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Lost all of him

Author: Taniamalloye
last update Last Updated: 2022-01-21 17:56:39
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It's been a week since i rejected Kevin and it has been a week since i last left my room. I have been too exhauseted to do anything and at this point i didn't see the point of learning so i dropped out of college.

I have never been this weak in my entire life. All i want to do is just hide here forever. Kevin didn't show up for work after the rejection, but my room still smelt like him. And it is the only set of comfort i can find this days.

No one dared to enter my room. They just leave me food and water at the step of my door. I do eat the food though, i am heart broken, not an idiot. I had no plans of starving myself. But i also had no plans to see anyones face.

When my fahter found out about the rejection, he took a large relifed sigh and gave me a pat on my shoulder. After that day, i couldn't bare to see his face. It was in that moment that i realized all my doubts were true. To my father, i will always come second to this pack. And so i blamed everyone else.

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