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2021-12-14 20:51:53Speaking of Sierra, I need to talk to her—or at the very least hear her voice—to soothe these emotions roaring in me. It's only ten o'clock in the evening, and I'm not in the mood to finish my homeworks. Perhaps I'll just get out of bed early tomorrow morning to do those. My brain is so tired right, and now the only person I'm longing for is Sierra; she's like my rest every time I feel tired. Whenever I see her face, hear her gorgeous voice, or think of her, everything in me has since to be in an array. I haven't gotten a good night's sleep in months because of my insomnia episodes. I stopped taking the sleeping medications because I felt they had no effect; my spirit and mind were still awake; I felt like my senses were floating in the air, and when a new day comes I still felt so sick and tired.
"Archer, how are you? What are you doing? I kept messaging you, but you weren't replyi
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I understood right away that something was amiss with what I said. Perhaps I offended Aries? But it wasn't on purpose; it was merely a pun, as we always do before. We're always making fun of each other, so what caused them to make those faces?"I-I'm sorry if I offended you?" I stated in embarrassment. Why do I always need to embarrass myself with everyone?"Listen, man, he didn't drop out of college because he's a slacker!" Glenn rose from the stool and knitted his brows at me. "He did that because he doesn't have any choice—" Aries interrupted him by placing his hand on his shoulder, while I’m here feeling bad about their reactions, yet confused."Calm down, Glenn. It's fine, he knows nothing about it.""What do I not know?" I asked as I straightened my bac
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July 13, 2016"Yeah, man, you're back!" Spencer exclaimed. He and George were seated on the stairs when they noticed me approaching the entrance door. They immediately rushed tome, flashing obnoxious smiles. I gave them a forced smile as we continue to walk."You did not inform me that you hosted a party at your place." That was the first thing I spoke to him about as we approached the lockers. I noticed how taken aback he was as he sank into a stupor and shrugged and when I looked at George; he was avoiding my eyes, which prompted me to nod when the realization struck me. I gave them a sneering smile. "Right!" I mumbled sarcastically as displeasure flashed across my face as I walked quickly toward my new locker."Wait, man! I-I just..." I shifted my gaze away from him, knowing full well that his explanation w
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