Kneeling at my feet he sits and picks the pieces of glass and stone out, trying to clean them as he does."I thought I lost you tonight Kitty, I called the police, I even had Jackson lock down the business." I nod, not sure what answer he wants. His hands remove my dressing gown as he carries me to the bath and places me in it. His hands wash my body, and he doesn't speak, which I am grateful for, right now I don't think I want to know who she is.He helps me out of the bath and dries me, his hands slowly dressing me and covering the cuts on my feet."Let's get you a warm drink Kitty then I will explain." Nodding we walk downstairs, I feel like I am in a trance like it isn't me and I am watching from the outside. Sitting down Demitri joins me followed by Jackson and Marcus."Look, I fucked up. I panicked and told you to get the fuck out, I know now I fucked up." Marcus's head drops."I didn't say enough, I see that now. It was only after that I realised how wrong it would look to you
The loud knocking wakes me up, and my body jumps. I see Demitri answer the door, the police walking in holding up their badges."We have a search warrant." I look at them watching as they walk in and begin searching for something."We also need Mrs Mancini." I look up and stand up."We can ask questions here away from people." Nodding I walk over, Demitri watching me. Sitting down I get asked the same questions over and over. The man slides pictures onto the table, and my eyes widen."This is a serious assault, anyone at all found to have known and withheld information will be accountable." I shake my head, even I know Marcus wouldn't do this."Is that Caroline?" I want to cry for her. He nods looking at me."You know Caroline?" I shake my head."No, not personally, we met up that night to use the business together, she told me her name was Danielle. She is Mr. Woodcock's ex. They have a bad past." He looks at me writing it."How bad Mrs. Mancini?" I shake my head refusing to talk, th
I watch as he walks over and sits down and smiles at me. He glances at Demitri confused."You shouldn't be here Kitty." I feel the tears fill my eyes."I had to see you, Master I can't do it without you." He nods grasping my hands."What happened to you?" His face is cut, and bruised."Nothing much Kitty, new here that's all." I shake my head, that isn't it."Don't lie to me Master, please don't lie to me right now I swear don't." I feel the tear run down my cheek."Kitty I don't want you worrying." I nod, I can understand that."I am worrying, right now I am worrying Master and I am ready to break down, so if I don't know I am going to worry even more over what is happening." He looks at me, his head moving closer to me."Kitty, you have to understand. Our missions, we were never meant to join those we took down." I feel sick. I look around, his hand grabbing my face."Look at me, no one else Kitty, Okay?" I feel my head nodding."Don't come back here. Please Kitty don't put yourself
Sitting we wait for Demitri. He walks in and joins us."How did it go?" I look up at him, I want to say great but, how can I?"It wasn't them. She admitted it was Maria." Demitri smiles."Right, what else? Any luck with getting Marcus out to help?" I want to lie and say no, but for all I know she could just show up."She wants something in return for saying Marcus wasn't there""Anything Puddin, we will sort it." I feel my head shaking."She wants me to help Jackson get sent down. She wants me to tell the police I heard Jackson saying he would kill her if he ever saw her again." Everyone stays quiet."Do it." I turn and look at Demitri"No, what the hell Demitri no!" Is he crazy?"I spoke with them both today, Jackson said straight up it is him she wants. If we can get Marcus out even if it means we risk him getting longer." This is a joke."I can't do it Demitri, I can't put evidence against Jackson, even if he agreed, I won't." I feel the tears fill my eyes."I will." I turn to Alen
"Please get some sleep, you need to be alert tomorrow, the questions won't be like before, they will try get more out of you, try trip you up, try getting Marcus dragged into it, whatever you do, do not mention Marcus, if they try place him there refuse. Please." I nod."Demitri I feel like I am sending Jackson down to free Marcus, I feel like I am swapping his life for Marcus's freedom.""Jackson told you to Puddin, do it, because for him to take the blame and risk losing his life, it means Marcus is in a bad way and needs saving.""It doesn't make it right though; I would hate Alena if she did it to Marcus." I don't care how much it would help Marcus get his name cleared, I would hate her."Alena has already said if you don’t, she will. She will hate you more if you refuse and put Jackson and Marcus at risk of never getting out." I hate everyone and everything right now."Please, get some sleep. I don't care if you need to drink until you pass out Puddin, you need to have had sleep
Everyone carries on their day, like nothing is happening, yes you can see the pain on their faces, but they act like everything is fine. Sitting I drink until I pass out, Demitri carrying me to bed. Waking up I do the same, every day drinking more.By day four I realise Marcus isn't coming home. I just made things worse for him, and now I can't take it back, I can't remove what I said. The pain of knowing I made things worse push me deeper into depression as I drink more. Demitri trying to stop me, but he can't."Puddin, enough please" I shake my head."The only way to hide everything is this Demitri." He shakes his head."There is another way""Which I refuse, over and over. Demitri I won't use the lifestyle without Marcus, I won't." I can't do it."This is killing me Puddin, at one point you said I was the person to keep you afloat." I nod, he was."You were, then I let him in, and loving Marcus is my greatest sin because I can't have him now when I need him." He gets up and walks a
Sitting up I quit, it is 6, so I may as well get up. Marcus didn't sleep well, I felt him moving far too much, no doubt plagued by the memories of being locked up. I stand cooking, and not long after hearing him walking down, I can see he is struggling to move, I try to smile at him, but I just feel myself breaking down seeing him so hurt."Morning Master, how are you feeling?" I look at him as he sits down."Honestly Kitty? Lost and confused, it feels like a dream waking up in my bed, walking down here and seeing you." I nod, it will take him a while to get used to life again. I finish cooking, putting the food on plates."First aid kit please Kitty." Nodding I grab it out and walk over to him, his hand taking it."I will do it Master" He looks at me wary."Kitty you saw bandages, I'm not sure." I shake my head, I can't bury my head and let him do it and pretend it hasn't happened."If you're sure Kitty?" I nod taking it back, my hands unfastening his shirt and putting it to the side
Moving I stand up, a few minutes pass by before Marcus walks in, he moves and walks in front of me. His lips pressing against mine, I can do this to save him. I would wait if it was just me, but I can't lose him to drink.His hands slip the blindfold over my eyes, my eyes staying fixed on his face until it disappears, feeling his mouth kiss down to my neck. His fingers run across my body."Kitty you have options, what do you want? Do you want normal, do you want pain, do you want long, frustrating, or soft?" I moan feeling his hand trailing down my back."I want pain Master" He stays quiet not replying."Are you sure Kitty?" I nod."I am Master" I want to feel pain right now, however, just feeling his fingers caress my skin is sending me crazy."Okay Kitty, sex, yes or no?" I get a choice in that. Usually, scenes are scenes."No Master." I don't want that with Demitri, I would rather wait months and have Marcus. I feel his hand stroke over my breasts."Okay Kitty, last question." he s
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for