After crying and blaming myself for absolutely everything reason I could think off, I dragged myself down into a sitting position when I felt my hair becoming damp.
No, no. Becky Grey does not cry.
Beck does and wouldn't cry!
I just hated this feeling, I hated feeling powerless and weak. No man had the right to keep me locked up in his place no matter how shamelessly beautiful he was.
His personality was the worst if it all. How dare he just demand me like that!I am not some object he could buy or a dog he could command .
I had to get out of here. I moved to open the big door like structure and I realized it was a balcony.
Woah!
I'd be dead if I jumped off there.
Dear even before I hit the ground.
And I couldn't just walk out the door, those men would stop me.
What on earth did I do to get myself in a situation like this?
I just shrunk myself on the floor resting my head on my kneel hopelessly wishing this was a bad dream I'd wake up from.
I had dozed off, but it wasn't morning yet. The dark blanket still covered the weather above. It was almost as if it was taunting me!
Ugh! When will this night end?
The icy wind grazed my skin almost like it was scraping my flesh off. Maybe I should go back inside. I'm only torturing myself with my stubbornness out here.
Quietly, I opened the door and came back to the bed. My body suddenly ached so bad I wondered if I had some kind of internal bleeding going on. The pain kept intensifying and I felt shriveled and dried up. I needed water. I sure wasn't going to suffocate myself in a place like this.Standing, I moved towards the door and opens it, No one was there. It was so quiet that you could hear a needle drop. I smelt the thick rich aroma of coffee.I hated coffee.
It was so bitter and tasteless, just like his heart.
Even though I knew I could sweeten it to my taste, I still didn't like it. It was still never my thing.Besides, I love my sleep.
Why will want to deprive myself of something I love?
I moved up to the kitchen pouring myself a big glass of water. It almost looked like something so unfamiliar to me, drinking water. It felt so foreign. The liquid flushed down my throat like I was desperately in need of it.As I walked back to my room I bumped into something….. Or someone.
"So you walk with your eyes closed?" I heard that icy voice stab at me.
For a moment I felt like shooting him in the brain.
"Would it kill you to be nice?" I shot back ignoring his warning from earlier today.
Wether he didn't hear me or he choosed to ignore me, the almighty Adam spared me less glare as he walked into the living room.
That's it! I wasn't going to be locked here with some sociopathic maniac.
"Why do I have to be here anyway?" I muttered as I moved along with him.
" Because I want something from you." He simply said as he sat on one of the sofas, taking a sip from the mug on his fingers..
The arrogant bastard!
Who takes coffee at night!?
~Beck, there is no exact time or place for taking coffee~ My inner voice shot at me.
Whatever.." Something of great value-"
" Excuse you!?"
" In that pretty little head of yours." He said as he pointed a finger to the side of my head.
I subconsciously touched my head as though to protect it from some sort of evil attack from him.
" I'm not giving you anything." I firmly stated, inhaling for composure.
"I wasn't asking little miss-"
"And I wasn't planning on doing anything with you even if you were asking me to." I dragged the last statement so he'd understand the density of my words.
For the third time today, he pierced his gaze on me as he moved quickly to stand in front of me.
As he neared me I fell back onto the sofa, there was such a menacing look on his face. He suddenly leaned in on me caging me in his arms on either side of the couch. For a moment, I didn't know how to react.I felt like I was frozen, no one ever came close to me before.And to think it was over, to think he reached his limit, he didn't.
Taking his right hands off the couch handle he trailed his long elegant fingers over my face. Slowly , yet so artistically downward. Everything about him was so composed and Elegant. His appearance was graceful, yet torturing. My body tensed as he touched my chest, still he kept dragging his fingers downward until he reached the bottom of my shirt- Well, I mean his shirt because originally, it was his-
Oh God!
What is he doing!?
Suddenly, I felt even stiffer when he undid it.
Run away beck, kick him in the dark blu blu, kick him damn you!
But no matter how much I wanted to kick him I couldn't…. He was caging and pinning me down, I was unable to move. Or maybe I could move but all this was so new to me I didn't know how to fight it off. I tightened my eyes as he undid the second botton.
Beck you fool! Stand up now and show this arrogant bastard the composed lady you are!
I felt this odd sensation at the pit of my stomach!!
~Come on Beck, get your shits together dammit!~ My inner voice screamed at me.
"I….I….." I tried composing words but they weren't just coming." Tell me, Miss Kitty, you can barely put words and words together. how well can you manage not adhering to my commands?"
Son of a Buffalo!Barely 24 hours into knowing this self centered man, i already hated him..He bit on my neck and I felt something slipped from it, but I was already feeling too drowned to realized anything."Say, how such little gesture from me could take you on a journey of temporary dumbness without your knowledge." He mocked with a hint of arrogance in his voice.He was breathing directly into my skin. God I couldn't focus any longer…. One more direct touch from this arrogant bastard and I'd be dead, dead from too much sensation."A very delightful evening to take something of great value from you, don't you think Suka?" He mumbled into my ear as I felt something clicked from my neck.Wait wasn't that...He stood up from me holding out the chain I had around my neck. ~No that was the last thing reminding me of home ~"Give it back!" I shouted at him and I got up and tried reaching out for it, but he help me out opening the locker and studying my family; My birth parents, my brother along with my
I felt so stiff, so cramped. I tried to turn myself around from this awful position I was sleeping in.Big mistake."Ow…" I groaned as I tried to get myself up from falling in the ground. "Becky!" A newly farmiliar voice rang, Alberto."Oh my God! Are you alright?" He asked as he helped me up.I didn't remember how I fell asleep. I remembered pestering that arrogant bastard to tell me how he knew about my brother, or if he knew of my brother's whereabouts. He didn't even bulge when I told him I wasn't going back to my room unless he told me.That douche head left me here!" Wow, this is the first girl I ever saw that slept too much. I almost thought you were dead." I heard another voice say with a laugh, Haha! Very funny Roberto.Trying to open my eyes fully seemed impossible, it actually hurt being around all their light."I…..What…" was all that managed to come out my mouth. I had actually wanted to ask what time was it. But I couldn't compose my words because my sleep after effec
It was like a kid's dream inside there, there were like a variety of chocolates, all were dark though. That was like heaven for me because I loved dark chocolate! There were also a mega variety of ice creams, fruits, yogurts, etc.What really struck me was that large amount of dark chocolate. Sinister has a sweet tooth? Wow I didn't see that coming.I took one of the large chocolate bars and shut the fridge before I actually fainted. This guy is nuts! Maybe he's so irritated, energetic and snappy because of consuming too much candy? I mean yeah, he got a couple of fruits, salads and non-fat yogurt, but really!? Was he in a secret partnership with Willy Wonka?I walked up and down chomping on that chocolate bar. Honestly, I was becoming frustrated being alone here, I didn't see any of them and the only person that seemed available was not available. I was going to talk to him no matter what…. I needed information about my brother.Sitting at the desk doing some paperwork, I entered w
I didn't have to look at him to see the discontented look he was giving me but it suddenly disappeared and turned into an oddly calm and careless demeanor."Are you done?" He asked as though I was going to throw a long continuous tantrum.Bloody idiot!Fernando held a worried look while Alberto had an amused expression on his face. Romano of course remained as cool and collected as always.The Adam stood up and walked towards me with a dangerous sharp look in his eyes, " Miss, It isn't an option to you.""And what makes you think I'll listen to you?" I quickly shot back returning the glare.Before any of us could talk back, Fernando interrupted, " it's best you go to the function with us Becky, it wouldn't be safe for you to stay here alone."Turning my attending back to Sinister, I folded my hands, " I doubt that's the reason you want me to go."" you're are right, I wouldn't care less about you." He replied as he walked away from me." wow! I've never seen a girl that would be brave
"You look lovely." I heard Alberto say to me but I was too caught up in my worry that I didn't acknowledge him."Becky?" I heard him say again."Oh….Uhm…. Thanks." I replied dryly still feeling lousy about the situation.Suddenly the vehicle stopped to this large building, it was so different from any I've ever seen, it's upper structure protruded outward and it was majestically magnificent. Everyone exited leaving me the last to step out. I was about to step out when someone offered me their hands.Sinister?Ha, what a nice gentleman.Reluctantly I took it, only because I couldn't walk in these killing heels and I needed support."What are you doing? " I asked a bit perplexed on his sudden act of kindness.He didn't spare me a reply, instead he walked forward towards the elevator where Ricardo and Fernando was waiting. I guess Alberto went somewhere else. I tried keeping up with him so fast as lady-like as I could but it was very difficult considering the heels. It wasn't long until
Fiancé? What the hell was Sinister doing?Whatever was going on in that head of his, better have good reasons. I've never seen him so calm and collective before, the way he said it seemed so real."Oh don't mind her expression, she's a little shy." He continued with a sweet small laugh.Did the arrogant bastard just laugh?He laughed? What a strange sound."I can see that." The old man replied looking almost impatient and discontented but still, he gave off a wide fake smile," What's your name, may I ask?" Sinister then looked at me and gave a smile. He smiled? Or is the world coming to an end? The day was becoming so frightening. I mean, since when does he even start doing that? That smile even seemed so charmingly gentle and genuine. The bastard! And his eyes, they hid that coldness, that sharp murderous gaze was gone. Indeed they beheld a tender loving affection towards….. Me?At that moment I realized that his eyes were the most alluring shade of grey ever. He was actually hand
You know the saying ' Your worst enemy could be your best friend'? Or something like that?That's was how I felt at this moment.A gun pointed at my head and the only human I could think of was this Arrogant bastard, and to make things worse, he actually came for me."Say, the president's son came to party." The dark man said as he moved the gun to Sinister. " Or should I say, your Prince Charming?"I turned towards the Adam behind me frowning in his direction as I pointed at the guy before me, " Do you know him Sinister?"Sinister was not looking in my direction, but rather behind me.His orbs were on another level of darkness, and they looked dangerous.... Dead dangerous.His jaw was tight, and his neck muscles were popped up threateningly. From my blurry vision, I thought I could notice a slight furrow of his thick eyebrows, but I wasn't sure.He was still not looking at me, and at that, I turned back towards the man to see what he was doing .I gaped, wait….He was no longer the
Ask sinister.Ask sinister.Those words kept ringing in my head all through the night that I could barely sleep. How do I ask that son of a buffalo for an answer when he hated me to the core?I stood up and made my way to the Library to maybe read a book and clear my head. Getting there, no one was around the room. Thank God!Because I couldn't stand to look at any of them.I dragged my fingers through the bookshelf with my eyes tracing the books. Life in space, this could be interesting. I took the book and as I was about to turn, my elbow hit the side of the shelf and something fell out.Good Lord!Is that…. A gun?My body froze in utter fear staring at what fell. I couldn't believe it. With a shaking hands, I stared at the ice cold gun. I brain shot back to the time I was taken and how they had killed that guy without remorse.Where was I? Oh God I had to get out of this house."What a beautiful scene." A voice called out from behind and I froze once more. My heart was beating a m
Sinister’s POV I should hate this girl. She's nothing but problems. And yet, I find it most difficult to stare away right now. Her dark hair tousled down her back and over her shoulder as she leaned against the leather interior of the limo. She pressed her head gently against it as her eyes grew wary and distant. She'd been peeling the dead skin off her fingertips subconsciously since we got in here. Were the heels really that high? I shouldn't have asked the lady for the best pair. I should have just gone with the most comfortable pair. It was my fault. But how was I to know she couldn't walk in them? How was I to know anything about her? The navy gown clung to her body effortlessly. If anything, she could easily get mistaken for an angel fallen upon the earth. God. I pushed the thought away. What the actual fuck was I saying? She was a fallen angel sure, one just like Lucifer at least. Fallen upon me to frustrate the living daylight out of me. Her face glowed under the moonligh
~^~ "Me being with you would have been dangerous, Becky. I couldn't live with myself if something happened to you because of my selfish decision." “James knew, didn't he? You were with him that day when you went after Vincelli." I strained my voice to even speak. With a pause, “Yes, but I couldn't get you involved anymore. Grey, you have this life ahead of you. It's a great life, why are you looking back?" “Because you're there." “Becky," he breathed, stunned at that, his eyes softening. “You have my heart. You’ll always do. I'm perplexed as to what you see in a monster like me but maybe that's why I'm so drawn to you. You see me as virtuously human and I feel otherwise and somehow or the other you see me as worthy and I could never understand your kindness. I love you, fuck, you make me so weak." Slipping my hand into his, I closed the space between us, pressing my body against his and my head against his chest. His heartbeat was fast and steady as he wrapped his free ha
~^~ "He was one of my closest friends. Shall I have this dance? For him?" James asks as he puts out his hand. Pleasantly, I danced with him and it almost felt as if he was trying to sober me back up before someone else asked for a dance. Dance after dance and my feet were getting sore. Many of Archer's friends seemed to somehow have 'taken a liking to me' as Archer said in a somewhat cautious manner when he pulled me aside but I assured him that they weren't my type. God even knows what my type was. Walking back to the bar, I had another drink, and because I was a "lady" and most importantly, Archer's long-lost little sister, I had to upkeep a decent reputation- wine- no beer for me. Also, I couldn't kick that one guy violently to smash his banana when he tried to slide his hand down the equator. “I’m not sure if you're trying to get drunk or sober:" A man said to me from the side. “Is both an option?" "Only if you're trying to kill yourself." He started with a soft short
*~*The weight of the world seemed to be crashing down upon me or rather tugging mercilessly at the strings that sewed together the broken pieces of my heart. The entire flight I kept to myself and the weeks that came as well.Everything felt painful and it wasn't even that time of the month. “Do you know, when it was your birthday while you were in the coma, he spent every single second of the day with you? He didn't even give a shit about work. Whatever that day was, he canceled all plans and stayed at your bedside for every second. He was in so much pain seeing you like that, Becky. I almost envied that- that brotherly affection. It was beyond me."Snapping back to her attention as I heard that I held back a tear from escaping, she was right. I was being so selfish right now. I'm grieving but it feels like I'm hurting everyone around me.“I’m sorry," I said softly trying to recollect myself and my thoughts. "Let's do something for him. He deserves it."There was a certain light to
~^~“Jesus." I heard him say softly.“Well, I mean it's Becky, but I guess I can work with Jesus if you want."Not a moment passed by when I felt strong arms embrace me."I thought you were.” He choked within his sentence filled with joy and sadness and a somewhat bitter longing. “But. you're here, you're okay."Returning his hug, I felt so many emotions swarm within my soul, I missed you, James. I was looking for you. You said you'd come back two years ago and-""I did Becky, believe me, I did. My heart broke when I saw you in the hospital in that state I just didn't know what to do. I felt like I failed you, I disappointed you and Mare. I didn't get to you in time.""James," I said faintly, "Marc-""I know, but I keep telling myself that he's in a better place."In that second the back door near us bolted open and an awestruck Moe stood with his face paled as he saw James who released me slowly and faced him with kind eyes, "Jamie?"My voice dripping with agony brought his attention
~^~As the sun gave birth to the sky, I quickly packed my luggage and left the apartıment leaving a 'Be Back Soon' note to Nadia on the refrigerator. So help me God, let me know what I'm doing. Somehow it just felt right to go there.Walking into the airport, I went to my flight and sat at my specified seat. Taking a deep breath, shut my eyes ready for the flight to take off when I heard a familiar voice. “You forgot this."Looking up I saw Nadia arching her eyebrows while taking the seat next to me, giving me my phone."What are you doing here?" I frowned, shocked at her presence. Nadia inhaled deeply and tiredly made herself comfortable in the seat, "I honestly don't know why but somehow this trip seems to be important to you. Also, your company kind of grew on me."Smugly I smiled, “Aww, you mean you'd miss me."She rolled her eyes and asked, "So where exactly are we going'?"“I have no idea.""Becky, you can't be serious!" She exclaimed as we walked into the airport, "You didn't
~^~You never know what life is until near death hits you. And you'd never know what love is unless you lose- be it your ego, your vices, your hate, your time, or your love. That's the harsh reality of our burdened lives.I opened my eyes to feel the binding lights above me as my body drowned in the stiffening bed I rested on. A sudden chill ran across my body as I turned slightly to take note of the sun dying for the sky to breathe through the small window at the side. Where was I? Looking down at my body, I found myself decorated with hospital equipment for patients. Pushing away the oxygen mask from my face, I stumbled out the bed with an intense migraine. Why was I in a hospital? God, my head hurt. I pressed my hands against my temples as I moved across the room to the window.“Becky? Oh my God! Nurse!" I turned to see Nadia at the doorway of the room as she smiled almost in shock and tears streamed down her face. Something about her lookeddifferent.Archer suddenly rushed to my
~^~ “Damn." Archer frowned, “What happened to you, Banks?” “Your fucking sister did!" She screamed about to plunge towards us but I grabbed one of Archer's needles from his pocket and stuck it in her neck. “You are very welcome." I breathed in relief and looked at him, "Alright, let's go." "Guys just get out of there, we'll leave it to the COSR, James probably left already. There Is need to be inside that place right now. Come on out, It's dangerous." Nadia stated, "Come back." “I’ll run through the place once more," Archer suggested, I know how to handle myself, I'm sending Becky back." "Because Becky is a dog you can just take for a walk to meet a notorious drug-lord slash killer, and send back." I smiled, “But don't worry, I'm going I'm going, no need to rush for my presence boys. There's plenty of this attitude to go around, calm YO-selfs." I heard Moe’s chuckle from the ear piece, “Yeee, you’re becoming more like me.” Whatever. As I was about to take the next ste
As we walked I felt nauseated by the place, every step of the way."Don't worry, we just need to buy Moville sometime to find James."Over the earphones, we heard Moe speak, "When I find Jamie, I'll send you a code phrase.""What code phrase?" Nadia asked through the speaker."It's, Uncle Moe 's got a big package."“Is this even necessary?" Nadia scoffed as Nik laughed at her disgust."Once he gets Novak, it doesn't matter." Sinister voiced.Archer and I stood in front of this large deeply polished oak door and knocked twice when we heard a voice signal us to enter. As we did, there sat a thin tall man whose hair was neatly brushed back, at a desk whose chair was turned to face a large open-concept window that overlooked the mountain lights above and beyond. It was a beautiful sight I had to admit."Isn't it lovely, Kitty?" The man began in a rough yet smooth voice, “You loved to come up here and look at the stars with me. She particularly loved to be up here with you as well. It was