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She's No Beauty Queen What I Wanted To Say
Angelina’s heart stuttered in her chest. She had been too terrified to think much of it at the time but hadn’t Lily said something about Eddie being completely out of it after realizing she was gone? And that he was upset enough to actually break something once he realized she had been kidnapped?If she was telling the truth, it went along with the dark circles under his eyes and what he just said. But how could he be that upset about her being gone when they weren’t even friends?“I don’t understand,” she admitted. “Why would you be that worried about me?”Eddie sighed again and mumbled something under his breath that she couldn’t hear. She frowned. “Could you repeat that? I didn’t hear what you said.”“This probably isn’t the best time to talk about it. You’re tired and stressed so try to sleep right now, okay? I can tell you tomorrow. I’ve been meaning to talk to you about it anyway.”A cryptic statement like that made it even less likely that she was going to be able to sleep. “Me
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Angelina had been completely overloaded with information and could not compute. Her thoughts were as frenzied as they had been while she was left alone for hours at a time in that cage.Eddie was in love with her all this time?! Everything else he said paled in comparison to this unbelievable claim. She couldn’t believe it because it meant that everything she had thought about him over the past more than three years was wrong.He cared about her more than he cared about their daughter? She hadn’t been solely a human incubator? He wanted her for her personality?No one had ever complimented her on her sense of humor. Complete strangers complimented her all the time but it was always about how ‘beautiful’ or ‘talented’ or ‘brave’ she was for living with her illness.Angelina wasn’t brave at all. Look how she had fallen apart earlier today while Lily had to do all of the work to stall for time until help arrived.The unique compliments on both her sense of humor and how insightful she wa
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So much time had been wasted on misunderstandings. But if Angelina was being honest with herself, she probably wouldn’t have reacted as well to what Eddie told her if it had happened any sooner.The truth of the matter was that she was tired of the way things had been before getting kidnapped but it took being forced away from the home she was always running from to realize how much she missed it, flaws and all. Then she came back to a physically affectionate version of the cold and distant contract fiancé she had gotten used to.She had thought it was only because he wanted to comfort her but now that she knew it was because he needed comforting too and that he had probably wanted to do things like this all along… It was hard to hold his stupidity against him.Angelina had wanted to come home not only to Aria but to Eddie. Now he was saying that things could be better between them because he had never wanted them to be so stilted in the first place and only acted like that after thin
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Edward was fairly certain that the last twenty-four hours had been a dream. Because there was no way that Angel was not only alive and safely at home but told him that she wanted him to love her properly.He woke up to Aria climbing into his bed at 6 AM the way he did every time her mother wasn’t home and felt his heart sink. This is what she had been doing the entire time Angel was gone, enforcing his belief that he had dreamed the whole thing.She patted his cheeks after climbing on top of his stomach rather uncomfortably and asked, “Daddy in Mommy’s room?”Forcing his heavy eyelids to open, Edward squinted against the light coming in through the blinds. Sure enough, this was Angel’s room and she was curled up on her side with her back to him only a few inches away.His heart soared. It hadn’t been a dream.She was whimpering and twitching in her sleep, probably having another nightmare. Aria crawled off of him and began poking her mother’s cheeks instead. She woke up with a panicke
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Edward walked around the park in a daze of happiness. This was the first time he had done something like this with Angel and Aria together. Weekends were normally her busiest time and that was typically when he was free to take their daughter out.Not that she seemed to have any interest in spending more time with him than absolutely necessary before. Most of her time with Aria had been safely at home so nobody would see her with a child that looked exactly like her.Right now, she didn’t seem to care about that since she had effectively disguised herself. She wasn’t wearing makeup at all and was still a bit pale after her ordeal. She didn’t seem much like the version of herself she presented to the public.Coming here had definitely been a good idea though because of how happily she smiled as they moved from ride to ride and explored the beautiful gardens this park was known for. After a while, Aria got tired and wanted to ride on Edward’s shoulders, finally allowing him to somewhat
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Lily was tiredly working on homework she hadn’t been able to do because of her ordeal the day before when the doorbell rang. Genevieve, her father, and Emma were out but her mother wasn’t able to get the door for some reason or other so Adam—always the window watcher—came to get her.She hoped it wasn’t anyone important because she was wearing a pair of baggy men’s sweats, one of her old 5k t-shirts, and no bra. Her hair didn’t look that great either because she hadn’t done anything with it today. She hadn’t seen the point since she was inside the whole time.Seeing her own face staring back at her when she opened the door was about the last thing she expected. Adam, who was hovering beside her, seemed especially confused as he looked back and forth between the two of them.Angel looked a lot more like she did than usual today since she had her glasses on and wasn’t wearing makeup. But that didn’t explain what she was doing here.“Hey! What are you doing here? I would have thought you
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When they arrived back at the Todd house, Eddie said he would keep Aria busy so the two of them could talk. The little girl didn’t seem terribly pleased about that since she had barely gotten her mother back but this conversation wasn’t fit for baby ears.Lily and Angel ended up going to the backyard and sitting on a rather fancy porch swing set up in the grass. She wasn’t quite sure what to make of her twin sister now that they were together and not under threat. She seemed so much more casual and composed today than she had while having a nervous breakdown in a grubby evening gown.“So,” she began awkwardly. “Are you cool with being called Angel? Because that’s how Eddie refers to you so I started thinking of you that way too. I mean, you did introduce yourself like that to my mom but I wasn’t sure.”Angel shrugged. “If I minded it, I wouldn’t have let Eddie call me that in the first place. In case you were wondering, I didn’t want your mom knowing I’m Miss California. I keep the tw
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Aria must have been an accident then. That could explain why Angel and Eddie’s relationship was so stilted. If they were only together for the baby’s sake and because he felt bad about what happened, she could very easily come to resent him.But Lily definitely wasn’t going to ask about that. She had already pried too much.“I’m sorry,” she said lamely. “That must have been hard.”Angel shrugged but had a rather bitter expression on her face that indicated she didn’t feel as casually about this as she wanted to appear. “What’s done is done. The real question is what I do next. Almost dying makes you take a step back and examine your priorities. But enough about me. I want to know more about you. I saw your little brother earlier; how many siblings do you have?”“Four. I’m the second oldest. My oldest brother is married with a baby on the way and lives in L.A. The rest of us are still at home because we’re either too young or too sick to live on our own. But you should know what that’s
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Talking to Angelina about her seizure frequency being pregnant only made Mark feel worse because he knew Lily wanted multiple kids. She would be putting herself at risk more than once and he wasn’t sure he would be able to live with the anxiety. As it was, he wasn’t sure how Edward was able to do it.Maybe that was who he needed to talk to in order to ease his fears. Someone who had been in the position he would potentially find himself in twice.Mark knew that it wasn’t fair to leave Lily hanging forever. He wanted to spend his life with her, he truly did, but he needed to get his fears under control first.“How do you handle knowing your wife could have a seizure any time?” he blurted when he and Edward were in the car on their way to a meeting the day after his conversation with Angelina.He didn’t seem terribly surprised by the question. It seemed that she had told him what they talked about yesterday. “I don’t know. I guess I’m used to it by now. She did have one within five minu
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