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We Are Departed: Amanda POV
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2024-10-29 19:42:56Friday comes too soon.
Why does friday come too soon? Apparently, because Friday is a rare chance for me to embarrass myself aka stutter on stage in front of the entire damned school.
Chantelle breezes past me chasing someone in the hallway, barking threats. Abe, Ahmed and a few others are at the back drumming up some noise, rapping both terrible unworthy-to-be-heard lines and okay-lines. Chideziri is at the staff room; he always is on social-gathering Fridays. I asked why once. He only shrugged.
Ishaq is braiding Chinonso's hair. It is more brown than black, the ends straight while those wooly strands at the roots are curled stiffly.
Mr Harrison—the Literature teacher's name if you were wondering—insisted that I'll be the person to represent the group after he'd heard only two of my poems.
Yes. You got that correct.
Me.
Me, myself and I.
Me, who doesn't know wh
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