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She is My Hope A conversation between the five
Kendrick POV - Morning to the middle"What's the name of Kaiden's wolf?" Dylan asked me with concern in his voice as we left Lestat and Marcus lying on the bed. Arranging the pillows and sheets to make them more comfortable."I don't know," I replied and ran my hands through my hair. "He never talked, and his first transformation was normal.""He never answered what his wolf's name was." Dylan looked at the bathroom door, we could feel that abnormal power that exuded from the place."No, actually the first time I heard his wolf speak was yesterday." I look at my Beta, and we are getting agonized. Even though we know Kaiden won't hurt Hope, still. "Kaiden never really showed any extraordinary abilities, not as a divine gift... Like you and me... I chose him as my Gamma because he in battle and analytical and strategic thinking comes pretty close to Hope.""Hope is afraid, something genuine, I've never felt her with something like this," Dylan says something we both know. I see him clen
She is My Hope Revelations Part 1
Marcus POV - NoonI know it's complicated everything that happened, but it served a purpose... Even with Raphael's Feather the curse hadn't lessened that much and that meant something very important. Whoever was responsible for putting the curse on Hope was very strong. I was about to say something, but I saw the bathroom door open, Hope came out wearing a red robe that went down to her feet. The fabric is ordinary, not the same one she wore at the festival."The curse was cast by a God, wasn't it?" I asked before the others could say anything."In a manner of speaking." I listened to the answer, and that narrowed the possibilities down a lot."Who cast the curse was a Son?" I asked once more."Yes." Hope took a deep breath and ran her hands through her hair. "Not one, but a few... So there's no point in me killing them since they're not directly responsible. Every curse can be broken, that's a fact written by Chaos... But he never said that just killing the one who cast the curse wou
She is My Hope Revelations Part 2
Dylan POVIt's nice to feel Hope so close to me, it's nice to see that we're connected like this, I had despaired at the way Kaiden had treated her, but I couldn't fight back, Sin hadn't let me and listening to everything they talked about I can understand why I didn't have to interfere.I brushed my lips against her temple and stared at Marcus."The enemy has been gaining power for centuries, the first time I heard anything about a corrupted one on the Earth plane was a long time ago, I think about 800 years ago."The Angel's voice is calm, and he seems relieved to finally be able to tell."Since it was only restricted to beings of the Lycan and Werewolf race, then I didn't even bother or interfere, after all, this is something your race needed to fix." I saw Marcus look at me, Kendrick and Kaiden."But as time went on it seems that nothing was being done, some attacks by the corrupted were repulsed, but the main culprit was still free. I knew from various reports that he was gatheri
She is My Hope A Queen and a King
Lestat POVI watched everyone leave the room after those revelations. I had to finish adjusting some details with my generals, but I also needed to spend time with Hope. After all, tomorrow was uncertain, and I don't even know if everyone is going to survive the way Hope is, even though we made a plan, I know she won't hold back for long to take action, even more with the curse under control."You know, I recognize that you're going to enter the battlefield very quickly, it's part of your nature, after all, you wanted to train a lot before you turned 5..." I spoke and approached her, as she closed the door."You always knew me very well." I heard her voice followed by a low chuckle."Is Erick going to give you back your karambits?" I asked, already knowing the answer."Probably, but if not I have a secondary plan." The woman turned to me and I ran my hand through her hair."I never understood why you always dyed your hair, its original color is wonderful," I said with a sigh."I don't
She is My Hope The Master and the Submissive 1
Marcus POVI looked at Alana. We are at an impasse, she wants to lead the main battalion in a way I don't agree with."Come on little brother... You know I'm right." I listened to my sister's voice and took a deep breath."It's not a matter of being right or not," I spoke and turned away from her. "I need the library and the vaults to be safe. If I fall in battle, then it's up to you to take over." I glanced out the window, looking at the city of Las Vegas below."The chances of that happening are slim to none! I want to be on the battlefield! You know I'm your best warrior!" My sister spoke up and I can feel her frustration."But they are not non-existent. Only you can access everything the organization has to offer. You are my heir..." I turned to Alana and smiled warmly. I saw her roll her eyes."My ability! If I'm in battle then there won't be anyone able to outwit me!" Alana commented and twisted her mouth."I've seen Hope overpower you a few times, Al." My sister threw her hands
She is My Hope The Master and the Submissive 2 / The Certainty of a God
Hope POVMy heart is racing, I can hear it pounding against my ears, I tensed up when I heard the order to open the window, I know the temple windows are fogged up for outsiders, they can see silhouettes, but with the window open like this... Everyone looking in that window will be able to see me, see what my Master is doing and how I react.I can't lie saying that it doesn't turn me on, but I was afraid of what Kendrick and Dylan might talk about, might feel... I know how possessive they can be, sharing me with people we already know wasn't hard but like this?Then I felt my collar and the way it marked my neck, those words were what it took to free me and just focus on the now, on who was with me. I know my Master will not hurt me and will not overstep my rigid boundaries.My body is leaning against his. I can feel the silk fabric of his suit against my back, his touch a little stronger, I lower my head slightly, feeling my face grow hotter, as my nipples harden as my Master plays w
She is My Hope Preparing for War
Hope POVWhen Erick arrived at the temple along with Rachel and Joshua I already knew it was bad news, actually just confirmation of what we already expected.I let them make plans, but I didn't attend the meeting, it was indifferent to me, that was already accounted for in my plans and I smiled. How did the King think it would be so simple to capture me, especially with the Castle under attack?Right now I am watching my Father's vines, seeing how the grapes are changing color, becoming darker, and some are already rotting. This Garden is restricted, and not even my Chosen Ones can enter here without me wanting to and now I don't want to... Loneliness is part of my process.I took a bunch that was still ripe and had not rotted. I felt the perfect and sugary taste, in addition, I can also feel part of the remaining energy of the Festival and it is a strange feeling for others because my vision is confused and I lose the ground for a moment. I take a deep breath and everything returns
She is My Hope An unlikely future
Hope POVMy voice spread through the room and each of my Chosen had a different reaction, I can feel that fabric of time and space shifting as the Moiras weave and send their spiders to make up that picture.For a long time my mind had been foggy, for a long time I had forgotten who was one of my enemies, who was the main general I would face, but the moment I woke up and looked at the horizon I knew, the veil that covered my memory broke and I remembered.At my first meeting with Melvin after he died I begged him to choose another path, to move on, but my voice was muffled and my tears never got to be shed, for they had been corrupted and what he heard was completely different.It broke me far more than just killing him, for I knew that Melvin would never find peace, that the Judges would never forgive him and that his soul was lost. So I forgot, but the curse kept reminding me that now he and I were forever bonded, that a part of me belonged to him.I never wanted that to happen and
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She is My Hope The Sacrifice
Hope POVI know what I need to do, and I don't regret this decision. I know they will cry, but I can only pray that the Gods guide their next steps. I hope they find their second chance, that they can be happy without me.As I grab Melvin's collar, pushing him back and bringing the darkness along with me I see him smile in a corner, but that smile will disappear, because I use my left hand to pierce the place where his heart is and I see the surprise appear and die in those eyes that I once loved. I loved Melvin and not this corrupted version of him.I can feel the darkness around me surrounding me, hurting me, breaking the armor that covers me, and falling into that endless pit and I don't know how long I fought and defended myself, but I finally hit the ground. I've gotten used to the taste on my lips. Finally, I raise my eyes and I want to bow before the beings that are in front of me, the power that emanates from them is so gigantic that my soul shudders, and doubts begin to arise
She is My Hope The letter
Note: This chapter will be written in the third person because there are so many characters involved.There couldn't be any soul that didn't feel the grief, for even the Gods are crying, that heavy and freezing rain is leaning on their bodies and their souls understand that this day is a day of Mourning.For those who can see the other world, they could see the Harvesters walking over the battlefields collecting the souls that were making their way to the Mekai.The tears of children who had lost their parents and parents who had lost their children mingled with the Divine tears as if trying to console each other...That night had been exhausting, it had been heavy, it had been a disaster and as much as it was known that the Corruption had retreated, there was still no feeling that it had been won.It was simply all about loss because those who survived now had to bury those who died and had to mourn for those who were lost.The feeling of no winner is so dense that you can't hear the
She is My Hope The Destruction
Erick POVWhen my brother finally realized what a foolish thing he was doing, I saw that Kaiden was fighting a she-wolf and I knew that the two of them had been destined, my Beast told me what had happened.I approach Hope and soon I can see several smaller creatures piercing the blockade that is around as the other four chosen are focused on defeating Melvin. Using the movements of my hands, the chains that are at my feet begin to move to wrap around, trap and exterminate those smaller creatures that dared to approach.It wasn't tiring to do, just boring, because none of them had any power to compare to mine. I notice Hope is standing still, looking at the movements of her chosen ones, she is smiling happily, with a dreamy expression.She's seeing what the end of that fight will be like, and from the looks of it, it's going to be a good one.I turn my attention to a shadow that manages to gather closer, it had fed on the corruption that had not been annihilated before and that rain o
She is My Hope I'm just another form of corruption
Dylan POVI don't want to believe what's in front of me, when Melvin's name echoed from Hope's lips I wanted to just explode with rage. How was this possible? I almost lost my Mate several times because she was afraid of what would happen if I marked her...I almost lost her because she had killed Melvin... I almost lost her because there is a curse on the place where my mark will be on her... I almost lost her because of that?!'No!'Sin shouted in my mind, our anger turning to Wrath as the images of the distant future flash by and I can sense that Marcus and Lestat share the same sentiment. Yes, I would have respected Hope's oath in that other future, because I would have seen that she was already on the right path, that she was already happy in her world...'That creature in front of us will be erased from existence!'Sin told me and I agreed with him, because after all when I met Hope I had seen a girl who used various tricks to hide how broken she was. Hope didn't want to get clo
She is My Hope The Night can be scary
Kendrick POVI didn't get to have much contact with Melvin, sure I had trained with him, but we weren't friends or close... When the first reports came out that Hope and Melvin were dating, Night immediately wanted to go back to the pack, but what were we going to do? Stop Hope from dating?That wasn't an option, so I focused on training, trying to forget that the person I loved was with someone else... Then came the news of Hope's first temper tantrum... I didn't see it, but from the reports, I knew she had been distraught and again Night wanted to go back to see her, but again, what could I do?What I did was just promise myself that I would stay strong enough so that Hope would never have to fight again in a way that could lose her control. That's how I began to unlock the powers Night had and after a year I was kneeling before the King reciting the Oath of Loyalty and Protection.I didn't do this at all without my father's permission, back then how could we have predicted that Hop
She is My Hope A True Angel
Marcus POVIt is no longer news that I am old, that I have been walking on this plane for many, many years... I have had opportunities to choose to die, rest and then reincarnate... I have had loves and enemies, family and loneliness...You all know that I no longer have descendants, that I chose not to bond with anyone anymore, and that I was simply being an observer on this plane, concerned with protecting humanity since I was Created for that.So I felt again, I lived again, I desired again... The one responsible for that was a girl who invaded my base and looked into my eyes saying that I would train her. The SilverRage pack had already requested a Delta who showed exceptional skills and had some Divine gifts. I denied it. How many times had I heard of some "saint" and it was nothing but nonsense?One afternoon the alarms at my base went off and no one could locate the person responsible, but the runes my sister had placed all over the place indicated that there was someone underc
She is My Hope I am the Sun
Lestat POVWhat is the sun? It seems like a simple question, doesn't it? Some would say that it is the star that makes up the solar system... Others would say that it is a red dwarf, a classification of the types of stars that exist... Many would still say that it is what gives life to Earth...For me, the Sun is something greater, something that has brought me Light in times of Darkness, it is what has made me continue to have faith in the Gods, the One who blessed me and accepted me as I am... The Sun can be welcoming or simply burn everything!Right now I am the Son of the Sun, but I don't want to welcome, I simply want to burn! I want to consume and see that creature disappear amid My Light!I comforted Hope several times, even though she was appearing to be whole, I could see her pieces and the way she was bleeding. I could see through her soul, and I wanted to show her the beauty that was in the Light!I didn't know what I needed to do, but the Beast that dwells within me had al
She is My Hope Who am I?
Kaiden POVHow? Why? When? Even standing in front of me I don't want to believe it, it can't be real, Melvin would never become what I'm seeing. The boy that I knew, that I lived with, that was my best friend! That boy would never have chosen to become this creature so... so... I can't even find a word.Everything seems to be slowing down, and it really was, one second stretched into so much more and as I hear and see what my beloved is suffering and how the future could have been my disbelief turned to anger.'We will avenge her!'I heard my wolf speak, and I shuddered, I don't just want to avenge my beloved, I want to destroy that creature because that being was not my friend and never would be! Melvin, the warrior within the SilverRage pack had died and that was an aberration!I don't fight this pressure that is around. I don't want to, because I know that when I get free I will turn and I don't know if I will want to control myself.I let Lestat and Erick keep that bubble of time
She is My Hope Between brothers
Erick POVSomething inside me wants to get out, my Beast is restless, as those images pass, this sensation, this feeling increases and it is like a poison because I need to release it.What that boy had chosen was much more than just choosing the wrong side and I want to exterminate him. Yes, I don't just want to kill him. I want to eliminate any trace that he ever existed on Earth.I'm shaking, and I can feel my aura expanding and the space between everyone became heavier and yet when that creature screamed I wasn't able to protect Hope as I saw her fall to her knees and the smell of her blood spread to a catalyst for everyone to want to move and counter-attack but we are still "trapped" in this little bubble of time, not because of Hope but because of my aura.Not just mine, Lestat's aura is gigantic and blends with mine in such a way that even gravity begins to bend, just as it bends before the sun. I manage to walk over to Hope and help her up."You tried," I spoke calmly, a calm
