"You're in shit." I look up at Demitri and laugh, he has to spoil the fun."I would just get the cage out now Marcus, save yourself all the hassle." I feel my eyes roll at Demitri, he has to spoil my fun, all I was doing was planning what I could do right now."I saw that Puddin." I laugh my eyes rolling again, okay, today is a bad day for me, Demitri looks at Marcus shocked."You need to teach your Kitty some manners Marcus, her eyes may just end up watering if she continues." I laugh at him."He already has thank you, I always swallow when I am told." I keep laughing Marcus looks at me shocked. I laugh looking at Demitri."Twitchy palm Demitri?" I have to laugh at his expression, his head shaking."All I did was come to ask Marcus something and you, you just torment people for your own pleasure." I laugh shaking my head."No, I am sure you get some pleasure out of it as well Demitri." I sit laughing at him, I am going to get myself in shit today, I can feel it. The brat is breaking
Standing I wait."Right, count with each one, safeword is Red as always." I nod to Demitri, how bad can it be? Having your feet whipped surely isn't that much of a punishment. I feel the sting of the whip."One" I stand quiet as he continues, each time it hits harder. And as it does, it forces me to push down on the chains making the uncomfortable feeling more painful."Eight." I feel like saying the safe word, I hate this punishment. I jump and scream."Nine." I feel the whip hit my feet as I scream."Ten." Okay, if all punishments were like this my smart mouth would quickly keep shut. Demitri walks in front of me and smiles."You did better than I thought you would Puddin, I shall leave you with your Master." He kisses my forehead and walks out, Marcus moving to stand in front of me."Okay, are you okay?" I nod at him."Uncomfortable as hell Master and my feet kill already, I don't think I like Demitri's punishments." He laughs shaking his head."This was mine Kitty, be thankful thi
As I move off Marcus, there is a light knocking at the door. I watch Jackson walk in."I left my phone, sorry. The window is open I could hear and didn't want to interrupt." I nod walking to the Kitchen, Jackson staring at Marcus."Drink Jackson? I need to answer emails so we can talk later Master." I look at them, Marcus said something to me Jackson has not heard, and they need to talk it through."Sure thanks." Nodding I make the drinks, carrying them over I turn and start walking upstairs hearing Jackson."Weak man? When have I ever looked at you differently for switching sides in the bedroom Marcus?" I smile, hoping Jackson makes him realise him submitting when needed or once a month doesn't make him weak. It takes a strong man to submit and give in like that.Sitting down I go through emails, I thought Marcus submitting was a good thing, maybe I am wrong? If he thinks everyone looks at him differently for it, is it really a good thing for him, even though I have seen how much he
Walking towards the bed I unzip my dress, her head shaking."I will do that." I nod climbing on the bed, her mouth pressing against mine as her hands begin removing my dress, my hands feeling across her skin, her body already naked. As her mouth begins to kiss along my body teasing me as she removes all my clothing until I am just as naked as her. Her mouth settles between my legs, her tongue teasing at my sex, my moans starting instantly as my hand grasps into her hair. My moans get louder as I feel myself close to orgasming."Keep your eyes on me, okay?" I look at her and nod as she keeps going, her fingers slowly joining in as I moan. The sound of the door opening and closing. It is Marcus, I don't need to look to know that. She keeps going, pushing me closer to my limit as I orgasm, my hands tightening in her hair as I do. I watch as she moves, kneeling next to me, her lips pressing against mine as I moan, my hand grasping her breast.I feel hands grasping my hips, my body being s
TW: Suicide ContentAs I reach the bottom of the stairs, I see him have his coat and shoes on."Where are you going?" I look at him worried."Horses Kitty, I love them but need to find them homes, we will have horses in the UK, I will be about two hours at the most." He kisses me and walks out. The morning passes by quickly, Jackson showing up around twelve."So, where is he?" I look at him confused."Not here, he said he was sorting out a home for the horses." He looks at me confused."That was sorted by 10, he is meant to meet me here at 12 we are finalising the paperwork for the businesses.""He isn't back, I assumed he was just taking longer than expected."How did he seem this morning?" I look at him, my head shaking. Marcus wouldn't, he wouldn't do that."On edge but fine I think, I will try to call him." Taking out my phone I hit the call button, not getting an answer, I glance up to Jackson. Marcus never ignores my calls."Okay, I will go look for him." I look at Jackson, he
Ten minutes pass by and I walk back in, Jackson sat next to him talking. I walk over and sit next to him, Jackson smiling."Right, well all that matters now is getting you home and better. Everything else can wait." I look at Jackson, is he crazy?"Me and Demitri will take it in turns to be at the house, you won't like it Marcus, but until you feel confident again and know you won't try anything we will be.""So, you both just pretend I didn't tell you then?" I look at Marcus."No, but at least now we know Master, now we know why you have been such a mess. When you are ready you can talk to us, together or separately. You should have told us." He looks at me nodding."I'm sorry, that I told you to leave me alone, I didn't mean it." I nod kissing him."What I don't get Marcus is why you kept it quiet. Even when we were both in there, I could see it had happened, just by looking at you and every day I hoped you would tell me." I look at Jackson, he knew? Or at least suspected."Just ano
"I thought I was fine Kitty; I swear I did. I thought I could just forget it and move on. I then broke down and Demitri was there, I told him everything. He pleaded with me to tell you or Jackson, but I couldn't.""You saying you're a weak man, Master, was that caused by this and worry what we would think?" I look at him as he nods."Let's be honest Kitty, you look at what Alena went through, you hear her story and how bad it was for years and she never once had thoughts of giving up on life. Then there was me, a grown man, quitting after a few weeks of the same abuse." I feel a tear fall from my eye."You and Alena are different. For a start, she does not have any mental health issues Master, you do. You have depression and PTSD caused by your upbringing, the years in the navy, there is only so much the mind can take before it gives in.""I didn't mean to be selfish Kitty, I swear I didn't, I just couldn't find a way to tell anyone. I couldn't find a way to stop the images in my mind
My dreams plague me, however, waking up I can't remember what they were. I feel a sense of uncertainty, and like I am lost and scared, but still, I can't remember the dreams, not dreams, nightmares, I remember being scared, crying, but what over?Walking downstairs Demitri and Marcus are sat together. I look at the clock, 2 pm? I shake my head as I grab a drink, I walk over to the kids. Sitting with them, I look at Marcus."You should have woken me up, Master." Leaving me to sleep this long isn't good."All fine kitty, Jackson told me you didn't get to sleep till after 5." I nod, I won't argue not today."He was telling me he is stopping drinking." I nod to Demitri."It is the best thing for now until he has fully recovered." Marcus shakes his head at me."No, I mean completely, I haven't helped myself have I? The last thing I want is to make myself worse by drinking. My liver isn't good, so not drinking at all is for the best." I'm not sure, he and Jackson enjoy their nights out tog
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for