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have you ever died more than once? I know it's impossible for you but not for me because I died three times, the first time I died was when they took my brother away from me, the second time I died was when I left my loved ones, and now I died the third time, it feels like your soul is being pulled out of your body, or maybe it feels as if someone is holding your heart in his hands and in one move they ripped it out of your chest, I watched my loved ones being exploded in front of my eyes and I couldn't do anything, I guess this is the benefit of living in a world like mine because this is what always happens, I watch my loved ones die.
I cut my ropes and got up and sent my punch straight to his jaw, he fell to the ground, and I suppose we were alone here because no guards showed up.
he got up and I stepped back, balancing my weight on my left foot, and threw my right fist out in a curved punch at his temple. Turning ninety degrees to the side, he brought his right forearm up to counter the blow, formed a fist with his left, and threw it at my outstretched jaw, and I stumbled back a little.
I hit Jake under the jaw, and he stepped back and swung at me. I shrugged my shoulder up and took the punch on it. I hit him four times, three lefts, and a right in the face. He stumbled back.
I curled my hand into a fist and aimed for the front of his nose. My fist hit the bridge of his nose. His blood splattered all over the ground of the warehouse.
then I grabbed my butterfly knife and stabbed Jake in the shoulder but before I could stab him again he got his gun out and shot me in the shoulder but that didn't stop me and I stabbed him again then took my knife, searched for my phone and ran out of the warehouse, I called my Father and he sent someone to get me.
My father's man took me to our private hospital and helped me get to the 6th floor, Where everyone from the explosion is having medical attention.
"How are they?" I asked my parents but my mother was still in shock so my dad answered: " some of them are still in surgery and the others are out but are not awake yet."
"who's out?"
"Ella, Roman, and Alexander, "
my father looked at my shoulder and said, "you should have medical attention"
"I'm fine, " I said.
"How did you know?" my mom asked and continued, " I asked them not to tell you, "
"ublyudok (the bastard) showed me the explosion in a projector, " I said and then went to remove the bullet from my shoulder.
after removing the bullet I went to Ella's and Roman's Rooms and then went to Alexander's, I took a chair and sat on it.
I took Alexander's hand in mine and said "Before you, I felt like I was dying. The panic consumed me and squeezed the life from my heart. But I didn't care. When we are weighed down by the torture of hate, we don't fear death. There was nothing to live for… until you found me again."
I continued "You rebuilt me and fixed what was broken. You made me better and pieced me back together in new ways that improved me. With the right parts, I was reborn… and life felt real… and right for the first time,"
"Natalie, the doctor from Danielle's surgery is out, he want to talk to us." Mom said and I took one last glance at Alexander and went with her to the doctor's room.
The doctor said "Mr. Salvator, I have some bad news and some good news, " he paused for a minute and continued " Danielle has been too close to the walls during the explosion so a piece of metal from the wall, went directly to her spine, which will lead to paralyzing her, "
my mom gasped and started to cry and I just sat on the chair and started to cry as well and my dad just looked on the ground and asked "and the good news, "
"The good news is that the piece of metal came between the seventh and eighth cartilaginous vertebrae, which gives the possibility of healing from paralysis, but this can happen in two ways, the first method: a very dangerous operation to remove it, or the second method, which is treatment sessions that help her to walk again, but it will take about 9 months to walk again '' the doctor explained.
"and how dangerous this operation is?" I asked and my voice was barely a whisper.
"I'm afraid it's too dangerous miss Salvator, I mean one mistake might paralyze your sister forever, so I recommend the second way, " The doctor said and I nodded then helped my mother to get out of the room and helped her sit on one of the beds.
when I got out I saw Alexander's Family in the hallway, Emily came in my direction and asked "where is he?" I pointed to his room and they went there.
I sat on the chair beside my father and asked "what are we gonna do?"
"The Andrews have passed their line, it's time to get the council in the game, " my father answered.
"speaking of the council do they know that you killed Jake's uncle and his family?" I asked.
"they gave me the orders, " My dad answered.
and now I couldn't hold it back anymore, I started crying, and my father took me in his embrace and I started sobbing in his chest and I said "this too much, this more than my power, I can't take it anymore, please make it stop, it hurts,"
"my child, we can't stop now, we have to keep going for the sake of Danielle, Dominic, Alexander, for the sake of everyone we have to keep going, " my father said.
2 months have passed since the explosion and there is no news on the Andrews, Everyone is having a hard time understanding their conditions, Danielle is shutting everyone out, the doctor said this might happen to her, Dominic is holding up well, Ella is good but she is still scared to get out on her own, Roman wasn't damaged a lot and his and Danielle's relationship have grown because Danielle only talks to him, Alexander is by my side all the time and our relationship has gone back like it was before.I went to Danielle's room to give her some food when I entered it Danielle didn't even look up to see who it is, I put the food on the nightstand and sat on the bed, I looked at her."I don't blame you if you hate me by now, you're in this condition because of me, " I said."nothing is because of you sestra (sister), " Danielle said and gave me a comforting look."I'm the one who is supposed to be in your place, " I s
later that day after choosing the engagement party location which is in Russia in our house, we were sitting on the balcony drinking Nescafe while our maids we're preparing our suitcases, then someone rang the doorbell and I went downstairs to open the door.when I opened the door I found a woman with 7 years old girl with her, I said "hello""hi, are you Natalie Salvator?" the woman asked and I answered, "yes, who are you?""I'm... I'm Varushka Salvator, Nicholas's wife, " She said and I froze."but my brother wasn't_" she interrupted me and said, "I know he didn't tell any of you but that's the truth, please may I talk to you?""come in," I said and stepped away so she could enter the house, I led her upstairs and to the balcony, everyone turned to us."everyone this is... well that's what she said... this is Nicholas's wife... Varushka." I said and everyone went silent.
We've been having breakfast when I started to feel sick, my stomach was hurting me so badly when Mom noticed that I wasn't eating she said "sweetheart, are you okay?""Yeah, I just think I caught a cold, I'll go rest, " I said and went upstairs and to my room, a few moments later there was a knock on my door."Come in," I said and Varushka entered my room, and sat on the bed."are you okay?" she asked. "Yeah, I'm just feeling pain in my upper stomach, " I said."like a sharp pain?" she asked."Yeah, " I answered and she hummed."I know it's none of my business but I used to feel. this pain when I was pregnant with Aniyah, " she said and my eyes widened."you think I'm pregnant?" I asked."I mean maybe but you won't know for sure unless you do a pregnancy test, " she said and I answered immediately "how we can't get out of the house, " and the pain started to get sharper and I clutched
"I still can't wrap my head around the fact that you're going to be a mother in 9 months, " Ella said and I smiled while looking at the mirror while the designer has been putting the final touch on my dress for today's party."no one of us can, I swear Dominic kept asking me every 10 minutes if I'm serious when I told him, " Danielle said and I laughed and put my hand on my belly."there we go, you are all ready, Tesoro (sweetheart), " the designer said and asked Ella to come and stand so she could do her dress as well, she already done Danielle's, and I went and sat down beside Aniyah."hey, little one, how are you feeling so far, "I asked her as I put her on my lap while she was doing her homework."honestly I'm happy, everybody here loves me, especially Uncle Alexander, " she said."Alright now I'm jealous, " I said and laughed when I saw her confused over something on her notebook when I looked down it was a math operation,
"Kick him out, " My father in law said, or let me be more specific he yelled and slammed his hand on the table."We can't just kick him out, " Alexander said, and I sighed, this discussion has been going for hours, I raised my hand and said "may I say something, " and they nod their heads."I get it you all afraid of him, but let's try him for one week if he makes the slightest move, he's out, " I said and they seemed to think about and then they all agreed.I woke up in the middle of the night, and I was too hungry, I looked at Alexander beside me and decided not to wake him up, and went to the kitchen and turned on the light and I jumped and let out a yelp, Chris was on the kitchen counter drinking Vodka."Sorry didn't mean to scare you, " He said and he sounded half-drunk, I stepped into the kitchen and he offered me the bottle."no, I don't, " I said and he said "right, pregnancy, " and I opened the fridge and took some chee
Chris's POV I having a shower and I started hoping that Natalie has believed my act yesterday and I remembered my conversation with Jake.(A few weeks ago)...the bag was removed from my face and in front of me was Jake Andrews and don't ask me how I know him, I just do, he sat down on the chair in front of me."Hello Christopher, I'm -" I cut him off and said "Jake Andrews, "he smiled and said "you're keeping good eyes on your brother, " and I was confused about how did he know."I'll tell you later, now let's head to business, and before we start don't play the good brother role because I know very well, about what's going on between the two of you, ""you want your brother dead as much as I do, he took your place didn't he, you're 7 minutes older than him, so let's help each other, " he explained and I gave him a mischievous smile."nice, so the plan is simple when the right time comes you w
After 5 daysChris's POV "Jake, I'm telling you this plan is working like hell, Alexander trusts me again and Natalie is spending all her time with me, I'm going to do it today, " I said to Jake on the phone.Natalie's POVChris entered the kitchen and I said "good morning Chris, sit down breakfast is about to be done, " and he sat-down."where is Alexander?" Chris asked."he left early, and he didn't want to wake you up, " I said and sat down and started eating.3 hours have passed, and I heard Alexander's car park outside the manor and I was headed outside to greet him when Chris blocked my way."Hey, what's the hurry?" he asked and started stepping towards me, and I stepped back until I hit the wall and he closed the space between us."umm, can you move away, I want to go see Alex, " I said but he stayed in his place and said "why? what makes Alexander better than me,"
"where is he? you son of a bitch," I asked Jake and he just laughed."still violent Natalie, he's fine, he's just fine, isn't he Chris?" Jake said and I heard laughing in the background."what do you want, just tell me what is it you want?" I said and my voice became broken and my eyes started to water.and I started recalling every single day of my life with Jake, every secret until I remembered when I once followed him into a warehouse where the dirty work was done, and maybe just maybe Alexander is there."I might know where Alex is, but I have one condition, " I said and everyone nodded their heads for me to talk and I said "I go with you, or I go alone, ""fine, " Dad said and Emily turned to him and said "uncle Charles, she's pregnant, who knows what could happen, ""and do you think if I say no, she won't go, she could burn this house to the ground to go with us, so I'm just choosing the easy way, " Dad said an
<span;>"How could you do that?" Danielle asked with teary eyes while standing beside me. "She asked me to, Dani. She wanted me to put her out of her misery." I looked at the headstone in front of me. <span;>In a Memory of Natalie Salvator- De Luca.<span;>Mother, Sister and Wife. <span;>one month has passed, Natalie had woke up from the coma she was in but her case was getting worse and worse every day but she still couldn't let go of our marriage thing and I didn't stop her... we got married but our happiness didn't last long because shortly after, her sickness got worse to the point where she can't even get out of bed. <span;>'A few days ago' <span;>"Matteo, Please." Natalie looked at me with those blue eyes that once were filled with Joy but now they are only filled with pain and agony. <span;>"I can't Natalie." and I wasn't lying, she was asking me to kill her. How can one
2 months have passed, now I have 4 left, I've been trying different wedding dresses now, of course, Lana has asked Danielle to come and convince me to try them on, I wasn't planning on doing all this buzz, because with every day that passed I've been getting weaker and weaker."perfect," I heard both Lana and Danielle and I think I heard Ella's voice with them, so I turned around saw her leaning on the door frame, I immediately ran to her and hugged her."what are you doing here?" I asked and she laughed.she pulled back and said "when heard from Dominic that you're getting married, again, I couldn't stop myself from come here and help you, especially with everything that's going on, " and I pulled her in a hug again."you never hugged me like that, " I heard Dominic's voice say and pulled back."Hello, sis, " he said and I went to him and pulled him in my arms and hugged him, when we pulled back, he said "so that's how we ended up hearing that you're s
I woke up and looked beside me to find Matteo staring at me, I yelped and said "what the hell?" he laughed at me."I'm admiring, " he said and I answered "you're staring, ""it's romantic, " he said and I answered "it's creepy, " and he took a pillow and throw it at my face.there was a knock on the door and I heard Lana say "love birds get up, breakfast is ready, " and that's what we did.as we were having breakfast while Lana was playing with the children, I looked at Matteo, put my fork and knife down, leaned back in my chair, and said "I'm dying, " and he immediately froze in his place and asked "what?""I'm sick Matteo, " I said and he put his knife and fork down and asked, "what do you mean sick?" I sighed and looked away." I have a brain tumor, all I have left is six months, " I explained, looked back at him, and saw that his eyes are red, and a tear escaped his eye."and there is no treatment?" he asked, his voice was shaky, and I a
(6 months later)"Alright, guys, this ends today's lecture, and don't forget to bring the assignments tomorrow, thank you, " I said as all the students started heading out and I began organizing my stuff when one of my students Laura I think, came to me."Professor Salvator, I'm sorry but I won't be able to attend the lectures these days, " she said nervously."why?" I asked her."umm, my father he passed out recently, and I'm uhh, " she said and started crying, I immediately hugged her, she hugged me back."it's okay, I get it, believe me, " I said and she pulled back and said, "I thought that I could get used to it but the pain never ends, when will it end?""It won't end, it's going to be with you till the rest of your life but by the time you'll learn to live with it, I did, " I explained and she just looked at me and listened after that she went out and I went home, Lana is so gonna kill me.I opened the door to the apartment and saw La
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"so you're asking us to kill Alexander?" The leader of the council who is Dimitri asked."No sir, I'm asking you to get the people who he kidnapped back and I think I can deal with him, " I explained."But I think we should end the Knight family, Alexander was being a trouble to us lately, " Leonid said and I nodded my head."so what is it exactly you want from us, Natalie?" Uncle Maxim asked."All I'm asking for is protection for me and my children in the meantime, and in return, Matteo here is ready to make things good with us Russians, and he will be a big help in our operations, " I explained and Dimitri seemed to think about it and then turned his attention to Matteo."Mr.De Luca is that true?" Dimitri asked and Matteo nodded his head."yes, but in two conditions, one: Natalie and her children will be kept safe, two: I want Alexander's head, " Matteo said and Dimitri got up and went to him and after a few more stares at each other, he offered
We were walking in Matteo's house yard after he asked to bring the twins with me, and if I'm being honest I really am surprised that he wanted to see them, given that half of them is still Alexander's, he was now helping Irina walk, since Charles Jr has been running around, he was able to walk so quickly that I didn't even see it coming."How?" I asked and his eyes met mine and he asked "How?""How can you treat my children like that even though you know Alexander is their father?" I asked him and he let out a small laugh."If I learned anything through the years, is to never judge someone by their relatives, and especially these children they don't deserve to be treated horribly because of their crazy father, and you didn't deserve to be treated like he treated you, you are made of gold and gold gets treated so carefully, " Matteo said and I just noticed that my eyes watered at his words.after what he said we went and sat at a table and I put both Irina and
"Natalie, talk to me sister, " Dominic said and I stared at him trying to decide if I should tell him or not."I-I met someone, he is a very good person, he is serious but, " I stopped and he was nodding his head as I've been talking."But you're afraid if you ask Alexander for divorce he will take the children away from you, " he said and I nodded my head as I've been playing with my hands because of nervousness."at least tell me his name so I could check everything about him, " he said."His name is Matteo De Luca, " I said and Dominic's eyes widened."Do you know who that is?" Dominic asked me and I wanted to say yes but I just realized that I don't even know who he is."He is the guy who killed Alexander's father, " he said and my brain has shut down, there is no way Matteo killed Alex's father."And he is the father of Lea's daughter," Dominic continued."Sister, for both our sakes, stay away from him, and as in for Alexan
Natalie's POV"Yeah, I have to stay for more days, " Alexander said on the phone and I was about to answer but he closed the line before hearing me out.it's been 3 months, 3 fucking months where Alexander kept saying, today and tomorrow and I was fucking sick of this, I'm going to ask him for divorce and it's not because of Matteo, it's just this marriage is not working anymore.and for the last month, I stopped sneaking because I moved out to one of Dominic's properties and took Lana with me, so I just feel free and Alexander didn't even put men to follow me, I mean who knows maybe he got himself a bitch to stay with him.suddenly my phone rang, grabbing me out of my thoughts I was about to answer when Lana pulled the phone from my hand."what the fuck?" I asked and she smiled at me."take a hold of yourself girl, play hard to get, " she said and I scoffed."I've been playing hard to get for three months, " I said and she handed me the pho