August 12 2003
Brañosera, Palencia, Spain;
Alaina POV
For my first solo Alpha meeting things are going okay, I think, but I can't help feel as though something is going to go sideways on me before I leave. Tyche, my Lycan, has been agitated since we landed, 3 days ago. Asking her anything has just become frustrating as the only thing she will tell me is ‘you will find out soon.’ What does that even really mean? I mean we are always learning, and finding out, new things, and if something is going to happen, chances are it will be soon, as we are going to be leaving in a little over a week.
“These things have always been the bane of my existence” my dad's Beta, Callum, whispered.
“I don’t know how you do this every year,”
I take a quick glance around the room, seeing just how many Alphas, and their Beta’s, have come.
“I hope to fack I never have to come to one of these again!” I whisper yelled.
“Seriously Alaina? You’re lucky your parents aren’t here! You know how they feel about you swearing, never mind swearing around every single Alpha in the world!”
Callum has always had this way of admonishing me that made me feel worse than if my parents did it. I don’t know if it’s because I grew up with him being more like the ‘cool uncle’, or a MUCH older brother, but the thought of disappointing Cal was most definitely worse than pissing off my parents!
“Cal, come on, be realistic now, I wouldn’t be reprimanded for my fowl mouth if my parents were here... because I wouldn't be here then! I don’t want to be here, and I kind of want to make sure that they don’t ever send me back to one of these, soooo...”
It feels like someone is staring at me. You know the feeling, the creepy crawly feeling of being watched from the shadows. Looking around no one seems to even be looking in our general direction! Cal and I took a table in the far back corner, neither of us like having our backs exposed, and Cal always taught me to make sure that, no matter the situation, I am always on guard for an attack. I almost punched a kitchen Omega once. I wasn’t paying attention to my surroundings and he startled me! I have been extra careful, since then, to make sure that doesn’t happen again!
I try craning my neck, half listening to what Cal is telling me, half distracted looking for whomever is giving me the uneasy feeling in the pit of my stomach. Ok, I’m barely paying attention to Cal when he grabs my shoulder so I look at him.
“SERIOUSLY?! This doesn’t just affect you! Your actions reflect on me as well Al, you piss off these Alphas it's going to be my head because I didn’t ‘control you’ in an effective manner. Before you say anything, I know how you feel about the whole control thing, but there's nothing I can do about how your parents want to do things”
I sat there glowering at the front of the room, as though it might help me in anyway and is just simply refusing to step in. My thoughts turn to how much I missed home, how I wanted to be cuddling with my boyfriend, Fin, right now. We were both disappointed when I turned 18 in May and we weren't fated. However, we promised each other that once he turns 25 if he hasn’t found his mate, I would take him as my chosen mate and lead our pack as his Luna. Fin is already 20, so I have to wait on baited breath for another 5 years to finally get Fin’s mark.
'Isn't that just wonderful I think as I roll my eyes, I found someone in my own pack, I found someone who has cherished me since the day I was born, who has protected me from my proverbal bogyman, and he’s not even my mate!'
'A... Al... ALAINA!!!'
'What do you want Ty? I want to wallow in my self pity for a while longer, what's wrong with that?'
'Don’t you snap at me! You’re the one off in la-la land, but if you were paying attention maybe you would have noticed the fact that there's been an Alpha trying to get your attention?'
'FACK'
“Alaina? Are you quite alright?” Cal whispered as he gently shook my shoulders.
“Yes Cal, I am just fine” I snarled. “Sorry Cal I was just thinking about a problem, and I am having an issue coming up with a solution. I didn’t mean to snap at you” I managed to meekly get out as I lowered my head looking at my hands, that had been playing with the hem of my skirt.
'I hope that he’s not too angry about me biting his head off.'
I think I can count on one hand the number of times I have snapped at Cal, and not once has he deserved it!
'Al... um... you need to pay attention, MATE!'
'Maybe that’s who I could feel staring at me! Where is he Ty?'
No answer. I swear she does this shat on purpose! Gives me tid bits of information and then hides while I sit here confused, trying to figure her out. I bet she gets her rocks off doing this to me!
I looked up so fast I am fairly sure I gave myself whiplash. Cal was sitting next to a man, that had to be in his 30’s. I have to admit, he’s pretty damn fine, but there’s no way he’s my mate so I try to look around the convention hall.
“ALAINA! For the love of all that is holy would you PAY ATTENTION?! I don’t know what’s gotten into you today but, come on, give me a break kid! Alaina, I’d like to introduce you to Alpha Ashton Lupin from the Blue Moon Pack in Canada”
I couldn’t decipher what Ty was feeling, or doing, I don’t think Ty even knew, and I didn’t really have time to ask before a hand was suddenly in front of me.
“It’s a pleasure to meet you Ms. Morgan.”
'Ahhhhhh SHIIIIITTTT TYYYYY!! What the fack man, seriously!? HE’S, my mate?! Why didn’t you say anything you arse?'
Silence, crickets, pretty sure I could hear someone humming Bohemian Rhapsody, on the other side of the hall, it was so quiet in my head... thanks for ditching me Tyche. I’ll remember that next time you need something!
“Alpha Lupin, I have heard nothing but good things about you” I bluff as I extend my hand.
FACK, I was hoping that something had gone haywire and he wasn’t really my mate, but with the electrical current running up my arm there is no denying it.
*Quick Cal, who the h3ll is this guy? 5 second run down.*
Thank the goddess or whoever thought of mind linking! It has saved my arse I don’t know how many times now
*Did you not pay attention to the less... who am I kidding, of course you weren’t. Alpha Ashton Lupin of Blue Moon Pack, he is the Crown Prince, next in line to be the Lycan King Alaina. For the love of the goddess PLEASE don’t mess this up!*
*Fack, fack, fack, fack, Cal what am I going to do?! He's my bloody mate!*
Cal sprays water everywhere, including across the front of Alpha Lupin’s suit jacket, and starts choking, giving me a reprieve from Alpha Lupins unwavering, and extremely intense, gaze. As Alpha Lupin bends down so he can attend to Cal, and making sure he doesn’t unalive himself, I take a good look at his appearance. Short hair, not buzzed but nicely faded to where the top looks just long enough to get a good hold of, is that brown or black? He’s kneeling in front of me and yet I still have to look up to meet his eyes, he must be close to my dad's height in order for that to happen. My dad is 6’ 8” and I look like a doll standing next to him! I can’t tell much more physically from under his suit jacket, but... oh my goddess, he looked up at me and his eyes. I have no words! They are this amazing dark blue with, what looks like, a white snowflake laid over top of the irises. I have never seen eyes like that, I couldn’t look away.
“Ms. Morgan, I was wondering if you would like to have dinner with me and discuss our future.”
He said breaking me out of my trance. How could someone's eyes hold so much power over the actions of another. Had he not spoken I don’t think I would have been able to do anything other than stare at him. Then I realize what he said, no, no, no, there can’t be a future! I am going back home to Fin, and he is going to be my chosen mate, we have already talked about this. I need to end this now!
“Uh, what future would that be exactly?”
Pretty sure Cal is ready to jump over Mr. Hottie, way too old for me, Alpha to strangle me, based off the look on his face and that he’s half leaning out of his chair, fists clenched, his normally light blue eyes black as his wolf, Hephaestus tried to take over. I give him my signature ‘you can’t do anything’ look, and then turn back to Alpha Lupin.
“Um...”
He looks around as though he doesn’t want anyone to overhear this conversation.
“OUR future, together, side by side, you as my Luna?”
Thank the goddess I didn’t have anything in my mouth, I almost choked on air. Usually, thanks to the mate bond, it’s not uncommon for those in the Were community to mate and mark each other within hours of meeting, I am so not ready for that! I also had a teensy bit of hope that the, very obvious, age gap would be an issue for him as well, and he would reject me! My palms are sweaty, and I try to, subtly, wipe them dry on my skirt.
“Oh, that.”
I tilt my head to the side, and squint my eyes a little.
*Alaina... DO NOT! DON’T YOU EVE...*
Cal yells at me through the mind link before I block him.
I subtly turned my head and gave him the best “I am going to skin you alive” glare that I could muster while trying to figure out the right bitck to angel ratio so he gets the point but doesn't try to rally everyone else to attack our pack for being rejected by me.
“Yeah, as far as I am concerned there is no future for... us” I said as flatly as I could, while motioning between Alpha Lupin and myself with my hand. “I want to thank you for the invitation though, you might find someone a little more... suited to your pack, in Canada though”
I stated as I stood up, smoothed out my skirt, then walked off with my head held as high as I could tilt it without seeming like too much of a snob. I managed to catch a look at both his, and Cals faces, before heading to the door. Both looked utterly gob smacked that, that entire conversation just took place. Alpha Lupin looked down at the floor, brows furrowed, shaking his head, like he was trying to figure out the DaVinci code, more likely the Sunday crossword, and was stuck on a part.
*Alaina, I don’t care you are my Alphas daughter right now, I. AM. GOING. TO. STRANGLE. YOU. YOU. BOODY SPOILED LITTLE FACKING BRAT!*
At the risk of that threat being literal, and being the shat disturber that I was, clearly, born to be, I decided to turn around and give a cheeky little wave, over my shoulder, before throwing open the doors and walking out of the convention hall onto the main highway through town. Needing a run, I walk across the street and start up the hill to the hiking trails. Once I get into the tree line, I quickly transform into Tyche’s white Lycan.
Most Lycans are brown, or grey, Ty, however, is almost completely white, with the exception of the black full moon on her forehead and the two crescent moons on her chest, with the waxing over her heart and waning on the right side of her chest. My parents, being a normal Alpha and Luna Lycan, were beyond surprised, as Tyche’s colouring is the symbol of the Lycan Queen. Not just any Queen, no, of course not some rando Queen, I had to be the high Queen. As far as anyone knows there is no royalty in my family, so that should mean that there is no way I am the next Lycan Queen, and yet here is Ty. Unfortunately, that means that I wasn’t born to be the high Queen, I was chosen, and for that to have happened, the prophecy is supposedly now starting. This has been something that the elders in Scotland have been trying to figure out since I first shifted at 13. They haven’t wanted to get the council involved, as they know that once the council knows I will have no choice but be mated to the Lycan King, or at this point the Crown Prince as the King is still alive and hasn’t handed the kingdom over yet, even if he’s not my fatted. I have been hoping, and praying, and begging the Moon Goddess to take this away, to make me a normal Lycan, to not put so much responsibility on my shoulders... since the day I first shifted and nothing! I have to give her credit though, Ty is BEAUTIFUL!
Unlike some of the stories out there, we do not first shift at 18. We are born with our Lycans/ wolves and are able to communicate with them immediately, then we first shift during the first full moon after we hit puberty. For me, that was 3 months after I turned 13, for Callum, from what I was told, was at 11. So, it varies from person to person, even our shifts vary. Mine was almost instantaneous, and relatively pain free, whereas, my best friend Lochlynn, was almost 14 and in agony for hours! There doesn’t seem to be any correlation to age, rank, or anything else in how long, or painful, someone's shift will be. There have been wolves who have taken hours to shift, and had almost no pain, and others, like me, that were able to shift quickly, but said that it felt like they were going to die! Some of the stories are correct though. We shred our clothes if we are wearing them when we shift, so we either strip beforehand, or head to a location that we know has clothes before we shift back.
'Al, why did you do that? Why are you running away from our Mate?'
'Ty, really? We have been over this a million and one times, we accept HIM as our mate we leave home, we leave Fin, and go where? To Canada?! I THINK NOT! Plus, HE’S the next Lycan King, I am not doing the macho tough guy stuff, he is going to be all ‘MINE’ and ‘No one can touch you’ and ‘it’s too dangerous for a woman’. No facking thank you, I would rather be locked in the cells, chained in silver and doused with wolfsbane, for the rest of my life than deal with that shat! Fin... Fin lets me be me. He’s not possessive, he cares but he knows that he can show it without expecting me to follow his commands, he RESPECTS me! There's no way Lycan hottie is going to respect me enough to not order me around, like my dad does my mom!'
'I think you are wrong Al, you should at least give him a chance and go to dinner with him. What’s the worst that can happen?'
'Oh, you know, just throws my over his shoulder like a caveman and takes me back to his pack without me actually accepting anything.'
And with that... complete silence and Ty puts a block between us. There’s no way that I am going to allow anyone to disrespect me and order me around, mate or not!
Ashton POV What in the holy h3ll was that?! All I wanted was a meal to get to know her... HER... fack she is something else. Definitely a force to be reckoned with! I watched her, like the creep I am I guess, for a good 15 minutes. She was deep in conversation with a man that could be her father. Whatever the conversation they are having it seems as though she's getting reprimanded, and it appears as though, based on the exasperated look on the guys face, this is a common occurrence. I had walked over and introduced myself. Beta Callum explained that she was the oldest daughter to the Alpha, and he was pulled to an urgent matter so she was asked to come in his stead. After watching her, and looking at her face now, I can guarantee that she does not want to be here! Seeing her up close she can’t be more than 20, maybe that’s her issue? The age gap? I’m only 33 though 13 years isn’t that bad, not the best I admit, but still not horrible. Beautiful though, absolutely beautiful! Red
The second she turned around and saw us her eyes went wide. She looked nervous, her eyes darted around the castle grounds almost like she was looking for an escape route. She doesn’t take her eyes off Jan while she gets some clothes on. And like the arse Jan is THAT is when he decides to give me back control and shifts back into our human form. “Any particular reason you followed me ALPHA?!” “Um, well, I was really... just... kinda hoping that I might be able to persuade you to let me take you out for dinner?” I almost screamed at her. What the hell is wrong with me? I have NEVER had that much issue trying to talk to a woman before! “Not too sure what you don’t get about ‘there’s no future for us’, do I need to use smaller words?” 'Ooof our mate is feisty! I LOVE IT!' 'You are NOT helping Jan, and thanks for dropping the ball on her NOT catching us being a creeper!' Alaina starts to walk away, further into the forest. At least she's still in
Alaina POV I slowly make my way back to my room in the castle. So many stairs! Fourth floor, who has a fourth floor without an elevator?! I was given a room in a tower, makes me feel like a real princess, but sweet baby goddess the stairs! I could NOT live in a building, castle or no, with this many stairs! 'He followed me! I can’t believe he followed me, Ty! So now we have a stalker to worry about?' 'I don’t think he’s dangerous, just a pestering doofus!' 'I don’t really care if he’s dangerous, I know you can take care of us both, I don’t want to deal with this idiot for the next 11 days!' 'I don’t think we can hide from him, not here at least. Maybe we should just appease him an...' 'APPEASE HIM?! Appease him? Did you hit your head, Ty?! There is no way in bloody h3ll I am going to do ANYTHING to ‘appease’ him! How the fack did you even think that I would go along with that plan? Why would you even suggest such a ridiculous idea?' 'I don’t
Ashton POV I have absolutely no interest in being here anymore. These meetings are pointless as I can’t think about anything other than Alaina, and Janus isn’t doing much better with keeping his mind off Tyche! I am currently in a meeting with the North American packs, trying to sort out alliances, and trade partners. For the most part the packs in North America own their own companies. Pack members generally work for them, but we often have humans working alongside us. These companies are what pay our bills, buy us food, and give the pack members their own money. My pack also lives in a very fertile are of the country, so we have acres of gardens, and greenhouses as our growing season is a little shorter than we need. Alpha Johnson, from Blue River pack in St. Bruno, wants to open trade negotiations with me regarding our produce. Currently we sell the extras at a farmers market, it makes a decent profit, but we could get more from selling to another pack. It would also help the lo
Alaina POV He’s laughing about me punching another Alpha. He's impressed that I stood up for myself? I must be in the twilight zone because this is not how an Alpha acts. I should be getting read the riot act, not being praised and having him laugh at me punching someone. ‘Lunas are quiet, demure, an air of fragility’ is what I grew up being taught, and Alpha Lupin seems to like that I’m not those things. 'Ty, can you get a read on them? Is his Lycan saying anything?' 'If he was in control we would be mated right now, he thought what you did was the hottest thing he has ever seen. I am not sure how Alpha Lupin is able to keep control over Janus right now!' 'Holy shat, who is he? What do you think of them now?' 'I think that you should at least talk to him. Sit in the garden, or the dining hall, you don’t have to be alone, but talk to him!' Maybe Ty is right. He hasn’t really done anything that most of the Alphas would do. Most would have shoved me up to
Ashton POV I head back to my room, happier than I have been in a long time. Actually, I don’t even remember being this happy before! 'I can’t believe you were able to get her to suggest a walk!' 'I know! I’m not too sure what changed her mind but I am not going to complain! We have 10 more days to try and win her over, I don’t know if that is enough though.' 'All you can do is your best. As long as she doesn’t outright reject us, we should be ok, at least then we have a chance!' 'Keep your paws crossed man, all of them, because I have a feeling that this is going to be one h3ll of a fight!' 'Yeah, but it’s going to be totally worth it!' 'I sure hope so. I hope that we can both find happiness within each other!' 'Why wouldn’t you?' 'She is really adverse on having a mate, at least not an alpha mate, I don’t know if she would even allow herself to be happy with us.' I can feel Jan thinking about what I just said as I walk int
Alaina POV Someone slipped a note under my door last night with the exact rule that I needed to ensure I can compete this week. They also pointed out that nowhere in the rule book does it state gender, so it should never have been an issue to begin with, but I have a feeling that this will all change very quickly! This will likely be the first and last time a woman is allowed to compete, even if she did have to fight for it! The thing that caught me off guard the most was that whoever left the note, they also put my name on the registration list. I have a feeling that it might be Ashton, which makes me confused. How would he even know, for starters, and why would he be onboard with this? As I am standing in line waiting to find out who I am up against first I hear all the other Alphas whispering. The looks on their faces when I came walking down the hall to line up was priceless though, even Ty was rolling in fits of laughter! As I am leaning against the wall, I can hear yelling.
Ashton POV 'Jan, you’re going to piss them both off!' I couldn’t help but howl in laughter watching Tyche through Jan’s eyes. Confused doesn’t even come close to the look on her face. Wait... Tyche’s eyes... they are purple! 'JAN! What’s with Ty’s eyes?' 'No clue. That would be a good question for an elder or the council.' 'Yeah, yo, by the sounds of it we should get this fight into gear. I think the council is planning on coming down here to detain Ty!' 'Oh, hells no they aren’t! You want a fight that will keep them away? We will show them something spectacular!' 'Don’t go and show off dude, just please, be normal?!' Jan watches Ty for a few more seconds, slowly rolling back over. It seems like her guard is down, so he pushes his back legs out, hoping to slide enough to get under her belly. All he managed to do was give us some awful hay burn and show Ty that we are done playing. Ty pounces on Jan’s back, pulling on his left ear. Jan stands
Ash POV “I’m not sure that the use of the cameras, in the direction of where the actual tribe lives, is a good idea, what can we do to prevent that?” I ask Dan as the phone rings. “Hello?” “Ash, ‘ol buddy, ‘ol pal.” “Uhhh… yes?” “Shane, from Winslow pack in Dundurn.” “Oh, hey! I didn’t recognize your voice!” “I need to know when everyone is being sent to Tsuut'ina pack so I can get some produce and meat shipped over.” “OH!!! I still need to talk to the tribal chief, but I am working with my head of security to come up with a system that wont be overly invasive, and will be easily removed, before I call her.” “Ok, give me a call when you’ve figured that out and we will get a couple truck sent out there.” “Thanks Shane!” I barely hang up the phone before it rings again. “Hello?” “Ashton, I have been waiting f
Ash POV “Well, I guess we have some work to get done.” Scott nods at me. I can see the repugnance on his face. I’m not sure if it’s with himself, me, or the situation in general, but I have a feeling our friendship will never be the same. My relationship with all of the Alphas will have changed by the end of this. I don’t know if we should take up the kingship after dad steps down. I don’t know if I should be an Alpha anymore. “I know what’s going through your head Ash,” Scott says as he places his hand on my shoulder. “We are still good. This is not your fault; you’ve just been dealt a REALLY shit.ty hand!” I nod, not fully believing him. I mean, yeah, the entire situation is completely, and totally, fu.cked up. It’s been reiterated, I don’t know how many times now but, no one could have predicted this. Even if everyone took the ‘bedtime story’ of Selene’s reincarnation as truth… no one could have thought that there would be someone this
Ash POV Within 25 hours of my call with dad we are all on Skype with the various Alphas, and royal families. There are a handful that had to do a phone call, due to fight issues, or their location not allowing them to get places fast enough, but the bulk of them have made it to this call. The Canadians have all amassed at Blue River, St. Bruno, as that was the best place for flights, with the exception of Scott and I, since that as.shole Kushim is currently in our vicinity and actively attacking. Scott did make his way down to my office, to try to eliminate the number of open windows in the chat as much as possible, but we both know he may need to leave in a rush. The pictures are small, but it will work. I notice that as each location speaks their picture lights up with a little ring around it. Well, that makes things a lot easier! “I have called you all to this meeting to talk about the rogue problem and the prophecy of a mad man.” I watch a closely and everyone see
Ash POV I make a slow walk back to the pack house, with Clara draped in my arms, holding her tight. By the time I get back to town she has no colour left in her face, as hard as I try to keep her head to my chest it flops around as I walkAs I pass by pack members I can hear the gasps, see them cover their mouths in shock, and hear the murmurs about what could have happened. The tears fall down my face, and I don’t even try to hide them. The time of being ‘the big tough Alpha’ is over. I can’t pretend like it didn’t happen, I can’t pretend like these things no longer affect me, the truth… the truth is that this is breaking me. It started out slowly, and I don’t even know when it got to this point, but, if I am being honest with myself, I am becoming a broken man. I will always do everything I can to protect Alaina, I will do everything I can to protect my pack… all of the packs… but I don’t know how much longer I can keep it together enough to do it effectively. I have made so many mi
Ash POV Scott agreed to help call some of the Alphas, Cal and Alex have split a bunch amongst themselves and I got Yu and… Kendrick. I sit at my desk, head in my hands, wondering just how I am going to do this. After Alaina took Kendrick down at the Alpha meeting a few years ago I’m not sure he will be willing to help, at least not if its to help her, and Yu… I never did get a read on how he took Alaina yelling at him. I DO know that if they are in the same room together she will likely want to beat the ever-loving sh.it out of him. Fu.ck, having a strong minded, out spoken, and full of… having Alaina as a mate is definitely challenging at the moment! Not many Alphas appreciate Lunas being like Alaina. They want a quiet, subservient, Luna that has no real mind of her own. Alaina caused a lot of waves in Spain and I don’t think anyone has forgotten. ‘That being said… they do still want to be on the royal families good side!’ ‘Good point… I don’t know if t
Ash POV Walking back into my office Alex, and Austin, are waiting, looking at a map sprawled out across my desk. “What’s going on?” Alex looks up at me, then back to the map, before pointing to the eastern border. “They came in from the East this time. Our patrols were able to get to them before they really got into the territory, but we weren’t expecting it.” “What’s with the one that was caught?” Alex gives a little chuckle, turning and, half sitting on my desk. “Yeah… ‘caught’” He air quotes, chortling a little harder, with Cal and Austin quickly joining him. I raise an eyebrow and look at each of them waiting for someone to explain. “She never shifted, the second she saw our warriors she kneeled, hands on top of her head, and didn’t move, or say anything, until after the fight was over. Whe-” “How was she not brought into the fight?” “She stayed back, a good thirty feet, whi
Ash POV I hold Alaina as she sleeps, and my mind wanders to her reaction to all of this. 'I don’t get it, why would she think we would be mad at her?' I can hear his pain, the same pain that I am feeling. 'I have no answer, man, no answer at all.' The door opens and the doctor sneaks in, giving me a slight nod before grabbing Alaina’s chart from the wall. He nods his head to the hallway, wanting to talk to me, but when I look at Alaina, seeing how peaceful she finally looks, I shake my head. He peers over my body to see her curled around me and nods in understanding. “I’m glad to see she’s finally sleeping, without medication.” I nod, in agreement, as he checks her vitals. “I have a question.” I say, trying to keep my chest from vibrating against her head. He nods, and places her chart back on the wall, before coming next to the bed. “She is beating herself up about losing the pups. Fuck she thought I would
***TW Pregnancy loss and thoughts of self-harm. This one was hard for me to write, as I have had a miscarriage. That being said… Alaina’s side needs to be told. While everyone’s thoughts, and experiences, are different, in tumultuous times, I pulled on parts of my own thoughts, and experiences, for this.*** Alaina POV “I’m sorry Luna, we are limited on options…” “We need to make a decision…” “We don’t have much time…” “Do you want us to call Alpha lupin?...” “Luna?...” “Doctor she’s not responding…” There’s a light flashed in my eyes, I can feel hands on my shoulders, laying me down, pretty sure there’s an IV being placed. “Alaina, I’m so sorry, I called Ash and he’s on his way here.” I look up at him, and I can see the pity written across his face. “I understand how you feel Al-“ Bul.lshit he understands! I haven’t heard from Ty since the doctor gave us the news. That being said, I don’t know what either one of us would say to the other.
As the stapler flies apart my phone starts ringing again and Dan quickly glances at the number on the screen then tosses it to me. Looking I see the number for Wild Rose flit across the screen. “Scott?” “I’m sorry Ash, I need you to get out here like yesterday.” I start running out the door towards the garage. “What happened?” “Alaina had an ultrasound…” His pause stops my heart, and my feet. “SCOTT!” “I’m sorry Ash… it’s the pups.” I start running full tilt. “I don’t know much just that there is an issue and she might loose one… some… I don’t know.” “I’m going to run.” I say as I toss my phone and shift mid step. 'We never should have left her there! She should have been with us!' 'Arguing about it now isn’t going to change anything, but we both know that, with what we knew it was the safest place.' 'And now?'