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2024-10-29 19:42:56CHAPTER NINETEEN
My mind was all over the place and my whole body felt so numb. She told me she loves me.. she fucken told me she loves me.. what the fuck!
I was mad. Really mad.
But then I started to laugh at myself. Ms Louw was abover 25, fucken hot, beautiful, smart, amazing... why wouldn't she be married or even be in a committed relationship. Why the fuck didn't I think of that?
God! I felt so stupid and so dumb.
I quickly walked behind coach as we made our way to the ground. A hand suddenly pulled me and I turned to.... "Susan?"
"It's actually me..." Jasmine said next to my friend. I gave Susan a 'what the fuck' look and she shrugged, "she insisted"
"Hey..."
I smiled a bit, "hey.."
She checked me out without even being discreet about it. From my toes up to my face, she smiled when she saw me lookinh at her, "you always this h
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