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Author: Kirizu
last update Last Updated: 2022-10-19 21:27:04

HJ

I pulled her down into the black hole. It swallowed us up and ate us whole.

Our light was gone.

She orgasmed in my bar’s bathroom with one lone tear streaming down her face as I took

her heart and soul.

I pumped my cock into her almost violently two more times before I buried my seed in her. Our breaths were labored, struggling for life after reaching something way beyond it. I hadn’t come like that with another woman ever.

I backed away from her and took in her bruised lips, her wrinkled clothing, her mussed hair, and knew if I couldn’t keep away from her, we were doomed. With her, I only had tunnel vision. I couldn’t see past her blinding light to real threats to the family, couldn’t keep a clear head, and definitely couldn’t put the family first.

I’d marked her neck, and the beast in me wanted to do it again and again, to lay by her side and snarl at anyone who looked at her. It didn’t care about anything else.

And that was the problem.

I was the monster. I had to keep it tog
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