"Another drink please!" I bellowed at the bartender after my hundredth shot.
I was definitely drunk but I didn't care one bit. I had friends that could take me home, and if they ditched me then I'll simply just die trying to drive home drunk.
We all have to die right?
"Are you sure you need another drink?" A foreign voice from beside me asked, and I had to blink a couple times to focus my gaze on him.
He looked like he was around my age and he was certainly hot and good-looking. Maybe it was the liquor, but I couldn't help the lopsided grin that spread across my face.
"I'm a big girl. I can take a drink" I slurred in an attempt to sound normal but failed miserably. Yet despite my state, he managed to smile sweetly at me.
"You've got quite the spirit don't you?" He asked with a hint of excitement in his voice.
"Yep. I'm a rebel so you better stay away."
"Maybe I like rebellious" He mumbled suggestively in a lower tone, causing me to raise an eyebrow at him.
"You don't know me" I laughed at nothing in particular.
I had no idea why I laughed because what I said wasn't funny, but in my drunken state everything felt like swirly colours and SpongeBob land.
Can I say SpongeBob land? Wouldn't it more likely be SpongeBob water?
"But I would like to," he argued, cutting off my ridiculous thoughts. I eyed him as carefully as I could, analysing if I could trust him or not. My fuzzy mind couldn't draw a proper conclusion, yet I felt oddly comfortable with him.
The bartender returned with water instead of my drink, and I shot him a death glare in questioning. He raised his hands in surrender before pointing to the stranger beside me as an answer.
He must've managed to change my order without me knowing.
Is it so bad for a girl to get wasted on a Friday night?
"What's your name?" he asked when I didn't say anything. I searched my mind for the name I was given at birth, but there was only one name in my head.
"SpongeBob" I mumbled as I felt my eyes droop. He chuckled lightly before catching me as I almost fell from the stool.
"Alright SpongeBob, let's get you home."
I let him take me to his car since I had no clue where mine was, and I had no idea why I just saw a monkey in a wig walk past me.
"Hey what's your name?" I asked him even though I knew I was about to pass out.
"Sheldon."
I was about to answer, but I felt water splashing on my face.
"Hey stop throwing water on me Sheldon!" I cried when I only felt more water splashing against my face.
"Stop!" I protested as I continued to wiggle.
"Wake up bitch!" I heard a voice that was definitely not Sheldon shout.
My eyes shot open, where I noticed that I was wrapped up in my sheets in my bed at my house. What a dramatic turn of events.
It was just a dream.
I was both relieved and disappointed. I was relieved because I was communicating with a ghost, and I was disappointed because reliving the first time I met Sheldon was low-key nice.
"Are you awake?" A woman's voice asked, causing me to whip my head towards the side of the bed.
I was shocked, impressed, angry and terrified at once. I had no idea how this stranger could've possibly made her way inside my house without me or Prince, my dog, noticing.
I was furious because she had no right to be in my house, yet again waking me too. And I was scared because I didn't know what potential danger I might be in.
She had a spray bottle filled with water- the one I used for Prince- in her hand and a glare on her face. I mimicked her glare since she had no right to be annoyed when she was the one in MY house.
"Who the f**k are you?" I spat, sitting up in my bed.
Instead of answering, she just flashed her left hand across my face, showcasing a huge diamond on her left hand. I gave her an unimpressed look, since I had no clue why she thought that answered my question.
"I said who are you and what the hell are you doing in my f**king house!?" I demanded with a bit more roughness in my voice. This time I got up to stand in front of her, but I kept my distance since I didn't know if she was dangerous.
"I was Sheldon's fiancé, you little whoring bitch!" She screeched, almost making me flinch. Almost.
I was a bit taken aback and I took a chance to actually evaluate her. She was pretty and hot and I don't compare myself to other women but I couldn't contain my smirk.
"And what are you doing in my house?" I asked, crossing my arms over my chest. She didn't expect my calm demeanour it seemed, since she became as red as a tomato.
It was taking everything in me not to hold her blonde hair and throw her silicone ass out the window, but I really wanted to know why she felt the pressing need to break into my house.
"You're supposed to be in jail for killing my Sheldon!" She shouted. "You're a crazy murderer"
"First of all get the f**k out of my house! Second of all, get out now before I murder you too" I gritted out, feeling terribly annoyed by her accusing me of something so absurd.
I knew all fingers pointed at me, but she had the audacity to come into my house and talk to me like that. If we were in the streets and she saw me, then maybe I wouldn't have been as angry at her accusation. But she had some nerve.
"Ha! You admit it! And I have it all on recording. You are going to rot in jail" She yelled as she waved a phone in front of my face.
I was utterly unimpressed by her little set up, so without thinking, I grabbed it from her and sailed it across the room. It connected with the wall and shattered to pieces, leaving her mouth agaped but my stoic expression stayed put.
"Now get out before I call the cops and report you for breaking and entering" I growled, but she made no move to leave.
"You aren't on the cop's innocent page anyways. So you can go right ahead but I promise I will get you for what you did to him!"
"Get. Out" I bit one last time with my eyes and voice lowered. My fists were clenched at my sides since I didn't trust what I would do if I got them on her.
She seemingly adhered to my warning and started to back out. I followed her all the way to the door to ensure that she was actually gone, but I noticed that the locks weren't broken or damaged.
I knew I didn't leave my door open, so that either meant she had great lock picking skills, or access to one of my keys.
Whatever it was, I didn't like it.
That meant she could find her way inside my house whenever she wanted to, and I obviously wasn't her favourite person. She could actually be the killer for all I know.
There was only one thing I could do. I had to take it to the authorities.
***
"Ms Leir. How can I help you? " Pam, the officer that performed the initial arrest, asked with a hint of surprise to see me.
"I've come to report a burglary. You people have it so laid out that I'm the killer right? Well guess who I just woke up to in my house? Sheldon's good for nothing supposingly fiancé!" I complained, still not over the fact that she had the gauge to enter my house.
It's the audacity for me.
"Who Mia?" Pam asked in shock, which only shocked me further.
Before I could answer, I felt a presence behind me and I turned to see that it was Mr Detective himself. It felt slightly exciting to see him again, but I was very much still pissed.
"Cianna? " He questioned in confusion before a small smirk appeared on his lips. "You really want to be locked up don't you? " On any other day, I would've laughed or played along to our inside joke, but I was in no mood.
"I don't feel safe in my own house. Mia was in my house this morning, and I demand you do something about it. She could be the killer for all I know" I filled him in quickly, and he looked to Pam and Mr Grumpy for clarification.
"Apparently Tristan, Ms Walters was in her house this morning when she woke up. We don't know the full situation as yet" Pam said.
"What more is there to know! " I gaped in shock. "Have you guys even brought her in for questioning yet? "
"We have talked to Ms Walters. She is a suspect but it's highly unlikely" The detective, whose name I've just learnt is Tristan, added, causing me to gasp in disbelief.
"So she just up and told you that she didn't kill him and you believed her? I did too and I'm still the killer in most of your heads"
"Ms Walters and Mr Myers were engaged. In most instances, if she had the motive to kill him, she would've done so after they are married. As far as we see it, there is nothing she would have gained from killing him now," Tristan spoke clearly as if it was the most obvious thing in the world, while I just gaped at him even longer.
"Oorrr... " I dragged with a hint of sarcasm in my tone. "She was with him even longer than I was, and when she found out about the affair, she killed him and wants me next. Isn't it kinda coincidental that after I broke up with him OVER TEXT that he just died? A phone that could've been accessed by, oh I don't know, A LOVER!"
"I have thought of that, but Mia testified that she was with Sheldon for only two months and she was fully aware of your relationship. He had um-" he stopped, looking away as if he didn't want to continue.
"He had what?" I urged, already impatient with everything.
"He had planned to break things off with you and marry her freely. She assumed that after you found out all this, you killed him"
"That bitch!" I shouted. She had this all painted on me.
"Language Ms Leir" Pam warned, causing me to roll my eyes.
"You see that this is bullshit right?" I asked, looking at the three of them.
"I can't pinpoint a clear conclusion just yet, but-"
"Are we forgetting why I am even here? " I cut him off by asking. " She. Broke. Into. My. House!"
"How did she even get in? " Pam asked mostly to herself.
"She must've used Sheldon's key. He had a key to my house and I had a key to his apartment. Somehow she must've -" I stopped when I noticed how Pam and Mr grumpy were looking at me.
"What? " I questioned.
"You said you have a key to his apartment? " Tristan asked with an eyebrow raised, so I raised one of my own.
"Had. I threw it out the window the night I saw him kissing that girl. "
"Are you sure? " He probed, and I had to really take a double take at the edge in his voice.
"Are you serious right now? "
"We did find your fingerprints on his doorknob Ms Leir. This is not looking too good for you. " Officer Pam stated and that's when I had enough.
"You know what! I'll go find officers that actually want to help. But if I become another dead body for your statistics, I hope this moment will sit on your consciences for the rest of your corrupt lives! " And with that, I stomped my way out of the office.
How could they? I was literally reporting a CRIME and all they were doing was pinpointing me as the killer again. My anger rose as I made my way to my car and opened it, but I heard heavy footsteps coming towards me.
"Cianna!" A voice I've come to know called, but instead of turning around, I hopped into my car and started it. However, to my demise, he appeared at my window before I could drive off.
"Cianna, wait. " He breathed rapidly as he leaned against my door. "I'm sorry if I made you feel terrible back there. I have no sure way of knowing what really happened that night, but I shouldn't have accused you like that"
"Apology accepted. Now I would really like to go" I stated quietly, actually hurt about the whole situation.
"I want to help. Mia is still as much as a suspect as you are, and I don't think it's safe that she has access to your house. Do you have anyone that you can stay with until we sort this out?" He asked and I nodded.
"I can stay with my dad. He lives not too far away from me. For now, I would appreciate if you could get that key"
"I will have a talk with Ms Walters and look deeper into the issue. Until then, you just stay with your dad. " He advised in a somewhat professional but concerned tone.
"Okay. This is my father's address. Let me know when you find anything " I scribbled mine and my dad's address on a paper before handing it to him.
"I will. " He assured as he backed away from the window. "Oh and Cianna" He called while I reversed from the parking space. He had a stupid smirk on his face as he waved at me.
"Keep those wrists safe for me."
"Dad that makes zero sense! " I bellowed at him as I pointed at the stupid TV show he loved so much.He simply shrugged, still invested in what the characters were doing. I love my dad and we got along quite well, but since I was a little girl, it was obvious that we were polar opposites. We found interest in completely different things, so I guess that's why our relationship never got boring. Opposite, after all, do attract. The doorbell went off and I saw it as a perfect opportunity to escape from the terrible show I was watching with my dad. "I'll get it! " I rushed out as I hopped from the couch and wobbled on my numb feet to the door. Icombed my fingers through my thick hair to make it seem somewhat presentable as I pulled the door open.
I seemed to have taken him off-guard with the kiss, but he quickly recovered and kissed me back. I was internally rejoicing that he didn't push me away from him and lock me up or something, then I would've noticed that he wasn't making naughty inside jokes about locking me up all along. But just the way how he took control made me realize that I didn't misunderstand him one bit. He wrapped his arms around my waist and pushed me against the door as he continued to move his lips roughly against mine. I couldn't help but run my fingers through his devilishly messy dark hair that I itched to feel from the moment I saw him. I received a throaty groan from him as he ran one hand up and down my waist while he used the other to pull at my hair, automatically giving him better access. Igasped
This is it. I was about have sex on my kitchen island with a man I met a few days ago. Nothing crazy about that of course. I tried not to think about it too much, so I mainly focused on my body and how much on fire it was. Tristan was a great kisser, that's for sure. The way he gripped the back of my neck with one hand and my waist with the other drove me crazy. The way he moved his lips in a rhythmic manner on mine pushed my feelings to a certain ecstatic high that was enough to drive me insane. He licked my bottom lip slowly and deadly, causing me to gasp at how tingly it felt, and he wasted no time in claiming my tongue with his. He deepened the kiss, taking me in body, soul and mind through just one simple kiss. It made me eager to see wh
I plopped down on my bed after hours of cleaning my whole house. I'm a stress cleaner, so anytime I needed to think, I just grabbed a broom. However unlike all the other times, this time I haven't gotten far with my thinking. There was no doubt about it that I had feelings for Tristan, but to what extent? Deep down I knew I wanted more of him, and not just in an intimate way. I just couldn't shake the fact that it might be too soon for dating again. After all, my ex-boyfriend was just murdered by his secret fiancé. Maybe it should become something slow. Easy going and secret until everything is over. By then I'd know for sure what I want from this 'relationship'. Deciding I've done enough, I closed my eyes to let the sleep take over. I focuse
He was unsettlingly silent after such a confession, making me feel like I shouldn't have said anything at all. Maybe I waited too long to give him an answer. Maybe he didn't want this anymore and I lost my chance. Who knows? Maybe he found another woman in the time he gave me to 'think'. I mean, I wouldn't be too surprised. He is, after all, gorgeous. "Tristan?" I called softly, not liking his silence. He shook his head once as if clearing his head. He shot me a quick nervous smile before refocusing on the road. "Yea sorry I was just processing" He chuckled lightly. "I'm just surprised you decided so quickly that's all." "Well after almost dying or being the target at least, I've noticed that I shouldn't be focusing on the what ifs and just g
“Here we go,” Tristan mumbled as he pushed through his front door. I was met with a beautifully decorated foyer that really impressed me. A huge chandelier hung above me, and the carpets were clean and beautifully decorated. He led me further into the house, where we appeared in his living room. I wasn’t surprised, having seen the foyer, I knew this wouldn’t be different. It all looked bigger than I assumed from the outside, but it was surprisingly spacious. “Thank you” I told him as he helped me shrug my coat off. I continued to take in every corner of the room. “You have a beautiful home “ I finally told him after recovering from my shock. Hell, it was even nicer than my house. “Thank you.
I gazed out the window as I nibbled on my lower lip, unsure of what to do in that moment.I haven't been to this place since I was a child, and even after Sheldon's death, I didn't even bother to show up. I felt dead inside, even more than the people in the ground here. The raindrops splashed against the window like a rhythmless song to my ears, as it blurred most of my vision towards the deserted cemetery.I gazed down at my black dress, unsure why I chose to wear such a colour today, but I concluded that it was merely my subconscious forcing me to mourn.I didn't
"I don't like it." I groaned, throwing down the fifth dress I've tried on since evening. It was finally my date with Tristan, and my dad bought me eight dresses the day we went shopping. I have no clue why, but he insisted on getting me them. But no matter how beautiful each dress was, I didn't like how any of them looked on me. Maybe it was just my nerves that got the best of me, and I wanted to look good for him. Despite the fact that I have been living with him for a whole week and we meshed well, I couldn't shake the nerves of this first date. At his house we kept things somewhat friendly, but tonight could be the start of something new. "Cianna you look great" Emily chirped holding up a royal blue and black dress. "You looked great in all of them" I sighed, plop
Bangkok Thailand. I couldn’t believe I was actually looking at the beautiful city, just like I dreamed. The view from where I stood in my hotel room was breathtakingly marvelous. I could see the tiny people as they ventured to their various places of business or leisure, and hundreds of vehicles as they roamed the city. The gleaming rays of sunlight burning through the body length window didn’t even phase me. I loved the warmth that it gave my every nerve, and the wonderful feeling of tranquility of it all. It was everything I imagined, and I was glad I got the chance to live it with the man of my dreams. I remember around two years ago when Tristan and I went on our first date, I told him that it had always been a dream of mine to visit this beautiful place. Turns o
Song for final chapter: Love Me Like You Do by Ellie Goulding *** ~~~~ Hey Cianna. If you're seeing this, it means I finally had the courage to send the letter I rewrote about a hundred times because you wont answer my calls or texts. So here we are, going back to good ol' letters. Well if you hadn't already crushed this paper and you are still reading, then um, thank you. I just wanted to make a few things clear. I didn’t like how things ended between us Cianna, so you had to know the truth.
"All rise for the Honorable Judge Hamilton" The officer recited in a monotone voice as a man in a black gown entered. We all stood as he sat, and I could get a better look at my dad and Larry at the front. As if feeling my gaze, he turned to meet my eyes, and I involuntarily looked away as my anxiety rose. We both knew that today was the day. He would go away in prison forever, and I will never see him free again. I had cried on my way here, and Tristan was with me all the way. Gosh what would I do without him? I loved him so much that words couldn’t even tell. My mom, Emily and even Jessica were here for support too, and I cou
"Are you sure about this?" Tristan asked, gently rubbing my back. With a deep breath, I nodded. My dad did something terrible, and I knew that. I was upset with him and he still needed to pay dearly for his crimes, despite how much I love him. He was my best friend. He taught me so much in life, and I couldn’t think that he would betray every good moral that he had ever taught me like this. But deep down, I knew that if this was the only way to close the case fully before his trial date, then I had to do it. He'd be upset with me, but he was the only one who brought this upon himself. "Yes. I'm sure" I decided, taking the phone from him with shaky hands. He rubbed my back with a gentle smile as I dialed the number. Sean
NOTE: Chapter contains mature content. Just a little bit.Happy reading!***"Mom can you get me more painkillers on your way back?""Okay sweetie. Remember to rest!" My mom bellowed as she went through the front door. I've gotten so used to her being here, that I even forgot that this was temporary. She didn’t even seem like she was making an effort to try and get back to her husband.But oddly I didn’t mind. I hated what had been going on in my life, especially with my dad, so
My legs shook in anticipation as I waited in the car. It was my dad's bail hearing, but I just knew I couldn’t go inside. His lawyer and old friend, Larry, greeted me before they went in, and he actually assured me that my dad would be okay and he'll do all he can to get him free. But that was the issue. Did I want him to be free? Of course I missed my dad and wished that everything could go back to normal like this never happened, but something did happen. And if he really killed those people, no matter how much I loved him, he can't walk free.
It has been twelve days since I got stabbed. Twelve days since Mia died, and Twelve days since my dad committed a crime that landed him in jail. Contrastly, it has been five days since I've been discharged from the hospital. Five days telling myself that I wasn’t going to visit my dad, and five days since I've spoken to Tristan. I hated myself for avoiding him like this. I knew he wasn’t to blame for any of this. I wanted him so damn much to hold me, tell me everything will be okay, but anytime I saw my phone blazing up with a call from him, I didn’t pick it up. I only spoke to him once to get my dog back that he kept for me wh
"So I see the tables have turned." A voice broke me from my debate with my mom and Tristan, and I spun around so fast that my back erupted in pain again.Nonetheless, it didn't concern me, because I only beamed at the woman as she waltzed in with yet another bouquet of flowers."Jessica!" I practically screamed as she gave me a quick hug. She looked good for the most part, and I was glad to see that the bullet wound wasn't keeping her down. It's so odd how a couple weeks ago, this was her."Hey I'm so glad you're awake. When I heard the news I was crushed.""It's okay Jess. I'm okay. And thank you for the third bouquet of flowers" I chuckled as I placed the bundles of lilies besi
My throat felt like the Sahara Desert as I felt my toes twitch. The enhanced sound of a constant beeping was almost deafening to my ears, and my nose twitched under the strong smell of hand sanitiser and bleach. My eyes felt glued shut as I tried to open them, and I noticed it felt like days since I've used any of my senses. I tried to shift, tried to move, but a sharp pain in my lower back and waist sent me in a stiffened, still state. I heard myself wince, which only sent more unwanted dry air to my parched throat. I erupted into a series of coughs, and I heard a low gasp near by me as I finally forced my eyes open. The first thing I was met with was a bright, white tiled roof. My vision was then invaded by a woman's face and brown curls. I blinked a few times to get my vision clearer, a