me to be. I hide some things even from my family too, but with her, I want to unravel myself to her completely even if it's a small thing that has been bugging me all day. I want her to know about me and me only not any other guy. I want her interest turned or her attention toward me whenever she is around other guys. I want her to open up about herself to me. I want to steal her smile only for myself. I want to be with her through everything or every phase of life. I want to be with her when she is in pain. I want to soothe her pain. I want to be the one that wipes her tears away when she is crying not the one who is the caus
MIREYA POV: I couldn't stop blushing when Alex openly confessed that he was trying to figure out his feelings for me. It is the sober Alex who is willing to take me on dates and try to make me like him back. That means, he likes me. This was a huge step for him to try willingly for me. I was on cloud nine when I heard him that he was nervous and I make him nervous. After that drunken confession, Alex never remembered that, and I was glad that he didn't remember it. But today, Alex took me to an art museum and I didn't expect this kind of surprise from him and he was so considerate of him to bring me here. His words played rent-free in my mind. I want to hear those again from him. When he said, 'I will ravish those lips one day, not now.' as he leaned in and kissed near my lips was such an overwhelming sensation as I stood there like this was happening really and it felt like I'm carrying love in my heart like an ant carries a sugar cube. Oh gosh! This is really happening and Alex
MIREYA'S POV: For the past three weeks, I have been taking Mireya out on dates and still, she hasn't confessed her liking towards me. I'm not disappointed, but maybe a little disappointed. I said that I would wait for her and I was definitely going to wait for her. And my friends still don't know about it. I'm not hiding it, but I want to make sure that she is sure of being with me, so I'm waiting for her to finally like me so that I will say to everyone. She thinks too much and is so much insecure about herself. I hate that thing in her and I want to erase those words who threw those ugly words at her. We have been doing exercise daily and at starting Mireya was acting grumpy and moody because I was forcing her to do exercise, not only me, Adam and our friends have been separately helping her to get through this. She would whine that she can't do it anymore, but she tries to push herself up so that she can be healthy. She would pout and try those puppy dog eyes on me, but I tried t
ALEX'S POV:After five years,Verse 1 (Alex): I see your face in every dream, A love so pure, it makes me scream, The echoes of your laughter fade, In memories, your light will never shade.Pre-Chorus (Adam): You were my hope, my guiding star, Now I'm left with these scars, In every shadow, I see your grace, But I can't hold you, can't erase.Chorus (Both): Forever in our hearts, you stay, A love that time can't take away, You're the song we sing, In every tear, in everything.Verse 2 (Alex): Your touch, your smile, your gentle ways, They haunt my nights, they fill my days, In every breath, I feel your loss, A life without you is such a heavy cost.Pre-Chorus (Adam): You gave us strength, you gave us love, An angel sent from up above, Now the skies have called you home, But in our hearts, you're not alone.Chorus (Both): Forever in our hearts, you stay, A love that time can't take away, You're the song we sing, In every tear, in everything.Bridge (Alex): I clos
ALEX'S POV:"Alex," Adrian's voice cut through the fog of my grief, gentle but insistent. "You need to eat something. You need to take care of yourself."I shook my head, not looking up. "I can't," I whispered. "I can't do anything without her."He sat beside me, his hand on my shoulder, his own grief evident in his eyes. "I know," he said softly. "But Mireya wouldn't want you to waste away. She would want you to live, to find a way to go on."I knew he was right, but the thought of living without her was unbearable. How could I go on when the love of my life was gone? How could I face each day knowing she wouldn't be there to share it with me? It's been a week, but I can't still move on or do anything without her beside me. "Just try," Adrian urged, his voice breaking. "For her. For all the love you shared."I nodded, though I didn't know if I could. But I owed it to Mireya to try, to find a way to honor her memory, even if it felt impossible."You know, the human brain relives for s
ALEXANDER'S POV:I wiped the blackish blood from my hands as I stared at the emergency room in the hospital. She has been in there for almost three hours and I refuse to do anything. My mind was in a whirlwind, filled with images of her in pain, her beautiful white wedding gown stained with black colored blood. I refused to leave, refused to do anything but wait for some news, any news. The thought of losing her was unbearable. Every minute stretched into an eternity, and I could feel my heart breaking with each passing second.I had never felt so helpless in my life. The pain in her eyes, her anguished screams—those images haunted me as I waited for any news from the doctors.Family and friends were gathered around, their faces etched with worry and sorrow. My parents were trying to console Mireya's mother, who looked like she had aged a decade in just a few hours. Adrian was sitting with his head in his hands, tears streaming down his face. Finally, after what felt like an eternity,
MIREYA'S POV:Finally, it's my wedding day...I stood in front of the mirror, hardly believing that the reflection staring back at me was really me. My wedding gown was everything I had ever dreamed of – a delicate blend of elegance and simplicity, with intricate lace details that cascaded down to the floor. The dress hugged my figure perfectly, accentuating my curves... well, not curves, just bones, and still, it made me feel like a princess. The dress was everything I had ever dreamed of and more.Everything was ready and prepared because of all of them. They have been surprisingly planning a Wedding for Alex and me. They hid the fact that they had been preparing for this a couple of months ago. I was so dumb to realize it. I was so immersed in taking videos for each family member. I want to leave them only the happiest memories even if I'm gone someday. I want them to remember me only in their best and happiest memories. I don't want them to remember the sadness or the moment they
ALEXANDER'S POV:"I wouldn't mind, you know... Should we make that a reality?" I kissed the corner of her mouth as she snuck in a sharp breath. When it comes to Mireya, I mean every word I say. She's the only girl for me, the one I truly need in my life, every word I speak about her comes from the heart. Mireya is the one who completes me, and I can't imagine my life without her. She's my everything. In a world full of choices, Mireya is the one I choose, today and always."Alex," she whispered, her voice trembling. She opened her mouth to say something, but I could tell she couldn't bring herself to speak. I had to tell her how I felt, and there was no better time or place than right here, surrounded by the children whose lives she was about to change."Because I mean it, when it comes to you, I say and mean only the truth because Mireya, you are the only girl for me, the only one I need in my life."The children, sensing something special was happening, gathered around us, their eyes
MIREYA'S POV:I woke up with Alex's arm around me and yesterday was incredible with him always. We danced, we sang, and we had sex, it may sound cringe, but we made love. Fuck, Alex is my man. I can't believe we became a single soul again. I turned slightly to look at him, his peaceful face relaxed in sleep. His dark hair fell over his forehead, and his lips were slightly parted. Even in sleep, he was the most handsome man I had ever seen. My heart swelled with love for him. I gently brushed a strand of hair from his face, trying not to wake him.But Alex, ever the light sleeper, stirred and opened his eyes. He smiled that lazy, sexy smile that never failed to make my heart skip a beat. "Morning, Kuschelbar," he murmured, his voice deep and husky from sleep."Good morning," I replied softly, leaning in to kiss him. His lips were warm and familiar, and I felt a shiver of happiness run through me. "Sleep well?""Always do when you're next to me," he said, pulling me closer. His hand t
ALEXANDER'S POV:I wanted some alone with her. It was so difficult to remain untouchable in the home with her by my side; there were kids everywhere. I didn't even get a full kiss because the kids always surrounded her. I know they love them, but I want some attention too. They always steal her away from me. So, I took Mireya out today to our private beach where my dad and mum would spend time together. She looked so beautiful in her summer floral dress. Her amethyst eyes looked bright and beautiful just like her skin. The horizon was tinged with the soft hues of twilight, where the sun's last rays kissed the water with a gentle caress. Our private beach stretched out before us, a sanctuary of sand and sea that Mireya adored. I watched her from a distance as she stood at the water’s edge, the breeze playing with her hair, her silhouette framed by the golden glow of the setting sun.I walked up behind her, slipping my arms around her waist. She leaned back against me, sighing contente
ALEXANDER'S POV: When she first met her idols for the first time, the look on her face will always live rent-free in my mind. I know how she loved them and how their songs healed a part of her hurt heart. She was awestruck and I'm happy that I'm the one making her wishes come true. She adores them, but I'm not too fond of the fact that they act close to her. I know I'm being stupid and paranoid here, but she is my woman, no one else is allowed to touch her, especially strangers. But she is happy that's all that matters to me at the end of the day. She ate all the food she had been craving to eat. But she was sad when she said she couldn't able to feel the taste of the food. Because of her cancer treatment, she wasn't able to taste it because the food tasted tasteless or like mud. I hate seeing her like this, but she pushed those thoughts away and started eating normally. She doesn't show her feelings in front of me, that is fine. But I can sense her even from a mile just by the look
MIREYA'S POV: Alex - my savior. He is the perfect example of a man. A man who does anything for his woman. His love for me exceeded my love for him. If he asked me 'The love I have for you, the love you have for me, whose love is more?', I would say that instant is 'His Love'. But he would have answered that perfectly, 'Will you see the love we share as two?'. There were so many moments when I wanted to ask him to marry me. He took more effort to rectify his mistake in the past and I forgave him long ago. I can't stay away from him; he is the one I have loved since childhood. He knew, he definitely knew that I would want to meet the famous K-pop band 'BTS'. He surprised me by booking all the tickets and arranged a meeting to meet them. I'm beyond happy because of the unknown stranger people who tried to heal me with their music. I don't know how he did it, or what he did to agree to make them meet me. It's so generous of them to agree to meet me despite their busy time. I packed