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Chapter 10: Sienna’s Confusion
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2023-03-11 18:07:25“Are you unwell?” A deep baritone voice asked with concern. I must look miserable, but what should a girl with a broken heart look like?
“I just need to get out of here.” I managed to say those words after a great deal of trepidation. I didn’t want to see anyone, let alone Cameron, at this stage of distress. There was ice in my vein I couldn’t get rid of, and it froze my heart.
Cameron looked long at me before replying decisively.
“Let me go with you.”
I took in a deep breath, and with a slight movement of my head in agreement, Cameron grabbed his coat and held my hand. We started walking along the concrete street onto Hyde Park.
Lamp-lit the vast green space of trees and ponds, the
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