**TW** (DEPRESSION, ALCOHOLISM, SUICIDE THOUGHTS.) Marcus:I stand staring at the street, Jackson, Alena and the others behind me. Where has she gone? I turn to Jackson, my body shaking."Look, she will come back, Georgina and Liam take Alena home. We will look for her." They nod and leave, my eyes looking around, has she really gone? I was a fool for what I said."What happened?" He looks at me, and I shake my head."I did what I always do; I fucked it up. I rushed in; I told her I love her and asked her to marry me." I feel the tears brimming in my eyes. Jackson smiles and pats my back."She is probably just freaked out, don't worry Marcus. Any ideas where she would go? Friends or family?" I shake my head."She has no one here, she has one of my cards though, I will call and see if it has been used." Jackson nods, and we walk to a small cafe, sitt
Anaya:I watch as he stands shaking, my hand takes the bottle and empties it. His eyes beg me for it. I don't know this Marcus. The way he spoke, and how he wanted Jackson to hit him, it's like he is trying to self-destruct."Marcus you either stop now, or I am gone, I don't even recognise you, and this is not a man I want to be with." I pray my words work."Please, I just need to drink please." His whole body pleads for the drink, he looks broken and lost."I swear, you let me drink, I won't do anything stupid, you can lock the pills away, hide the knives anything, please." I stand shocked by his words, does he get so bad he tries hurting himself?"Marcus, whatever it is in your head keeping it there won't help, please talk to us. Drinking won't help." I move closer to him, trying to be careful, I have no idea how he is going to react to me."I'm sorry." I look at his face the tears falling as his body shakes and crumbles to the ground, I move my arms wrapping around him, trying to
Waking I move to cuddle Marcus, feeling nothing but emptiness. Walking down the hall I hear Alena's voice, I can see her sitting with him. I stay quiet, knowing Alena is here for Jackson. I know Jackson will be hurting as much as Marcus after their fight."Marcus, he's a mess, go see him." Alena sits next to him waiting, but he shakes his head."He knows where I am, he will come when he is ready. You need to leave." She looks at him, her face full of sadness."For me Marcus." Her hand moves and grips his, and he quickly pulls away."Stop, not for you anymore." His words are loud and I watch her move to kiss him, a gasp escapes my lips and I cover my mouth quickly, watching him push her away."Please, you know since you left you have been a mess. Come back to me Marcus, we can go back to how it was." I watch as he stands moving away from her."Alena I told you last night, how didn't it sink in? I don't love you."She looks at him, pleading almost with her eyes."I hoped you were just
His eyes look at me."Over here." He points to a spot and I walk and stand there. He walks over and wraps the restraints around my wrists, pulling them above my head. He walks around me, still nothing in his hands."Want to play kitty?" His question teasing, I don't think I like this."No, Master." He looks at me, confused."No? Why do you not want to play kitty?" His smirk grows; he knows exactly why."Because I have a feeling you are not going to play fair Master." He nods and continues circling me."Is that so, Kitty? So, would you rather we stopped, went to bed and cuddled like the rest of the world?" I look at him and consider it, of course, I don't. Yet the thought of him not playing fair makes me want to refuse, just because I can."No Master, I would not rather you stop." He looks at me and nods quietly."Good Kitty, I will be nice, I swear." His eyebrows raise as I feel my eyes almost rolling. His body still circling mine."Mmm, see now where would I start Kitty? Maybe with t
I pace the floor of the waiting room, constantly asking the nurse for him to be told he's not on the system, what if she lied? For all, I know Marcus could be at home waiting for me. I feel myself losing control, how can he have me like this in such a short time? I don’t want to leave without knowing he is okay."Anaya." I turn and see Jackson, running to him I hug him, Marcus nowhere around. He looks like he's been crying."Please don't." I look at him my whole world smashing, why does it take something like this to make you realise just how much someone meant? Now I have lost him, I begin crying, Jackson looking at me confused."Why are you here Anaya?" He looks at me waiting for my reply."Where else would I be? I need to see him, Jackson. Please, how bad is he?" He steps back and looks at me like I am crazy, everyone in the waiting room staring at us."Anaya, what are you talking about?" Does he not know? I look at him, his face bruised and bloodied, did he fight with Marcus again
Getting out we walk in together, I see Jackson and Alena first, then Georgina and Liam. I look past them and see someone else, is that? I turn and look at Marcus who simply nods.Ivy, why is she here? I run over to her and hug her, as much as we fight and I hate her for making me stay in that small town, I still love her. She hugs me back and smiles, I look at her confused."Why are you here? What is going on?" She shrugs her shoulders at me."No idea, I got a call and asked if I could be here tonight for 8, and here I am. Had to take the time off work but had enough time to sort it." I nod, so this was planned, not something he just threw together in the last hour."Dance?" I turn and see Demitri, I smile and nod as we dance, my eyes constantly looking towards Marcus."Do you know?" I stop as Demitri holds up his hand."Don't ask, I can't say anything." I roll my eyes and nod and finish the dance, Marcus coming over and taking his place dancing with me. Nicklebacks "Far Away" Playing
I walk over and find Marcus with Jackson."Would it be wrong of me to give Alena a glass, and tell her I forgive her?" They both turn to me like I am crazy."Yes!" Their words are said together."Anaya please don't. You doing that is giving her the way out, she will instantly think she got away with it. Don't accept her apology, not that she has given you one yet." Jackson looks at me, and I nod."If you do, I will punish you, simple. You can't do something that goes against a punishment when you know that person is punished." I nod and smile."I won't, it was just an idea. I thought if I were to offer her a drink, she would maybe hate me a little less.""You will have plenty of time to become friends, no doubt you will be asking her for advice on planning the wedding." Jackson points out, and he is right. Alena and Georgina are the two people I know I will be asking."Sir." We all turn to Alena again, she doesn't give up, does she?"Alena, you have been told." She nods and turns, bef
Waking up I walk downstairs, Marcus sat smiling at me, the morning quiet as we talk about getting married."Right, I will be right back down." He smiles and walks off upstairs, I walk to the kitchen and sit at the bar as he comes back down holding a box."This is for you." He opens the box, inside are two collars." I look up at him confused. The collar is metal, with a heart padlock hanging down. A thick leather collar, with large hoops."So, I figured it’s about time you had a real collar. One to show everyone in our world that you're mine. The metal one is more for when we are around MJ or anyone you would rather not ask questions. The leather one is for every other time." He wraps it around my neck. His finger wraps around the giant metal loop on the front and pulls it, making me move closer to him."Easier access, I can play whenever I want." His lips press against mine."Which brings me to the second part, remember we talked about this being a 24/7 thing?" I nod and smile at him.
"You two look amazing together." I nod smiling at Marcus."Thanks, I'm still waiting to wake up, the last five years, just flew by." They did, and we moved into his spare house and settled down there. In 9 months, she was pregnant, and a few months later I proposed."So, we are all still waiting." I nod and laugh."Soon, let her finish the dance with Ethan, then Star will pop the balloon and you will all know, including me." I look at the balloons."There is no indication, trust me I tried looking, but you can't see what colour the confetti is, inside them." I nod and laugh."It will be a boy." I have a girl, so I can hope for a boy. He pats my shoulder and walks off."Happy wedding day Uncle Demitri." I turn and smile at Katy."Thank you, Katy, where is Jacob?" I can't remember seeing him."He is sorting out Jackson." I laugh, why would he be sorting out Jackson?"Oh, baby Jackson, yeah, my bad, that is taking some getting used to." I laugh shaking my head."Barely a baby Demitri, he
My foot taps as my eyes stay fixed on my hands, the sweat building in my palms. The faint muffled sound of talking comes from all around me as I try to stay calm. The music begins, my heart racing faster than before, I feel like running and fast. I feel the slight tap on my shoulder, turning I smile seeing Anaya walking towards me. Star by her side, holding up a wooden heart.Daddy, Mummy is coming! The words make me smile, she walks towards me, stopping Anaya smiles as Star hugs me before sitting down next to Anaya. I look at Jackson and Marcus standing next to me, the music continuing as Luna and Alex walk down together. Reaching me they both hug me, my eyes watching as they sit down. I try to calm my breathing my eyes watching the door, seeing the white moving slightly.I smile feeling the tear fill my eyes as she stops at the end of the aisle. Her brother by her side as she begins walking towards me, my smile growing as the tear falls down my cheek, Analise reaches me, her brot
"We're here Kitty." I open my eyes, and Marcus is smiling at me."Can I just go back to sleep, Master?" I laugh looking around us."No, come on, get your arse in there. Everything is sorted, we just need to unpack personal stuff. Then have food, and plan." Nodding I open the door."Plan what Master?" I was hoping for a lazy day today, I guess not."You will see, I took the bags in, the kids are playing." Nodding I get out and start walking towards the house, the fields seem to go on for miles."Right come on." Nodding I follow Marcus around the house."Like the last one, kitchen, however totally separate from the dining room, the Dining room is here, kids game room is here, utility room, living room, second living room, office, storage." I nod following him around."Right upstairs Kitty." I nod following him up."Luna's room, MJ's, Alex's, bathroom one, storage. Bathroom two, our room with bathroom, our playroom, and second playroom, spare bedroom for the next baby we have." I stop an
Standing I take my top off, the door opening as Marcus walks in.“Behave, I mean that.” I look at him laughing as he pushes me back.“Fuck behaving kitty, I have unfinished business, and I can’t get the way you looked in that corset out of my head.” I moan as his mouth presses against my neck.“The kids Master, we can wait, we will land in like an hour.” I feel his head shake as he continues kissing my neck.“Kids are sorted, happily occupied with someone, now shut up and let me fuck you.” I moan as he continues kissing down my body his hands removing my clothes. His head stops between my legs as his tongue begins to tease.“I thought you said you were going to fuck me, Master.” This isn’t fucking me. I scream as his fingers push inside me.“Shh Kitty, this place certainly isn’t soundproof and hearing you scream just makes me want to do more.” I moan nodding, his tongue continuing to tease as his fingers play, pushing me to orgasm, he stands up, my hands grabbing his clothes and remov
Walking downstairs after getting the kids in bed, Katy and Issy have left along with Georgina."Right, just adults now." Jackson looks at us as we sit down, I guess tonight me, and Marcus don't get alone either."Now they have gone. Everything is booked for the day of moving, I will be telling Liam he has a year to sort a place out. Katy is only 15, but she will want her space once the baby comes. I am hoping we can keep her at home for a year until she is 16, but if not then they will need to find a house quicker.""She is a child; she has no choice but to stay at home until you let her leave Jackson." Marcus looks at him like he is crazy."And you're right, but having a new baby is hard as an adult, never mind as a child with the thoughts of if their parents are watching their every move, plus, I want Jacob to feel at home, so it will be his house as much as Katy's" I stare at Jackson."No, I don't want anything from you." Jacob looks at Jackson shocked."No arguing, she made you pa
"Your pregnant?" Georgina appears behind us after a few minutes, Katy crying and nodding. Georgina moves and cuddles her."You will be fine, your mum and dad will be fine, just shocked that is all." Demitri escapes into the other room, sitting an hour passes as me and Georgina talk to Katy, Alena and Jackson coming back with Marcus."Okay, I am calm. I am angry as hell Katy, but I still love you. You're my baby girl like Issy." He hugs her and I see her relaxing as she cries, Marcus sitting next to me, his mouth at my ear."I calmed him down and explained she could drop any time so he should be gentler." I nod, she has months yet, I hope."Right, so I am not sure what your mum will say, but I think the way forward is to get you checked out and make sure you are okay. Then go from there, no more ignoring this, and that includes telling Jacob." Marcus smiles like something has happened."No Dad, he will hate me." Katy looks at him as the door opens, and Jacob walks in."You may need to
"Okay, so I guess I will start with part one. Katy lied to Jacob about her age, they knew each other yeah, but he wasn't sure of her age. She told him she was 16, and as you said, Katy looks a lot older, so he didn't question it." He nods listening."So, they did sleep together. She then realised her mistake when it came to her birthday. She realised he would see her cards saying 15 and see she lied, so she told him a few days before her birthday that is when he swore never to touch her again until she was 16." He looks at me confused."If Jackson and Alena paid attention, they would see her card from him has 17 on, he bought it before she told him.""Right, so that is what this is all over? She lied, okay Jacob isn't to blame I can see that, Jackson and Alena will as well, so we tell them and clear it up." I shake my head."Marcus that is part of the story, just listen you swore not to tell them." He nods, this is the part where he flips."So, I assumed like you this was all over th
Sitting I think about his words."Someone needs to talk to her Master." This can't keep happening."We have all tried, if you want to there is nothing to lose, but honestly, I can't see anything calming her, except one thing which is bad to think of Kitty, but that is the one thing that will scare her into realising she can't do this and not get hurt.""I will try, I know her a bit, not enough like you lot so maybe she will tell me? Maybe she won't but it is worth a try Master. You're all clean, go get some sleep." He needs to."I can't, Jackson is coming, and to be honest Kitty even if he wasn’t, I can't sleep. Not until I know Katy is okay, she was a mess after the fight." I nod.Making us a drink we sit down, about an hour passing as we talk about last night, Marcus telling me I was right for making him go.The door opens as Jackson walks in, Katy following. Jackson looks at Marcus shocked, I am guessing he didn't see him, he turns back to Katy."Jackson don't." I look at him, shou
Standing I wash the plates, a few minutes passing by in silence."Really Kitty?" I turn and face Marcus, what did I do? Or what have I done that he found out?"What Master?" I place the last plate on the rack and begin drying my hands."You actually were just going to do that? Wash up and go to bed and quit?""You said you were worn out Master, I am trying to behave." I am for a change."Come on Kitty, really? You didn't even question it, or mention what you had planned, nothing? Just okay." I nod, I don't want to push him if he doesn't feel like doing certain things."I am sure I did that before Kitty, you laughed at me and said like hell are we going to bed. Come back to me please Kitty." I move towards him, his head shaking."You know what I meant, if I was worn out and you laughed and said like hell are we going to bed, I would have made sure you know I meant it. I miss the crazy woman I used to have before all this, the one who would have jumped across the table and teased me for