"Don't you have a boyfriend yet?" I glanced at Noreene who's busy with her phone. Her eyes moved to meet mine. "You know, you never introduced any. Not even a fling.""I don't need a man in life." She rolled her eyes and fixed her eyes on the phone.I shrugged. We are the complete opposite. That's why I still can't believe that we clicked and found the best friendship in each other. It was half past 10 when Noreene fell asleep. On the other hand, my eyes are wide awake. I anxiously held the ring on my finger while trying to digest what just happened today. I got married. At the age of 21, I married the bachelor every girl dreams to have. Oh. Everything that Kadmiel owns is also mine now, right?I scoffed. It's only mine in terms of papers. I still have no rights with his property and money because I'm not really her wife. We're only married by papers. Nothing less, nothing more.Trying to find something to do while I can't find myself to sleep yet, I decided to browse on the internet
I tried so hard to walk normally while reaching my room. Kadmiel insisted on walking with me but I refused. I don't want Noreene to see us together and give her any ideas. At least, walking inside alone can help me more to circulate a reason without Kadmiel getting involved. I bit my lips while trying to compose myself. I was about to open the door when it already opened before I could even lay a hand on it. Noreene's eyes were half-closed, and her hair is still a bit messy. I assume she just got out of bed."Where have you been?!" Her eyes are a bit widened. She scanned my body and I thought she's gonna say something more but she just pulled me inside our suite."Calm down, Noreene. I just went somewhere," I told her while secretly wincing. My center aches so bad and Noreene's pulling me, making me walk that makes me feel the pain more.When we reached the sofa, I silently sighed. Finally, I can rest my thighs that are close to giving up. Thank God it's not shaking because I don't k
We eventually went back to normal after we went back home. A day before my classes resumed, Mommy went to me. She was crossing her arms on her chest as she sat down beside me on the bed."What do you need, Mom?" My brows are knitted while looking at her."I'm proud of you lately, Katriel. I can see that ever since you started it with Kadmiel, people have come to like you."My face contorted. I know this is the plan and goal but I still can't help it to feel bad everytime I get reminded that I've only been liked by people because of Kadmiel. It's like saying that I can't clean my name without associating it with a successful, worthy man."That's our goal and it happened," I replied icily."Ah-huh. And in no time, people will know that you two are already married. It was private but I made someone take a few pictures of it to reveal to the media. So people would think you two are really in love and wanted a low-key married life."I gasped. My mom could be a writer or a director!"Okay,
"My family heard the news about our marriage."I slowed down my pace of chewing and looked at Kadmiel. We are having our breakfast together. It's been days since I moved in here. He always drives me to school but rarely fetches me because of his schedule. The news about our secret marriage also already broke out and it shocked a lot of people.I'm sure girls are now crying because they had no zero percent chance now to Kadmiel. Well, unless of course, they're desperate enough to chase after a married man."And?" I asked, after swallowing the food in my mouth."They have been wanting to meet you ever since they found out about our relationship. Especially my dad. . ." He paused as if he remembered something. "He idolizes your mom so much. And he can't wait to meet the daughter of his greatest idol.""Mommy?"He nodded. "Yup. He loves watching her films.""Wow. My mom is really popular, huh."Mom was a great and known artist during her time. Well, up until now, her name is still popular
"Kadmiel!"I stomped my feet as I became more problematic. We're about to leave and visit his family yet he's still not giving me any idea on what to bring as a present that his family would like."I said anything will do, Katriel.""I want a specific one." I groaned.Kadmiel sighed and held my waist as he pulled me closer to him. He's sitting on the couch while I'm standing in front of him, in between his thighs."My family won't mind whatever you will bring, Katriel. It's the thought that counts. They will be happy with anything. I swear," he calmly told me as he softly kissed my tummy."You better be right," I warned. I just felt him chuckle and didn't say anything more.We stopped by the mall as I opted to buy cake for his family. As we're heading to their house, my heart won't stop beating loudly. I am really nervous for some reason! "Relax." Kadmiel held my hand and kissed it. I didn't say anything. No matter how he tries to say it many times, my nerves won't just calm down!My
I froze on my spot upon hearing it. For some reason, my heart ached. Being unliked by the mother of your husband is disheartening. Even if my relationship with Kadmiel is only on paper, it still hurts."Don't worry, I just told you that but I can't do anything about it because you two are already married," she added.I swallowed the lump in my throat as I tried to speak."M-May I know why?""Because of your past," she answered straightforwardly. I only nodded and didn't wish to prolong the talk with her about that matter. That's enough reason to hear from her. And no matter how I boost myself with confidence, I can't really deny the truth that I'm not an ideal wife for anyone's son given my past controversies.I kept that talk with Kadmiel's mother to myself. I don't want to tell him that and create fuss in their relationship. Her mom's reaction is valid so I would take that."Why are you awake this early?"I jolted on my spot when I felt Kadmiel's hand on my belly."It just happened
I went home with a heavy heart. The maid welcomed me with a smile and somehow, it warmed my heart. She asked me what I wanted to eat but I refused. I don't feel like eating snacks.I went to my room and changed my clothes immediately. I want to do something that could take away the heaviness from my heart. Something that would push and stretch me to continue life despite how fucked up it's getting be. It's draining at the moment, but hopefully worth it in the end.I went straight to the kitchen and saw the maid cleaning the counter. "Hi…" I smiled. "Can you teach me how to cook Adobo? I want to cook it for dinner. I really want to learn and cook for Kad.""Of course, Ma'am!""Thank you!" I beamed.She started preparing the ingredients we need for the Adobo. Adobo is a Filipino dish I've been wanting to learn ever since. I don't know but it feels like you're such a good wife if you mastered cooking it.I watched and listened to the maid as she started teaching me how to slice the ing
I was silent the whole time we’re eating breakfast. Every time I swallow food, it gets stuck in my throat. I don’t know why I feel frustrated, hurt, and confused while seeing Kadmiel laugh comfortably with this woman. “Last night, Alliana needed…” “Kad.” I stared at Alliana as she blankly stopped Kadmiel from telling the story of what really happened last night that made her sleep in here. Her eyes turned to me and smiled. I can’t decipher her smile, whether it’s a smile for good or the other way around. “I’m not… ready to tell it to someone I barely know,” she started. “But what I assure you, Katriel, is that I’m a good friend of Kadmiel. We’ve been friends for so long. Nothing less… nothing more. You have nothing to worry about my existence.” She looked away as she sipped from her coffee. I gulped. “I’m not worrying over anything. I have no issue with regards to your friendship, too. I also respect your privacy with what happened last night. I’m not gonna force you to tell m