Lilian James*Aah! This bed feels so good and warm and.. hard?But according to me bed's are supposed to be soft.Right?I opened my eyes slowly to see Jason’s face in front of mine. I looked at our position and saw, my arms were wrapped around Jason and he was sleeping with one hand at the back of his head and on his other arm was my head. Well his arm was I guess my pillow. Hehe.He looks so peaceful when he is asleep. I moved a little closer to him closing my eyes again, hugging him tightly. I feel so warm."Lilian, will you let me get up?" Jason’s voice came, and my eyes flung open. I looked up with wide eyes and saw him looking at me."I-You were awake?" I asked embarrassed by my actions."Will you let me go.” I instantly pulled away my hand, though I didn't want to.Jason got up from the bed and went to the washroom giving me a last weird look.After Jason came out I got up and went to the washroom, brushing my teeth and taking a good shower, I got ready as I have to go and meet
Jason Chaser*I was trying to concentrate on my work but the morning's incident kept flashing in my mind. I felt really guilty for saying those things to Lilian. She was so hurt. I wanted to apologize to her but this attitude of mine will not let me do that.After Junior had the panic attack again last night I didn't want him to go out anywhere without me. I know Lilian loves him and will protect him whatever happens but when Junior have the attacks, no one can calm him down except me. I don't want to lose him again.I want to give him all the happiness of this world but I also have to keep him safe from Lolita, I won't allow her to take him away from me. She was never a good mother nor will she ever be. It was stupid of me that I thought I could give her a chance, and that was the biggest mistake of my life. She was even ready to kill my baby when he was yet to be born.Unable to focus on my work I finally decided to call Lilian and ask if she has returned or not. I know it's still
Lilian James*The next day when I woke up, I found the bed empty beside me. I sat up rubbing my eyes and looked around the room, but there was no sign ofJason.Where did he go?After getting up from the bed I went to the washroom, doing my daily morning stuffs, I went downstairs and saw Junior sitting and having his breakfast.Where the hell is Jason?I went to him and said "Good Morning."He looked up at me, his face lit up when he saw my smiling face. "You are not sad anymore?"I shook my head.He sighed. "Thank God. Yesterday I was so worried about you.I went to him and sat beside him "I know and I am really sorry for worrying you baby."'It's okay. But from next time, don't be sad, it doesn't suit you, mommy.”"Okay. Okay."He smiled then started eating his food happily. I looked around here and there searching for Jason, but no sign of him.Where is he?"Mommy." I was snapped out of my thoughts whenJunior called me. I looked at him, he was already looking at me with a question
Lilian Chaser*“Dad, Mommy."Instantly my eyes opened. I looked from where the voice came to see Junior standing at the kitchen door. Jason left my waist, I moved away from him, clearing his throat."Sorry to disturb both of you." Junior said shyly.I looked down embarrassed.Shit! What was I doing? Kissing the devil. What's wrong with me?"No. I-It's okay. Come inside. I have made something for you." Jason said avoiding eye contact with me."What?" Junior asked excitedly.Wait, he made? He just ruined everything."No. Junior wait." I said stopping him from going to the cupcakes. "I'll just do the icing then you can have it. Your Dad has just ruined everything.”I glared at Jason and He glared back at me."See this cupcake looks perfect. Junior see it yourself." Jason said looking at the cupcake."Perfect? Really Jason, this cupcake looks dead. Look how you have done the icing."Junior started laughing. I and Jason we both turned to him in confusion. Chloe too came into the kitchen,
Lilian Chaser*Okay, Lilian you are a bitch.You are the biggest bitch in this world.You are ungrateful.You don't care about anybody.I hate myself so much!!Here I am sitting in Junior’s room, lost in deep thoughts. Well not thoughts exactly but more like cursing myself. Why am I like this? What the fuck is wrong with me!Confused?I know you are. I myself is confused so fucking much. It has been two weeks now and I am avoiding Jason. I wake up late in the morning and sleep before he returns back from work. These few days Jason has been working a lot, he has some important foreign guest coming over. He returns home late from work so there is no chance for him to see me and most of the times I sleep in Junior’s room to avoid all his questions.But this is what is so annoying. I haven't seen him properly for two weeks now, this is driving me really crazy. I know I was the one who decided to not talk to him but now I am fucking regretting this. I thought staying away from him won't be
Lilian James*The next day, I woke up extra early. Earlier than Jason as I was so happy, I don't know why but I feel happy after last night. Okay, okay. I agree, ignoring him was a very bad idea.But you know what, I am happy. I am happy that at least we got closer to each other.After taking a bath, brushing my teeth I went downstairs. I saw Chloe in the kitchen, I went to her and said "Good Morning."She looked at me in amazement. "Morning. How are you awake so early?"I giggled. "Can I prepare the breakfast today?"She eyed me suspiciously, I gave her a bright smile."Sure, you can.”Happily, I went in and started preparing the breakfast. After sometime Junior and Jason came down. They sat on their usual places.Done.Phew! I have worked so hard today."Here's your breakfast." I say placing the plate of food in front of them."Is there something special?" Jason asked suspiciously."No. Why do you ask?""You are never up so early. And you look happy too.What's the matter?"I shook
Liliana Chaser*After we reached home, Jason took Junior straight to his room. He didn't let Junior talk to me even once. I remained in the living room. Chloe came in the living room after sometime, she sat beside me."You okay, Lilian?"I looked at her and said "I don't know what's gonna happen. I am so scared Chloe, Jason is not talking to me. He said we'll talk later when we reach home, but every moment is killing me. I am so scared."I hugged her, crying."You shouldn't have taken him out Lilian. You should've asked Mr.Chaser once.""I know. I know I should've, but I thought he wouldn't let us go, if I ask him. Then I couldn't find you anywhere and I went."She rubbed my back and said "Don't be scared. It's okay.""How can I not be scared, he looked so angry.""Try to explain everything to him. I am sure he'll understand.""Chloe, I made a very big mistake. Jason is not going to forgive me this easily. What will I do now?""You know he was so angry that he didn't let Junior talk t
Jason Chaser*She laid back on the couch and I kept staring at her, confused.Why is she being like this? She hated sleeping on the couch, right? Then why suddenly she is behaving like this?Whatever it is I should just ignore it.What she did today, after that I can't trust her.I laid back on the bed with hands resting on my temples. I don't know why but I was not able to sleep peacefully. I kept changing sides on the bed.In the end, I got up from the bed and went to check up on Junior, to see if he is fine or not. Opening the door to his room, I saw my baby sleeping peacefully hugging his MoMo.I smiled to myself. I went inside the room and sat beside him.Tracing my hand through his hair I said "Dad loves you baby. I will protect you with my life. I won't let that happen again, I am not like Lolita. Sorry, that I couldn't reach in time today and those boys bullied you, but from next time I promise I won't let anything like that happen to you."I kissed his forehead.I don't want
Lilian Chaser*When we reached home, Jason dragged me straight up to our room. After we were in, he locked the door.He just stared at me. He didn't say anything. I was trying to control my tears the whole car ride. This time I broke down, they started flowing down, I couldn't control my tears anymore. I started hitting his chest."I hate you.""I hate you."He held my hands pulling me close to him he said"Who put this thing in your head that I loveLolita?""Why would anyone have to put this in my head? I know it." I said sobbing."First calm down. How did you know it?""S-She was with you in y-your office today.""Today? When?""When I called you in the morning, she picked up the call.""You called me?" He asked in confusion. I nodded."I was not in my office in the morning." He said making me confused now. Jason thought for sometime "Shit!""What?""I forgot my phone in my office and she was there, maybe that time you have called.""But you still love her."I sighed. "Why are you
Lilian Chaser*I was peacefully doing my work when her thought comes flushing in my mind.I sighed and kept the phone back on the table. I really want to see her in that dress. Waiting till the evening is really making me impatient.This girl is killing me, when after so much I finally started avoiding her why did she had to wear something like that in the hot tub. I wanted to take her so badly right then and there. I don't know if she is doing this purposely or not but if she continues this I am sure I will lose control over myself.Taking her out of my thoughts, I focused on my work again. When I was finally done, I looked at the timing to see it was 6 already, so I decided to return home. When I reached home, I saw Junior studying like an obedient child and trying to understand what his tutor was saying. I smiled looking at him and made my way upstairs. When I entered the room I found Lilian applying makeup. I cleared my throat, she froze. I went in, and waited for her to say somet
Lilian Chaser*He shook his head. "No. You were right I was selfish. I just thought about Junior and not about your life. In fact, you should hate me after everything I have done. I deserve it. I wasn't ignoring you Lilian, I was just staying away from you so that you don't get hurt or cry because of me again.""Jason.”"I have caused enough pain to you Lilian because of my selfishness.""N-No." I shook my head.He smiled, a sad smile. "Yes. So, if me staying away from you makes you happy and if it doesn't hurt you then be it like that. I won't force you to do anything.I’ve done enough.”With that he left the pool, leaving me there alone in confusion.He is not serious. Right?I told him that I said that because I was angry.Will Jason leave me too?My mom died while giving birth to me, then my dad got locked up unjustly, then Nanny left me and now Jason too?Just the thought of that scared me, I stumbled back and my back hit the wall."No, he can't leave me. Am I that bad that everyo
Lilian Chaser*I turned around with a smile. He came near me and frowned. "You were crying?" He asked.I shook my head and knelt in front of him. "No baby, why would I cry?""No, I saw you crying.""But I wasn't crying.""Yes you were. Don't lie to me.""I am not lying to you. Maybe you were just seeing things."Really? Am I?" He asked lost in his thoughts.I was just praying that he didn't see carefully. I nodded."Maybe." He shrugged, his face lit up again. "You know I found something while I was riding.""Really?"He nodded with a wide smile on his face. "See."He brought his hand in front when my eyes fell on a rose. "A red rose?""Shh... don't tell anyone, I saw it and I plucked it from the garden, you like Rose so I thought to give you this.”I smiled. "Aww... you know you are the best. I love you and thank you.""Welcome. Mommy now I am all sweaty sweaty, I'll go and take a shower."I nodded. Giving me the rose he ran to his room. I was making my way to my room when someone cal
Jason Chaser*"Oh baby, how long are you planning to make him wait?"Lilian sighed and pecked my lips. A victory smile plastered on my face and I release her. She ran to the door and opened it. Junior came inside and gave a suspicious look, looking between me and Bella."I was knocking from that time, why weren't you opening?" He asked Lilian."Umm... w-we a-actually." Lilian stuttered then glared at me. I smirked."Baby we were actually sleeping." I replied."Yes we’re s-sleeping. We were sleeping.""Till now?" He asked."Yeah.” I replied getting up from the bed. "Now I'llgo and get cleaned up while little one, you go and wait downstairs. After the breakfast I have something to show you."Junior’s face lit up. "Really! What Dad?""That's a surprise."He frowned. "I hate surprises." I chuckled.After the breakfast, I took Junior outside, Lilian was following us while Junior was jumping out of excitement."Dad what is it?""Look there." I replied pointing in the direction of his surpr
Lilian Chaser*"Cartel?" I said in confusion.Why the fuck is this man here?I looked at Jason, I saw him getting stiffened.What's wrong with him?I stood beside Jason. "What are you doing hereCartel?" I asked in an angry tone."Had some work to finish." He said giving an evil smirk to Jason.What the hell is going on?"Just get out." Jason said in a calm tone."How can I, Mr. Chaser when I am being blamed of something I haven't done." He said with the same smirk on his face."What are you talking about?" I asked."Oh Lilian, you are so innocent, to fall for anyone's trap without even thinking." Cartel said."You know what, Jason is right, just get out. I don't want to know anything, you are the reason and cause of Nanny death.”"Actually in a way you can say that, but what about the truth that she hid from you." Cartel said shamelessly, like Nanny's death didn't matter tohim."What truth?" I asked in confusion. He smirked."That's it. Lilian, I think you should go back, I'll talk
Lilian Chaser*"That's Angela." A voice came from behind me. I turned around to see Jason standing leaning against the door. His coat and tie both were off, he was wearing a dark blue shirt with sleeves rolled up and the first two buttons of his shirt were undone giving me the view of his tanned collarbones.I stared at him for sometime.Why is he telling me this? He was the one who decided to avoid me.He came inside the room, and stood in front of me looking at the picture with a smile on his face.Without saying anything I decided to just leave the room. I was about to leave but when I passed Jason he held my wrist."She is my sister. Actually was."Jason then held my waist pulling me closer to him, I felt my heart beating faster. I haven't still got used to him being so close, it feels the same everytime, the unusual heartbeat. Resting his head on my shoulder he continued "we loved to paint.""Jason you don't have to-"Ignoring what I was saying Jason continued "And she wanted to p
Lilian Chaser*Chloe who was standing beside me started panicking "Oh my! Lilian a mosquito? We need to go to the doctor now. Show it to me first."She then peeped in my neck, I tried to hide it but I failed she pulled my arm pulling me closer, then she eyed at the spot properly. "This is a mosquito bite?" she asked in confusion.I looked down biting my lip. "Junior, this is a mosquito bite. But I don't think the mosquito was poisonous so your Mommy is so safe." She smirked looking at Jason.Jason eyes furrowed, he looked at the spot carefully then realised what it was. He cleared his throat."Dad you need to see through this matter.""Y-Yeah, I-I will." Jason said then drank the whole juice in one go.I was in the rooftop, sitting on the couch lost in deep thoughts. Junior was studying as his tutor was here. After last night I haven't got the chance to talk to Jason, All the time I was either with Junioror we were all together.It does matter to me, last night what happened. It was m
Lilian Chaser*"Nanny, t-took the pills on her own will." I finally managed to say that.Jason looked at me in confusion. I showed him the letter. He read the whole letter then thought something. He then looked at me "Did you find anything else?"I shook my head."It has to be him." he mumbled looking at thepaper."What? Who?" I asked.He looked at me "I can't say properly but I think it has something to do with Nanny’s brother.”"But she was his sister.""I know but he was the only one in the house who was staying with her and why so suddenly she would decide something like this when everything was going fine.""So what are we gonna do about it?"Jason took a deep breath and gave the letter back to me "Don't worry I'll look into it."I nodded still thinking that why would he have something to do with all this.Jason held my hands in his, "Trust me Lilian."I just stared in his eyes.I do trust him. I think I trust him more than I even trust myself, I know he'll never let me down.Wh