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Chapter Ninety-Nine - Khai
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She Was The Queen Chapter Hundred - Khai
We approached a cottage alongside a main road, it was situated at the end of the road. From then on the forest was wild and thick with bushes.Humans. I could hear everything. They were talking, laughing, drinking and eating at their crackling fireplace. The man’s voice was the loudest. Their door opened, and Roman and I came to a halt, hiding behind bushes opposite the house.Out of the open door stepped a little child, a girl child. Her hair was brown like the man who shot Roman and her eyes were green. A red ball bounced out of the door and she ran after it, trying to catch it. A tall man came out of the door."Don’t go too far Fern, it's dark out,” he said to her as she picked up the ball."Okay daddy,” she said and threw the ball up and down in their front yard.It was him. The sight of him made my heart stop and cringe.Let’s come back later. Roman said.She moved in front of me, she could feel my urges, my desire to pounce on him right then and end his life. It was those same gr
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Khai mindlessly stood up and followed the man, leaving me uneasy with the woman who kept a pacifying smile and emotionless eyes. Concern bubbled inside me, Khai could do anything. I didn’t want him to mess this up but I couldn’t act suspicious. The fact that he was used by the Azraels to shoot another wolf implied that he knew about our kind."Let’s make some tea. Shall we?" Diane proposed.I followed Diane into the kitchen and placed whatever Fern gave to me in my pocket. Diane had the body of an hourglass. Her waist was perfectly small and her hips were just as wide as her breasts. She looked like a drawing the way she was so impeccably proportionate. All the way to the kitchen the walls were lined on both sides with animal heads. Racoon, beaver, fox, dog, cat, platypus, all animals.“Do you have pets?”She chuckled, “I wouldn’t be able to care for animals,” she replied.The reply sent shivers down my spine. She was the type of human I hated. They didn’t kill for sustenance but for
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We were both facing defeat but it was becoming all more evident on my side as my defeat was witnessed by everyone. I had done nothing to protect our guard dogs, done nothing to get Roman healed. The man who shot her held no fear of us at all. When he told me he knew who I was, he had no fear in his voice or eyes, he looked like he was ready to die at any moment.I never wanted this. If Malcolm was mentally stable, I would’ve passed on this mantle to him but it didn’t work that way. We could do an alpha ceremony but if the ancestors didn’t want anyone else, the mantle would remain with me. Life would’ve been simpler if Roman and I were just wolves.As the days went on, I thought about what Emelda told me a lot more than I needed to. Draining Roman’s blood sounded like a great idea but she would need the exact amount of blood to replace all the poisoned blood and no one would be able to do that without losing their own life. Would it be so bad to end my own misery? Would it be so bad if
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I was about to open the door to my father’s study when a hand stopped me and turned me around.“I can’t sit around here and watch you play house. Send me out, you know I’m the best tracker and hunter in the pack. If you can just give me two days I’ll find them,” Malcolm said.Pride and determination in his eyes, who could doubt him with such a look? I didn’t, that’s for sure but what would become of Roman in his absence?No, I had to stop thinking about Roman alone. She wasn’t the only wolf in existence. I was still alpha and I needed to make the best decision.“Two days, then you return.”“I swear it,” he said.As he was about to turn around I gripped his wrist.“Be safe,” I found myself saying.Malcolm’s eyes widened slightly as he watched me incredulously. I couldn’t believe myself either but I meant it. Malcolm was strong, we would need him in the war.“I will be,” he stated and ripped his wrist from my hand.He walked away from me and out of my sight. It took about five minutes b
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I recalled the light. The pain. The fire that coursed through my entire body and tore my stomach and abdomen to shreds. The stabbing pain of my pelvis decaying hurt so bad I lost consciousness. I lost my mind. I wanted to hold my breath and kill myself right away but I couldn't. I didn't have the strength. I didn't have the power to take control of my own life. I couldn't kill myself. I recalled the light.The light.The light that hung above me. The burning leather restraints that held me from jerking my body left, right and everywhere and saved me from banging my head on the floor. A demon overcame me or was it an angel that wanted to deliver me from this earthly body. I was ready for the last push, the last immense pain before a sweet darkness. It was the end. It was here. The poison triumphed and ruled over my body. It did its desire and purpose which was to destroy.I heard the sound I heard in the movies I used to watch with Khai. The sound of a flattened line. The sound of deat
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I got out of and left the med bay. I needed to be alone.It's not like I envied Linda's gift of twins. It's not like I wished to have as many kids as my parents did. It's not like I wanted to keep Sun Wolf blood alive. It's not like I wanted any of that. But when I got into the shower, with my clothes on, I wept incredibly. I sobbed like a five-year-old and screamed as silently as I could. I wanted it. I wanted all of that. I wanted kids. I wanted twins. It was a desire that burned in me as soon as I saw Fern. She was young and full of life, something I needed. I needed someone of my blood around, I wanted kids. Even one would’ve been enough.I knew it was Yaga who brought me back.I know you brought me back so why didn't you bring back my family? Why do you keep hurting me when all I do is worship you? When all I do is give you my all. You’ve let everything be taken from me. Did you make me so you could watch my melancholic story unfold? Let me die and bring me back to kill me inside.
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I woke up with a sharp pain in my wrists. My eyes opened to the glorious warmth of health and I held my breath in deep, questioning this oddity. Perhaps, the poison was playing its games with me again. It wouldn't be out of the question. Then I wondered if Malcolm was somewhere in the room, among the bodies that laid asleep on the floor of our bedroom.I turned around to face my love whose hand was still in mine. I squeezed his hand to wake him up but his hand was cold. Ice cold. Khai stayed asleep and didn't move so I sat up and found dark orbs staring at me.They watched me with the darkest eyes, sitting on their hind legs with eyes filled with sorrow and melancholy. Then I felt it. The atmosphere and the world had grown thinner. It was like something that was always there went missing in the middle of the night. I turned my attention mainly to Linda whose eyes were actually a shade darker, almost brown. Everyone was in their wolf form as Khai had instructed them to remain.Their ey
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I stayed with him for hours until I saw the next sunrise. I woke up to Hannah, she used a little voice, as if afraid of waking Khai up.“Wake up, you need to eat,” she said.She stood over me, her hair in a high ponytail, her skin so clean and beautiful like it was any other day. She kept her eyes focused on me to not look at the person beside me.“What? You can’t face it?” I asked.She sighed.“Roman, please.”She rubbed her hand along my calf. I sat up and realized my hand was still wrapped around Khai’s. I turned around to face him.His eyelashes were always disgustingly long. I envied his long eyelashes. I brushed his silky hair out of his face and gave him a peck on the lips. I felt some warmth between us but I knew I was crazy. I had slept with a corpse for two nights now. When I faced Hannah she was sobbing into her hands as silently as she could. I knew then I wasn’t going anywhere. I pulled the covers open and slid back into the bed beside him.“Roman, please.”“I’ll eat when
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I reached out for her and she moved her hand away. That's when I knew there was division between us."Do you know what you sound like?" she said as she glared at me.I shrugged helplessly."A colonizer.""Excuse me?" I breathed.I wasn't sure if I heard her right."I should've listened to Malcolm. You've made Malcolm a reliable source. Do you know how insane you need to be to make Malcolm sound reliable?" she shouted.The workers around us watched us and all the harvesting had stopped. Audrey saw the eyes and closed the space between us and lowered her voice."How dare you use Khai's name to justify your schemes," she said through clenched teeth."This is not my scheme Audrey. I don't want this either but Khai said-""How dare you?"Her eyes became glossy and she jabbed a finger in my chest."Doing that will eradicate everything that makes us Traga. You came in here and usurped our leader and now you
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Winter covered the garden with its cold whiteness and a few months breezed past. The trees grew bare with leaves and frostbite crept up my fragile human toes.I never had to worry about these things when I spent every day and night as a wolf. My fur always kept me warm but as a human, which I spent most of my time as - I found sickness and shivering to be commonplace.They were generous with the mourning period but time was running out. I couldn't avoid the subject of marriage to Malcolm any longer. Eventually, the elders would end their kind silence and come to the house again.Intimidated and confused, I had said yes to marrying Malcolm under the condition that they would lend me the guard dogs in my fight against the Azraels. They had done that for me.This was against my moral code. Growing up, my father taught me to keep my word but then I felt Khai, heard him in my head and promised him I’d never marry Malcolm and see the plan through - my mor
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It became apparent why I was here. Why it was the doorstep of the Tragas I fell upon. It was for this moment right here. Khai and I were nothing but collateral, a means to an end.I was but a small cog in the machine, a pawn in a chess game played by the gods. Traga was willing to sacrifice himself to Yaga so his children would get stronger and live longer. My blood would certainly guarantee that.After Khai left my mind and body I felt lonely. Lonelier than I’d ever been or believed was possible. I sat in the desert crying for what felt like an hour as the black hole in my chest gaped wider.I saw them looking for me in the distance and I ran to hide so I could cry all the cowardice out of me.I couldn’t continue like this anymore. I needed to take the first step. Move out of the passive and into the active.For the first time in a long time, I got on my knees and said a prayer.Give me the strength to see these plans through. Please soften the hearts of Traga Wolves so they may rece
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The night went on and I left the crowd to sit alone with my fourth drink. I wanted to cry but my body felt too tired of all the sadness and pain. Also, I was tired of forcing smiles.I walked a mile off and sat on the dirt, gazing up at the moon.I’d never given the moon much thought till I came to Traga. All I cared about before was the sun and now I was of both the sun and the moon.As I stared the moon it began to glow. I kept my gaze fixed on it and I felt my blood rushing through my veins. I stood up to my feet as my heart pounded in my chest.What was happening?It went on for a while until my chest felt warm. Tears brimmed at my eyes as I felt it again. His love. His warmth, his presence glowing from inside of me.It was Khai. How?Roman. Khai?Yes. How? I laughed, a mix of joy and tears.How was this happening. I’d never felt so whole in my life. My
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Ginos was a place out of town, randomly in the middle of the dessert like area. It was made of shipping containers huddled into a circle where people could sit and have drinks. They only served barbeque meats and alcohol. The air was heavy with spices, smoke and charred meat which made my mouth salivate.I couldn’t believe the Tragas had finally managed to get me off raw meat. I couldn’t imagine eating it.We joined two tables and sat together, the loudest group in the whole place. Hannah, Falcon, Jacob, Yolanda, Audrey, Malcolm, Linda and apparently Greg was coming. The idea didn’t excite me and I felt that it was disrespectful seeing as Khai was barely gone for a week and she was already going over his head.Khai never wanted Greg around them. He could do nothing about Linda’s love for him but he made it clear he didn’t want him around other wolves.I didn’t have the energy to argue and fight a losing battle. No matter what I said, Linda would justify his presence in her head. And on
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The guard dogs ran ahead of me, howling in celebration. I turned my head away from the corpses and tried to convince myself I was walking back from somewhere else. But I couldn’t forget what I did, not while I had his skull in my mouth.The howls filled the air all the way back to Traga land. Outside the house many wolves in their human forms had gathered, ready to receive us. They were so excited to see us, cheering and joyful that the reign of Azraels was finally over. I placed Intiyago’s head in the middle of the garden and everyone erupted in joy.Where was my joy, I wondered. I couldn’t feel a thing.Intiyago haunted me for so long, made my life a living hell and now that I had ended him I felt no joy nor sense of completion. I entered the house and phased into a human in the kitchen.My behavior offset them but they continued to cheer and celebrate outside, hoisting Intiyago’s head and parading around with it. The house was e
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The world was red as I backed away, trying to shake the blood off my face. Intiyago walked slowly toward me. Prowling, Ravenous and angry but his eyes – his eyes were sympathetic.Roman, this is not what I want. His voice was soft in my head. He stopped in his tracks, his head lowered down and he licked drops of my blood which had fallen on a rock.No.But it was too late, his pink tongue wiped the rock clean and his eyes surged with a golden glow. A menacing growl ripped out of him.This is what I want!His voice was heavy again, dark and sharp. The sun healed the scratch and I could see properly again. I charged toward him and clawed at his face. Claw after claw I saw blood and more blood until his face was disfigured. He howled and jumped to the side where he rammed me into a tree. The impact almost broke my ribs but I got back up and gave him everything I had. I rammed him into the other tree and bit into his arm so hard I hit his bone.The painful howl he screamed satisfied me i
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Malcolm decided to return to the funeral with a busted nose and lips. I waited on the porch for the guard dogs to appear. They said that as soon as Khai was buried we would get to go.Nothing else mattered but my vengeance, nothing at all. There was no after. I couldn’t imagine it and if I died killing all the Azraels I would be satisfied, I would’ve achieved my life’s purpose.A couple of wolves… Ten? No fifteen. Twenty-seven? Thirty! Thirty, to be exact broke out of the forest, ravenous and ready to fight. Traga guard dogs. Slightly bigger than other wolves and their legs showed that they spent their time fighting and running. These were strong wolves. I almost felt pride when I saw them coming in, if no one knew – they would’ve thought they were wild wolves.I got to my feet as family members and other Tragas came back to the house in their human forms. Hannah ran to my side.“You don’t have to do this. You’re the alpha, send them out instead. You stay.”Vomit bubbled in the back o
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When we were out of sight he loosened his grip on me. My hand quickly found its way to his and I held it tight. I couldn’t let go of the warmth, even for a second. I still allowed my mind to play tricks on me. If I did not look at him and imagine his voice as Khai’s he would be Khai.“You can’t do that type of stuff. It’s traumatising,” he said.I knew it was wrong. I did not doubt it but I didn’t care.His other free hand ran down his face. He looked tired and sleepless. The bags under his eyes were swollen, and red cracked through the whites of his eyes. Had he not slept? I looked away from him, to the trees and anything else that would allow me to swap him out with who I wanted him to be.“That’s why we have to look at him before they shut the casket. It prevents such things.”Leaves crunched under his boots and my heels. My ankles and toes hurt.It was insane how it hadn’t been a complete year since I met Khai. I met him in winter and lost him before winter. I let go of his hand. H
