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Releasing The Feelings
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Seductive Vibrations The secrets Out
The past weeks were scary. Me unable to force myself to feel how I used to, but all my mind and heart wanted was reassuring. Today proved that, I'm glad he opened up about his feelings, his arms stay wrapped around me.“Jack, where are you?” We both look up at the sound of Liam's voice.“Come on, Liam, you know exactly where he is.” Georgina's loudmouth is travelling up the stairs.“I guess it's time for us to move.” Jackson bends down, kissing my lips.“Hey, wait a minute, so does everyone call you Jack, or what?” I am curious.“No, Liam does. He knows I hate the name Jack. It was my Dad's name. I would rather people call me Jackson.” He slides off the bed, handing me my clothes. We get dressed and walk downstairs together, smiling like nothing has happened.Georgina smiles at me, clearly seeing things are back to how they were.“Did you forget Jack, or were you just hoping that I would?” Liam is staring at Jackson, waiting for an answer. Jackson looks so confused.“Well?” He looks t
Seductive Vibrations Lunch At Business
“You both realise this is the first birthday I will have spent with him? It is always ‘I’m out with the team’ when I ask.” Liam sulks.I laugh slightly, no doubt because Liam is a fool. I have yet to meet any of Jackson’s friends, but I can only imagine they are more grown-up than Liam. We don’t say anything, all of us standing quietly. A couple of seconds later, Jackson emerges.“Sorted, there is a table being reserved for us. We will wait for Roxy and then set off. Liam and Georgina, you go together. Me, Alena and Roxy will go together. How is Roxy getting here?” He looks at me.“Fine with me, Jack.” Liam grins. Jackson glares at him.“Enough, Liam or your arse will be sitting outside on the steps.” Liam nods.“Sorry, Jackson.” I look at Jackson, deciding now to answer me.“Taxi, apparently.” He merely nods, smiling.“Right, no going upstairs, at all. I don’t care what you are doing; you do not step a foot upstairs. Okay?” Jackson stares at Liam, waiting. Liam nods, still smiling.“
Seductive Vibrations Hiding away
He stops, his eyes staring into mine, his arms grabbing me, pulling my body to his, kissing me passionately, a demanding kiss. I love it.“What do you want, Alena? What do you want from me? What do you expect from me?” His eyes are looking deep into mine, sending me into overdrive. Why is he asking what I want and expect from him? I want to be happy with him and for him to be happy with me. Simple.“I want you, Jackson. I want you to feel safe like I do. I do want more, yes, but I don't want you to move on.” I don't even know if that makes sense to me, let alone him. I just don't feel comfortable saying that I would like to sleep with Roxy again.“Alena, if you want more, and Roxy is your more, you can have it. I am not someone to stop you from having something you want. You need to realise Alena, I am not someone who will restrict you to only one, and only things I want and enjoy. Now can you explain what you mean by me moving on?” His lips push against mine, his body pushing me back
Seductive Vibrations Morning Fun
Waking up, I open my eyes, Jackson, lying next to me with his eyes closed. Turning, I look at him. I can't help but wonder how I managed to get him. He was in Georgina's league, not mine, yet he chose me. I think back to Jessica or rather Caroline, and how similar we are.He clearly has a thing for redheads, that's for sure. Slowly I move, sliding out of bed. I head out into the hall and grab myself some food before sitting at one of the tables and eating. The place is quiet. After I finish eating, I walk back into Jackson’s room. Jackson is still asleep on the bed. Smiling, I walk towards the bed, climbing onto it, I move so that my legs are on either side of him. Leaning down, I kiss his lips softly, beckoning him to wake up.His eyes open as he looks at me. I begin to move, my kisses running down his neck. I need him again. My lips trail down to his chest, kissing his torso as I keep going. I want to see the real Jackson. I can see he is holding back, yet part of me craves that par
Seductive Vibrations Threes for fun
She sits down on the bed and looks at me.“I'm interrupting something, aren't I? I just came to see, well, it doesn't matter, it can wait.” She moves, getting ready to walk out. Taking the plunge, I stop her. I need to stop hiding myself.“No, you're not. Why don't you stay and join us?” What am I doing? She is looking at me and then at Jackson. Jackson looks like he isn't sure what to do now. I don't know either, but I know I am hot, ravenous, and I want more.Pulling her to me, I start to kiss her. Her body goes into shock, then her lips begin to kiss me back. She begins climbing onto the bed, her legs straddling me, her hands pulling my shirt off. I can see Jackson out of the corner of my eye, ready to leave. He clearly thinks he isn't invited.“Don't leave, come here.”My words rushed.Her lips start kissing down my neck. Jackson looks at her. He clearly won't without her approval. I can’t help but smile, at the fact he is so cautious about even being in the room with us without he
Seductive Vibrations Car Games
“I will be right down.” I look at him, wondering what is happening.“Liam is trying to get upstairs. We need to get dressed and go down.” All three of us begin moving and getting dressed before we walk downstairs. Sure enough, Liam is being held back by two men.“Seriously, you can't trust me to walk to your room?” He looks rather frustrated that he can’t get upstairs. Why is he even trying to anyway?“Look, Liam, if you want to use the services here, you can, but you'll have to book in and follow the rules like everyone else. Plus, pass all the checks.” Jackson looks towards the receptionist.“What, like she does? So, it's okay to bend the rules for her?” Liam is clearly not happy, his finger pointing at me. Why has he now gone back to hating me?“Liam, she is my partner, so yes, she can use this building just like me. It is my business; she is my partner, so it is just as much hers.” Jackson says it softly, trying not to cause more trouble as guests are watching. My eyes stare at hi
Seductive Vibrations Learning More
Looking at him, I am in awe. I cannot cook, not at all.“I never see you cooking. Why?” He looks at me while mixing the food.“I can't cook. We live on takeaways, restaurants and well, ready meals.” I can't help but laugh at it - me, Georgina and Liam cannot cook, yet here is Jackson, like a chef. How is that even possible? His eyes look up at me. He looks shocked.“Seriously?” Yes, he certainly is in shock.“Really, none of us can cook, so we just got used to eating what others cook and deliver.” It really isn't a big deal, yet he looks astounded by the thought. I can cook, just it always gets burnt. That is one thing Max hated. I would be so worried he wouldn’t be happy that I would mess up.“You can't live like that, seriously. At some point, you will need to learn to cook. You can't exactly be healthy eating that junk.” He begins opening cupboards, serving up the food. He puts it on the plates, carrying them to the table. Sitting, we eat, his eyes on me the whole time. I can sense
Seductive Vibrations It's playtime
Arriving at the graveyard, I can't help but feel relief. Liam leads the way. Jackson is holding my hand as we walk behind Liam. The woman at the grave looks old like she has aged far quicker than she should have. She walks towards us, her arms wrapping around me, a smile on her face.“Hi Alena, I'm Helen, Jackson's Mum. You look well, all things considered.” She is smiling, hugging me tightly; she seems nice. Liam had her sound scary and mean. Her Scottish accent clearly stuck.“Hi, Mum.” Jackson smiles as he says the words, and she lets go of me, hugging him. Jackson kisses her cheek.“You look well, Jackson, really well.” She smiles at him. Turning, we walk to the grave. I watch as they lay flowers down. Standing, they are reminiscing and discuss what has happened recently. I feel out of place like I shouldn't be here. I have no idea who Katy was, and I never met her.Her grave reflects someone who is loved dearly. Next to it lies Jackson's daughter, her grave equally as beautiful.
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Seductive Vibrations Shattered Heart
Walking upstairs, I feel like I need to escape for a bit. Sitting on the bed, the door opens, and Jackson walks in, clearly seeing I am worried. He stands at the door, staring at me. It feels like last time all over again. I have no idea if he will come back or not. Getting up, I decided I should just face the fact that he is leaving. Going to walk out the door, he stops me. His hand wraps around my waist, pulling me to him, his hands holding me against me. I try to keep my mind clear. My hands trail over his uniform. I can barely feel him. Does he really need a vest? My question to myself is stupid. This is Max. There is never too much protection from him. He moves, his body now pinning me against the door, his hands feeling my body; he stays quiet, not talking. His hands begin to unbutton my trousers, sliding them down. Moaning, I unfasten his, my hands reaching in and feeling his shaft, hard and waiting. His hands cup my arse, lifting me, my legs wrapping around him, his body pus
Seductive Vibrations Planning
I then look for domain names. Sure enough, the ones for Jackson's business are available. I click them, buying them. Linking them to the blog, I go and change the whole look, making it look saucy and tempting. I sit looking - at my first blog post.What can I write? I think back and have no idea. I decide I will do a sort of introduction. I start by writing how I was at the start, how I felt the instant pull to Jackson and couldn’t resist him, which meant I lost my mind and all sense when he did touch me.I write about how I thought I knew what I wanted, but I really didn’t, and how Jackson showed me what I needed and found out easily.Finishing the post, I sign it off, ‘By Naughty Switch Alena’.I finish and leave it, not expecting much. Jackson comes in and sits down. He reads it, looking deep in thought and amazed.“Right, time to get it out there.” He opens all the websites where the pictures and videos
Seductive Vibrations Whispers
I can’t wait to get home. I feel safe with Marcus and Troy around. Their wives must hate us for taking them away from them. The plane finally lands, and I wake Jackson up. Getting off the plane, Marcus is there waiting for us. He searches the airport with his eyes to see if he can see Max.Marcus passes the keys to Jackson, and we walk back to the cars, leaving the airport and our honeymoon behind us. We drive home. Entering the house, I run to the twins and cuddle them, feeling like it has been forever. I don’t think I could leave them again for so long.“You two look exhausted,” Georgina giggles, clearly knowing about the pictures. I shake my head, not wanting to know about the pictures, talk about them or even hear the name ‘Max’ for a long time. We spend all day sitting with the twins.When we get them into bed and asleep, we go and sit with Marcus to discuss things. I can’t look at him, Troy, or anyone, knowing they have seen the pictures and small video clips of me.“We got two
Seductive Vibrations Shoot Me
The sound of Jackson’s phone ringing wakes me up. Turning, Jackson was clearly asleep as well. Picking up the phone, we see Marcus’ name, and I immediately panic as Jackson answers. Getting up as he answers, I start grabbing my clothes, getting ready to leave.“What do you mean, look at my laptop Marcus? Just tell me what the hell is going on.” Jackson doesn’t sound pleased. Walking across the room, I grab the laptop out of the bag, looking at it, we haven’t even used it. Sitting down, I place it on my lap.He opens it and clicks the email from Marcus; links and more links. I wonder what they are. I go to click on one. I can hear Marcus’ voice on the other end of the phone, Jackson’s face changing as I go to press the button.“Don’t click it, Alena!” he shouts, but it is too late, I have.“Yeah, she’s seen it. Thanks. Now I am going to get a world of shit. We will be leaving soon.” Jackson hangs up the phone. I look at the image. Surely it isn’t real. I look at him, wanting him to tel
Seductive Vibrations A thousand pictures
His hand smacks my arse. “Keep going,” he gestures forward, so I keep walking. The trees are slowly parting, and I look out. It is beautiful. I scream as the whip swings and hits my arse. Turning to face Jackson, he stands there, whip in hand, smiling.“I thought the whip might enjoy our little trip out.” He pulls the whip, playing with it, wrapping it around his hand, then pulling it free again.“And what is the whip exactly going to be doing?” I ask, watching as he teases me, playing with it.“Right now, nothing. Go look.” He points forward, and I freeze. It is beautiful. We are right at the top of the mountain, looking down at the sea and the beaches. It is stunning. Jackson moves, standing behind me, his arms wrapping around me.“There is beauty in everything. We are so busy in our lives, we forget to open our eyes and take in the beauty of the world.” His words are quiet against my ear. “Imagine if you were blinded tomorrow, never to see again. You would wish you had your eyes op
Seductive Vibrations Feeling Him
His hands grab my arse, pulling me closer, his hands rubbing up my back. I freeze under his touch.“What?” He is looking at me like he has hurt me.“Do that again with your hand.” I wait and feel his hand stroking my back.“I can feel it all, every bit of it.” I am fascinated like I can feel the touch for the first time ever. I have gotten so used to losing the sensation of his touch as his hands moved. It feels strange but nice. He clearly thinks so as well, stroking his hand up and down my back, watching me enjoying the feeling, my head tipping back as I moan, feeling it. I am excited. I grab the whip, looking at him, licking my lips before biting on them. I’m smiling at him, tempting him to fuck me.“You can try, but it is not going to work. The boat will be here soon to take us to the resort, and today we won’t be rushing back,” he laughs.“Can we bring the whip?” I smile teasingly, playing with it.“Sure, if I can bend you over in front of everyone and whip your arse.” I am not s
Seductive Vibrations A Table Scene
Getting back, however, he lets himself be free. His hands spank my arse, walking me into the small kitchen. He places the blindfold on me and leans me over the table, a smile growing on my face, waiting for him to play. His hands begin fastening my legs and arms to it, so I can’t move.His hand spanks my arse, and the room falls silent. I stay standing here, bent over the table, waiting, the sound of the TV making me wonder what he is doing. Has he really gone and sat down, leaving me here naked like this? I can’t help but wonder. About 15 minutes later, he comes back in. The whip hits my arse, making me moan.“Are you seriously watching TV, leaving me here?” I ask him. He chuckles at my question.“Oh, I am. Today you stay here, and whenever I feel like it, I will just come to play, tease, or fuck you. Have a problem with that?” he asks as his hand slaps down on my arse, making me moan. Do I have a problem with it? Right now, no. The thought is actually making me smile. I want nothing
Seductive Vibrations Honeymoon Bliss
His hands slip the blindfold on first, then his hands begin to guide mine up to the bar on the bed and slowly tie them there. I love the feel of his hands sliding down my body, his hands stroking my ankles as he slowly fastens them down, so I am unable to move.He has me. I am moaning already, knowing the pleasure that is going to follow. The whip swings down, hitting my arse. I moan, but it still isn’t strong enough to send me utterly wild like before. He keeps going, the whip swinging and hitting my arse. I hear him growl as he lets himself go free for the first time in over a year.He moves onto the bed, his hands teasing me and kissing my body, the whip swinging down and hitting my arse again. I moan and feel myself pushing my arse up, trying to get closer to the whip. His hands quickly grip me, and I feel his other hand slide between my legs as he attaches the clamp, the tightening on my pussy making me moan.His mouth is slowly teasing the entrance, enjoying my honeypot as he li
Seductive Vibrations Unleashing The Beast
I start talking about something random, trying to distract him, pointing out beautiful flowers. When he turns to look, I bolt. I feel like I am going so fast. My delusion ends quickly as I feel myself being pounced on and falling to the floor.“What was your plan? Get inside and lock me out? So, you could just tease me and get away with it?” His hand strokes my face, and he laughs at me. “Maybe next time run when I am not there, like when I go to book the boat for tomorrow,” he teases, his finger gently poking my breast.“Then you might just have won,” he laughs as his head lowers and his mouth kisses my neck gently. His hands grab mine and lift them above my head as his mouth teases down my neck towards my breasts. His kisses are getting lower.“Damn top in my way,” he groans as his hand slowly pulls the buttons open or somewhat off the shirt altogether.“That’s better,” he groans as his mouth starts kissing my breasts, his hand pinning mine to the floor. His mouth keeps moving down.
