My day started with the sound of my alarm sounding like a bomb going off, yanking me out of the wonderful, dream-filled oblivion I had been desperately holding to.
I rolled out of the bed, tripping over my own feet as if my body had already decided it was too tired for this whole “waking up” thing.
Once I at last dragged myself to school, surprise test day hit me like the mother of all surprises. Apparently, the world had decided that my life needed a little more anarchy, and what better way to start things than by throwing an exam at me when I could hardly remember my own name?
I should’ve known it was going to be a disaster when the only thing I had for breakfast was a half-eaten bag of chips I found in my backpack.
Well, here I am. Sitting at my desk like a poor soul waiting to be sacrificed to the cruel gods of standardized testing.
Today’s test was supposed to be one of those life-or-death moments, you know?
The kind of moment where you feel like you’re either going to pass and finally earn your high school diploma, or fail and end up living in your parents’ basement forever, watching reruns of “Friends” while wondering where it all went wrong.
And let me tell you, heaven has a way of making sure that I never have a good test day. Like, it’s a personal vendetta at this point.
The test itself? A joke. A cruel, twisted joke. The first question had me staring at the page like it was written in hieroglyphics.
“Who was the main character in ‘The Scarlet Letter’?”
Okay, easy. Or so I thought. I remember thinking, Come on, Alina. You read the book before. You even pretended to understand it when Mr. Wright started droning on about the symbolism of the letter ‘A’. You got this.
I look at the options.
A) Hester Prynne
B) Pearl
C) Roger Chillingworth
D) The Scarlet Letter
Wait. The Scarlet Letter is an option? Are we really doing this right now? Since when do objects get to be main characters?
Am I supposed to pick The Scarlet Letter and start a new literary revolution? Does that mean my high school essays are now all about how my backpack is the true hero of my education?
I’m so sure.
I glare at the question for a full minute, wishing the page would spontaneously combust, but it doesn’t.
Instead, I’m left to contemplate my entire existence as I mark Hester Prynne. Because why not? It’s definitely not the damn letter.
The rest of the test?
A blur. It’s as if the questions had been written by a sadistic genius who truly believed my brain was capable of performing advanced calculus while juggling flaming swords. Or in other words: the usual.
By the time I handed in the test, I felt like I had just survived a car crash, but not the kind where you walk away with a funny story.
No, this was the kind where you end up in the ER questioning everything you’ve ever known about yourself.
I slumped back in my chair, watching everyone else smugly walk out of the classroom like they had actually understood the material. They didn’t. I’m sure of it. There’s no way they did.
They probably just looked up the answers on their phones under their desks. Because that’s how high school works, right? Cheat or die.
I was not like a moral student or something! Of course I tried to cheat. But as soon as I sat down, I felt it—the weight of his gaze, like he was a hawk and I was the tiniest mouse trying to sneak a snack.
Every time I tried to nonchalantly peek at my phone beneath the desk, I could literally feel his gaze scorching through me, like he had radar for teenage dishonesty.
I swear, at one point, his eyes were so concentrated on me that I half-expected him to teleport over and take my phone out of my hand.
It was like he had a sixth sense for exactly when I was about to transgress the rules—damn his flawless timing.
The test ended! And everyone left the classroom! I was the last one to hand in my paper.
And then there was him. Of course, he had to be there. Mr. Cristiano Wright—my ever-so-charming, ever-so-irritating teacher.
He was resting against his desk, appearing like some kind of aloof model who undoubtedly got paid to look both exhausted and mesmerizing at the same time.
He smirked at me as I trudged out. “How’d you do, Alina?”
How did I do? Oh, I’m sure I nailed it. Absolutely crushed it. I wanted to tell him that, but instead, I just shot him a death glare.
“Just peachy,” I said, my voice dripping with sarcasm. “Definitely aced it. I’ll be sending you an invitation to my Nobel Prize ceremony. Don’t worry, I’ll get you a front-row seat.”
He chuckled like he found my misery amusing.
“Sure, if you say so,” he said, his eyes twinkling with something I couldn’t quite place—was it amusement? Or pity? Probably pity.
Ugh, why did I care? I didn’t care. At least that’s what I kept telling myself as I walked out the door, my brain fried beyond recognition.
Oh, and just when I thought my day couldn’t get any worse—surprise!
I was halfway down the corridor when I noticed it: a piece of paper fluttering near today’s lecture sheet handed by Mr. Wright.
At first, I assumed it was simply another crumpled-up school project, but then I discovered it wasn’t just any piece of paper.
It was a handwritten note. The note that nearly gave me a heart attack!
My heart skipped a beat as I knelt to get it. The handwriting was instantly recognizable—scrawled in a way that could only be attributed to one individual. Of course it came from him.
I unfolded it, praying to whatever high school deity existed that this would not be what I thought it was.
“Alina,” it began, in that same neat, too-perfect handwriting. “We need to talk. After school. My office. - C.W.”
It was as if the entire world had just stopped. My heart? It was either going to explode or fall out of my chest. Either way, I wasn’t going to be okay.
I stood there for a good minute, staring at the note like it had just given me a bad omen for my future.
My office! His office?
The place where all the uncomfortable conversations about grades, life choices, and my apparent inability to make good decisions happened. Fantastic.
Why did it always have to be him? Why couldn’t it be some normal teacher? One who didn’t make my heart race and my blood pressure spike every time I see him.
I crumpled the note in my hand and shoved it into my pocket, hoping that if I ignored it long enough, it would disappear. But we both knew that wasn’t going to happen.
As I walked towards my next class, I kept telling myself it was just a stupid note. Nothing to worry about.
But deep down, I knew it wasn’t. This was it—the moment where everything changed. And knowing my luck, I was probably about to step right into a mess I wasn’t ready to deal with.
But you know what? Whatever. Bring it on. I was already living my own personal soap opera, so what was one more plot twist?
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My day started with the sound of my alarm sounding like a bomb going off, yanking me out of the wonderful, dream-filled oblivion I had been desperately holding to.I rolled out of the bed, tripping over my own feet as if my body had already decided it was too tired for this whole “waking up” thing.Once I at last dragged myself to school, surprise test day hit me like the mother of all surprises. Apparently, the world had decided that my life needed a little more anarchy, and what better way to start things than by throwing an exam at me when I could hardly remember my own name?I should’ve known it was going to be a disaster when the only thing I had for breakfast was a half-eaten bag of chips I found in my backpack.Well, here I am. Sitting at my desk like a poor soul waiting to be sacrificed to the cruel gods of standardized testing.Today’s test was supposed to be one of those life-or-death moments, you know?The kind of moment where you feel like you’re either going to pass and f
It’s been exactly 2 days since the “don’t underestimate yourself” bomb dropped, and I’m still trying to figure out if I’m upset or just mildly ashamed.Honestly, I’d prefer to be angry, but something about the way Mr. Wright stated it made me feel like I’d just been seen—like I wasn’t the funny, sarcastic, rebellious girl I’ve carefully crafted. I was the girl underneath all of that, and I don’t know how I feel about that version of myself.I slouched back in my chair, the edges of my textbook blurring as my mind wandered where it shouldn’t. Once upon a time—okay, maybe last year—I was the Alina Hart. Top of my class. Captain of the track team. Teachers’ favorite. Parents’ pride.Now?I’m just... here.A “troublemaker.” A “distraction.” A problem to be fixed.Somewhere along the way, I stopped being the golden girl and started being the complication nobody wanted to deal with. You know how fairy tales have princesses? Yeah, that’s not me anymore. I’m the dragon now. The fire-breathing
I hate how much space he’s taken up in my brain. He’s like the unwanted roommate who just moved in, and now I’m stuck with him squatting in my head.He’s settled in comfortably, more like too much comfortably, like he’s paying rent for a penthouse, though no one actually asked him to. And let’s be real—I didn’t give him the key, either.It didn’t help that it was Saturday. Saturdays should come with a universal pass for being a lazy couch potato, binge-watching Netflix and pretending school doesn’t exist.Instead, I was stuck in a never-ending loop of overthinking. My brain was running in circles, replaying every embarrassing moment that led me to this point. Seriously, if there was a way to file for mental bankruptcy, I’d be first in line.I could’ve been napping. Or, you know, pretending to be productive. But no, instead I was trapped in my head, circling like a vulture waiting for my next mistake. And honestly?I didn’t even want to think about Mr. Wright. I wanted to think about l
Lying on my rough hostel bed, I looked up at the ceiling and tried to interpret the chipped-paint Morse code’s mysterious messages. Sadly, all it said was an existential dread of a girl being unwillingly “cared for.” Ugh.Ethan’s voice still rang in my head from that day in the coffee shop.“I need you to look out for her, Chris. Treat her like your own.”First off all, I wasn’t an abandoned puppy in need of adoption.Secondly, what did that even mean? Like his own what? Sister? daughter? Responsibility? The ambiguity alone was enough to make my skin itch.And then there was Wright—or should I say Mr. Wright—who sat there, sipping his coffee with that maddeningly poised face. The kind of look that screamed, Don’t worry, I’ve got this under control, while simultaneously exuding But do I, though?He’d agreed so quickly, like the thought of taking on a bratty, sarcastic teenager was his idea of entertainment.Why?The ceiling offered no answers, only the faint outline of a water stain sh
The coffee shop smelled like roasted dreams and charred realities—a fitting backdrop for my developing sense of gloom. Sitting at a small table across from Mr. Wright and my excessively exuberant brother Ethan, I grabbed my cup like it was the only thing tying me to this world. It was ceramic, warm, and not judging me—unlike my current company.Ethan, in his usual cheerful and oblivious manner, was talking a mile a minute. His enthusiasm was practically bouncing off the walls. “Man, it’s so good to see you again, Chris! Can I still call you that, or are you all formal ‘Mr. Wright’ now?”Mr. Wright—sorry, Chris, as Ethan insisted—leaned back in his chair, laughing. It was an easy, friendly laugh that made me wonder if he ever laughed that way during class. I wouldn’t know. The most I’d gotten from him was a polite “good job” when I accidentally solved a problem on the board.“You can call me Chris, of course,” he said. “I don’t think I could ever take ‘Mr. Wright’ seriously coming from
I could not describe the hostel as home, but for the time being, it was. The distinct scents of instant noodles and strawberry body spray greeted me like a one-two punch as soon as I walked into the room that I shared with Mia.There she was, sprawled on her bed with her headphones on, bopping her head to music that I could only guess was some hyper-pop nightmare.Our room was a “cozy” 10-by-12 box with two twin beds, a shared desk that wobbled if you so much as breathed on it, and a wardrobe that we had diplomatically divided right down the middle (though Mia’s side was constantly trying to invade mine).Above her bed was a collage of polaroids, fairy lights, and motivational quotes like “You got this!” and “Dream big!”—which, quite frankly, made me want to hurl.My side was... let’s call it minimalist. A plain white blanket, a pile of unread books, and a single framed picture of my mom from before everything fell apart. No frills, no nonsense—just the way I loved it.I dumped the ba
When someone tells you to “meet them in the library,” you believe it’s going to be a straightforward, uninteresting affair—like a group project that no one’s prepared for or a tutoring session where the tutor quits up halfway through. But when Mr. Wright is the one leaving you a cryptic note, the stakes suddenly feel higher.It’s fine. Totally fine. I’m just going to meet him, get another lecture about “unlocking my potential,” and walk out with more homework than any human brain can reasonably survive. That’s it. Definitely nothing weird or worth overthinking.So why, I ask myself for the hundredth time, am I sweating like I’m on trial for arson?The library feels suspiciously quiet when I push open the heavy wooden door. I’m immediately greeted by the smell of old paper and furniture polish—like someone tried to bottle “intellectual vibes” as a fragrance. Sunlight filters through the tall, arched windows, hitting the dust particles in a way that makes the whole place feel dramatic,
They say writing essays makes you smarter. I say writing essays makes you question every life choice that brought you to this point, including why your English teacher thinks poetry analysis is the key to unlocking the universe. Like really?Last night, I sat hunched over my desk, glaring at my crumpled piece of notebook paper like it owed me money.My topic?A stupid plum blossom poem that apparently symbolizes life’s endurance. Or maybe death. Honestly, the whole thing could’ve been written by a pretentious fortune cookie, and I’d still have to write about it.“Why are you sighing like a dying walrus?” Mia asked, sprawled across my bed with her phone in one hand and a bag of chips in the other.“Because Professor Wright is out to get me,” I replied, scribbling dramatic question marks all over the blank paper. “I bet he reads my essays and laughs maniacally, like some evil poetry overlord.”Mia snorted. “You’re being dramatic. You know he’s just doing his job, right?”I turned to gla
Mondays annoy me. I detest them so much that I could compile a full essay on why they should be outlawed, but nobody would read it because, guess what?Everyone else hates Mondays too. So, instead, we just wallow in the miserable fact that the weekend has officially ended and we’re back to being slaves to the system. Education system! And who better to remind me of this sad truth than the biggest authority figure in my life right now?Professor Cristiano Wright!I swear, the man was made to ruin mornings. I entered into class, late as usual, dragging my feet with all the enthusiasm of someone who’s just been told they’re going to spend the next hour reading Shakespeare in an ancient, dead language.I slide into my seat in the back corner of the room, trying to be as invisible as possible.I mean, who really wants to start the day with a lecture on some random 14th-century poet, right?Not me.I’m just here to survive, barely scrape by, and then go home to binge-watch anything that do