Author’s POV
“Oh fuck you Andre, big fat headed moron.” Anna yelled after her friend who flashed her a big smile before running off. Anna turned to Alicia, they were both walking down the stairs after registering for their course and Alicia was unusually quiet. Anna bumped their shoulders and gave her a questionable look.
“Why are you solemn? What’s making a virgin think so much?”
Alicia chuckled and smacked her arm, sighing a little. “Stop saying that, someone might hear.”
“So what? Virgins exist, but they’ve been bullied to stay quiet about that. That’s by the way, what’s got your pants in a twist?”
“I wouldn’t say my pants are in a twist because I have a short skirt on but you know about my mystery sext Buddy yeah?”
Anna perked up at that, she stepped in front of her and jumped excitedly. “The mystery guy that makes you so horny, what about him? Did he call you again? Did he moan for you? What did he do?”
Alicia smiled, her face a little red from the memories of numerous nights she spoke on phone with her sext Buddy. “We sexted last night and at the end of it, I wanted more.”
Anna stopped walking and raised her eyebrows at her. “More? Like physically wanting him to be present and fuck the shit out of you?”
Alicia panicked, turning around to confirm that nobody heard Anna before pulling the girl towards her by her sweater. “God, you’re so crude.”
“Ha, says the girl texting the dirtiest things to a stranger. But tell me, what do you mean by you want more?”
Alicia shrugged, “I want to have sex, so so bad. He makes me want it and I just-I just want something…anything. The things he says to me, I-Anna, it makes me want him so fucking bad and I don’t even know him. So I’m willing to settle for someone here.”
“Damn. I knew it, I told you you’d start wanting him. But, how come you’re still sexting him when you have a boyfriend? Can’t you just tell your boyfriend, Micheal, that you wanna have sex?”
Alicia shook her head, sighing heavily. “You know how he is, he’s always so careful and we only make out, he doesn’t wanna go further. He keeps saying he wants to make it special for me but I don’t even want that. I—I want the sort of things my mystery guy says to me. Ughhh, I’m so frustrated.”
“Just tell Micheal the things you want, how hard can that be?”
“He’s sweet and all but—I don’t know. I wanna do something for my mystery guy, he makes me feel really good and I don’t know if I do the same for him. What do you reckon?”
Anna continued walking, Alicia tagging beside her.
“This might be a little overwhelming for you seeing you’re a very inexperienced horny virgin but why don’t you send him a nude?”
“Huh?” Alicia gaped, staring at her best friend in confusion. “What do you mean send him a nude?” She blinked, “I’m not a slut.”
“Oh for fuck’s sake, shut up. Calling people that exchange nudes sluts is wrong you dimwit. And you are a slut, I’ve read your texts with him and I even got horny!! I didn’t even know you could text dirty things. Just send him a nude, you have an amazing body and I’m sure he’d love to see, don’t just show your face yeah?”
“But I don’t know how to take nudes, what am I supposed to do or wear?”
Anna sighed, exasperated and she face-palmed herself. “Are you joking right now because ha ha ha, very funny. Something to wear? It’s a freaking nude, you’re supposed to be naked! N-A-K-E-D,” Anna spelled it out, emphasizing on the ‘D.’ “You’re not gonna wear anything okay or if you don’t feel confident enough, wear a nice lacy underwear then maybe a hand over your nipples. That’s good enough, make it look yum! He’d definitely wanna fuck you even more and ask to meet. Ask him for a nude too, you have to. From the texts I’ve read, he’s giving major big dick energy.”
Alicia chuckled and she thought about it, it wasn’t such a bad idea. “Where do I get a lacy underwear?”
Anna gasped. “You don’t own one? What the hell do you wear down there?” Alicia made an attempt to pull at t the waistband of Alicia’s skirt and check and Alicia slapped her hand away.
“Don’t be gross, people are watching.”
“Girl, go to a store or something and buy yourself something sexy. A lingerie as well Incase he asks for more pictures.”
“Okay okay, I’ll go after classes. But, when I take them, I’ll send them to you first and you help me pick?”
“Whatever, I’d probably masturbate to it afterwards so-“
Alicia stopped and gaped at her friend who took to her heels, her laughter echoing in the university hallways.
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Alicia stared at the shopping bags laid on her bed and she sighed, nibbling on her lips, a habit she formed whenever she was nervous. She walked into the bathroom and stripped. She stared at her body, her tiny waist and her womanly curve, her tiny waist accentuated the curve of her hips and she liked that, she loved her body. She turned around to stare at her perky ass and she slapped it, watching it jiggle and she giggled. She turned back around, observing her breast and she took a deep breathe. She had a great body and her long dark hair that fell down to her waist made her look prettier. She had small eyes, pretty brown orbs and a sharp jaw. She always knew she was gorgeous, Micheal never hesitated to always tell her.
She loved Micheal but sometimes, he was too sweet for her liking. She wanted something different, she wanted Micheal to give her what her mystery guy has been giving her for a month. All the jittery butterflies, the constant throbbing of her pussy, the urge to do unbelievable things to herself, only her mystery guy gave her that. Micheal didn’t know she was even texting another guy. She had never thought of sending Micheal a nude picture either.
Alicia walked back into her room and she opened the first bag, picking out a black lacy underwear with red strings. It was a G-string and it looked nice. She put it on, walked back into the bathroom and faced the mirror and she smiled. She didn’t have to try others, this was the one.
“Okay….wow, I’m nervous.” She mumbled to herself and walked back into her room. She grabbed her phone and back into the bathroom since she had a perfect light there. She first took a mirror picture and a few more she believed were sexy and she forwarded them to Anna. She saw her friend typing and she waited, nervously staring back and forth between her mirror and her phone. Her phone vibrated and she stared at Anna’s never-ending reviews in horror.
Anna: [Jesus….these are all horrible.]
Anna: [You are not sending these to your mum for fuck’s sake!! I can’t even see your gorgeous perky fat ass!]
Anna: [The heck, why does your tits look small? They are not small.]
Anna: [*Attached numerous laughing emojis* Why are you standing so awkwardly, why are your lips in a pout?]
Alicia rolled her eyes, staring back at the picture where her lips are in a pout and she’s resting all her weight on one leg, she just realized that it’s actually a very weird picture position.
Anna: [Heaven’s forbid that I let you send these to your mystery guy. Now, I’m going to give you a few directions and you’ll follow them properly. Type an ‘okay’ if you’ve read this.]
Alicia: [I’ve read all your texts you idiot, I don’t like you.]
Anna: [:( awww I’m sad. (I’m being sarcastic). Now, go back into your room, the light’s amazing there too, it’s not too bright or too dark. Get on your fours.]
Alicia did as she was told, pushing the things on her bed down and she got on her fours. She stared at the position and laughed, what even is she doing?
Anna: [I can feel you laughing. Now, bend in a way your stomach is almost touching your bed, then arch a little and bend some more, I want your tits to touch the bed.]
Alicia did it and she took a quick picture of the position and sent to Anna.
Anna: [Girl, you watch porn, bend properly like you’re getting fucked from behind. The famous doggy style.]
Alicia blushed and got into position, the side of her face also touching the bed then she took a picture and sent immediately.
Alicia: [Like this?]
Anna: [Damn, that’s what I’m talking about. Your ass looks amazing up in the air and your tits are immaculate. You look amazing, it’s perfect. Now, obviously take a one where your face isn’t showing and send to him, do not ruin that position.]
Alicia: [Fine.]
Alicia took another picture where her face isn’t showing and she stared at it. It was perfect, she was perfect. She went to her message box with her mystery guy and stared at it for a minute. He didn’t text her today so she saw the picture as a perfect way to get his attention, so she went to her gallery and she sent him the picture.
She nibbled on her lips nervously, staring at the chat and she noticed something.
“Jesus…no-no no no- oh my God!! What the hell did I do? Delete, delete- oh my goodness.” Alicia scrambled around her bed, trying to delete the picture. She made a mistake, she sent the wrong one. She sent the picture of her face in it and now her mystery guy already viewed it.
“I’m dead! What am I gonna do? What’s he going to say? How do I- fuck!!!” Alicia yelled in frustration, at least she waited for a reply. He should say something right? Tell her she looks amazing, compliment her. Throw naughty comments at her, call her a naughty girl, those things he says to her but nothing, he wasn’t saying anything.
Minutes passed. It showed he viewed it, so why isn’t he saying anything? More minutes passed.
“Why-what’s going on?” Alicia mumbled to herself, her phone in her head as she gawked at her phone screen. Her vision started blurring with unshed tears as she waited for a reply.
Nothing came, he said absolutely nothing.
Chapter 3Arthur’s POV (One week later- in the spongebob voice thingy)Alicia stared at herself in the mirror, pondering. One week, it’s been one week and her mystery guy hasn’t texted back. She felt stupid for even reducing herself to bare minimum. She tried to fight the anger, she hated that she had shown him herself and got no reply. She felt even sadder that she sent him numerous texts asking if something was wrong. She picked her phone up and stared at her messages over the week that were not even read.Alicia: [Hey, did something happen?]Alicia: [I don’t know your actual name so I can’t even call you that. You’re not taking my calls either.]Alicia: [Was the picture I sent that bad? Didn’t I look good enough for you?]Alicia: [Maybe the angle was a bit off? But my ass—my ass looked nice. My friend said so :( ]Alicia: [Should I have done better? Or sent more than one? Is it my face? I’m not even that ugly, I’m not ugly.]Alicia: [I can send you another one, just text me back i
Arthur’s POV Dinner goes very awkward and uncomfortable for Alicia because she can’t understand what’s going on. It’s just something she can’t believe. There’s no way the one guy that gets her excited over a few nasty texts could be her cousin. It just sounds stupid to her and she doesn’t want to believe it. Her mother is saying something about her co-worker at the hospital but Alicia isn’t paying attention because she’s sitting opposite Jason and he’s constantly stealing glances at her. One she’s returning with a few of her shy ones because she can’t even find it in her to be disgusted at the revelation. The guy is her cousin but that’s the least of her worries when all she can think about is the veins surrounding his pretty long fingers and the rings adorning them. Those damn hands that got her to text him in the first place. “Then she tried to care for a patient I was assigned to and it just annoyed me..” Alicia blanked out from whatever her mum was saying when she felt the tip
Arthur’s POVAlicia patiently waits for an answer and she keeps her eyes on him when his gaze shifts to something behind her. She’s about to look and confirm whatever he’s looking at but his grip on her chin is pulling her back to their staring contest.“I got my phone stolen.”Alicia scoffs, rolling her eyes as if that’s the dumbest thing she’s ever heard. She feels insulted because he’s obviously lying. She doesn’t believe him because if his phone was stolen, how did he read the texts she sent over the week and never replied to any of them? “You must really think I’m a fool.” Alicia makes an attempt to move from where she’s caged by his hands by the side of the kitchen counter but he doesn’t let her. Instead, he stands properly and one of his hands rests on her hip and Alicia should ask him to take his hand off her hips, right? Why? Because it’s wrong. They’re cousins, he shouldn’t be touching her that way but she likes how that part of her body he’s currently touching feels hot.“
Alicia’s PovI stared at myself in the mirror, for the hundredth time probably to make sure I didn’t look like a wimp before walking down the stairs and settling on the dining table. I’m nervous, feeling this way was inevitable and I don’t know what I’m supposed to do or how I’m supposed to act. I said I wasn’t going to continue whatever was going on with Jason, then I said why not enjoy it but now I feel sick to my stomach. It’s wrong, it’s all wrong, everything about it is wrong but why don’t I hate it? Why am I not disgusted? Shouldn't I not be able to stand the sight of him? Shouldn’t I feel repulsed when our eyes meet? Shouldn’t I cuss him out for being okay with the constant flirting and the fucking sexy texts he shoots me in between breakfast?I try not to respond but my fingers are constantly begging me to do something and I end up picking up my phone and my lips twitch upwards when I read his messages. He’s sitting right in front of me while my mum moves around in the kitchen
Arthur’s POV“Oh my God Anna, you look like a car accident, what happened to you?” Alicia asked immediately as she walked into her business management class and found Anna sitting at their usual spots, beside the windows. Anna groaned, turning to the back to glare at something or someone and Alicia followed her line of sight to see she was glaring at Andre.“That bastard pranked me this morning. I swear, I’m this close to beating his ass with the crutches I used back in fifth grade.”Alicia chuckled and took the empty seat beside her. “Now we’re making jokes about you almost having both your legs amputated for getting into an actual car accident back in fifth grade. And what’s this little constant bickering between you and Andre?” Alicia asked, wiggling her eyes playfully and got an eye roll from Anna.“It’s worse that his name starts with an ‘A’ and mine does as well so people purposely try to form cute names from both our names, it’s disgusting to be honest.”“C’omon, Andre is hot,
Arthur’s POV Alicia stared around Micheal’s room as she waited for him to come back from the kitchen. They’ve been dating for four months and she still feels incredibly shy whenever she was at his dorm room. Micheal is in his second year and she’s just a fresher, it’s just that feeling of dating a senior that’s making her overwhelmed sometimes. She suddenly wondered if Jason was in his second or third year before shaking her head violently. She shouldn’t be thinking of another man when she’s in her boyfriend’s room.She’s been practicing on what to say to Micheal. She obviously needed to apologize first and then perhaps tell him why she’s been acting that way and of course, omit the part where she’s been sexting another guy who happens to be her sexy cousin. She sat at the edge of the bed, her hands in between her legs as she waited. Anybody who walked in and saw her would think that was her first time being to a guy’s place. She was always this shy person, she still is but she reali
Alicia’s POV “Can I—is it okay to give you a handjob?” It took every courage in me to say that and I waited, our eyes boring into each other’s soul. Was he going to say no? He wouldn’t, right? He did say it was okay to rub him through his shorts, he was enjoying it so why is he being hesitant now? It’s just a handjob. I asked for consent, that’s okay right? He’d let me do what I want for just tonight.“Micheal, do you not want me to?” I tried to mask the hurt I was starting to feel by speaking in a low voice, at least he won’t hear how I’m about to break down if he says no. I watched his eyes stare down at my hand that was still underneath his shorts, unmoving. He felt so big, I wanted to just take it out and stare at it till it feeds my ‘big dick kink’ but I’m this close to losing all the excitement bones in me because he’s not saying anything. “If you don’t want me to—”“I do, yes yes, go on.”Oh finally. I smiled at him and gently used my free hand to pull his shorts alongside his
Alicia’s POV We both sat side by side on the dining table and I suddenly couldn’t contain my thoughts. I suddenly wanted attention, all of his attention on me and I didn’t even need to ask the way I asked with Micheal but Jason was already giving me all that attention. I didn’t miss the way he glanced at me, thinking I didn’t notice or the way his legs would touch mine since we’re sitting close to each other. I was nervous, shaking and not because I wanted to bolt out of the room but because my hands were itching to touch him.It didn’t help that we were both close to being half naked. He’s shirtless and in sweatpants, I’m wearing booty shorts and my college shirt. I see him staring at my thighs and I’m not even uncomfortable because I want him to, I love that he can’t stop looking at me, I love that I don’t need to do anything extra to have him gawking at every part of me. It makes me feel wanted, the complete opposite of what Micheal makes me feel.The Mac-n-cheese was pleading to
Arthur’s POVAlicia didn’t understand while her heart was racing as much as it was. Where were they going together? She got up even before Philip could say anything to her and she followed them until she got to the top of the stairs and she had a door close and her heart skipped even more.She walked towards the door and stood there wondering if she should go in or stay outside and just listen. What would be so gut-wrenching was if she heard moaning.Andre wouldn’t, right?But Anna could and Anna had always been so good at executing her many seductive moves.“Why did you bring me up here?” Alicia heard Andre’s voice and she got closer to the door to listen.“I wanted to talk, you’ve been avoiding me.”“That’s because there’s really nothing for us to discuss, do you not get it?”“I do but Andre, how do you even not love me anymore over a simple mistake that anybody can make?”“Are you delusional? A mistake you made and stuck to, you are dating Frank. You didn’t cheat, apologise and com
Arthur’s POVThe party was in full swing, at least that’s what the girl who was twerking on a random ginger head boy thought, the guy doing a handstand while chugging alcohol seems to believe it to, Dylan who just made out with a girl due to a dare seemed to have enjoyed the kiss because he pulled her in for another one and the brunette loved it. Andre just arrived in a simple outfit that he knew everyone would love. He scanned the whole environment, pretending he was trying to find Jason but he just wanted to find Alicia. Was she coming? He didn’t know but he heard some girls talking about going to the party and Alicia’s name was mentioned although he didn’t understand why they were talking about Alicia all of a sudden. “Andre, over here!” One of his friends from basketball called him over and he walked towards them, plopping down at the empty seat beside him.“I thought you weren’t coming, are you okay?”“Yeah yeah, just tired. I’ve been so stressed lately and it’s sorta weighing m
Andre’s pov“You kissed her.”*********How did she know that?She glanced at me and started to get out of her seatbelt.“Hey hey, wait, can we talk about it? I don’t want you to be sad all day because of whatever is going through your head.”She relaxed and nodded, avoiding touching my hands.{Now that I think about it, she did know about the kiss with Anna after all.}“Why are you upset that I kissed Anna?”Let’s start with that “I’m not upset, I- I just want to know why you kissed her-”And not you.“Did you want it to be you?”She didn’t want to look me in the eye and I already got my answer but I wanted to hear her say it.“N- no.”“You’re stuttering, baby. Be honest with me, you don’t lie to me, remember?”She nodded innocently and I smiled, but my heart wanted to bust, she wanted me after all, fuck Paul.“You wanted me to kiss you?”She nodded again.“Words, princess.”“I did, I do.”Present even.“Why haven’t you ever asked me?”“I know you don’t see me the way you see Anna.”
Maybe don’t tell me about your bigger boobs when I’m trying to not fall for you, kiss you and hold you in my arms.“No, they don’t and you look nice. Jeans look great too-” and your ass is perfect but I couldn’t say that, she was 16, I shouldn’t even be thinking those things.“My mum said not to always have you over now that I’ve surprisingly matured. She said you look at me a certain way.”She was so innocent.I smiled at her, “what way, love?”“I told you to stop calling me that.” She ran off but I could see the cute redness that formed in her cheeks and I followed behind her as we got into my car.“Why doesn’t your mum want me to come over?”“She says because you’re a boy and like I said, you look at me a certain way.”“What way did she mean?”She shrugged, “I don’t know, maybe in a friendly way?”I chuckled and turned so I was facing her and helped her get her seatbelt in but I didn’t move away immediately, “and you, how do you think I look at you?”Of course she’d blush, it was s
Andre’s povI heard her sigh.“We can’t- Andre. We can’t.”“Because you don’t want me back?” I hated that I sounded so hurt, vulnerable and so pained and I wondered if it hurt Alicia to hear me sound like that.“Because-”“Jason, right?”The text showed it’s been read but she wasn’t typing anything and that kinda confirmed everything I thought. I dropped my phone and looked up to see Jason gravbing himself a drink from my fridge and I wondered if Jason was actually her exact type. I got tattoos for her, got muscles for her, I tried to look like Jason but the skin colour obviously can’t be achieved seeing his a light skinned boy and I’m chocolate skinned but I doubt she’s ever had a problem with that.Even in a threesome, he managed to make love to her even I didn’t get a chance and when I almost did, Anna ruined my chance.“You good?” Jason asked as he plopped beside me and I nodded, turning away to grab the remote and put on something because the last thing I wanted was to have a con
Author’s pov“You fucked which cousin?”********I was startled when I heard Frank and I turned to him, avoiding his eyes. “It’s nothing.” I tried to walk away and he blocked me. Very chic move.“Anna just said you fucked a cousin, what is she talking about?”“Shouldn’t you be more concerned about her yapping about wanting Andre back?”“That’s the least of my problems right now. I’m a grown man and I won’t chase a woman who clearly wants something different than what I want.”“You lose them how you get them after all.”Frank rolled his eyes at me, clearly not in the mood to hear anything regarding Anna wanting Andre back.“Just answer my question, what did she mean by that?”“It’s just a stupid joke we had back then. I promise, it’s nothing.”Frank looked like he didn’t believe it but he sighed, dropping it and I walked upstairs to my room.Anna is an idiot and she’s bound to ruin so many things for me if I keep her around.My phone vibrated and only the name pissed me off. Anger bub
Arthur’s POV Dylan drove down a busy road where there were lots of fast foods because he wanted Alicia to choose what she wanted without really having to go somewhere he wanted to eat at.“Your eyes catch anywhere you'd like to eat at?”Alicia shook her head, “Anything is fine to be honest, what do you wanna eat though? I’m honestly fine with anything.”“Is everything okay with you? I feel like you changed, no offence but it’s not exactly based on good or bad but more like your energy has grown so low, like you’re drained or something. Has something been bothering you?”Alicia gave him a weak smile, “people just tend to drain your energy especially when you’re already at your lowest but I try my best but it still gets exhausting.”“I’m always here if you wanna talk even though I know we kind of fell off, our friendship and all, I didn’t want that to happen but it happened anyways and it’s not your fault.”“Of course it’s mine, I was the one who didn’t wanna communicate with you anymo
Arthur’s POV It was Monday again and Alicia hated it because now she had to see every single person she was avoiding. The worst part about it was she also had to pretend like she didn’t despise everyone’s gut because they’ve been lying to her. Andre should’ve been honest, if he missed Anna, that was completely fine but he constantly lied about it making her look like a fool and she didn’t deserve that, nobody did. It felt like he was love bombing her and she fell for all of his bullshits.She also felt bad for Frank, she knew her brother wasn’t the type to jump into something that he wasn’t sure of. She knew back then before he started uni that he liked Anna but he didn’t want to act on it because she was still young and he had to pretend he didn’t like her so he wouldn’t ruin Anna and Alicia’s friendship. Alicia remembers vividly the night he had left, Anna had cried her eyes out and when Alicia had asked her why she was crying like she lost someone dear to her (Alicia obviously kne
Author’s povIt was all starting to make sense to Alicia, she was a rebound wasn’t she? Andre needed someone to get over his feelings for Anna and he thought the perfect person to use was his other best friend. Alicia stared at the picture on her phone, the one Anna had sent her. It was a picture of Andre laying on her chest, asleep. He looked so peaceful, like that was the best place he’d rather be. That picture was taken two days ago. That same day, he had come over to Alicia’s place to chill and he didn’t mention being with Anna before coming over.She was so stupid to think he wanted her, it was all bullshit. He just missed Anna so much and used her not think so much about Anna.She didn’t even want to listen to the conversation anymore so she peeped into Andre’s wardrobe and grabbed a pair of shorts, put them on and left the house.********Alicia didn’t go to school on Monday, she didn’t feel like it. She had put her phone on do not disturb when she left Andre’s house nechss she