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Chapter 1
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2021-03-01 19:13:11Author's P. O. V.
Shaina opened her eyes to a very different-looking place, she could still feel the starch and burns which she got when she fall down the cliff.
" goodbye Shaina "
She heard the same words ringing in her ears when he pushed her off the cliff, she closed her eyes as the familiar ache returned in her heart.
Never in her wildest dream she ever thought her love will do something like that to her.
if you did not want me you could have said once, I would have never showed you my face again... But you betrayed me... Tried to kill me! .... Shaina thought.
Her chain of thoughts got disturbed when she felt something soft... So soft...she opened her eyes to see sparkles... A little weird sparkles before she saw a waterfall.
A beautiful waterfall.
She sat up in whatever she was on, bee eyes fixed on the waterfall.
She stood up and walked near the waterfall and light, soft sunlight but then she noticed, the waterfall was flowing backward.
" oh God what is this? " she murmured feeling scared all of a sudden.
Her eyes accidentally met to her feet as she saw the whole earth beneath her feet.
Her legs began to shake, she moved her eyes all and saw the endless universe, firey stars, and frozen planets.
Her eyes become wide as soccer but she could not feel her heartbeat, she could not feel the loud thumping in her veins.
" what the fuck is happening with me? " she said as she looked at herself, she was in something white.
It was not a dress not a clothe but something she could not put a label on, it was soft as silk maybe more she did not know.
" I never heard any angle curse " she heard a deep voice.
She turned around only to see her fav actor standing in front of her.
" How are you feeling now, Shaina? " the man in front of her asked.
Shaina could not believe her eyes, SRK ( Shah Rukh Khan) was standing in front of her eyes and asking her how she was.
" It must be a dream," she said as she rubbed her eyes.
" it has to be a dream," she said as she blinked her eyes many times.
" it is not a dream Shaina " he said as he looked at her amusingly.
" if it is not a dream then why SRK is standing in front of me, there is no way in hell he would know my name and why can not I feel anything, cold or hot even my heartbeat? " Shaina asked as she looked around.
He only smiled at her childish behavior, well for him it was.
" do you remember what happened with you before you died? " he asked.
Shaina stopped she remembered how he pushed her and she falls down the cliff and then came the unbearable pain when she falls on the huge rocks down in valley she felt an immense amount of pain in her lower abdomen after that everything went blank and she opened her eyes here.
" I remember but died? " she said as she looked at him.
" because you are a spirit now, well for now " he explained.
" sprit? From now? What do you mean? " she asked.
" you are not in the human world now," he said.
Suddenly she started laughing, he continued to smile as reading her thoughts.
" where are the cameras and where is your team? " she asked once she stopped.
" This is now your reality Shaina Awasthi " he said as she looked around once again only to get lost in the beauty of the peaceful scene in front of her.
" Okay if you do not, believe me, I shall go away from here," he said before Shaina could even register his words clearly he was gone, he vanished in thin air.
She got a little scared when out of nowhere he appeared in front of her and walked inside of her and out of her.
This time Shaina believed, she believed she was dead and he was the ultimate power standing right in front of her.
" ask Shaina what you want to ask," he said as he smiled.
" so you... I mean you also have a body? " she asked.
" I wanted to talk to you and this body felt comfortable," he said with a smile.
" why you chose this face? " she voiced out her thoughts.
" because we all want to see what we love, and he seemed to be your favorite from the human world," he said as she nodded.
" what am I supposed to do now? " she asked after a few minutes of silence.
" well let's get a little rundown of your life," he said as Shaina looked at him.
" It was all pain nothing else, so push me to hell that is where I am supposed to be," she said looking away.
" Why do you think like that? " he asked as she sat down.
" I do not know but did we had any rivalry between us... Why you did that to me, a life filled with pain and no love at all " she said.
He chuckled
" why do you think he never loved you? " he asked.
" he was moaning Shona's name while fucking me, what else do you think is needed as proof " she said with a dark chuckle, the same image flashed against her eyes.
" and do you know who that Shona is? " he asked.
She simply shook her head but did not speak.
" do you see that upward flowing waterfall " he asked?
" yes," she answered.
" when you will walk past that, you will remember all your lives until now and will know each truth," he said.
Shaina looked astonished for a second.
" I was going to make you walk past that but now let's try something else," he said.
" what do you mean ? " she asked.
" change what you can this time Shaina," he said before he pushed her and she fall down.
" save me! " she cried for a second before she remembered she was already dead.
She fall down with the thud sound on the floor and looked where she reached.
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