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Why Does It Matter To You So Much?
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Angelina hadn’t managed to explain her conflicted feelings about her husband very well, had she? She had told her story with the bare facts rather than the emotions behind them so it made sense Jill wouldn’t understand. She couldn’t quite understand them herself.“I had wanted things to stop being so stilted between us before I got kidnapped,” she explained. “But I didn’t realize that he was important to me in any capacity until I thought about him almost as much as I did Aria when I was locked in that birdcage.“So when he told me he loved me, I decided to let him. I was legally obligated to be stuck with him as long as Aria is a minor anyway and didn’t want to spend all that time suffering from loneliness the way I had been before.“That wasn’t fair to him though…I do care about him and want him to be happy despite everything that’s happened between us but I don’t love him. At least I don’t think I do. I’ve never been in love so I have no way to tell.“Eddie is a good person and he’
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On some level, Angelina could acknowledge that part of their problem was a lack of intimacy but was she really ready for that? Her head was already a mess and the last time she tried to give Eddie what he wanted, he pushed her away.He was being a gentleman because he knew she was only doing it to get him not to leave her. That it wasn’t what she actually wanted or was comfortable with.That was weeks ago though. Before she decided she was going to make him a priority along with Aria. Wasn’t that the best way to prove that she did care about him and there was no need to keep moping?The very thought made her face heat but it would have to happen sooner or later if they were going to act like a real married couple. The least she could do was try and gauge where she was at once they had some alone time. If she wasn’t ready, she wasn’t ready but she would never know if she did nothing.“Eddie, how long are you planning on holding me hostage?” Angelina asked in as even a voice as she coul
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Edward had never hung out with a group of people like this before that didn’t know who he was. Nobody wanted anything from him or put him on a pedestal and forgot he was a human being like anyone else. That was certainly a foreign experience.No ‘Mr. Todd’ from people that weren’t that far apart from him in age this time. They all called him Eddie because Angel and Lily did.Once they got started, he and his wife were both rather wobbly and slow. He could already see his sister-in-law race against someone in the distance until they disappeared. At least there were enough people taking a more leisurely pace that they didn’t lose track of the group and where they were going completely.Angel didn’t seem particularly bothered by it though. In fact, she thought it was funny and frequently laughed at both herself and him.Edward didn’t mind since he already knew he would be bad at this. And because he loved her laugh. Hearing more of it lately as she slowly put the kidnapping incident behi
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Edward thought this outing was going well even if he had been forcefully reminded yet again that he and his wife weren’t a regular couple. After everyone finished their ice cream and sat around talking for a while, he got involved in a conversation with Luke, the guy sitting next to Randi.He hadn’t talked to anyone new without the awkward, heavy air of greed, respect, or awe hanging about them like this since he met Angel. It was nice. He wouldn’t mind being invited along to an activity like this again, especially since it made her so happy.He was actually having a good time. How novel. He didn’t think it was possible to have fun without Angel or Aria.The former was sitting next to him but she was deep in conversation with Lily, Randi, and their friend Charis. Her attention wasn’t on him but he didn’t mind that for once. She might not be talking to him but she had still wanted him to come with her today instead of thinking he would drag her down. That was a huge deal.After sitting
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Edward hadn’t realized his wife noticed. He thought he had been doing a better job of hiding his emotions than that. More surprising was her confession that seeing it was hard for her because she cared about him.Guilt would be one thing but that didn’t seem to be entirely the case. She appeared genuinely exasperated that he wasn’t consistently happy because she wanted him to be.“I’m sorry,” he said lamely.Angel was having a harder time than he was right now because of everything that happened. She shouldn’t have to deal with his mood swings on top of everything else. He couldn’t control his feelings though, only his actions. The problem was that she knew how to read him better now after spending more time together. She could see right through him no matter what he did.She sighed. “Don’t apologize, just do something about it. You aren’t going to be happy until I’m properly in love with you so give me a chance to test that out, alright?”Edward took a minute to process that. She was
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Thinking about Eddie’s job got Lily wondering how Mark ended up working for him in the first place. He never said.If he was a senior when she was a freshman and he started working for him when Aria was a baby, he was probably twenty-four. That would mean he got recruited straight out of college. No small feat considering who his boss was.Why was she thinking about him now, anyway? There was no reason for that!Lily snapped herself out of it. She needed to focus on enjoying her birthday since it only came once a year.Her mom had set up some dumb party games that everyone had fun with, even her guests who had likely never played them before. The company was good, the cake was delicious, and overall it ended up being one of her better birthdays even though she had been bored out of her mind at her internship earlier.It was nice having Angel at her birthday party. Now they had both spent their birthdays together.She couldn’t help but wonder if her twin’s birthday was her real one aga
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