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Chapter 19 - Atone for thine own sins.

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Alice

I do not know how long it has been, but one thing I did know was that Zayn had given up on finding me, as he was busy sleeping with someone every day. I suppose he had his reasons. II mean Tristan coming in to use me probably tore at the mate bond I had with Zayn, and he thought I was probably cheating on him willingly...

I felt my heart break inside of my chest as I now lost all hope of being found, and I realized that Zayn did not even care one bit. He was probably manipulated to believe that I was the villain in the story, when in fact I was not.

I sighed, feeling disgusted at myself for even allowing them to do this to me, but it was not like I had a choice in the matter, they dr*gged me, and ab*sed me every day. Tristan would come in and use me whilst hurling insults at me, and telling me how much better he is than his father, and how well I take it, which made me nauseous.

Due to all of the stress, the baby that was supposed to be growing inside of me, had never developed
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