Chapter 57

The sound of the heart machine beeping in my head, as white light flashed through my eyes, I struggled to open my eyes but the light was too bright making me close it and adjust to it before opening it again.

I opened my eyes to find myself in a white room, I had watched too many movies to know this wasn't heaven, and immediately told myself, I was in a hospital bed.

I felt a hand grab mine and I turned to find Ethan sitting beside me. "Emily you are awake" his deep voice vibrated, his eyes looked swollen red.

I didn't say a word, I didn't have the strength to. I surveyed the room looking at the equipments I was plugged into and tears began to roll down my eyes.

I laid there silently for a while playing the events of what happened in my head, I didn't think I could survive, I didn't think I would wake up after all that.

I put my hands on my stomach feeling it wrapped in a bandage, "my baby?" I thought.

"How is my baby" I asked glaring at Ethan who just shook his head.

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