Getting washed, I get dressed and walk downstairs, Demitri sat waiting."What’s up Puddin?" I look at him and laugh."Why, Puddin?" I always wondered."Well, you know the films, the stories. Harley Quinn is crazy, a little bit psycho." I nod."I love Harley Quinn; she is different and out there." He laughs nodding."You like her because you are so much like her Puddin. Hence I call you Puddin." I nod, I can't disagree with that."So, how are you and Sasha?" I smile at him, leaning forward."We are not a 'we'." I look at him shaking my head."The past is the past Demitri remember that. You're running scared, what happens in a few years when you remember how much you wanted a family and kids and you can't anymore?" I know him, and I know that is how this will end."So, what happened to make you run?" There had to be something, he looks at me, and I can see there is, she did something to freak him out."She said she loves me." I laugh, looking at him."Demitri if you run at that word how
I walk past him, his eyes watching me, my hand grabs the wand and prostate massager, and turn to face him I hold them up."My turn." His eyes widen, did he really forget he has these toys?"Don't look so shocked pet, they were on your list, nothing from your hard limit will be used." I place them on the bed, my hand wrapping the collar around his neck and clicking on the lead, pulling it, so he is kneeling. My hand removes the gag from his mouth, pushing his head to my sex, feeling his tongue teasing me, I did plan to tease for ages, but now I thinking quick and dirty. His hands move to wrap around me, my hands push his away."No touching." My words are soft as I moan, his tongue teasing me more. I like this monthly arrangement, sometimes I do this twice, just spur of the moment, but on this date every month like clockwork I take charge. I pull his head back, screw hours, I just want to win. I pull the lead, Marcus crawling behind me, reaching the drawers I go through them, grabbing o
"While we're talking, what about you? You never spoke to me about things before us." I would rather forget."Master, I am trying just to forget it and move on, not forgive everyone who hurt me in the past but accept it happened. She was nice; she would say I was flawless and perfect, but then would be out with other girls. She would blame me if I was hurt by her, it is my past Marcus, something I am moving on from, what about you?" I look at him waiting."You know my past Kitty, people dying or leaving, suicide attempts, and fighting to stay alive, a wife who was never my wife and just agreed to stay with me for ten years, so she got some cash. Alena who I thought loved me but turned out she didn't; she just liked fixing me when I was broken.""Which brings me to something else, Kitty. I am sorry for what I said; I feel just as bad as Shaun, sure I did not say what he did, but I in a way implied the baby was nothing, and I can't forgive myself for that. I didn't mean it." He was hurti
"I have a confession to make Kitty, however, right now is not the time. Jackson will be here soon to take the kids and Jacob." I look at him, his confession is clearly serious, and he has lied about something if he wants the kids out of the house."Eat, he should be here soon." He pushes the plate towards me, my hand taking it as I eat, and what is his confession? He walks away getting the kids ready to leave; this feels big.Jackson walks in smiling."Here for the packages." He laughs, picking up Alex."Jacob grab Luna and carry her out for me." Jacob gets up and walks over to Luna taking her out to the car, Jackson following. The door shuts, and Marcus walks over to me, I am still standing in the kitchen where he left me after giving me food. I didn't want to move, not when I have a feeling this is bad."Okay, so you remember how you were talking about us two and another woman?" I nod, is this what he was on about? The confession? Is this where he says he doesn't want to? My mind pl
I stay standing in front of him."Mmm you see Kitty, that sounded genuine." I moan as his cock pushes into my sex, his hips moving faster and harder, the orgasm so close as I fight it off. His hand wraps around my body, grasping my neck."I will let you orgasm Kitty; I know you didn't mean anything by it." I moan, soon, I will let go quickly, right now I am just enjoying this too much. His hand pushes me further forward; my body is bent over as he continues to thrust his hand, covering my mouth, before sliding down my body and grasping my ass."Ahm." Marcus stops, he didn't lock the door again? I feel my feet ready to stamp, Marcus, glancing behind us."It's Demitri." Marcus's voice is quiet next to my ear."Well tell him to fuck off, this is so cruel.""Sorry, go through we will be right there." I turn and glare at Marcus, is he serious right now?"Don't pout Kitty, take it as a punishment you weren't going to have orgasms for a week remember.""I don't care." Marcus moves to pass me
Marcus's eyes are fixed on the floor of the car, the short drive back to Jackson, no one speaks. We get in, and the girls go straight to Georgina's I'm guessing they are too upset. Marcus sits with Jackson as me and Alena pass out drinks. Jacob is standing alone crying, while Ella is sitting talking to one of the members. I don't know them well.An hour passes, and no one is really talking, Ella sits smiling and laughing, my eyes on her, how can she be so happy? I see Marcus move, my hand going to stop him as Jackson stops me."Let him, Anaya, she can't keep lying.""You need to leave." I look at Marcus; he can't tell her to leave."He was my husband." Ella looks at him, everyone now listening."Not according to you, he died a year ago, so I think you need to leave." Maybe he won't mention the affairs? "Don't be stupid, Marcus; you know what I meant. He changed; he wasn't my husband anymore; he was sleeping with another woman.""Well, at least he only slept with that one woman Ella,
Waking up, Marcus is lying staring at the ceiling, moving I look down at him."Good morning, Master." He nods, smiling, his eyes looking at mine."I'm sorry Kitty, last night was not a good night at all. I shouldn't have wanted to run and end it all." I smile at him shaking my head."I mean it, Kitty, I fought my demons so many years ago, I never thought they would return. They did return with a vengeance, I love you and the kids, I swear I do." I nod, smiling at him, moving, so I am sitting on him."You have depression Master, that will always return, and you don't need to apologise, I know you love the kids and me. That is the thing about depression Master. It does not care if you have children, a partner, parents, or siblings. Depression does not care who or how many people love you; it blinds you to their love temporarily." I kiss him."Depression does not care about who you have in life when it wants to haunt you it does; I never for once thought you didn't love us enough to stay
Marcus walks down looking at me, his hand locking the door."Oh, so now you lock the door, Master, now that you don't want to be seen with your face all naked?" I laugh at him, Luna looking at him confused, yeah, we didn't consider the kids and if they would recognise him."Daddy?" Marcus nods, smiling."It's me, Luna, did you have fun with Georgina?" Luna nods and carries on playing."You forgot Jacob is staying here? The door can't be locked until we know what time he's getting back.""He's at Jackson's, he stayed there last night." Nodding I walk to the kitchen and start cooking. My eyes keep looking at Marcus and how different he looks. Do I regret shaving his beard? Slightly, but at the same time, I love the way he looks without it just as much as him with it.We spend the whole day with the kids and Teddy, sitting in the garden having a picnic at tea time, lying back with my head resting on Marcus's legs, his arm stroking along my arm."Nothing but free and happiness now, Kitty
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for