"Don't you have a boyfriend yet?" I glanced at Noreene who's busy with her phone. Her eyes moved to meet mine. "You know, you never introduced any. Not even a fling.""I don't need a man in life." She rolled her eyes and fixed her eyes on the phone.I shrugged. We are the complete opposite. That's why I still can't believe that we clicked and found the best friendship in each other. It was half past 10 when Noreene fell asleep. On the other hand, my eyes are wide awake. I anxiously held the ring on my finger while trying to digest what just happened today. I got married. At the age of 21, I married the bachelor every girl dreams to have. Oh. Everything that Kadmiel owns is also mine now, right?I scoffed. It's only mine in terms of papers. I still have no rights with his property and money because I'm not really her wife. We're only married by papers. Nothing less, nothing more.Trying to find something to do while I can't find myself to sleep yet, I decided to browse on the internet
I tried so hard to walk normally while reaching my room. Kadmiel insisted on walking with me but I refused. I don't want Noreene to see us together and give her any ideas. At least, walking inside alone can help me more to circulate a reason without Kadmiel getting involved. I bit my lips while trying to compose myself. I was about to open the door when it already opened before I could even lay a hand on it. Noreene's eyes were half-closed, and her hair is still a bit messy. I assume she just got out of bed."Where have you been?!" Her eyes are a bit widened. She scanned my body and I thought she's gonna say something more but she just pulled me inside our suite."Calm down, Noreene. I just went somewhere," I told her while secretly wincing. My center aches so bad and Noreene's pulling me, making me walk that makes me feel the pain more.When we reached the sofa, I silently sighed. Finally, I can rest my thighs that are close to giving up. Thank God it's not shaking because I don't k
We eventually went back to normal after we went back home. A day before my classes resumed, Mommy went to me. She was crossing her arms on her chest as she sat down beside me on the bed."What do you need, Mom?" My brows are knitted while looking at her."I'm proud of you lately, Katriel. I can see that ever since you started it with Kadmiel, people have come to like you."My face contorted. I know this is the plan and goal but I still can't help it to feel bad everytime I get reminded that I've only been liked by people because of Kadmiel. It's like saying that I can't clean my name without associating it with a successful, worthy man."That's our goal and it happened," I replied icily."Ah-huh. And in no time, people will know that you two are already married. It was private but I made someone take a few pictures of it to reveal to the media. So people would think you two are really in love and wanted a low-key married life."I gasped. My mom could be a writer or a director!"Okay,
"My family heard the news about our marriage."I slowed down my pace of chewing and looked at Kadmiel. We are having our breakfast together. It's been days since I moved in here. He always drives me to school but rarely fetches me because of his schedule. The news about our secret marriage also already broke out and it shocked a lot of people.I'm sure girls are now crying because they had no zero percent chance now to Kadmiel. Well, unless of course, they're desperate enough to chase after a married man."And?" I asked, after swallowing the food in my mouth."They have been wanting to meet you ever since they found out about our relationship. Especially my dad. . ." He paused as if he remembered something. "He idolizes your mom so much. And he can't wait to meet the daughter of his greatest idol.""Mommy?"He nodded. "Yup. He loves watching her films.""Wow. My mom is really popular, huh."Mom was a great and known artist during her time. Well, up until now, her name is still popular
"Kadmiel!"I stomped my feet as I became more problematic. We're about to leave and visit his family yet he's still not giving me any idea on what to bring as a present that his family would like."I said anything will do, Katriel.""I want a specific one." I groaned.Kadmiel sighed and held my waist as he pulled me closer to him. He's sitting on the couch while I'm standing in front of him, in between his thighs."My family won't mind whatever you will bring, Katriel. It's the thought that counts. They will be happy with anything. I swear," he calmly told me as he softly kissed my tummy."You better be right," I warned. I just felt him chuckle and didn't say anything more.We stopped by the mall as I opted to buy cake for his family. As we're heading to their house, my heart won't stop beating loudly. I am really nervous for some reason! "Relax." Kadmiel held my hand and kissed it. I didn't say anything. No matter how he tries to say it many times, my nerves won't just calm down!My
I froze on my spot upon hearing it. For some reason, my heart ached. Being unliked by the mother of your husband is disheartening. Even if my relationship with Kadmiel is only on paper, it still hurts."Don't worry, I just told you that but I can't do anything about it because you two are already married," she added.I swallowed the lump in my throat as I tried to speak."M-May I know why?""Because of your past," she answered straightforwardly. I only nodded and didn't wish to prolong the talk with her about that matter. That's enough reason to hear from her. And no matter how I boost myself with confidence, I can't really deny the truth that I'm not an ideal wife for anyone's son given my past controversies.I kept that talk with Kadmiel's mother to myself. I don't want to tell him that and create fuss in their relationship. Her mom's reaction is valid so I would take that."Why are you awake this early?"I jolted on my spot when I felt Kadmiel's hand on my belly."It just happened
I went home with a heavy heart. The maid welcomed me with a smile and somehow, it warmed my heart. She asked me what I wanted to eat but I refused. I don't feel like eating snacks.I went to my room and changed my clothes immediately. I want to do something that could take away the heaviness from my heart. Something that would push and stretch me to continue life despite how fucked up it's getting be. It's draining at the moment, but hopefully worth it in the end.I went straight to the kitchen and saw the maid cleaning the counter. "Hi…" I smiled. "Can you teach me how to cook Adobo? I want to cook it for dinner. I really want to learn and cook for Kad.""Of course, Ma'am!""Thank you!" I beamed.She started preparing the ingredients we need for the Adobo. Adobo is a Filipino dish I've been wanting to learn ever since. I don't know but it feels like you're such a good wife if you mastered cooking it.I watched and listened to the maid as she started teaching me how to slice the ing
I was silent the whole time we’re eating breakfast. Every time I swallow food, it gets stuck in my throat. I don’t know why I feel frustrated, hurt, and confused while seeing Kadmiel laugh comfortably with this woman. “Last night, Alliana needed…” “Kad.” I stared at Alliana as she blankly stopped Kadmiel from telling the story of what really happened last night that made her sleep in here. Her eyes turned to me and smiled. I can’t decipher her smile, whether it’s a smile for good or the other way around. “I’m not… ready to tell it to someone I barely know,” she started. “But what I assure you, Katriel, is that I’m a good friend of Kadmiel. We’ve been friends for so long. Nothing less… nothing more. You have nothing to worry about my existence.” She looked away as she sipped from her coffee. I gulped. “I’m not worrying over anything. I have no issue with regards to your friendship, too. I also respect your privacy with what happened last night. I’m not gonna force you to tell m
“Whenever I meet people who went to Siargao, they always tell me that they almost didn't want to leave the place. I have this blockmate who said they went here for a week but extended another week,” I told Kadmiel. We're on a boat right now and I'm sitting beside him. I can feel his hand resting on my thigh and waist. “I'm excited. I hope this island hopping is going to be great.”“It will,” he replied and kissed my cheek.We were silent as we watched the sea; the boat continued sailing. I spontaneously planned this island hopping. We were supposed to just swim but I thought of this. We're only here for a short period of time so why not visit some places around Siargao. Kadmiel also willingly paid for a private boat and tour guide.“Gosh, the weather is so nice!” I exclaimed. It's not so sunny. It's windy but not even a raindrop is falling. It's perfectly good.“I know,” Kadmiel replied with a smile.We arrived at the first island called Corregidor Island. We quickly made our way into
“Let’s go out of town this weekend.”I stopped writing to look at Kadmiel. We’re both here in his receiving area. He’s doing his business on his laptop while I’m doing my homework. “Out of town? Like the beach?” I asked and he nodded. “Why?”“I just wanna experience that kind of date with you.” He moved from his position to get closer to me. His hand slipped on my waist as he pulled me closer to him. “Do you want that?”I grinned. “Of course!”“Hmm, then let’s go to Boracay. Do you want to go there? Or do you want somewhere else?”I looked at him. “Siargao. Can we go there?” I showed him my puppy eyes and he laughed. “Even without puppy eyes, you know I’d go where you want to.” He chuckled as he kissed my cheek. Then a peck on my lips, then followed by many more until it became deep and aggressive. I felt Kadmiel’s hand cupping my butt as he positioned me on top of him, straddling him on the floor. A soft moan escaped my lips when I felt his shaft in between our clothes. Damn it,
Kadmiel's hand slid in my waist as we walked together inside the cinema. I told him what I want to do for today's date and he just told me he's giving me the right to decide on everything.We just randomly picked a movie to watch. I bought the tickets while he was in charge of the food. And please... he bought a lot! It's like we're going to live inside the cinema for a week. This man's really proving how a five hundred peso bill is just like a coin to him."Oh… Not many people around to watch?" Kadmiel reacted as we went inside. And he's right, there's like around only 10 people, including us.Did we pick an unworthy movie?Kadmiel and I opted to sit in the back row. It's always been my favorite spot in the cinema, though. I think it's just a perfect angle to watch. I don't like watching too close to the big screen.I sat in the first seat, like what I've been always choosing everytime I go to the cinema. Kadmiel sat on my left, silently putting our food and drinks in the designated
"Morning..."Kadmiel kissed my cheek as I went near the counter top where he's preparing his food. I smiled and greeted him back. He's preparing fried rice, omelet, and bacon. It's just the typical morning dish yet it smells differently good."How's your sleep?" he asked while busy turning the side of the omelet in the pan."Good, of course. I slept with my husband." I chuckled playfully."I don't really like the idea of having separate rooms in the first place," he replied cockily."Of course, that's needed! We weren't completely a thing back then. Who would want to sleep in the same room every night with just someone."Kadmiel raised both of his brows. He washed his hand in the sink after putting the omelet on a plate. He was drying his hands when he went to me, pulling me to him as he gave me another kiss on my cheek."Me…" he whispered."Shut up," I groaned.He laughed at me. We started eating breakfast while talking about random stuff. I don't know why he still let the maids take
“Katriel.”“What?” I irritatedly asked.“I’m asking you what happened last night.”I saw him clench his jaw several times. He’s wearing a white shirt and cotton shorts, hir is still a bit damp.“You got drunk. I went there to fetch you. We went home. That’s it.” I even shrugged to show him what happened last night is not really a big deal.“Did… I say something?”I cocked a brow. “Why? Is there something you should have not said?”“Did I?” he asked sternly.I smirked as I gave him another shrug. Besides telling me he misses me, there’s none. I don’t know why he’s so worried. I wonder what it is that he shouldn’t have said to me.I shrieked when he pushed my body on the table. His eyes narrowed, giving me hostile glares. His face contorted with rage, as his curled lip moved along his clenched jaw. His hand started to travel from my arm, down to my waist to pin my back harder on the table.“What are you doing?” I asked while hissing.“I’m trying to show you that I am pissed,” he replied
I squinted my eyes when I felt the sun rays on my face. I slightly moved from my position. My eyes opened wide when I realized I was hugging a body. I got up from the bed and almost lost my balance when I felt pain in my head."Shit," I whispered."Are you okay?"My brows knitted when I saw Kadmiel's face so close to mine. He held my body, restraining me from falling. I looked at my own body and saw what I'm wearing. It's not my clothes. It's his fucking shirt!Did something happen again between us?Oh God, what happened to my Kadmiel-free last night?"Stay here. I'll prepare soup for your hangover."I watched him leave me on the bed. He was just wearing his usual sweatpants without a cloth on top. I scanned my body using my hand. I'm still wearing my undergarments under his big shirt that appeared like a dress to me.I can feel no pain in my center which gave me a sigh of relief.I don't remember anything last night except for the fact that I got so drunk.I sighed and forced myself
While waiting for the ride I booked online, I received a message from Dennise. She sent me the name of the club where she's currently waiting. She also informed me that she's with Zico.I don't really believe they're just friends. I'm just honestly waiting for one of them to break the shell and confess.It took me 20 minutes to get to the club. The loud music, the entrancing lights, and the wild people sent me back to those good old times when my life revolved around only my studies and parties. Even though my name was very controversial, I can't deny that that was one hella moment of my life I never regret having."Is that Katriel?""Yeah. She isn't with her husband. This is my first time seeing her again in a club after a long time! She had fun with her life after getting married, huh?""You think she will create a scene here?""I don't think so. She's already married.""You never know. Once tempted, she can easily forget she's married."I scoffed. Guess people are still waiting for
"How was your day?""Good."Kadmiel fetched from the school. I didn't welcome him with a hug nor a kiss, he didn't say anything about it though so I guess he's fine with it. He literally just sighed and watched me go inside his car independently."Really? You seem off…""I'm really fine," I replied, eyes on the road.I felt his hand travel from my lap to my free hand. I didn't budge with his touch, I just let him hold it and kiss it softly."Do you wanna go somewhere else? It's still early. Let's date.""I'm a bit tired from school." I shook my head. "And we don't need to date. Remember, Kad? We aren't real. We don't need to publicly show our relationship. The news about our marriage is enough."Kadmiel sighed. His hand squeezed my hand before he put it on his mouth again to shower soft kisses."Tell me what's our problem, Katriel.""What problem? Nothing. We don't have a problem here."He softly nodded. "Okay…"My heart clenched. I feel bad for acting that way towards him. But this i
Having that talk with Noreene was badly needed. I stayed there until 7 PM before she decided to drive me home. When I arrived at the penthouse, Kadmiel was not there. I just shrugged it off. It’s better anyway, I don’t think I can face him right now with how my own feelings are overwhelming me.I changed into my usual sleeping attire before I decided to go out and have a walk. There’s a park just near this condominium. I need fresh air to breathe. My thoughts are suffocating me.The cold breeze immediately welcomed me as I stepped outside the building. I walked to the park, letting my loose hair dance along the swirling wind. The stars are like sly pearls that adorn the dark blue night sky, and are no less inferior to the bright moon.As I was about to sit on one of the benches, I froze on my spot. I just stare with wide open eyes and cannot shut, like the whole world is breaking and crumbling apart around me… My heart is aching at the sight.Alliana, tiptoeing while her arms around t