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2023-07-29 20:00:57Marcus comes in, looking like he has had a bad day. I walk to the kitchen, offering to get him a drink and sort him some food. He refuses the food but accepts the drink.
I can’t help but wonder what has happened with him and Maria, so I decide I will ask.
“Has Maria left now then? I don’t understand why you couldn’t work it out. She loved you.”
“Not as simple as love anymore. We decided years ago what we wanted from our lives. She changed. She decided she wanted kids, another life away from here, away from me.”
Oh wow, surely, she didn’t want to get away from him?
“I don’t think she was going away from you. I guess if she decided she wanted kids and you don’t, then that would have been the final push to her leaving. I can’t see why anyone would walk away from you because of you.” I can’t. He is amazing, kind and caring. He is excellent with the girls.
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