Sabastian's POV"Why are you staring at me like a freak?". Snow asked and mom glanced over to me. Must she say something about me staring? Gosh woman! "I was not staring". I replied. There was no way I would admit to that in front of my mother but still….my mom had a big grin on her face. Yeah…..she must think her plane is working and it isn't. "I saw you Sabastian, no need to lie". Snow said as she rolled her eyes at me. My lie was obvious but there was no way I was going to admit that I was staring. I would seem like a creep right now and my mother won't let me hear the last of it….she must be matchmaking me and Snow right now in her mind. "I told you I wasn't staring at you Snow just dropped it already by the way why would i even stare at you?". I asked Snow but I regretted my question as she glared at me. I don't know why I was lying when it was obvious that I had been staring at her. "I can't believe you would lie when she caught you staring". Mo
SABASTIAN POV After the day Snow visited me during Jennifer's wedding day,she had been on my mind everyday. It's been eight days since then and heck I can't seem to forget about her. Her smile and the way she talked so sweetly to my mother. It felt so nice. I was happy she and my mother are getting along fine. But why the heck was I even happy about that? I knew that I wanted Snow close by but I didn't have the guts to ask her. Yes that was it I wanted to ask her out for a friendly date but I don't know how she would take it. What should I even do ?"Sabastian! Sabastian!". My colleague called and I snapped out of my thoughts and turned to him. Goodness I couldn't even think straight at this point the only thoughts that filled my head were thoughts of Snow. This was bad. I need to concentrate on my work. "Yes…". I replied as I scratched the back of my neck nervously. "Where did your mind wander off to? I have been calling your name for a while now"
Snow POV I was so satisfied at the look on the woman's face as I reached forward and tapped her on her shoulder. "Since you have a lot of money to chase customers away….you should pay up". I said the last part in a serious tone. I was not joking a bit with her. "I...I...am sorry…it was not my intention to speak to you that way but...eh ...but…". She tried so hard to find words to say but she was stammering and fidgeting. "I don't need you damn excuses!". I yelled suddenly and the woman flinched back,I turned to the two construction workers eating. "Ain't they done with their meal tell them to leave". I told the woman who was battling with her words. "Gentleman, the food is in the house, you can take the plates and leave". I told them as they stood thanking me nonstop as he gathered the remaining food and thanked the woman as they left. "Now back to business...the money". I told the woman. "I don't have it... please give me more time I will surely have it t
Sebastian POV Time flew by quickly and it was already the weekend . I was glad I could just rest at home. I deserved it. I went grocery shopping before I decided to just sit and watch a show on the Tv. Jennifer must be on her honeymoon by now. Why was I even remembering Jennifer? I didn't want anything to do with her but the thought that she was off somewhere with another man didn't settle well with me and Snow decided to ignore me. My doorbell rang and I was wondering who it was because I was not expecting any visitors today. Who could that be? I wondered as I got off the couch and headed to the door and who I saw surprised me as I opened the door immediately. "Snow, what are you doing here?". I asked as she pushed me inside as she let herself in. "Weren't you the one that invited me over?". Snow asked as she sat on the couch and I locked the door as I stared at her. Well she told me she wasn't coming. "You told me you were not coming and even hung up
Sabestain's pov Snow's question caught me off guard as I held my breath. I was a bad liar. I knew that and saying anything would make her suspicious of me. I didn't even know what we had going on, I just knew that we were friends. Did I want something more than that? I couldn't answer that question. I kept quiet as Snow stared at my uncomfortable state. What the heck was going through her head? I haven't said anything so she might start suspecting. What should I even say? I was confused."I was just joking". Snow said and I sighed in relief. I had a hunch that she knew I was in a dilemma as to what to reply to her question. Her question was unexpected and even if she waits till tomorrow I don't think I would have a reasonable answer to give her because I didn't know what I wanted at this point. First I just wanted to stay away from her but now….I want her close to me more than I like to admit. I want her presence around me and it upsets me when
Sebastian POV I don't know if it's okay to say that Snow was ignoring me now. At first I thought it was just because she was tired that made her give no reply to the text I sent asking if she went back safely ,but now I think she knowingly ignored my text, because it has been a week and two days and she hasn't sent a reply. I was beginning to worry that she wasn't fine, but I didn't want to call her or send another text since she didn't reply to the last text I sent. I was getting too obsessed with her. I knew that but I couldn't help it. I wanted to know she was but still I didn't want to seem as if I cared too much. I was struggling with how I felt about her. Did I care more than a friend? Or was it something else? My mind was in constant stress over thinking about her. Then I finally decided to call her when it got close to three weeks and I haven't heard from her. I got back from work and tomorrow would be a Saturday so I had all the time in the
Sebastian's pov Snow was obviously upset for reasons unknown to me because I was not with my cell phone. I kept it in my room."I am just waking up from sleep now and I have my phone in my room". I told her as she glanced over to the couch which my blanket was on. " Tsk you just got saved...I thought you were actually ignoring me". Snow said as she sat on the couch and tossed my blanket to me. "Go clean up it's morning already". She told me as she took the tv remote and I rushed inside to my room to freshen up. I can't believe Snow met me this way. It was not as if I looked titerted or anything but I was still wearing my pajamas and that was embarrassing but there is nothing that could be done now it has happened so I got to leave with it but I still didn't like it. I got into the shower and took a quick bath, brushed my teeth and then the problem began. I was actually looking for something to wear as if I was trying to impress someone who was even kidding I wanted to im
Snow's POV I watched him silently as I noticed he was angry."I didn't". He grit out and Jennifer continued pressing the doorbell and banging on the door. Talk about a crazy and deranged ex who goes way to the top. "She won't stop if you don't tell her to go away". I told Sabestian who sighed as he walked up to the door and opened it himself."What are you doing here!". He yelled at her and Jennifer flinched at the time of his voice. Wow! I haven't heard Sebastian speak this way before he seems very angry at her."I...well...I…". Jennifer struggled with her words and then I chuckled and their attention turned to me and I raised my hand in surrender. I didn't even know when the chuckle escaped my mouth. "If you come here again or ring this doorbell again I will take a picture of you and post it on social media as the crazy ex...let me see what your husband would say then". Sabestian threatened Jennifer as he slammed the door shut in her face and locked it."Sorry...I wasn't
Snow pov;I began to discuss with the boss he said that he was okay with whatever we decided to do but didn't say much about it. He didn't seem to like the present situation he was in .No one would like to look bad in front of his men.No boss wouldChris and I told him we were glad he was fine as he left the decision making to us.That being said , Chris and some other gang members went to go and meet with the leader of the rival gang.Meetings like this I hated to attend in the past, because it was the boss that did it more efficiently, but I had no choice now did I?For the next couple of days, it was just us talking with the rival gang trying to sort things out, trying to know what they wanted and it turns out they wanted more of our turf and we can't possibly give the places that we collect money from,so there was no conclusion made. The rival gang said that they will continue to hunt us down, if we did not give in to their request. I was at a loss in this, this fight was g
Snow's pov ''It was Edward .''he said. It was hard to believe that Edward would do that, but he always had love for money, so maybe it was because of money that he would betray the Boss. He should know better than to do that.It was a death sentence. ''where is he now ?'' I asked Chris.''No one has any idea where he is,he just disappeared.'' Chris said.He ought to because stating would not end well,I didn't want to waste much time as it was late and I needed to get back to my son. Chris and I went inside the base . The boss was sleeping when I saw him. I didn't want to stress him by waking him up so I just left his room, as long as he was fine that was all that mattered. I asked things about the other gang and they told me that it was alright they were trying to take over. Why after all this time are they acting like this? even buying someone to tell them about our gang's whereabouts. '"Have you investigated it.'' I asked and he said he had handed me over the documents t
Snow's POV;***6 YEARS LATER*** Things we leave behind don't necessarily go away.I thought I had left that life behind but one day I got a call from Chris.''What do you mean by the boss got injured?''I asked him in annoyance as he told me something I thought I would never hear in my life. The boss was injured. I looked back at Sebastian's sleeping face after I left the mafia world life has been pretty good for both of us and I promised I will never go back to that life ,so hearing this now ,I was conflicted on what to do ,it's been six years already and I thought that I will never have anything to do with that life again.But now I was being called, the boss was injured and the gang members were anxious.I was probably the second person that boss trusted and I know the ways of the mafia world well more than any member….it's often rumored that the boss would hand over to me when he retired ,but I left instead and now this ,maybe I felt a little angry at myself for leaving ,maybe
Snow's povI told the boss that I haven't gotten rid of it. His face dropped.''You really want to see what I would do?" He asked, anger evident in his voice.''I don't want to run away from this ,because I am not the type to run and I will tell you plainly that I can not get rid of this child. I would rather leave the mafia world than get rid of my child,'' I told the boss firmly.He has been so good to me in the past that I don't want anything to change, I like what is going on between us now and how he cares about me like a daughter and I know that well and I don't want to disappoint him.But this is something I just can't do, this is my child and I want to do everything I can to protect it.''Do you understand what you saying Snow do you just wish for that sentence is that what you want?'' the boss asked.''I just want you to put into my account all that I have done in the past and let me go. I don't want to live here damaged.''I told him.I don't want to get punished here.''So y
Snow's povAs I left the same base and got into my car and drove off,all I could feel was numbness .I haven't felt this way before. I didn't actually even know what to think or even want to feel. I just knew that I should drive to the hospital.There was nothing else I could do ,but listen to the boss ,because he was right in every aspect ,the life I lived was not one a child should be involved in. What was I even thinking of in the first place I thought that I could finally get Sebastian out of my life and now this.Seriously damn it! I stepped on the gas and drove at high speed. I could hear the shouting of the driver telling me to slow down and calling me crazy but I didn't care as I just drove.Even though I had to be the boss I just didn't feel like doing this.I didn't want to kill a child that did nothing to me.I never knew my parents and I never thought about losing a child or even having one because in the first place. All I knew is that parents who give life to kids an
Chris povI can't wrap my head around what the doctor was saying. I heard the words but I still didn't understand how that could be possible.I have known Snow for so long that this was something hard to believe. Who was the father of the child? When did this happen? She wasn't acting unlike herself so how did this happen? I was only thinking and asking myself questions that have no answer. I was not happy by this news and maybe I felt a bit jealous that someone actually got together with Snow.Who the heck was that?I thought as I clenched my fists together." S...she is pregnant." The doctor repeated again this time more softly and silence filled the whole room.This wasn't going to end well. I knew that wellSnow is one of the best and her getting pregnant was not something that was done. This was a mafia gang. We were supposed to be bad people, not good people or normal people caring for kids."This life wasn't isn't for kids you know that well." the boss said to no one in
SNOW POV:Chris and I got out of the car and walked into the warehouse , as we approached the men they saw us and a shootout occurred. There are guns shooting everywhere, this is not how it was supposed to go down. We were supposed to take them by surprise and not let them know we are coming here today.They were fully prepared waiting for us at the entrance with their guns out as we walked in. Thank goodness I and Chris came together ,I can't believe I am saying this.We took cover. This is really frustrating. We were supposed to be the one pushing them back, not us being ambushed. This was so wrong I managed to shoot down two of them. I don't actually know how many there were. This was just supposed to be a simple ambush,we were just to get their Boss and come out unscathed easier said than done ,the Boss was not protected by them but the Intel we got said that he should be with just two guards today so why was this wrong?Were we betrayed or is there a mole in the base? T
Sabestian povI was torn between following Snow or staying in my apartment. I can't believe what she said was she trying to just push me away but was it actually true.Come to think of it, she was too strong to be a woman and she always acted so weird but I didn't mind.Who would think she was actually in the Mafia. I can't believe this ,but I can't do anything about it ,even if I knew I was in love with her ,I can't still do anything about it ,because she has rejected me and chasing after her will be pointless I have had my own share of heart break from Jennifer ,I don't think I want to pursue that again from snow, I just let her go and she left.Call me a coward, but I think that's the best thing.For the short time I know Snow, I know she won't change her mind when she has made up her mind on what to do. I don't think any form of persuasion would make her change her mind ,even though I know that I should try ,I still did nothing as she left and I slumped on my couch , feelin
Sebastian povI can't believe I was actually kissing Snow. She tasted absolutely delicious and I couldn't get enough of her. I pushed her onto the couch and she wasn't complaining one bit and I was more than happy ,as we continued to kiss as I struggled to undress her .I pulled off her top over her head and my hand landed at her trouser as I was trying to unbuckle it and pull it off,I don't know if I should say that it was because i was drunk ,but I was feeling high and I can't think anything as our clothes was out of the way, we continued kissing and biting each other until I almost fell off the couch.The couch isn't big enough so I picked her up with wobbly legs and headed to my room. She wasn't complaining as we got to the room. She was acting unlike herself. I was happy that she was complying well.I gently lay down on the bed. I knew that we were both drunk and maybe I should have stopped then, but she hung her hand across my neck and pulled me onto top of her and I can't